Doomsday Paradise

Chapter 2186 Looking for another person?

"You...you don't speak, what do you mean?"

Bingwusanba didn't dare to look at Lin Sanjiu directly, and didn't dare to take a look at her, instead he stole glances from the corners of his eyes. "Are you... admitting it?"

Lin Sanjiu was really confused for a moment.

What is the purpose of C[-]?Judging from the previous conversations, she is also wary of the evolutionists; if she believes that the evolutionaries are the enemy of the [Underground Farm], then why did she not report herself to the head of the house when she became suspicious? Risk whispering to yourself?

"You talk," Bingwusanba was a little anxious and flustered when he saw that she hadn't spoken yet. "I'm guessing right, right? How can ordinary people have the courage to go out for a night? Even if you are a newcomer, you know how serious the consequences of disobedience are."

Lin Sanjiu glanced behind her.

After the alarm announcement was repeated sharply several times, everyone in every cabin sat obediently on their own bunks, and no one stood up and looked out.Whispering in a low voice is naturally unavoidable; even the head of the house, Bingwusanwu, ordered everyone in a voice: "According to the drill, no one is allowed to leave the bunk, and then go to the bathroom after I say that I can go to the bathroom. "

"Why did you sneak in?" Bingwusanba's voice was so low that even Lin Sanjiu could hardly hear it. "You really... did you come in to destroy the farm and massacre ordinary people?"

Lin Sanjiu sighed.

"I've always thought that I'm a good judge of people. I don't think you're a bad person." After a pause, Bingwusanba continued, "Your eyes... are very clear."

"How can you be sure by looking at the face?" Lin Sanjiu couldn't hold back, so he opened his mouth. "Didn't everyone on the farm repeatedly emphasize it? Evolved people use their lives in exchange for abilities, and then use this ability to bully others, plunder materials, and do a lot of evil..."

Bingwusanba grabbed a corner of the quilt in his hand, twisted it back and forth, and didn't speak for a while.

"Well, when evolving, the evil in people's hearts will be magnified infinitely... That's why the evolutionists are so bad. On the contrary, they call the really good people the degenerates..." She finally spoke.

Lin Sanjiu looked at her without speaking.

Bingwusanba saw that other people were also talking quietly, and no one paid attention to him, so he said: "But... I think, maybe not all people will become bad when they evolve, right? Maybe there are good ones? Isn't it the same for ordinary people? There are good people and there are bad people... Ah, you won't tell others what I said, will you?"

"Why do you feel this way?"

Bingwusanba hesitated for a moment, but his answer was a bit confusing: "...the place where I was born was in a small village in a valley."

Lin Sanjiu thought of the valley where his group stayed briefly after leaving the island dungeon—maybe it wasn't the same valley and village, but it must be the same now that people went to the house and the house was empty.

"The valley is next to the sea, the traffic is not developed, and there are no important evolutionary facilities nearby, so we really don't see many evolutionaries throughout the year." Bing Wusanba said in a low voice: "My parents They are ordinary people, and so are grandparents. For generations, we have watched the aircraft of the evolutionary shuttle in the sky above our heads... My parents told me that it has nothing to do with me, but the stars are very curious."

"star?"

"He's my neighbor's son, he's four years older than me." Bing paused for a moment, then suddenly realized that he had made a mistake, and hurriedly said, "No, no, he's not called Xing Xing anymore, I'm always out of my mind I can't turn around... His new name is Geng Sanbai."

The pig named Fourth Uncle said that [Underground Farm] has seven branches, which should be arranged in the order of A, B, C, D, W, J, and G.

"He's here too?" Lin Sanjiu asked, "He was arrested with you?"

Bingwusanba moved uneasily. "How can it be said that it was caught? The farm gave us a chance to get a new life..."

Lin Sanjiu was impatient to listen to that set of words, and interrupted her with a wave of his hand. "You guys from the same village came here together, why are you separated so far?"

"I don't know either." Bingwusanba was stunned for a moment, and said, "Is it randomly assigned? Anyway, I have never heard of anyone being assigned with their relatives, friends and fellow villagers. It's always like this."

Lin Sanjiu pursed her lips. "...You seem to have a lot of things to say that you haven't said yet, so go ahead."

Bingwusanba swallowed his saliva.

"Xingxing... No, Geng Sanbai—"

"Call him by his original name," Lin Sanjiu interrupted her without any doubt.

Being able to be called by his original name seemed to make Bingwusanba heave a sigh of relief while feeling guilty.

"Xing Xing and I grew up together, and I always knew that there was something different about him. He was inseparable from me, and we were together every day. People in the village said that we should just start a family. But I am very happy. Clearly, the relationship between Xing Xing and me is like a brother and sister, he never meant that to me..."

Bingwusanba stopped, glanced at the wooden house, and didn't continue talking for several minutes.If she kept whispering to Lin Sanjiu, it would indeed be eye-catching in another sense.

Lin Sanjiu looked at her chatting with others, and said something like "ah, I hope they catch the evolutionary sooner", after a while, he suddenly turned back, and abruptly answered the question. Added the last sentence: "He didn't mean that to any woman."

