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Chapter 344 Lin Yiru's Confidence
At dinner, the four of them ate very harmoniously. Yan Qingshuo was completely as if nothing had happened, with a smile on his face all the time, hiding all the grief in his heart!
From a certain point of view, Duan Feng and Yan Qingshuo are very similar. They both hide the pain in their hearts and leave only that smile for others, but how much bitterness is hidden behind that smile , but no one knows!
After dinner, Lin Yiru insisted on taking Duan Feng out for a walk, but Ning Muxue and Yan Qingshuo did not object to this, but sent them out of the house with smiles on their faces.

Seeing the backs of the two people disappearing slowly, Ning Muxue sighed slightly, then turned to look at Yan Qingshuo, her eyes filled with a touch of sadness: "Qingshuo, I have suffered for you all these years!"

After Yan Qingshuo heard this sentence, a smirk appeared on his face: "What's the matter, as long as you and Yiru are fine!"

At the same time, Lin Yiru held Duan Feng's arm affectionately, with a warm smile on his face. Under the illumination of the neon lights on the roadside, the figures of the two looked particularly slender, with a faintly happy appearance. Roadside sprawl!

After an unknown amount of time, Lin Yiru said slowly, "Duan Feng thanked you today!"

"Silly woman, do we still need to be polite between the two of us?" Duan Feng said softly.

Duan Feng didn't blame Lin Yiru for not telling him the truth about his identity. He learned from Yan Qingshuo that Lin Yiru had never been interested in his father, and that the two had nothing in common!
It can be said that Lin Yiru hated Lin Zhetian, but as to why, Duan Feng didn't know!

After hearing Duan Feng's words, the smile on Lin Yiru's face became stronger, but then dimmed again: "Duan Feng, I'm sorry, I didn't tell you that my father is Lin Zhetian!"

Duan Feng lit a cigarette for himself, took a puff lightly: "I don't care about these, and am I such a stingy person?"

"You really didn't blame me?" Lin Yiru stopped and looked at Duan Feng seriously and asked.

"No!" Duan Feng shook his head lightly and said.

"Do you want to know why I said that at the beginning?" Lin Yiru lowered her head slowly, a gloomy look flashed in her eyes!
Duan Feng nodded heavily and said, "If you can tell me, I'd be very happy to know."

Lin Yiru raised her head, looked at the sky full of stars, took a deep breath, and said, "Because I hate him!"

Although Lin Yiru had guessed in her heart that it was because of hatred, when Lin Yiru said it herself, it was a completely different feeling.

"When I was very young, I basically never met him. As far as I can remember, I can count the days I spend with him every year. It can be said that I don't even know what father's love is!" Lin Yiru's voice Said a little hoarsely: "When I was in school, I saw that other classmates were picked up by their parents, but I was always picked up by my mother alone. I saw that everyone was accompanied by their parents. And I only had my mother, and I felt very uncomfortable. , I also have a father, but why can't he come to pick me up once?"

"I envy those classmates who are accompanied by their parents. I also hate my father. Although he gave me rich clothes and food and status, what I want is not these. What I want is just a father's love. In the eyes of others, it is ordinary, but to me it is a luxury, a huge luxury!" Lin Yiru's eyes turned slightly rosy.

Duan Feng could only sigh at this moment, he knew that Lin Yiru had suppressed it for so many years, and today he needs to vent!
"With the passage of time, I have gradually grown older and understood more. It turns out that my father is actually the big brother of the underground world. When I heard the news, I was completely stupid. I didn't know what to do. What should I do, because I always thought that Lin Yiru's father was a successful businessman, a successful entrepreneur, but the reality gave me a silent slap in the face!" Lin Yiru took a breath and slowly He raised his head, trying not to let his tears fall down: "At that time, I didn't look down on those bastards at all. It can be said that I had some resistance from the bottom of my heart, but my father turned out to be the leader of these bastards. You know how I felt at that time ?"

Duan Feng was speechless, the stark contrast almost made Lin Yiru collapse!

I thought my father was an entrepreneur, but later found that he was not only not an entrepreneur, but also the boss of a group of gangsters. This kind of psychological contrast is not acceptable to anyone!
"At that time, I also gradually understood why the people around me were so afraid of me. It turned out that it was because of my father. They were afraid of my father and stayed away from me!" Lin Yiru's voice was full of tremors.

