Can't help feeling for you: can't live without you

Chapter 3 Western Medicine Tablets (3)
On the night after Zhiwei left, Wen Bailiang stayed alone in the empty meeting room, and sat alone all night until the morning light shone through the sky and shone on his face, and when he finally stood up, he The lines on his face had been distorted by pain and struggle.

He knows what he will lose and what he will sacrifice, but there is nothing he can gain without paying, he can't let himself fall here, he has no choice if he wants to go on!
That night, Yuan Jingrui drove to the reception by himself. There are so many good places in Shanghai. He didn't understand why these people choose the five-star luxury banquet hall by the river every time. In fact, he prefers those hidden in private houses. Rattan tables and rattan chairs in the small courtyard, or LOFT warehouses are also acceptable. There are naked iron-framed stairs, and there is a huge rooftop when you walk out. Even if there are no stars, it is good to drink while looking up at a naked moon.

When I said it, I often made some old friends around me laugh, saying that he came out of the alley after all, and no matter how high he climbed, he couldn't escape the alley.

He just smiled and said who was the one who was crying and howling to follow him through the alley?Don't think that wearing Dunhill means you are aristocratic. The guy who wears a bow tie over there is still the boy who pulls the car door.

Those few older men blushed.

Some people finally changed their lives and wished they could cut the past and themselves clean with a knife, not leaving a trace of flesh, even washing their souls again, but Yuan Jingrui often missed his past.

Yuan Jingrui's father passed away before he could remember, so he never had the concept of a father in his memory, but this did not affect him in the slightest to grow into a strong man.

His mother is an extremely pungent woman who has never worked formally and has always raised her son by doing odd jobs and setting up small stalls.

How could there be a concept of small business in the 80s?It is of course illegal to set up a small stall, and there are people rushing at both ends of the three days. Other stallholders often come to grab her stall when they see her alone as a woman, and some even come here to ask for protection money. The feet that got up almost touched the top of her head.

When Yuan Jingrui was very young, he would throw down his schoolbag on the way home from school and then grab a brick and rush to help his mother, but his mother was never the kind of weak woman who hugged her son and would only cry and beg. He is more ruthless than men, but he never swears. Even if he and his son were beaten to the point of bleeding, he would not open his mouth. He stared at each other fiercely with blood-red eyes, got up and beat him again, and just went home to give his son medicine. Say a few words to him and scold him, "You are stupid, you don't even know the pain! Dare to come next time!"

The little Yuan Jingrui grinned on his mother's lap, and wanted to return her, "Why don't you dare, whoever dares to come again next time, I'll hit him with a brick!"

I grew up like this, but I still read books very well. I have been in the top position all year round. Primary school went straight to junior high school, and junior high school went straight to high school. A paper can be filled in 10 minutes, and I will lend it to others after I finish it. People copy - of course, there is a fee, and the profit is very good.He is good-looking, he was beaten badly when he was young, and he didn't leave any scars. He has bright black eyes. When he laughs, even the dean in his 50s has a faster heartbeat, so I often talk to him and persuade him He must study hard and keep in mind that knowledge changes destiny.

In fact, at that time, Yuan Jingrui no longer needed to drop his schoolbag on the way home to grab a brick and run to help his mother. In fact, as he grew taller and gained more fighting experience, he was 15 years old. No one dared to provoke their mother and son anymore, and some children of similar age often surrounded him, enthusiastically helping him solve all the trivial matters that he thought were tedious.

His mother would not comment on this, but it is always a comfort to not have to worry about the stall being swept away by anyone. Occasionally, those friends of the son will stand respectfully and call her, "Hello, Auntie." The cry made her feel comfortable.What's more, my son's reading is impeccable, and he is about to go straight to a key university, so I want to put on airs and say that he has no chance to say a few words, so I have to read him occasionally at night, "Remember Don't provoke the little girl too much, make trouble and break your legs."

Yuan Jingrui grinned like he did when he was a child, holding his job bowl, "Who recruited them? I don't like any of them. The woman I like hasn't been born yet."

Yuan Jingrui was like this, and successfully entered a key local university, where he was studying the most popular department of computer science at that time.

When he was studying, Yuan Jingrui was still a man of course. He was good-looking, and the program was well written. Even the most demanding tutors couldn't find fault with him. One of the people who entered the famous enterprise and rose all the way to the golden collar position.

Until that incident happened and completely changed his life.

Yuan Jingrui did not finish college as everyone expected. In his third year of junior high school, he was sent to the detention center because of fighting and wounding others, and then dropped out of school. His mother probably had some troubles during the ups and downs of these years. Mentally prepared, he was calm when the accident happened, but when his son got home, he closed the door and beat him with a belt, regardless of the fact that he was already a tall man in his early twenties.

Yuan Jingrui gritted his teeth during the whole process, and didn't say a word, but there was a girl standing there in the narrow alley outside the house, crying for a long time, and some boys kept knocking on the door and begging, whispering outside. He yelled, "Auntie, don't be angry, Auntie, don't be angry." They didn't leave until late at night.

Yuan Jingrui's fight this time was completely a black accident. He was young and lustful. He also had a little girlfriend when he was in college. She was a girl from a very good family, named Chen Wenwen.

Chen Wenwen's parents are both university professors, and they are also cute. When she smiles, there are two small dimples hidden in the corners of her mouth, and a small mole grows on her lips. She looks like she is pouting when she doesn't speak, which always makes people think take a bite.

