Cute girl in net king

"I have to grow up too. Just as you have tennis in your life, it belongs to your dream, not mine. I also have to find the meaning of my existence, not everything except you. Waiting for you to give it."

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That does not work.It seemed that apart from Yukimura Seichi, everything else had nothing to do with her.Obviously she is also a life living in this world, but there is only one connection point that is incompatible.This way of living is too depressing. One day, when the out of place depressive feeling is unbearable even for oneself, the second-rate thoughts of wanting to destroy everything probably cannot be suppressed.

Just like the book said, the reason why all the behind-the-scenes bosses are born is because they feel that life is too boring, and they don't want such a boring life to become a kind of satisfaction in the eyes of others.Yan Yan didn't want to, one day she would become like that.

It's definitely not her who will become that kind of person.

Therefore, looking for a dream and finding a position for herself is a goal she set for herself.

Just as water has no posture, hands can feel the moisture of water, but they can never hold it in the palm of their hand.The posture of water is determined by the container that binds it.Yan Yan hopes that she can be like water, in this world, and her life attitude should also be expressed by her goals.

Wringing her fingers with both hands, she finished speaking, seeing the slightly surprised expression on the boy's face, she suddenly became a little uneasy.

Perhaps this change was a bit abrupt, but wanting to have a goal was something she had thought about for a long time.

Even now, she has clearly known the real reason why Morikawa Mingzi wanted to die, but she still can't understand such feelings.What kind of strong feelings would make that person beg for death willingly, just to make parents forget and no longer feel sad about her matter?

If it was her, she would never forget her.The person who can't stand the forgetting is the person I care about the most.So the more she couldn't understand, the more she wanted to understand, could she have such feelings?

So earnest, so hopeful, so dazzling—this is the first time Yukimura saw that this girl wanted to do something with such a serious and determined attitude.

It is undeniable that since the first time he met her, he picked her up, other than insisting on staying at their house and refusing to leave, this was the first time he saw such a beautiful face.Although it looks a little confused, I already have a belief in my heart that I want to stick to.Different from the past, it was only under his leadership that she went deep. This child is also learning to grow. She is looking for the meaning of existence for herself and enriching the life she wants.

Such a profound change, but only in a short period of time, the little beast he picked up began to want to shed its fur and slowly become a human being.

"It's... so surprising." And, it's too cunning.It actually grew so much in one breath where he couldn't see it.What if it gets crooked by accident?

"Ashi?" She looked at him with some anxiety.There was a faint smile on the young man's face, as if he was relieved, but more lonely.

"I'm very happy that Yanyan finally learned to take a step by herself." After taking a few steps forward, he looked at the girl's black and white eyes, but he felt an indescribable loneliness all over his body.

"But it's also a pity that I am not the one who taught Yanyan to learn to grow."