One way to go north

Chapter 102 You Know, I Love You 2
"I said that person was me! Nian Nian! I don't agree to divorce, and I won't agree to it even if you sue in court! It's true that Mr. Shen is the old leader of the dean, but no matter how big the leader is, he has no right to break up other people's marriages." The dean has already told me that although Mr. Shen has not had time to hand in the indictment, he has already greeted him in advance. Nian Nian, I don’t care who greets me, my own wife, I don’t agree to leave, This marriage is inseparable!" He said a lot in one breath, but it wasn't what Tong Yinian wanted to hear.

Why does he always put his and her marriage with other people?Isn't marriage a matter of two people?Isn't the problem between them his and her problem?
Originally thought that she could force him to tell the truth this time, but, while talking, he changed the topic to someone else...

In fact, she knew very well that Lu Xiangbei had hidden a lot, and so did she.

It was precisely because their union had no basis for love that she dared not love, let alone speak of love, and even when she was injured, she dared not expose the wound to his eyes.

However, as Shen Kangqi said, although the authorities are confused about the emotional issue, only the authorities themselves can understand it, and what to say must be made clear.

There is always someone who wants to take the first step, and someone needs to be honest first.

Rather than hanging half dead like this, it would be better to die completely!At least have a good time!

"Lu Xiangbei!" She raised her hand and covered his mouth, not letting him continue. She took a deep breath, tears streaming into her eyes, "Lu Xiangbei, may I tell you a story?"

His excited expression calmed down, and he looked at her in surprise, not knowing why she wanted to tell a story at this time, but the tears in her eyes hurt his heart, and he was very happy that she could take the initiative to communicate with him, so he pulled down Her hand, turned around and leaned against the head of the bed side by side with her, and took her into his arms, letting her rest on his shoulder.

Tong Yinian didn't struggle at all, since he was planning to burn the boat, he didn't care about these details.She lay on his shoulder, the familiar breath gradually filled her heart, and her voice became a little more sad, "You know? When I was young, Yiling was very small, about two or three years old, like a pink cloth Doll, I liked Yiling very much at that time. In that home, I was lonely and wished that I had a companion to play with myself, so I would often lie on Yiling’s bed and watch her, and occasionally use I poked her little face with my fingers, pinched her arms, and felt that Yiling's little face was soft and very cute. But Yiling would always cry loudly, and then my little mother would come out and beat me hard He was fierce, and sometimes he would slap me, saying that I had a vicious heart, abused my sister, and even sued my father... But, I really like Yiling..."

This kind of her always makes him feel bad. He gently caressed her face with his fingers, and couldn't help lowering his head to kiss her forehead, "I know, I understand, Nian Nian is a kind girl..."

She ignored his small gestures and continued, "But at that time, a brand was branded in my heart. Don't express your feelings for others easily. Sometimes, you obviously like it, but this liking will hurt yourself in turn..."

He was slightly taken aback, somewhat understanding what the purpose of her telling this story was...

"So Lu Xiangbei, you know, I love you..." She raised her head and met his gaze, which was helpless and sad.

Although he had a premonition that she would say that, but the first time he heard her say these three words himself, he was still shocked...

She cried, "Don't look at me like that! Don't tell me you don't know! If I didn't love you, I wouldn't always pick on you! If I didn't love you, I wouldn't eat Yingying and Wu Ruoshui's vinegar! If I didn't love...I...I wouldn't be in such pain! You are so smart, how can you not see it? You just decided that I love you, that's why you are unscrupulous again and again bully me!"

I have never seen her like this before, the tears seemed to be hitting his heart, and his heart was also tear-stained and fragmented. It was clear that she was the one who shed tears, but he was the one who was in pain...

"I'm sorry, Niannian! It's my fault! I love you too! You have mentioned divorce so many times, but I never agreed to it, because I love you, don't you understand? Silly girl!" He heard his own The voice is hoarse and muddy.

But she, escaped from his delicate kiss, with tears in her eyes, "No! I don't understand! I have never understood you since I got married! You are like a mystery, like a net, I use I try my best to guess and explore, but I can't find the edge, Lu Xiangbei, I'm tired... You know me better than I know you, so you should know my character, I have always been both inferior and proud, because of inferiority , so I never dare to express myself easily, because I am proud, so I disdain to express myself. If one day, I say everything, it proves that I have decided to give up everything, and I don’t even want face. Do you understand? Today, After you hurt me so much, I still say that I love you so shamelessly, it proves that I don't want your love anymore, do you understand?"

"You mean, you love me, so you want to divorce me?" He tried to use Tong Yinian's logic to think about the problem.

"Yes! That's what it means!" She bit her lip and said cruelly.

"But Nian Nian, when I was not sure whether you love me, I didn't agree to the divorce. Do you think I will agree to the divorce after I am sure that you love me?" His arms tightened involuntarily.

"Lu Xiangbei, I can't live with a masked person for the rest of my life! That feeling is too painful! You just said you love me, right? If you really love me, let me go and let me take it easy Let me return to the Tong Yinian I used to be, your love is torture to me, not happiness!" It seems that at some point in the past, she also said similar words, love her, let her go, but Two scenes, two moods, this time, more sincerity.

He saw a sharpness in her eyes that was different from the past. Some things he thought were well hidden and could be fooled by his own ability, but things finally got out of his control.

Everyone has a weakness, and this weakness is "love".

Because she is in love, so she cares, cares about every bit of him, so the sense of touch is more sensitive than others, and she can feel what others can't;
And because he is in love, he can no longer be calm and unhurried. Facing her heartbreak, he can no longer just put it lightly and perfunctorily as before with a playful smile on his face...

Staring at Tong Yinian, he suddenly understood her...

So pitiful, she was not stupid, but she used the plan of putting herself to death and surviving to provoke him...

On the surface, it seems that she is showing her weakest side in front of him, confessing her heart, crying to the heart, not leaving any escape for herself, but in fact, this is saving herself. If he really loves her, How could he bear to see her so sad?If she confessed her heart to him, then he must also confess her heart to pay back, and if he continues to hide it, then she will give him and even their marriage the final judgment...

Maybe it's risky for her to do so, if he doesn't take pity on her, maybe she will suffer a devastating injury, but for her, it's a relief instead, don't worry about it anymore...

He hesitated, but in the end he hugged her tightly, kissed her casually, and didn't care where he kissed her, "Nian Nian, I love you more than anyone else, it is absolutely impossible for me to let you go, we Why don't you go home first? I'll tell you everything you want to know when I get back."

"Why not now?" She looked at him with confused eyes, not knowing how trustworthy he was in front of her. Going home... After returning home, there will be more things to face...

Such a look made his heart ache, his lips dropped, and he kissed her eyes, making her close her confusion inside her eyelids, "Because I want to take you to a place, a place... I have never taken anyone else there place……"

When she closed her eyes, what he didn't let her see was the confusion in his eyes that was deeper than hers, Nian Nian, I'm sorry, if possible, I really wish you didn't fall in love with me...

After staying in the hospital for a day, Tong Yinian improved greatly.

(End of this chapter)