Your coward is offline

Chapter 1235
Living in a high position, one should discard what should be discarded and use what should be used.

When he was chosen by the so-called father to inherit the throne, all the teachers around him taught him this way.

And he also clearly understood from all the encounters in his childhood that in this palace, emotions are unimportant. If you have no rights and status, you will have nothing.

He used to think so.

But why did they teach him to use all available to the limit, but they didn't teach him, what should we do in this situation?
My heart felt empty, as if something was missing.

The fine pain didn't stop at any moment.

Feng Xingyang was dealt with, the Queen Mother was dealt with, and Prime Minister Yan was dealt with.

Finally, finally, such a big world is in the hands.

But why just losing one person is like losing the world?

The palace seemed to have become a cage, and the power had become a shackle, dragging him down heavily, leaving no room for breathing.

In the end, his whole body was so weak that he could only vent his anger and drive all the concubines out of the palace.

She didn't like it, and he knew she didn't like it, but why didn't he take it to heart?
It wasn't until the end that she suddenly realized that she had given everything to him, and in the end she didn't ask him for anything, and she still endured all the pain and use he brought her.

From the day of autumn, she seemed to have expected everything.

Changed the incense, collected some flowers and plants unique to that season every day, extracted their toxicity little by little, and got the bottle of poison made of countless kinds of poisonous flowers and plants without anyone knowing , and the incense in the palace also helped the onset of the toxicity.

Since that day, she has never seen the soup she made personally again, and since that day she began to collect evidence about the Yan family.

She calculated everything for him, and in the end only left him saying that she was tired.

What the hell is getting tired?Body?Or mind?Still love him?Is there any?
Then she abandoned him with this world, because she understood that for him, power and status were more important than her, so after seeing everything through, she didn't want anything...

Even he doesn't want it anymore... right?
Why is this happening...?It's just a step staggered, and I regret it for the rest of my life.

Having been loved by such a brilliant person, how can such a brilliant person say that he is not wanted, and he is not wanted?

Eliminate all differences and drive out all the concubines in the harem, but dare not make her his queen.

He was afraid that she would not want to, so in the end he only dared to stick to the random erotic word at the beginning, and often woke up from the dream at midnight.

In the end, holding Yan Luo's previous clothes, she was at a loss and finally cried bitterly.

How cowardly, the emotion he despised the most, but he couldn't abandon it.

They all said that he won, won the world, won everything...

He himself knew that he had lost a complete defeat.

Mingming had given up his heart early on, but still refused to believe it, and finally let regret fill the rest of his life.

How can I see your smile again.

How can I touch you again.

What kind of remorse and what price can you reappear?
Holding on to this remorse for more than ten years, Feng Xingche's body finally collapsed completely, ignoring the voices of the people next to him, pinching the already somewhat worn fabric of the red clothes, Feng Xingche finally let out a breath.

I have tortured myself with this regret for decades, and I am finally qualified to see her again. I finally have the confidence to tell her that love is deep, I hope you can know it.

Finally able to get rid of the thousands of miles of mountains and rivers, get rid of the nightmares of his life, no longer have to guard the lonely mountains and rivers, waiting for him to be alone in a hopeless world...

　Anan

　　
　
(End of this chapter)