One way to go north

148 Chapter 1: A Time to See People's Hearts [-]
After taking the medicine, Jesse gently hugged Tong Yinian, who was bowing his head, and walked out of the emergency department.

The wind outside was a bit cold, Jessie saw goosebumps on her arms, and asked softly, "Is it cold?"

Tong Yinian was exhausted after the accident on the top of Meishan Mountain, and he didn't even have the strength to shake his head. He just leaned on Jesse's shoulder, and his expression was a little dull.

Jessie took a few quick steps, hurried to the side of the car, carefully put her into the car, and turned on the heat slightly after getting in the car.

"Is it better now?" he asked softly.

Tong Yinian leaned softly on the car seat, but she didn't realize it, and nodded instinctively.

Jessie saw it in her eyes and felt pain in her heart. She knew that she needed to rest now, but she didn't know where to drive the car, but seeing her like this, she didn't want to go home, so she asked, "Nian Nian, it's your fault." The new apartment or my place?"

New apartment?Lu Xiangbei has the key, and the last person she wants to see now is him...

"Go to your place!" She said in a hoarse voice, her throat still hurt a little when she spoke.

Jesse started the car, and half an hour later, they arrived at Jesse's apartment.

When Jesse got out of the car to hug her, she was still in a daze, leaning on the car seat numbly, until Jesse picked her up and whispered her name, she came back to her senses.

Jesse inevitably felt sad again.

After returning to the apartment, he directly carried her into the bedroom, with the snow-white sheets and quilt, she was immediately stained with mud and blood as soon as she lay on it.

Jesse naturally didn't mind, but she was apologetic, and her ashesy eyes also became a little angry, "I'm sorry, Jesse..."

He stroked her hair, "Stupid, you actually said that to me!"

Tong Yinian's eyes became hot, and his heart felt sore, but it was also filled with warmth. When Jessie grew up, he touched her hair and said she was stupid. This seemingly natural action was applied to a woman. Doesn't he know that it means pampering?
"Should I go to sleep now, or just wait a while? Do you want to take a bath?" Jesse asked again.

bath?She shook her head slowly, at this moment, she didn't even want to move...

"Let me rely on it first, thank you." Her hoarse voice was heard in her ears, making people feel as uncomfortable as a brush hanging on her heart.

Jesse sighed, got up, walked around the restaurant, and came back with a cup of warm honey water in his hand, "Drink a cup of honey tea to soothe your throat, be careful that you won't be able to speak tomorrow!"

Tong Yinian took the glass from his hand, the tea was warm and warm, her cool palm instantly warmed up, the steam of the hot tea sprayed on her face, penetrated into the tight skin of the face, and the pores relaxed Open it, and the warmth has been seeping into the heart.

She took a sip, and her sore throat felt sweet and moist, and the warmth in her heart increased a little bit. The end of the pain is finally these little people who know the basics, so that people can trust and rely on it with confidence. An old saying, time sees people's hearts, is the truth summed up by the predecessors...

"Nian Nian, haven't you eaten all day?" Jessie asked, staring at her face.

She was a little surprised and raised her head. How could he know that she didn't eat?

Jessie stared at her out of the corner of her eyes, doting on her, "What are you looking at me for? How many years have I been with you? Still don't know you? If you want something to eat, I'll go buy it."

The feeling called moving made her eyes red again, but at this moment, she didn't want to eat anything, she was afraid of being alone, afraid of being abandoned by the whole world...

Just like when her mother died that year, she didn't understand anything, the only thing she understood was that her mother would never wake up again, no matter how she called, her mother would never pay attention to her, and the whole world was so busy at that moment , no matter where she goes, there will only be people who will dislike her for being in the way, and will only tell her, go and play by yourself, don't make trouble here...

So, she hid herself in a dark corner and watched the whole world turn into black and white. The adults wore black clothes and white flowers, and everyone was in a hurry. There was one of her, that day, she also didn't eat for a whole day, but no one knew...

Today, this feeling came again...

It's just Lu Xiangbei, why does she feel abandoned by the whole world?Could it be that because of Lu Xiangbei's life, did she regard him as her world?

Or, was it because Lu Xiangbei gave her an illusory world, but she relied on this world to breathe?
In short, at this moment, she didn't want Jesse to leave her half a step away...

She is really afraid, to be forgotten by the world again...

"Jessie, don't go, stay here with me..." She held the water glass, her hands trembling slightly, her eyes were filled with tears, and she looked at Jesse pitifully.

This kind of her is already extremely fragile. Even Jesse has never seen such pleading eyes and tone. He heard it, and his heart felt sore. He held her frail shoulders with both hands and solemnly promised, "I won't go! I will always be with you!"

"Jessie..." She put down her water glass, approached Jessie, and wept on his shoulder.

And only to Jesse, can she beg, without worrying about her self-esteem, gain or loss, because he is her Jesse, her childhood friend, just like her own brother, truly intimate.

This point cannot be achieved even between her and Shen Kangqi, because Shen Kangqi's feelings for her are too much, too strong, and too complicated, not as simple as Jesse and her, so, on the contrary, there are scruples, so that, She kept a lot of things from him.

Once upon a time, it was Jessie who was tearfully looking for his sister Niannian, and when she found her, she hugged her and cried, and wiped her tears on her clothes. Now, things have changed, the world has changed, and she has become like a child. Leaning against Jesse, turning all her sadness into tears, shedding them in his arms.

Jessie patted her on the back to comfort her, "Don't cry, it's not a big deal, wake up, tomorrow will be the most beautiful Miss Nian Nian in the world, take a good rest these few days, wait for your feet to heal Now, let's ride bicycles, go to Uncle Liang's house for dinner, life will be the same as before, just be happy! Huh?"

"Yeah!" She nodded, leaning on his shoulder.

In fact, what will happen tomorrow, her mind is still in a mess. Thinking of Lu Xiangbei, the pain in her heart is still tight, but she just responds to Jesse's words out of instinct, and Jesse's description It's so beautiful, in the days when I didn't meet Lu Xiangbei, even though she was the eldest lady who was treated coldly at home, there was never a day when she wasn't happy, that happiness came from a simple life, it was just that there was one more Lu Xiangbei After North, everything became so complicated and gloomy...

"That's good!" Jesse spoke more and more like an adult, "But how about you not eating all day? How about making you a glass of milk if I don't go out? Have some chocolate? OK ?"

I remember that on the day my mother passed away, she didn't eat for a day, and it was Jesse who found her in the end and gave her a bag of chocolates to eat. At that time, she regarded Jesse as her life and death brother...

"Yeah!" She nodded in agreement, who didn't want to eat.Jessie's chocolate represents more than just chocolate, but a memory, a kind of warmth, which is what her cold and lonely soul needs...

Jessie straightened her pillow, let her recline on the bed again, and went to the kitchen again. A few minutes later, she came back with a cup of hot milk and a large box of chocolates.

Tong Yinian saw that it was the original Italian brand, "Where did you get it? A friend brought it back?"

Jesse smiled, "No, I went to Italy a few days ago, and I brought a box back by the way, and I plan to give it to you in a few days!"

Tong Yinian was taken aback for a moment, then recalled that day when Lu Xiangbei came back from Italy, holding a box in his hand, which contained the ice cream he cared for all the way...

Her heart ached, she immediately pulled this picture out of her mind, took the chocolate box and opened it, and took the initiative to talk to Jessie, so as to turn her thinking away from the three words Lu Xiangbei, " What are you doing in Italy?"

"I won a prize in a competition, go and accept it." Jesse said casually.

(End of this chapter)