"Oh," Lin Sanjiu understood.

"No, no, he doesn't care about men either." Bingwusanba hurriedly explained, "Xing Xing said that he seems to be born this way, indifferent to love between men and women, even at the age of eighteen or nineteen, he has never had any... impulsivity. He doesn't even feel like he has a gender, although he's... everything he should be. I asked."

She herself looked very embarrassed.

"But we ordinary people, how can we have so much freedom, how can we not have a family and have children? If we don't have children, how can we finish the work at home? If we are injured or sick, and we can't move, who will take care of us?" She sighed He took a breath and said: "So it's not that Xingxing has never tried it. He also went to meet a few girls and tried to get along with them for a while... Later he told me, 'Have you ever eaten shoes? Where is the bark? It’s that feeling that you can chew and swallow if you have to kill yourself, but every cell in your body is resisting the feeling of calling for help.”

"He said, 'I don't want to waste my life, and I don't want to waste other people's lives. I just want to be able to decide how to live my life by myself, without involving or affecting others, and just being my own master. Isn't that okay?' "

According to C[-]'s narration, "Star" gradually formed a stubborn cognition: the evolutionary can be his own master.

Naturally, he also began to look for the possibility of becoming an evolutionary—but for an ordinary person who has parents to support, and only has enough energy to make ends meet, has no access to evolutionaries, and even rarely comes out of the valley, This is actually just a dream to comfort myself.

Xing Xing finally swallowed this dream with difficulty, and did not mention it again for a long time.

Lin Sanjiu didn't know that when her aircraft flew across the sky like the wind, there were still many silent people on the vast and silent land below, who were suppressed by fate like stars and could not move.

There is no other way but to try to coexist with the cold fate that is running over me day by day.

"Later his parents also passed away... Ordinary people don't live long, so there's nothing strange about it." Bingwusanba said in a low voice, "We all thought that the stars could go away, and we could try to become an evolutionary. Then……"

She looked up at the ceiling of the wooden house and said, "I will never forget that day. A pig—Mr. Pig—led a group of people into our village."

There was something in Bingwusanba's tone that made Lin Sanjiu slightly excited; she immediately made a note that after the other party finished speaking, she would ask her if anyone in the village raised pigs.

"The stars don't really want to come at all."

Bingwusanba said, his voice became thicker and harder, as if some kind of emotion could spread in his throat and become a growth of voice. "That pig...Mr. Pig was very polite. He didn't use any tough tactics against us, but he didn't accept an answer of 'no' at all. He said that a new dungeon appeared in the valley outside, and ordinary people would die if they went out. For our To be safe, you must come to the farm as soon as possible.

"I know why Xingxing doesn't want to come. One night, I found Mr. Pig and told me everything." Bingwusanba suddenly picked up the quilt and buried his face in the quilt. Lin Sanjiu also had to get closer to hear it. "Mr. Pig told me a lot...safety, freedom, a stable life...he said, 'What is there to worry about? Even men and women are separated on the farm, and everything is autonomous in this regard.'"

Bingwusanba raised his head, looked at Lin Sanjiu and said, "I persuaded Xingxing to come here."

Because several years ago, she lost her parents.If Xingxing left, she would enter the farm alone; besides, the farm is so good, and they can't get out of the valley, why not let Xingxing come together?He was the only family member she had left in the world.

"...What happened next?" Lin Sanjiu asked. "As a man, can't he be independent?"

Bingwusanba lowered his head again, his eyes, nose and face were all blood red, but there were no tears.

After a long time, she said: "...He didn't blame me. He said, I don't know, I just want to be good for him. But I know that his whole life will be ruined by me. If he can become an evolution Or, I know, he will definitely be a good evolutionary.

"He took advantage of the rule that men can pursue women and proposed to pursue me. Only then did we have a chance to meet again. It was cold at that time, and he applied for shoes and quilts for me, and quietly told me not to agree to other men's wishes in the future." Pursue."

"why?"

"I promise to go to bed, and after I sleep, I will have a baby." Bingwusanba said with a dull expression, "Xing Xing said that after giving birth, if someone else comes to pursue him, he will have another baby. This is not like a pig. match--"

She stopped talking abruptly, almost biting her tongue.Knowing that she had said something wrong, under panic and panic, and at a loss as to what to do, Bingwusanba's face became white and white; she didn't shed tears when she talked about the stars just now, but now her eyes glistened with water Light, lips trembling.

Lin Sanjiu knew that there was no need to ask her own question.

"What are you afraid of?" She couldn't help comforting, "Can I still report on you?"

Bingwusanba finally calmed down a bit, and after a while, when the voices in the wooden house got louder, he whispered: "Yes...you are an evolutionary, of course you don't care what I say. I...I just want to ask you one thing..."

She licked her chapped lips.

"Can you go and see for me... Is 'Geng Sanbai' still there?"

　I really like writing about little people. I feel that I can always see his/her world from the little people.But if the little people on the farm are written according to the view of the sea and the wind, it will be too long (Doomsday and I must have one that will not be seen in 2024). one.

　
(End of this chapter)