One way to go north

Chapter 109 I Don't Want to Lie 1
This last sentence is a rhetorical question, more like a swear to oneself...

Tong Yinian looked at him, those deep pupils falling into Yuehua were like a vortex, which could sweep her up, drown her to death, looking into it, it was like entering Bermuda, unable to find the direction, the only result was a head Falling in, there is no trace...

No!She shook her head to make the dizziness less obvious, and with her last sobriety, let the past flash through her mind one by one, "No! Lu Xiangbei, I'm not a fool, if Yingying is your brother's fiancee, how can she Would you say that you were her man? Why did she kiss you? It’s not that I don’t believe you, Lu Xiangbei. You haven’t told me this for two years. Now you suddenly say it. Don’t you think this explanation is too much? it's time to?"

Her heart has been swaying between warmth and bitterness.

These days, if Lu Xiangbei didn't love her, she herself felt that she couldn't justify it, but if he loved her, Yingying and Wu Ruoshui always came to entangle her.

Just like today, she has clearly indulged in his tenderness, and even vowed to love him well in front of the "Rujiao's tomb" she mistook, but the name Yingying still messed up everything...

He stared at her deeply, in the darkness, in the invisible place deep in his pupils was the pain surging from the dark clouds, the pain was mixed with too much content, he couldn't bear it, he didn't want to, he had to...

With a slight blink of an eye, all the complications are locked into the bottomless abyss of black pupils, leaving only a piece of moonlight like water, "Nian Nian, I never thought that I would be so important to you, never... never thought that you would care." Me, let alone you love me. When we got married, you just saw me as a chance to escape, right?"

Tong Yinian was silent.

What he said was the truth.

She herself didn't know when she fell in love with him. Looking back now, maybe it was the first time they met, maybe it was a few inadvertent moments after marriage, but at the moment when he proposed, what she thought of was definitely not love. ...

"So, I didn't know that you would care about my past. You never even asked me where my hometown is, who my parents are, whether I have brothers and sisters, where I went to middle school, where I went to university, and you never asked me. What size clothes do I wear, what size shoes do I have, we rarely talk to each other, and you are even more reluctant to meet my friends with me, even if there is an unavoidable entertainment, I forced you to go. Like this Marital status, I thought you wouldn't be interested in anything about me, let alone such a personal story..." There was a little helplessness and sentimentality in his tone.

Tong Yinian was a little annoyed, is it really the CEO's temper, the subordinates are always to blame? "Lu Xiangbei! You mean it was me who was wrong? I don't care enough about you, right?"

He raised his hands in surrender, "Little hedgehog, the spines are standing up again, I didn't mean that, absolutely not!"

"Lu Xiangbei! I asked! Why didn't I ask? Yingying, I asked Rujiao, how did you answer me? A simple sentence is not what you think, and it's over. How often have you not perfunctory me?"

He was a little surprised, "It's not what you thought it was!"

"Then how do you explain Yingying kissing you? I saw it with my own eyes! Also, why did she say you were her man!" She stood up excitedly, this is what she always thinks of when she is overwhelmed by warmth It would be heart-piercing, and sometimes even more disturbing than thinking of Rujiao.

Originally, she also wanted to tell herself that he was just playing on the occasion, if Yingying was just an ordinary dancer, if Yingying just kissed him shamelessly, if he had no other feelings for Yingying like Wu Ruoshui, everything was just Yingying Wishful thinking, then she might still choose to forgive him for the sake of him pulling herself back from the brink of death, for the sake of the most touching love in that flood, and for the sake of her true love for him .

However, after hearing this story today, I feel even more unacceptable. If it is true as he said, he won't get involved with his brother's fiancee, how could he let her kiss him?Would Yingying still shamelessly say that he was her man?
He also stood up with her and wrapped his arms around her waist, "Yingying only kissed me once, and that time was because there was an old man who didn't know how to bully her at the gate of the night market, and when I came, she ran over Asked for my help, kissed me on the face to show the authenticity, I never guarded against it, but this time, but you saw it, why did you go to the night market?"

"I... just passing by..." She darkened her face, even if it was like this, she would never feel comfortable, but as long as what he said was true, the traffic jam would not be as severe as before, "Then why did she say that you were originally Is it her man?"

He sighed, "Really?"

"Yes!" She has no reservations, and hopes that he will be honest with each other. Even if the truth is the cruelest, she is willing to bear it, as long as there is no more deception.

He turned her body over and faced her head-on, "Don't be angry?"

Saying so will undoubtedly make you angry...

But for that answer, I can only bite the bullet and shake my head, "Don't be angry!"

His fingers brushed across her face, "Yingying doesn't like you, that's why she said that on purpose. I have nothing to do with her."

Tong Yinian was even more confused. Yingying didn't like her, she had already felt it, but what did dislike have anything to do with him being her man?
"Lu Xiangbei, this explanation doesn't make sense!" She looked at him critically.

He smiled wryly, "Well, today you have become a judge, and I am the prisoner waiting to be tried. That's fine! If you want to have a trial, try it thoroughly. Nian Nian, everyone looks at problems from their own perspective, you know, I I have known Yingying for a long time. Yingying knew from the beginning that you did not love me, so she felt sorry for me. Looking at our marriage from her perspective, she felt that you were not worthy of my love, and she even felt wronged for me. Shen Kangqi being together makes me feel worthless, that's why I said that..."

"Lu Xiangbei! What do you mean you are wronged? Could it be that you are wronged?" Tong Yinian looked up at him, and the grievances in his heart flooded like mountains and seas.

"Nian Nian!" He overshadowed her with his voice, "Let's have a good talk today, don't fight or quarrel, okay? Yes, I'm sorry for you, I made you wronged, but even death row prisoners have sentences. What about the chance of probation, can you give me a chance to take care of you again? As I said, everyone sees things from different angles. For example, you and Shen Kangqi have such an iron relationship. Intimacy is a couple in the eyes of others. Also, you and Jessie Cen, if he sends you flowers every day and kisses you, what will others think? So, Yingying’s crusade against you is like Shen Kangqi and Jesse The crusade against me is the same!"

"Lu Xiangbei! Don't change the subject! I'm talking about you! You're pointing the finger at me! You and I are totally different things! They and I are innocent!" She was very angry. Pure feelings are not like what Lu Xiangbei said.

"But, that's what I saw with my own eyes! In my eyes and in the eyes of others, you and them are just... ambiguous relationship!"

"Lu Xiangbei! I have nothing to say to a dirty person like you!" She began to feel that tonight's conversation was a failure...

"No! Nian Nian, I said this not to criticize you, but to explain one thing, what you saw with your own eyes, or what you heard, may not be true, just like when I saw Jessie give you flowers and kiss you back with my own eyes , but you have nothing to do with him, so Nian Nian, do you just look at me and Yingying from your perspective? And I have nothing to do with her? "

She was speechless.

When he was studying, he must have participated in the debate competition. She couldn't say no to him. Could it be that what he said was really true?

"Lu Xiangbei! The crux of the problem now is not how the relationship between you and Yingying is, but whether your words are credible. Lu Xiangbei, I really don't know whether I should believe you or not!" She stared Looking at him, his eyes were blank.

His face was more serious than ever before, and he raised his hand to swear, "Look at me Niannian, my brother is one of my most respected and beloved people, in front of his grave, I swear to his soul, what I just said is the truth, I have already said what I should say, you don't need to believe me, but I will never allow myself to lie in front of my brother's soul!"

(End of this chapter)