Doomsday Paradise

Chapter 1536 Judges and Tinder Savers

Lin Sanjiu soon discovered that besides Ji Shanqing, the gift that Nuwa left for her had a short-term control right.

She couldn't guess what kind of means Nuwa might have used, so she planted such a feeling in her mind: She knew that she had taken over the control of this underground game publishing space, and also knew that after she left here, , her control will disappear, and maybe everything will be back to normal by then.

After she left, she couldn't take care of it, and she didn't bother to take care of it - at least for now, the gift bag is absolutely safe with her, and that's enough.

When she gently knelt down beside Li Bao, before reaching out to touch his face, Li Bao woke up.His eyes slowly opened, like the stars and lakes after the clouds and haze faded, both cold and bright; when Lin Sanjiu's shadow fell into his eyes, those eyes suddenly softened, bent softly, accompanied by One voice: "...Sister."

Lin Sanjiu hugged him into his arms, buried his face in his hair, and didn't say a word for a long time.She closed her eyes tightly in the scent of the other party's breeze and bamboo leaves, not daring to look at it, because she suddenly felt a kind of fear-she felt from a long time ago that even if she didn't talk about suffering, life would always be full of joy. Tiny, suffocating discomfort, because that's what life is, born in the human skin, like putting a foot in a shoe that's the wrong size.So in her wrong life, she can have such an absolute and pure thing as Ji Shanqing, isn't it only a dream that can explain it?

In other words, she is real, and the struggle, sadness, discomfort and pain she can feel are all real, only Ji Shanqing and his similar comforts are written by a novelist. Yes, just to appease people, to give people a little hope.

"Sister," Ji Shanqing's voice trembled slightly, and he stroked the back of her head with one hand, again and again, with a reassuring sense of order: "Sister, it's okay, you just now It's been a big hit..."

is it?But she already knew Nuwa's intentions; even without Nuwa, she would have known about the great flood that ended human beings—it was really hard for her to explain her uncontrollable trembling at this moment.

"You don't just see Nuwa, and you don't just hear what she said... The things she represents that are difficult to put into words, those things that have spanned God knows how many years, and have accumulated so many accidents, are being captured by her. The moment you pinch it, it all rushes towards you."

Although Ji Shanqing has just woken up, she seems to know her experience clearly: "I was placed not far away by her at that time, watching you talking with her from afar, I know it. You are already amazing, elder sister."

When Lin Sanjiu raised his head, he realized that because his face was full of tears, the long hair of the gift bag was all over his face. "Are you all right?" she asked as she plucked hair from her face.

"It's okay," Ji Shanqing smiled at her, looked at Yu Yuan not far away, and looked away again. "Although there was a moment, Nuwa really scared me. She said, you are so human, you are on the borderline of becoming a human-but fortunately, she still didn't see me as a human in the end. "

If Ji Shanqing was not regarded as a human being, then Yu Yuan would naturally have no such risk.After hearing the words, Yu Yuan thought for a while and said, "From this point of view, it's a very good thing that I don't return to adulthood."

"What we just said...and what I experienced before, do you know all about it?" Lin Sanjiu asked the gift bag in a daze.

"I was first caught by a young woman through a game. She couldn't figure out what I was, and she was reluctant to let me go, so she kept me as something wrapped in words, trapped in 'paper' But before she had a chance to do anything to me, Nuwa took over." Ji Shanqing explained, "From then until my sister appeared, Nuwa kept me in her room during this time. There are scattered around, I watched a lot with her, and talked a lot, including about my sister."

He suddenly lowered his head in embarrassment, and whispered: "But I can't send you a message... I saw that my sister has been looking for me, but I can't make a sound, which makes you so anxious..."

It's no big deal.

Lin Sanjiu stroked the back of his hand with his fingers, and said in a low voice, "I...I really don't understand, I don't understand what Nuwa wants, and why did she come to me?"

Yu Yuan also came over, and stopped when he was a few steps away from Ji Shanqing; he seemed to want to listen to the discussion between the two, but he would never get too close to the gift bag, so he went around behind Lin Sanjiu sat down.

"Think about it carefully, she allowed me to save some people, and I have to follow a standard, but she didn't give me any standard." Lin Sanjiu smiled wryly, and said: "She only said that she is not a 'righteous person' , but she didn't say anything. Where can I find it? Why should I look for it?"

In addition, she has a darker and deeper layer of fear and suspicion.

"If there are no righteous people among my friends, can I save them? Is this an experiment? She wants to see if I am fair. If I save my friends, then I have failed, and we all escape. I can't find a dead end. But if I give up my friends, then I don't know what else to live for..."

Ji Shanqing shook his head.

