Save Datang MM

"When I went to save you, it could have been done without sound or trace. You wouldn't even know who saved you." Xu Ziling sighed softly and said, "But I want to see your nature and want to test it." Take a look and see who you want to choose between your son-in-law and your old lover. You have done a good job. You believe that there is true love in this world. You believe that there is true love in this world. You don’t want to be poor and seek wealth. Your ideals. Although people are deceived, those are not. Your fault! On the contrary, you did the right thing!"

"I know that Susu told me all of this." Qingqing cried loudly: "Since you understand me, why do you treat me like this? Do you despise me for being a broken flower? Do you despise me for being a prostitute?" ? You clearly understand this, you clearly understand me, but why did you treat me like that? I really don't understand!"

"There are too many inexplicable things in this world." Xu Ziling shook his head and said, "I did the right thing before, but I did the wrong thing when I saved you later. I shouldn't have appeared in front of you. I shouldn't have known I shouldn't show up to save you, but I'm afraid you're worried, I'm afraid you'll be discouraged, I'm afraid you'll despair and do stupid things, so I can't help it..."

"Is it because of that Lei Jiuzhi?" Qingqing wiped her tears and asked, "Is it him? I thought it was weird when you said it back then, I know you're trying to point me out, although Susu and Xi'er can't listen I understand, but I understand what you said. I was very angry at first, but later I figured it out, it doesn’t matter at all... Susu said that you can know the past and the future, you must know everything in the sky and the earth. You know about me, right?"

"Know a little bit." Xu Ziling corrected: "I don't know the art of the gods, although I know a little bit, but I'm just a normal person who will get injured, get old, get sick and die. I don't know the skills of the gods."

"I don't care if you know the art of immortality or not!" Qingqing shook her head vigorously and said with tears like rain: "It doesn't matter even if you are a beggar or a bastard, that Huang has no skills at all, I am not the same Liked him. You know my business, so you come to save me and help me, right? You know what will happen to me in the future, you want to help me arrange it, right? You let us live here and do what you know. It doesn't matter at all How we feel, right?"

"Xu Ziling, let me tell you that we are human beings, we are not goods that you can do whatever you want!" Qingqing gritted her teeth desperately to suppress the excitement in her heart, but once she exploded, she couldn't control herself at all, she shouted at Xu Ziling: "You Do you think it's best for us to arrange it for us like that? No why do we want the best? Why can't we choose for ourselves? Why can't we mess around? Why must we do what you know?"

"Your thinking is quite advanced." Xu Ziling smiled bitterly and said, "But my thinking is not very open."

"You think Lei Jiuzhi will give me happiness, right? He will be my ideal husband, right?" Qingqing wiped her tears fiercely and said sadly: "It's because of that that you think I should follow the best Good to do to pursue my own happiness, right? Why should I listen to you? Why do I have to do that? Why can’t I choose the person I like? Even if he doesn’t like me, even if he doesn’t even look at me Even if he is so ruthless at a glance, can I like you? I just like this... woo woo woo..."

"..." Xu Ziling stood still for a while and suddenly sighed: "I have no right to arrange your fate. You have the right to do whatever you like and want to do. I have no right to stop you. But this matter cannot be done now. Besides, I can’t give you an answer and I can’t give myself an answer, so let God make the decision!”

"What if the sky changes?" Qingqing asked in surprise, wiping away her tears.

"..." Xu Ziling sighed and said, "If God changes, then do it according to God's will."

"Heaven will definitely change." Qingqing ran out of the door holding her small fists, raised her head to the sky in the small courtyard, let go of her throat and shouted loudly at the sky: "Will you change in the sky? Will you change in the sky because of a person?" Little girl to change your mind? God tell me who can help me, who can change your mind, who can make a poor man happy?"

Although Qingqing didn't stop him later, Xu Ziling stayed with Susu for another two days before going on the road together.

Qingqing and Xi'er went all the way to the gate of the city before saying goodbye to Su Suyiyi. For Xu Ziling, they had no good looks and only rolled their eyes.After crying that time, she has turned back to the usual strong Qingqing, especially in front of people, she is not polite to Xu Ziling, no different from the wayward Qingqing before.

But behind the scenes, Xi'er saw Qingqing hiding tears more than once.

No matter how strong she is, she is still a woman after all.

She's waiting for a miracle, she's waiting for the touch of someone who might be able to arrange her fate, if these almighty manipulators of fate are willing to help her, maybe she'll be safe, maybe she can breathe a sigh of relief maybe You can show a comfortable smile again.

But she was a poor woman until that reversal of fortune.

Susu followed Xu Ziling all the way silently.

Xu Ziling asked her, she didn't speak, and Susu has been silent since the incident of Qingqing crying.Xu Ziling knows that she has a knot in her heart, but he can't help her. Only she can untie it. Only when she has figured it out can she untie it, and then she can return to the old Susu.

