1977: It all started with a wrong love

Chapter 19 Zhong Xiuping goes abroad

Beijing. Airport.

In a team of more than 20 people, the young and beautiful Zhong Xiuping was among them, and the group was queuing to board the plane.

This is a short-term study tour group that will be sent to the Eastern European Red Star Bellet.

I'm going abroad soon.

Zhong Xiuping should have been extremely excited.

Just like other people of the same age in the team.

Completed this three-month study abroad.

When you come back again, you will have a new starting point for your career with even greater prospects.

Her future will be completely changed from now on, and she will begin to write a new, more dazzling chapter in her life.

But she really couldn't be happy.

There is always an illusion that once I leave, I will completely lose something.

Especially in recent times.

When she accidentally discovered something strange about her body.

Deep down in my heart, I still remember the three-year emotional debt of "marriage first, love later" that I incurred due to the humiliation I endured during my time as an educated youth in Longyan Commune.

Whenever I think back on it, my mind is filled with guilt.

She thought she had escaped from that place cruelly,

After returning to the capital, I will definitely regain a relaxed, happy and joyful life.

She thought that if she returned to her parents and accepted the care and arrangements of her family, she would quickly forget that difficult past.

You will definitely regain a circle of friends that is fully recognized by your parents and family.

Every day, you will wake up from your sleep, and as soon as you open your eyes, you will be greeted by one sunny day after another.

She thought...

"Xiuping, we're about to board the plane. Why are you in a daze? Be careful on the stairs. Don't trip over them..."

An older sister who was traveling with her gently patted Zhong Xiuping on the shoulder, waking her up from her trance.

"Uh, Sister Jun Ning, I'm fine."

"What? You're homesick before you even get on the plane? Ha, your mental state is not good. We'll be staying in a foreign country where we're unfamiliar with the place for at least three to five months. If something unexpected happens or there's a temporary policy adjustment, it's entirely possible that the stay could be extended to a year. You have to be fully prepared..."

Song Junning is one year older than Zhong Xiuping.

The two families lived in the same compound and grew up together since childhood.

But after growing up, Song Junning was obviously luckier than Zhong Xiuping.

Therefore, Song Junning only spent one year in the countryside to work in the production team before joining the army and becoming a literary and artistic female soldier.

It was because of these slight deviations in his life path that Song Junning has now transformed himself into a grassroots cadre leader in a government compound in Beijing, and is surprisingly the deputy leader of this overseas study tour team.

Zhong Xiuping, who is only one year younger, can only go abroad as a student to study and gain experience.

When he returns from school, he will follow the plans made by his parents and start from the grassroots level to gain experience and fight for the future...

"Ugh~~!"

“Ugh…~~!”

He calmed his mind and was about to climb up the ladder.

There was a smell of gasoline in the air.

When she smelled gasoline, Zhong Xiuping suddenly started to retch. She quickly covered her mouth and ran to the side, bent over and hunched over, retching for a while.

When Song Junning saw this scene, his heart tightened.

He quickly followed her, gently patted her on the back, and asked in a low voice,

"Xiuping, your body...?"

"Uh, Sister Junning, I'm fine. I might have a stomachache and can't stand the smell of gasoline..." Zhong Xiuping explained hurriedly, taking a deep breath to suppress the nausea that was coming up.

"Is it really okay?"

"It's really okay, don't worry, Sister Jun Ning."

Zhong Xiuping tried hard to cover it up. She didn't want to be found out that she was pregnant.

Damn Lu Yifan, you dead thing, that one night of pleasure before leaving, who could have known that you, a bastard, were really that capable.

Surprisingly, I got pregnant with your child...

Speaking of which, in the past few months since she returned to the capital, every time when it was late at night, she would uncontrollably recall the wonderful scene of the night before their farewell in her mind.

What's more, she was vaguely obsessed with Lu Yifan's impression of her conquest...

no way.

Although she had been married for three years at that time, she was still a virgin. She probably really didn't understand that the fastest way for a man to get into the depths of a woman's soul was undoubtedly to open up the life channel and create the crystallization of life.

More than a month ago, her period had not come for a long time, and she often retched when she smelled a fishy smell. Only then did she finally confirm that she was pregnant with Lu Yifan's child.

After she was confirmed to be pregnant, she was really scared. During that period, she had followed her parents' advice and planned to take the Beijing college entrance examination, preparing to try to see if she could be admitted to a Beijing university, and then wait for a few years of college, and after graduation, she would enter the system and become a member of it...