"Sister," he said, while gently holding her hand back, this action made Lin Sanjiu calm down slightly. "After getting along with each other for the past few days, I also have a little understanding of Nuwa. Do you want to hear my opinion?"

Lin Sanjiu nodded immediately.

When she had just listened to the two options given by Nuwa, she even wished that she had no choice.

Although Nuwa despises the ignorance and chaos in human nature, for a moment, she wished that she was also ignorance and confusion, and she was in a state of ignorance. In ignorance, we ushered in the end of the flood or other forms, then the end is the end , There was no pain before and after, like a dog that unfortunately died in a volcanic eruption.

If Hunx is the source of pain, and Hunx itself avoids the feeling of pain, then maybe there is something wrong with the setting of human beings?
"Sister, Nu Wa did not give you a standard." Ji Shanqing gave her a comforting smile, and said in a low voice, "Because of this standard, she herself does not have it."

Lin Sanjiu was startled.She never thought that the god-like Nuwa would have something "not".

"She told you that if you find someone who meets a certain standard, then you can survive. But how could she have this standard? Because in her view, the human race itself, no matter who it is, may Even including herself, she shouldn't have survived." Ji Shanqingyun said lightly, "In her eyes, there is no such standard as who should survive and who should not. What do you ask her to do? What about you?"

Lin Sanjiu fell into a blank of speech for a moment.

"She won't identify them one by one, oh, you are a good person, you have never done bad things, or the proportion of bad things is not large, so it is not fair to let you die."

At this time, even a gift bag that is "at the borderline of becoming a human being" can clearly make people feel that that kind of indifference really does not belong to one person—"Because if you judge whether a person is good or bad alone If so, just this criterion for distinguishing good from bad will make her fall into endless sophistry traps. Can you imagine that scene? Nuwa is sitting across from a person, trying to figure out whether this person is worth living...

"That person will say, why am I not a good person? Aren't you just a person? Who gives you the qualification to judge whether I am a good person? What you say is right? Then what is the difference between you and a wicked person? You have Your standards, I also have my standards, I have a bad side, I also have a good side, how can you not look at the problem in two? Besides, even if I have done something questionable, That's also because I was born in this environment, I was influenced by the environment, I don't have your experience and luck, is it my fault?"

Ji Shanqing finished speaking in one breath, took a breath, and said with a smile: "If Nuwa falls into the judgment of the individual, it is tantamount to falling into meaninglessness. So she will not look at the individual, she makes the decision Sometimes, it is a decision made for a group. She only looks at the impact of the human group on the world, the cause and effect caused, and the turmoil caused... What is caused by the group and the group bears it is enough for her."

Lin Sanjiu is even more confused now. "Then why did she tell me to find some separate individuals?"

After hearing this, Ji Shanqing sighed slightly.

"What is caused by the group and borne by the group is Nuwa's answer to the problem of human beings. She is sure that her answer is inevitable and correct, but she wants to see if there will be another completely People who are sober and have similar perceptions will come up with another answer. Her experiment on humans has ended, and her experiment on you has just begun."

In the silent room, he seemed to feel a sense of pain because of Lin Sanjiu.

"Her actions are actually unfair to you. This is a burden that I can hardly imagine, and I just put it on you. Although Nuwa also gave you a choice... If you are not willing to take on such a task, Then you can welcome their destruction silently, or join Nuwa to speed up the destruction. But no matter which option you choose, you can't be in a daze."

Lin Sanjiu raised his head, looked at the dusty room, and seemed to hear a slight commotion and sound from outside.

She let out a long breath and said in a low voice: "...if only I were a bird, or a deer."

"Then you will probably die because of human beings." Ji Shanqing also exhaled, and said with a wry smile: "It's not that I can't understand why Nuwa would find my sister. Even if the answer you get in the end is not the same as Nuwa's Just like Wa, in the process you will try your best to find another way out... This is you, sister."

From the end of the corridor outside the door, there were high and low screams. The voices of "why the door can't be closed" and "why I can't write words" are intermittent and panicked, like a mass of debris, swept away by the current.The fragments rushed into Lin Sanjiu's ears, causing her to turn her head and glance at the door.

She stood up blankly.

Why Nu Wa left her control, she understands the reason behind it.She was sure that during the short but long conversation just now, she heard Nu Wa say: "... Now, what are you going to do with these people?"

　I have been restless and restless in reading recently. I just realized that March is almost over, and my reading goal for this month is still not fulfilled.In fact, the book list is very long, and there are many books to read (I recently bought the Narrow Corridor of Freedom, which is really expensive, but it is useless, so I still don’t read it), but in a turbulent world, I really It's hard to read a book in a corner... Life is pressed on a pause button, and all plans are put on hold for the future, but maybe the future won't come, not anyone else, people just live in one pause after another in the predicament.

　
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