After walking with Xu Ziling for a day and resting at night, Su Su finally asked, "Are you busy with a lot of things?"

Xu Ziling nodded and did not speak.

"Then I won't go with you." Susu said suddenly.

Xu Ziling asked curiously: "Why? Are you unwilling to follow me? If you want to stay, why don't you stay with Qingqing and the others?"

"If I stay, Qingqing will be even more sad when she sees that I miss you and miss what you have done for you." Susu said softly: "Although she looks very strong, she is actually very fragile. Even Xi'er is stronger than her." It's much better than her to think about it. So I can't live with the two of them."

"Then you want to go back to Wagang Village?" Xu Ziling said anxiously: "Wagang Village is now rushing. If you don't want to go back, it's better not to go back. What's the use of going back to your Miss Cui Jiao? ? And why do you want to go back? It's not like you don't know that I treat you...I treat you differently from Qingqing Xi'er and the others, you know."

"I know." Susu sat a little closer, gently cuddled up and raised her head to look at Xu Ziling, saying, "I miss you very much these days, but I can't treat you better in front of Qingqing and the others. I'm afraid they will be sad. I I must go back, but as long as I make it clear to the young lady, I will definitely come back. You can rest assured that the young lady will let me go. Although she is a bit fierce and quick-tempered, she is very kind to me like a sister."

"I'll send you back and take you away." Xu Ziling waved his hand and said, "Wagang Village is very dangerous. I can't fight it now. I have to be careful, so you listen to me right. Do you want to say goodbye to Cui Jiao?" The question is, I won’t let you live in Wagangzhai forever. When you go back, I will send you back and pick you up again. I will never let anything happen to you. Do you understand?”

"What will happen to me as a little maid?" Su Su asked strangely: "Do you know something? Is it possible that I will be in danger when I go back to Wagang Village?"

"You don't need to know so you don't worry." Xu Ziling smiled and said, "Trust me, you will be fine, and I won't let any bad things happen to you. Good Wagang Village, don't go back now, wait until one day I will send you back of."

"I didn't say to go back now." Susu said strangely: "I just want to go to that sister Zhenzhen who I have never seen before. Didn't you say that she is in Yangzhou now? I want to visit her."

"Ah, so you want to see Zhenzhen!" Xu Ziling breathed a sigh of relief, "Zhenzhen is currently taking care of a group of children. If you go, there will be two companions."

"Ziling." Susu suddenly sighed and asked, "Don't be angry if I ask you something. Why did you treat Qingqing like that?"

"She will have her happiness in the future." Xu Ziling also sighed softly and said, "Maybe we have done too much and some things have deviated from the original track. But I really can't bear to see these two girls alone On the road, my life experience is pitiful enough, but just now I was cheated and almost died. I really... Maybe her feelings for me are not feelings, do you understand? Maybe it is a kind of emotion, a kind of gratitude, a kind of admiration, in short, it is not a real feeling... Alas, anyway, I overdid it, and I made a mistake.”

"No." Susu stretched out her jade hand to seal Xu Ziling's lips, shook her head and said firmly: "You are not wrong, you are doing the right thing. Although I am a woman who doesn't understand anything, I know that in this matter you You did the right thing. If Qingqing didn’t have you to give her a hand, she might be sad for a long time, maybe she would give up on herself, maybe she would commit suicide. With her strong character, she might go back to the old way to take revenge on the men in the world, so Ziling, you didn’t do anything wrong. !"

"Am I really not wrong?" Xu Ziling murmured, wondering if he was asking himself or Susu.

"At least I don't think so." Susu held Xu Ziling's cheek with both hands and gently pressed her little face against it, and said softly, "Qingqing must think that you did nothing wrong, and Xi'er, we all think you did the right thing."

"But I broke her heart." Xu Ziling said with a bit of distress: "I can't make a promise to her now."

"One day it will be possible." Susu comforted softly: "I believe that Qingqing also believes that we all believe that there will be such a day. So everyone is waiting for no matter how long we can wait, we will wait until that day."

"Okay." Xu Ziling let out a sigh of relief, as if to spit out some unhappiness in his heart, and muttered in a low voice: "At most, in the future, I will compensate that guy Lei Jiuzhi with a big beauty. One is not enough to make him ten. I didn't snatch him on purpose, it was an accident..."

"What are you talking about?" Susu asked without hearing clearly.

"It's nothing." Xu Ziling patted Susu's little head, hugged her in his arms, let her lie comfortably on his lap, and said softly, "Have a good night's sleep and wait for me to deal with these annoying things. You just need to hurry up." Is it easy to understand if you live happily? Anyway, don’t worry about longevity! I still have a lot of time to take my time...sleep!"