One way to go north

Chapter 121 How to Believe in Love 1
A strange softness brushed across his heart.

It seemed as if the whole world had quieted down, only his and her breath, penetrating and entangled with each other, lingering endlessly...

But he knew that this kind of silence was only temporary, and he didn't know how indifferent she would be when she woke up...

He sighed, closed the door and let her rest.

headache……

This was Tong Yinian's first feeling when he woke up.

"Water..." She murmured vaguely, waking up after being drunk, and she had a strong desire to drink water.

Lu Xiangbei who was beside her felt it immediately, there was already a glass of water prepared on the bedside table, as he often soaked in the wine, he naturally understood the deep drunk's desire for water.

Tong Yinian felt like a dry desert, the slightly cool spring quickly absorbed, nourished and felt very comfortable, and the body that flowed like a clear spring gradually woke up.

she is drunk...

Drinking at the bar last night, I met a handsome foreign guy, and a handsome Chinese guy He Zixiang, they didn't allow her to leave, and finally Lu Xiangbei came to pick her up...

Lu Xiangbei...

She thought of the fact that he lied to see Yingying, and she drank for it, and her heart ached...

She also finally realized that she was sleeping on the bed at home, and Lu Xiangbei was sleeping next to her...

Love cannot tolerate deception.I don’t know which expert summed up these words. The truth is that it’s really uncomfortable to be deceived. She would rather he never promised her anything than promised but couldn’t keep it. It would only make her feel that everything he said It's all perfunctory...

Taking a deep breath, she sat up and found that she was wearing pajamas, presumably Lu Xiangbei changed them for her last night.

He knew she was going to get out of bed and took her arm.

She also knew that he would definitely stop her, but instead of twisting with him, she couldn't figure out what was the point of twisting any longer. Enduring her headache, she looked at him blankly and asked, "Lu Xiangbei, do you love me?" ?"

"Love!" Lu Xiangbei replied without hesitation.

She laughed mockingly, "Thank you, but do you think I will still believe it?"

Lu Xiangbei's eyes froze.

When he rushed to the restaurant yesterday and found that she hadn't come, he knew it would be like this...

Tong Yinian waited quietly for five seconds, and the two were relatively silent.

She snorted coldly, "You still don't let go?"

He did let go.

There is no explanation, maybe even he himself thinks that the explanation is useless nonsense, what she sees is the truth, doesn't it?She didn't doubt that there was something between him and Yingying, she just felt that this person was no longer trustworthy...

She stepped over him with a stiff face and got off the bed.

Only they themselves know that everything is different from usual...

If explanations and quarrels become powerless, who will stay for whom?

She felt that the gaze behind her staring at her vest was like fire, like ice, but no matter how hot or cold it was, to her, it should just be numb.

According to the company's schedule, she will go to the G city branch this week to work informally, and it is just the preparation work before operation.She thinks it's just right to separate and let each other calm down.No, she thought again, she is the one who needs to be calm, maybe he has always been very calm...

She smiled wryly. It was because she was not reconciled. She needed to calmly think about whether the three-month or half-year trial period was still necessary.

Before going to G City, she went to visit Jiamei, and she hadn't seen her for a while. She is more than three months pregnant now, right?I have to tell Jiamei that she wants to be the baby's godmother.

Thinking of the child, she touched her belly, should she be glad that she and Lu Xiangbei have no children?Otherwise, how can children grow up healthily in such a family?
However, this time when I came to Jiamei's house, I found that although Jiamei greeted her with a smile, there was an unconcealable worry in her eyes.

"Jiamei, what's wrong with you?" She knew that as the daughter-in-law of Mingke's family, Jiamei could only swallow her pain. In this city, she and Jiamei were considered close. Forcing a smiling face was exhausted to the extreme, so when he saw her at this time, he unconsciously expressed worry.

Sure enough, just as soon as she asked, Jiamei's eyes turned red, and she turned around without speaking.