As a result, because of the severe mental disorder after pregnancy, I did very badly in the college entrance examination.

She didn't dare tell her parents that she was pregnant.

As for going to the hospital to have an abortion.

It is really not easy to accomplish such a thing smoothly these days without the company of parents, relatives or husband.

She didn't want her own affairs to cause a big uproar and affect the normal lives of her parents and brothers and sisters.

Therefore, by chance, when he heard Song Junning mention that there was a short-term study tour abroad a few years ago, he gritted his teeth and asked his parents to use their connections to get into the group.

As for what is the first plan after going abroad...

Of course, she went to have an abortion!
There was no way. Since she had already decided to leave Lu Yifan, since she had hardened her heart and abandoned the past which was not perfect but not too difficult, she, a divorced single woman, wanted to start a brand new life and a bright future.

You can't always have a little kid around you, right?
Song Junning did not expose her best sister's thoughts to her face.

She knew that Zhong Xiuping's life was too rough and eventful during the years she worked in the countryside as an educated youth, and in order to return to the city to reunite with her parents and family, she hardened her heart and left her rural husband without saying goodbye.

She had heard Zhong Xiuping talk about the reason why she chose to get married in the countryside.

I also heard that Zhong Xiuping and her husband from the countryside had not consummated their marriage for three years after their marriage. They had always been pursuing the so-called marriage first and then love, and would only have sex after they had a real emotional foundation...

But now it looks like this...

Silly girl, you can't resist the guilt you feel towards your country husband...

So, before you left without saying goodbye, you still gave your innocent body to that person, thinking that by doing so you could understand our past relationship?

As a result, she got pregnant... ?
Song Junning immediately understood why her best sister had to ask her parents to use their connections to help her jump the queue and join this overseas study group.

It was obvious that she was planning to do this after she went abroad.

In that foreign country where no one knows me, I aborted the baby I was pregnant with...

"Alas, it's all bad fate..."

As an elder sister, there is nothing she can do to persuade the other party in this matter.

All I can do is wait until we get abroad and try my best to help you, silly girl, get through this disaster safely!

Both of them were thinking their own things and stopped talking, returning to the boarding line.

At this moment, there was a commotion among the crowd in front.

When I looked up, I saw that on the boarding ladder, for some reason, many people who had already boarded the plane in front of me were actually rushing to the ground in a panic. Some people accidentally stepped on the empty ladder and staggered, and almost fell headfirst to the ground from the boarding gate.

"problem occurs……"

"There's smoke in the cabin. They say there's a short circuit..."

"Oh my god, there's such a strong smell of gasoline, is the plane leaking oil..."

"It's so scary. We are actually going to take such a broken plane to fly abroad. What if there is an accident during the journey?"

"Pah, pah, pah, who is gossiping and saying depressing things..."

"That's right, when you go out, you must not say any unlucky words, understand..."

"I want to quit. I haven't lived enough..."

"Leader, where is our training group leader? Such a big thing has happened. Why don't you quickly find a way to contact the airport and send another safer plane..."

The scene soon became noisy and chaotic.

Song Junning was also horrified at this moment, his face turned pale and blood was lost.

She also smelled the strong smell of gasoline in the air.

I thought to myself, no wonder Zhong Xiuping was retching because of the smell of gasoline just now.

So she had no time to take care of her good sister Zhong Xiuping.

She trotted to the front of the team and asked everyone to retreat back and away from the plane. At the same time, she looked around, looking for the leader of the team for advice.

It depends on the situation, we have to change planes.

Aviation safety accidents are no joke. The plane was still on the ground and had not yet taken off when a short circuit occurred in the cabin circuit, and there was such a serious oil and gas leak that the smell was everywhere.

After something like this happened, who the hell would have the guts to continue boarding this crashed plane?

We have to fly in the air for more than ten hours!
At this moment, Zhong Xiuping had already followed the crowd back to the waiting hall.

As she listened to the angry discussions of her companions, she suddenly felt a sense of fatalistic relief.

You know, before leaving home today.

Because it is really unbearable, the guilt and torment in my heart makes me want to travel to a foreign country just to kill a life.

So, she made a wish for herself:
If I can get on the plane safely, I will abort the baby in my belly; otherwise, I will let it come into this world...

So, that is God’s will.

God’s will cannot be violated, God is the greatest, right…? !

(End of this chapter)