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Qiong Nai stood under the shower head, letting the warm water slap on his body.The white steam of hot water permeated the entire shower room, making it difficult to see clearly.

In the afternoon, I accidentally caught some rain.In order to avoid catching a cold, Qiong Nai took a hot bath to drive away the cold that invaded the body.

Turn on the faucet, dry your body skillfully with a towel, and then naturally toss that beautiful long hair back.The unbelievably long hair spread out naturally, so smooth that it didn't seem to stick to a drop of water at all.

Standing in front of the shower mirror, reach out and wipe the moisture from the mirror.In the mirror, the figure of the girl appeared.

Beautiful facial contours, exquisite facial features, and delicate skin.Although she is still young, she already has some feminine curves.

Everything seems to have been deliberately proportioned to perfection.It's as if God created such a girl just to embody the concept of "feminine" in the most perfect posture in the world.

Even Helen and Pandora, the most beautiful women in Greek mythology, are probably nothing more than that?

Qiong Nai's appearance is indeed like Pandora's, full of magic-like charm.While people can't help but want to look forward to her future, they also have to feel uneasy about her future.

However, since when did I become familiar with and get used to all this?Caressing the faintly visible birthmark on his right shoulder that looked like the Arabic numeral "6", Qiong Nai found that he no longer wanted to recall it.

There is a secret about Qiong Nai that no one knows except herself, that is, she is probably not Qiong Nai.

This statement may be difficult to understand.In fact, in Qiong Nai's consciousness and memory, he should have another identity.

A man who studied theoretical physics but had no achievements due to lack of talent, changed his career to write science fiction but was completely unknown, and spent his whole life in failure and frustration.

Qiong Nai couldn't explain what was going on.It can only be said that in her consciousness, before she had the identity of "Qionai", she was that worthless and failed man.

The memory is partially incomplete, and she has no way of judging which is the reality, the current identity or the past identity in her consciousness, and the result of desperately seeking is nothing.The only thing that can be determined is that the memory of the past identity, including physical knowledge, has been completely inherited to the current Qiong Nai.

Therefore, deriving Einstein's field equation in the first place was actually cheating at all.

However, there is one thing that Qiu Nai finds difficult to understand.That is the current girl named "Qiannai", who seems to have almost unlimited talents as her teacher said.Even no matter how difficult and obscure the theory is, as long as it is explained to her once, she can grasp it immediately.Even Qiong Nai himself is sometimes intimidated by his amazing talent.

At least the identity in her memory that may belong to the "past" is a person who lacks talent.There is absolutely no such talent as now, as long as you are willing to learn, you will almost certainly be able to master it.

This is a difficult thing to understand.If the gift of thinking is something that depends on the consciousness (or soul), then this gift should be fixed, and it should never happen.

This is also an important reason why Qiongnai doubts whether the past identity in his consciousness is false.

Putting on her pajamas, driving her tired body back into the room after washing with hot water, Kyono threw herself onto the soft bed at once.Hugging the loose pink pillow, she lazily didn't want to move.

This behavior that is very close to a woman is not possessed at the beginning, but gradually developed after getting used to the identity of a woman.In fact, Qiong Nai used to be very resistant to all hobbies that favored women, until she had to try to get used to her identity as a woman.In addition to causing a lot of trouble for the children's nursing home at the beginning, this point seems to provide evidence that "the past identity is real".

Moreover, although it is possible to doubt whether the identity of the past was false, the problem is that the identity of the current "Qionai" also has quite a lot of unexplainable mysteries.

In fact, the current consciousness completely appeared on the body of "Qionai" suddenly.It was like waking up suddenly in sleep, and when one day "realized" myself, I had already appeared at the door of this children's nursing home.The memory belonging to the current identity is completely blank, and there are only three things on him that should belong to him, and they cannot be used as proof of his identity at all.Those three things are still carefully preserved by Qiong Nai.

Open the bedside table, dig out the three things, and lay them out on the bed one by one.

A set of [-] tarot cards, a book that even Qiong Nai couldn't understand, and an ID card.This is all that is around when the consciousness appears on the body of "Qionai".

It stands to reason that an id card is proof of identity.But in the one in my hand, besides being able to confirm my name, the only identity is "orphan of unknown origin", and there is no clue about the identity of this body that can be found at all.

However, a detail revealed in the ID card caught Qiong Nai's attention.

That is somewhat unbelievable, that is, Qiong Nai's physical examination record recorded in the ID card shows that she is a mirror image.