"What's the matter with you?" The more Jiamei was like this, the more impatient she became, she supported Jiamei's shoulders, let her sit down on the sofa, and guessed, "Is your mother-in-law mad at you again?"

Jiamei wiped away her tears and shook her head.

"That kid Mingke bullied you? I'll settle the score with him and avenge you!" She still has the right to speak among her buddies. Men, just let her go.

Jia Mei held her hand, hesitated for a while, and then asked half-covered, "Nian Nian, I read an article these days, which said that if my husband has the following conditions, he is likely to have an affair It's..."

Tong Yinian was stunned, "Can you explain? Have an affair? How is it possible?"

She will always remember how Mingke took care of Jiamei when she was in school. The two of them have been in love for ten years!When Ming Ke's family objected to the two of them being together, Ming Ke desperately broke away from the family and wanted to marry Jia Mei, so she would believe anyone who had an affair, but she did not believe that Ming Ke would betray Jia Mei, otherwise , Tell her how to believe in love again?

Tears welled up in Jiamei's eyes, her little face was pale and tense, "I don't know...not sure... Maybe it's because I'm pregnant, I'm raising a baby at home, I just think too much..."

"Jiamei, what's the matter with Mingke? If you have something to say, tell me, otherwise you will think more if you are alone, and you may develop depression!"

Jiamei carefully glanced at Tong Yinian before hesitating, "I read an article, which said that if my husband has the following conditions, he is very likely to have an affair. First, he often returns late at night, and sometimes he doesn't return; second Second, frequent business trips, especially on weekends, when there are more business trips; third, the expenses are suddenly huge, and the money is spent quickly, and I can't tell where it was spent; fourth, I haven't had sex for a long time..."

Speaking of this, the shy Jiamei blushed, "Nian Nian, I compared them one by one, except for the third point, everything else is consistent, I am pregnant with a baby now, you know, I am prone to miscarriage His physique, so there is no intercourse now, as for money, I never cared about his money, and I don't know how he spends it..."

"Maybe he's just busy with work...does he have a lot of entertainment?" Tong Yinian enlightened Jiamei, and at the same time convinced himself that Mingke would definitely not betray Jiamei, she gave herself confidence.

Jiamei smiled slightly, her face full of bitterness, "Maybe, maybe I'm really busy..."

Tong Yinian knew that he had failed to convince Jiamei that only the two of them could know about marriage.

She remembered the last time she met Ming Ke to buy sour plum soup near Yi Nian, so she persuaded, "Jiamei, I'm going to G city tomorrow, it may be difficult to see you recently, if you have nothing to do, call me Come on, don't be bored at home alone, and easy to think wildly, in fact, I see that Ming loves you very much, and last time I met him he made a special trip to buy you sour plum soup!"

"Sour plum soup?" Jiamei froze for a moment, then smiled wryly, "I've never had the sour plum soup he bought..."

Tong Yinian was completely stunned...

The first thing I did when I came back to my senses was regret. I regretted my talk, which deepened Jiamei's doubts and worries.

"Then... Maybe it's because I didn't buy it in the end, I really met it!" She herself felt how far-fetched such an explanation was...

Jiamei was more open-minded than her, so she turned to Tong Yinian and said, "Niannian, in fact, I have thought about it a lot, and the more I think about it, the less painful it will be. Really, you said that Mingke and I have been together for ten years. Years, is there anything that can last ten years? Love? That is an instant brilliant thing. I am satisfied that he can love me for ten years, but I feel sorry for this child. If there is no child, I may die without looking back. I'm gone, you know how much I've been wronged when I married into the Ming family, but I don't care, because I'm only for him, as long as he loves me, everything is worth it, but when he doesn't love me anymore, I don't care. I won't miss anything anymore..."

These words made Tong Yinian burst into tears. She remembered that the last time she came to see Jiamei, Jiamei advised her not to be impulsive. Unexpectedly, when Jiamei encountered this, she was calmer than her...

(End of this chapter)