When they fell in love in college, a couple of children always got tired of being together, but Yuan Jingrui was too busy. Although his mother had saved money for him to go to college, since he also made a lot of money by writing programs for others, Of course he has no reason to make his mother continue to work hard.

At that time, Yuan Jingrui was already well-known for writing programs, and some companies even came to him specifically for help. The rewards were of course good, but time was running out. Sitting next to him and watching him busy, she gradually became annoyed and called him.

"You don't accompany me, I want to go shopping, I want to sing, I want to eat night food stalls, I want..."

He has always been a boy who is bright when he smiles, but in fact he is not very patient. He would coax her once or twice, and when there were too many times, he would yell, "I'm going to go by myself! I'm not free!"

She stared at him with red eyes, like a rabbit, then turned around and ran away. She didn't come to him for a long time, and he didn't look for her either. She was busy with her own business, but she still felt clean.

Later, someone came to tell him that there were often people waiting for her at the school gate, and they were not students either.At that time, people who did not wear school badges and did not go to work were all called social youths, but this social youth who was always waiting for Chen Wenwen at the school gate was not a moneyless gangster, and he even drove a car that was neither good nor bad. Car, parked at the school gate is very cool.

People around Yuan Jingrui were filled with righteous indignation. They blushed and said that they wanted to teach that boy a lesson, but he didn't even bother to run to see it.

Not angry, just feel bored.

Nothing is fucking interesting.

Until that night, his pager vibrated suddenly and continuously, like the horror at midnight. For the convenience of picking up jobs, he assigned a pager very early. The number on the machine was unfamiliar. Crying—Chen Wenwen's crying.

Her message was cut off in the middle, and a man's vicious voice came in, cursing mixed with struggling and begging voices, and then everything fell silent.

He didn't go alone, and several brothers insisted on following, but when they arrived, everything had happened and was over.The light was on in the room, and they kicked open the door to enter. Chen Wenwen curled up in the corner of the room like a tortured and abandoned animal. The men were still there, and one of them had no time to put on his pants.

The scuffle started almost instantly. He hadn't fought so desperately for a long time. The feeling of picking up a brick when he was a child just to knock the person in front of him to the ground was clearer than ever, until they all collapsed on the ground , there were only some intermittent moans and Chen Wenwen's weak sobs left in the room.

Several boys with blood on their hands and bodies walked over silently. He took off his coat and covered Chen Wenwen's body. His knuckles were swollen and it was difficult to bend them. When he raised his head, he asked them.

"Is there any smoke?"

Old Mu, the oldest among them, took out a pack of crumpled Double Happiness, saw that his hand was injured, took one out, put it in his mouth, and lit it for him again.

He took two puffs, and then said, "Let's go, take her away." Then he knelt down and said to Chen Wenwen, "Go home, take a shower and sleep, and pretend that what happened tonight never happened." Thinking about it, he stood up again and took out some money from his trouser pocket and handed it to Lao Mu, "Buy her a dress to change."

They stayed there, and even Xiong San, who was usually the most shy, said, "Then what should you do?"

Having said that, there was the sound of a police car coming from a distance. This is an old-fashioned residential area, and there was too much noise at night. I don't know which neighbor called the police.

Yuan Jingrui's voice became cold, "It's all about me, why don't you leave?"

When everyone was gone, he kicked the man who looked like a dead dog on the ground, "Do you know how many years the sentence for rape is? By the way, I heard that the punishment for gang rape is heavier. It was reported in the news last time." , One of them was shot at the first trial."

The man was beaten badly, he just hummed, with fear in his eyes, after a while he struggled to speak, "I, we didn't..."

He just nodded, "Well, it's fine if you don't have one."

Speaking of which, the police had already rushed in, and seeing that the situation in the house was like an enemy, he was very calm and let them handcuff him. trembling.

Yuan Jingrui was detained for a month, and soon everyone knew that he was arrested because his girlfriend was robbed and fought with others. Because he was a college student in a prestigious school, this matter was even reported in the newspapers. It's very possible, and it's hard to see any future in the local area. It happened that he wrote a program for a Shenzhen company and settled a sum of money. Everyone was talking about Guangdong's opportunities, so he decided to go to Shenzhen.

His mother asked him, "I did this for a little girl, and now she is waiting at the door every day, and you are leaving again. I don't know what you are thinking."

He just laughed and said nothing.

Many years later, Lao Mu still asked him, "Is it worth it?" At that time, Lao Mu had already opened a restaurant with a good business, so that everyone would call him Boss Mu when they saw him, but he was still the same in front of him. Whenever a cigarette comes, he has to light it for him.

He just smiled and asked him, "What happened? I forgot."

He couldn't catch up on what Lao Mu said, so he just patted him on the shoulder hard.

The reception was very lively. Yuan Jingrui's female companion today is a young model who has photographed several magazines. I don't know when I met him at a meal. She called him persistently, and he had no choice but to go with her. Get closer.

After Chen Wenwen, Yuan Jingrui felt that he had a thorough understanding of the so-called relationship between men and women. Therefore, over the years, he has always been able to get along with women with ease. It's clear and logical.

Especially in these years, all kinds of women around him can be said to have never been cut off.

I have also dated a few strong women, each of whom is capable enough to make people feel sharp, and I will talk to him about the international situation and economic trends at every turn. Every meal has to be energetic, and every time he is so tired that he wants to close his eyes when he gets in the car.

Of course, there are also those who are as temperamental as water, gentle enough, but clinging. After the date, if he didn't stay overnight, he would spend the whole day with pear blossoms and rain, which made him cry for no reason.

(End of this chapter)