At this moment, all Duan Feng can do is keep silent and keep silent. He knows that he has no way to speak at this moment, not even a word of comfort!
"That's when I started to change, I became taciturn, and I didn't want to talk to anyone, because I was Lin Zhetian's daughter, if I got angry, they might all be unlucky!"

What Lin Yiru said is not wrong, if someone offends Lin Yiru, without Lin Zhetian talking, I am afraid the other party's parents will immediately apologize to Lin Yiru!

After all, offending Lin Zhetian with the name of a person and the shadow of a tree is no joke!

No one would make fun of their own lives.

"It was at that time that I became more and more distant from my father, and even when I saw him, I felt a sense of guilt!"

Duan Feng finally couldn't help but said: "Yiru, in fact, he is also doing it for your own good!"

"I know, but when I understood this, it was already too late, really too late!" The tears in Lin Yiru's eyes finally fell slowly because she couldn't bear it.

Duan Feng wanted to reach out to help Lin Yiru wipe away the tears on her cheeks, but in the end she held back. At this moment, let her cry for a while, maybe she will feel better in her heart only after crying for a while.

"When I knew that he was for my own good, he was already dead, and when I wanted to have a good talk with him, we were already separated!" Lin Yiru said while crying, "It's too late for everything. I missed him, I missed the opportunity to get along with him!"

Lin Yiru stretched out her hand to wipe the tears off her cheeks and continued: "He died for my mother and me, willingly died for our safety, but he didn't tell me, he didn't say anything! "

"I clearly remember that before he died, he went to look for me, took me to many places, and talked to me a lot. Our father and daughter also talked a lot. It can be said that it was the only time we talked the most. One day, and the only time we live together in peace."

"At first, I thought he came to me this time because he felt guilty, but who knew he was going to say goodbye, to say goodbye to me!" When Lin Yiru said these words, she was completely hysterical!
"I didn't think much about it at the time. After all, he is the big brother of Jiangnan's underground world. There are things he can't solve, and there are things he can't solve. I didn't realize until after his death that he is not omnipotent. He is not People say that you can cover the sky with one hand!"

There was a self-deprecating smile on Lin Yiru's face: "At that time, I didn't know what he was talking about, but after he died, I understood that it was his last order to me. I didn't know what he said at the time. What does that look mean, now I understand, it is reluctance and concern, he can't let it go, but he has to die, otherwise my mother and I will most likely die!"

"He died, he died with concern and reluctance, and later I also found out that it was all because of me. Without me, he wouldn't have died, he wouldn't have died!" Lin Yiru said Slowly squatting on the ground, hugging himself and crying.

"He died because of me. I killed him. If I hadn't been self-willed, if I hadn't been unreasonable, I wouldn't have met Yang Wenlin, and my dad wouldn't have let people throw him into the river to feed the fish. I won’t die, I’m the one who killed him, I’m the one who killed him!”

Duan Feng looked at Lin Yi's appearance at this moment, and felt very uncomfortable in his heart!
In this world, there are only children who are sorry to their parents, and there are no parents who are sorry to their children. In this world, there are only children who do not understand the painstaking efforts of their parents, and there are no parents who do not understand the sufferings of their children!

We all need to understand and care, but no one said it!
Duan Feng pulled Lin Yiru up from the ground, hugged her tightly, patted Lin Yiru's back lightly and said: "I don't blame you, I don't blame you at all, I believe Uncle Lin won't blame you either. You, you are his daughter, and he is willing to sacrifice for you!"

"But I don't understand him..." Lin Yiru choked up and said, "Later I realized that if my father hadn't been the big brother in the underground world, Lin Yiru wouldn't be what he is now. Everything he did was for my own good, for Let me not be bullied, so that I can think of a proud princess wherever I go, but...but I..."

"It's all over, it's over, it's okay, Uncle Lin's spirit in the sky probably doesn't want to see you like this!" Duan Feng said softly!
This is the only thing he can do at this moment, and this is the only thing he can do!

Lin Yiru took a deep breath, and calmed down her heart: "Duan Feng, I am an unfilial daughter, unfilial daughter, even if my father won't blame me, but I myself will never pass this test!"

Duan Feng was silent. If it was him, he would not be able to pass this test in his heart!
After a long while, Duan Feng said slowly: "Yiru, wait for me to take you to the capital, step into the Yang family, ask for an explanation, and use blood to pay homage to Uncle Lin's spirit in heaven!"

At this moment, Duan Feng made a promise for Lin Yiru, pointing his sword at the capital, stepping into the Yang family, paying homage to Lin Zhetian's oath with blood!

(End of this chapter)