Roaming Collector

()(saber has completely become the character design of my second fan...

The enemy general Nasu Kinoko, the enemy general Urobuchi Gen; have been expelled from the country by my pen and ink reincarnation! )

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"Hehehehe..."

Looking at the backs of Lancer's group, Kirei smiled from the bottom of his heart as if seeing the most beautiful thing in the world.

"I'm starting to be glad that I turned you into a woman." Ah Zhen played with a melon seed: "If you are still the man with the thick voice, your laughter now is absolutely unbearable." ..

"Your Majesty." Sighing, Kirei turned his head to look at Zhen: "Don't you think it's very interesting? The scene just now."

"That woman named Sola made me see what I wanted to see." Ah Zhen nodded.

"Because of that boring woman, why would even a man like Emiya Kiritsugu make a mistake, miss the heart and be killed with a single shot?" Kirei said pointedly.

"Hehe..." Ah Zhen chuckled, and flicked out the melon rind he was playing with in his hand, leaving a deep hole on the ground beside Kirei's feet: "Kirei, think about it from another angle. If there is no The reflection of the light, but the blind pursuit of darkness, wouldn't that darkness also become very boring?"

He patted Kirei on the shoulder: "Don't forget, my master is still Rizheng, you and I are just an alliance. Because we are allies, I will help you and let you see the good show you are looking forward to. Naturally, you have to let me see the good show I'm looking forward to." ..

"..." Kirei frowned: "Does light and darkness complement each other? Could it be that Your Majesty is the kind of person who does as many good things as he does bad things?"

"I've said it a long time ago." Glancing at Kirei, Ah-jin smiled: "I'm a guy with no sense of right and wrong. I just want to do what I want, that's all."

After saying that, Ah Zhen turned around and left: "Kirei, don't play too much. Otherwise, if Bao Qi can't sit still, he will send someone to come and play with you."

"... Slow down?"

Nearby, only Kirei's doubtful voice remained.

……

What if the Holy Grail can't fulfill your wish?

Kiritsugu never considered this question.

He has always firmly believed in the power of the Holy Grail, and believed that the Holy Grail would definitely be able to fulfill his wish, a miracle that he could not achieve no matter what.

He has always believed so, never doubted.

This irrational way of thinking is completely inconsistent with Emiya Kiritsugu's style, but he has never been able to realize this.

He doesn't doubt, it's not that he didn't think of it, but he can't doubt.

His ideals, his wishes, are even more illusory than the moon in the mirror.He has known this all along.

He wants world peace, real peace.There is no fighting among human beings, no death, no war, no disaster...

That is the ideal, life like an animal.

Kiritsugu knew that this ideal was unrealistic, and he also knew his own incompetence, but he was still unwilling to give up, didn't want to give up.

The Holy Grail is his only hope and sustenance. He doesn't know how to realize his ideal, so he can only desperately put everything he has into the cauldron of miracles that are rumored to make all wishes come true.

He doesn't know whether the Holy Grail has the ability to realize his wishes, he only knows that the Holy Grail must have this ability.

Otherwise, the existence of Emiya Kiritsugu would become worthless.

"Kiritsugu, for such a Holy Grail, do you really want to give up everything about yourself?"

Saber still looked at him with a condescending gaze.Although his height is indeed much taller than Saber, but in his eyes, Saber's gaze is undoubtedly condescending.

'Is my waist...already bent? '

With a wry smile, Kiritsugu took a deep breath, forcing himself to straighten his waist without bending.

"Saber, I can't pass your one-sided words, so I just believe what you say."

"Still unwilling to admit the most obvious evidence in front of me..." Looking straight into Kiritsugu's eyes, Saber shook her head: "Or...you can't admit it?"

"..."

Kiritsugu was silent again.

Today's Saber is far from the Saber in his impression.It even made Chesi wonder if the Saber in front of him had changed.

Saber's words hit his sore spot directly, leaving him no room to refute.

Yes, it's not that I don't want to admit it, but I can't admit it.

If you admit it... So far, what is the purpose of everything he has done?

Those contradictions, those pains, those difficulties, and even the mood of avoiding and forgetting abruptly.

All of this will become meaningless.

If he admitted it, Emiya Kiritsugu would become the biggest fool in the world, foolishly throwing away everything he had hard-won.

"Saber..." Irisviel lowered her head, "Are you serious? The Holy Grail... really can't make wishes come true?"

"Perhaps, the Holy Grail is really a special magic that can make wishes come true." Saber shrugged: "However, the Holy Grail can never fulfill Kiritsugu's wish. It is also impossible to realize the wish I prayed for yesterday."

"As long as the Holy Grail can grant wishes..." Kiritsugu's eyes regained a gleam of light: "As long as the Holy Grail is noble enough, it can absolutely fulfill my wish!"

"It can't!" Saber shook her head.

"It can!" Kiritsugu completely recovered his luster: "As long as it is that noble Holy Grail, it will definitely be able to!"

"Kiritsugu, how did you assert the nature of the Holy Grail?"

"..."

"So, even in your heart, the success rate is only 50% at most." Saber frowned: "For this 50% chance, do you have to block everything?"

"I have to do this!" Forced, Kiritsugu recovered to be that strong self, and said with confidence: "Because I have no other choice besides this."

"No, you still have the best choice." Saber walked up to Kiritsugu: "Give up, Kiritsugu, give up the Holy Grail, give up that illusory ideal. Hold on to the present, firmly hold on... what you can grab now everything!"

"Hmph!" Regarding this, Kiritsugu showed a disdainful attitude: "Saber, you are just a servant, don't mistake your identity."

"Okay, then I'll change my identity." Saber grabbed Kiritsugu's hand who wanted to leave: "I'm telling you now, as a magician, that Holy Grail has no ability to fulfill your wish. 0.1% possibility None exist!"

"I have no choice!" Looking back at Saber, Kiritsugu roared angrily: "Even if the Holy Grail War is not fought, Ari's life will not be long! Rather than giving up, I would rather choose to put all my eggs in one basket!"

"Are you the one who made this choice, or Emiya Kiritsugu who laughed at my irrational sense of justice back then?"

Saber once again said the words that broke Kiritsugu in a tepid manner.

That's right, until now, no matter how much he struggled, the result would not change.

Emiya Kiritsugu... is just the biggest fool in the world.

"Finally..." Saber, who was pulling Kiritsugu, also took the hand of Irisviel who stood at a loss, and through Saber, the three of them formed a line: "What I want to say is, you I have obtained a miracle that is not inferior to the Holy Grail. My magic belongs only to me, and it can be blocked even by the contract of the Holy Grail. I will use the power of this miracle for you.”

"Kiritsugu, I will do my best to use this miracle to open up a new path for you. Are you willing to entrust everything about yourself to me?"

"..."

Pfft!

Kiritsugu, who was kneeling in front of Saber, was already in tears.