Put your hand on your left chest, where you really can't feel your heartbeat.Her heart is on the right side of her chest, and all the organs in her body are opposite to ordinary people in terms of shape and position.Subsequent routine physical examinations also confirmed this.

The probability of the mirror person appearing is extremely small, and the denominator even exceeds the total population of the academy city. It is not an exaggeration to describe it as a miracle.So if you could look up all the hospital birth records, you might be able to find a clue.

But this is obviously not something she can do.

"Ugh……"

Covering his head with a pillow, Kyono felt helpless.

At this moment, there was a knock on the door.

Qiong Nai has no roommate, she has always lived alone.This was a side effect of causing a lot of trouble when she was still repelling women when she first came to consciousness.At that time, in order to avoid trouble, the children's nursing home specially gave her a single room.

<Put on the jacket.

"Jinyi? Why do you..."

"Qionai, are you leaving us?"

The weeping Jinyi directly interrupted Qiong Nai's words.

"……You knew already?"

"Well, I went to eavesdrop..."

Behind Jin Yi, another girl came out.

Tsunamori Edamata, the only person in the nursing home who often initiates conversations with Kyono.

In the morning, after the "guest" came to visit, the director of the nursing home had a talk with Qiong Nai.The content is completely different from what Qiong Nai had guessed before.

It turned out to be an adoption request.

This is not too unexpected. Children in nursing homes are often adopted by well-meaning people.It's just that when this incident happened to him suddenly, Qiong Nai's mind, which was clever enough to be enviable, froze completely for a moment.

To be honest, it's not like I didn't think that such a day might come.With his appearance and the genius he displayed, this is almost certain—in fact, because he felt that the people who proposed to adopt Qiongnai were not reliable, the nursing home had already rejected Qiongnai several times. Qiong Nai was fully aware of the adoption request—but when it finally happened, he still couldn't accept it immediately.

The person who asked to adopt her was not young, he was the son of the director of Tokiwadai Middle School.It seems that the decision was made after listening to my teacher's introduction and investigating myself.

The other party is a celebrity with an excellent reputation.Moreover, I am familiar with my own teacher, and I have my own teacher who leads the way, which is very reliable.As the son of the chairman of a prestigious school, there is no need to worry about the standard of education that Qiong Nai will receive in the future.Moreover, the nursing home should also receive a high amount of sponsorship.No matter from that point of view, it couldn't be more suitable.

Although the director said that whether to accept or not will ultimately be decided by Qiongnai himself, and he also gave Qiongnai a week.But Qiong Nai has actually realized that this time he might really want to leave.Because no matter for any party, that is already a good result that cannot be better.

"Don't go, okay?"

"Nothing has been settled yet, so..."

Qiong Nai wanted to say something comforting, but found that he couldn't say anything.At such times, any words of comfort would be nothing but lies.

And at this time, the figure of that boy suddenly appeared in Qiong Nai's mind.The figure who looked embarrassed because of the rain was deeply imprinted in her mind.So, she could only choose to remain silent.

"No, you can't say that. It's a good thing, isn't it?"

Seeing that Kizuna was also on the verge of crying, but still trying his best to persuade Jin Yi, Qiong Nai felt that he, too, was about to be infected by this atmosphere.

Although she has already accepted her current identity, because of those memories that may belong to the past, Qiong Nai has always had a sense of unreality to her present self, which makes her appear indifferent most of the time.Just now, this feeling seems to be broken by something.

Only now did she realize that whether the past was fictional or not, the present is indeed real.

My age may not be older than Jinyi and Kizuna, but I have a sense of belonging to the past, and my psychological age is much older than them.At this time, I should play a stronger role.

In those memories of the past, I always just welcome the acquaintance with the current, and greet the parting with the current.It looked as if nothing had changed, and no traces could be left.

But now, Qiong Nai sincerely hopes to change.

So, she stretched out her hand and hugged the robe into her arms.

"Jinyi, the past is just for remembering, not for indulging. Sooner or later, we will grow up, and we can't be together forever. One day, we will all leave. What we should do is to keep the memory of each other in our hearts, It’s not about leaving each other in the past, because growing up is just a process of accumulating countless partings. This will not be the end of the past, but only the beginning of the future.”

Qiong Nai is not a good talker, nor does he have any experience in this area.There was only so much comfort she could say.

At this time, of course she would not have imagined how much her words would have an impact on Jin Yi.