Doomsday Paradise

Chapter 1112 Should have told you
The answer is of course no.

It wasn't because Ji Shanqing didn't want to do this to her friend because he cared about Lin Sanjiu; it was because he was too smart.

Of course he would not create a situation where Lin Sanjiu would be furious and never look back.Even if there is such a possibility, he will not allow it.

He is clear about this thought, and he knows that Lin Sanjiu is also clear.

During the relatively silent moment, Lin Sanjiu looked at him steadfastly, stroking his hair, shoulders and face with his eyes over and over again.If she really had a real brother or sister, I'm afraid that's how she treats the gift package now... Even though she knew that he would definitely use Yu Yuan, she still couldn't really get angry with him.

"So, what's going on with Yu Yuan?" She asked wearily.

Ji Shanqing bit her red lips lightly, feeling a little embarrassed.Is this for my sister, or is it because he really feels embarrassed, Lin Sanjiu can't tell—she can't tell, how much of the answer given to her in the gift package is true.

"I... I received a call from the communicator. When I looked for it, I found that the person who came was not you."

He bowed his head, his long hair slid down his face, hiding his face in shadow.It might have been a great cruelty for him to ask him to confess his thoughts to the person he most wanted to hide from him; but the words were plain and inaudible.

"I just took one look at him, and I knew what was going on... I forgot the specific situation at that time, and I just remember thinking repeatedly in my heart, it would be great if it was my sister who came."

"Then what happened?" Seeing him staring at his knees in a daze, as if he had forgotten to continue, Lin Sanjiu had to ask.

"Then... I turned around and left."

Ji Shanqing's eyes were dimmed in the shadows, his hands clenched into fists, clutching his robe tightly. "He has been calling me with the communicator, so the signal will be received by the data body sooner or later. So when the data body appeared in front of him, I was not surprised."

Lin Sanjiu closed his eyes.

If you know everything, the gift bag should not have gone far at that time.

She recalled what the data bodies told her at the time, and how much they wanted to absorb new members. The more she thought about it, the more her heart sank.Yu Yuan is actually very unsuitable for the doomsday world.His place of origin is too ideal, and his character is too gentle—after losing his spiritual and physical home, he is actually more attracted to permanence, tranquility and peace than ordinary people; she can even imagine, He was struggling to shake mental activity.

When she was in a daze, Ji Shanqing raised her head abruptly, which startled her.His voice was so thin that it seemed to be broken, and there was an inexplicable light in his eyes: "Sister, why did he use the communicator I gave you to call me?"

That's not a real communicator, it's a [battle item]——Lin Sanjiu couldn't speak anymore.Is this the point?of course not.

She shuddered for a while with a shock she didn't understand, and finally just said in a low voice, "I'm sorry."

Instead, Ji Shanqing was startled like a rabbit in the grass.

"Sister," he leaned forward eagerly, "you don't need to apologize—"

No, she needs to.

"...What happened next?" She asked softly, interrupting him.

Ji Shanqing sat back slowly, just looked at her and didn't speak.He looked so pale and thin, a small one, floating in the vast black universe, as if he would disappear in the blink of an eye.

Lin Sanjiu understood.She buried her face in the palm of her hand and stroked her skin a few times, trying to get a little relief; the sudden heavy tiredness almost made her breathless: "...Tell me, it was his choice Did you, did you—”

"I didn't do anything!" Ji Shanqing said anxiously, "Really, sister, you must believe me on this point. It was his own choice, and I didn't have it at all—all, all his— "

Lin Sanjiu seldom heard such an incoherent speech about the gift package.She raised a hand, and the voice on the other side stopped.She still didn't want to look up at him, but only looked at her fingers, and asked in a low voice, "He...he is now?"

"elder sister."

Ji Shanqing called her softly, and the emotion in her voice made her raise her eyes involuntarily.

"He has indeed agreed to emigrate." In his voice like a spring, there was a slight trembling of desire, and the luster in his eyes: "However, the matter has not reached an irreversible step."

"How to say?"

"I understand most of the methods of the data body. Although I am not [-]% sure, if I can reverse the operation... Maybe I can restore him to his original state. Of course, it sounds simple, but it may be very complicated in reality—"

The sound of the gift bag gradually faded away, and Lin Sanjiu sank into his own thoughts unknowingly.

Yu Yuan made the most important decision in his life completely independently without the intervention of outsiders.What right did she have to run over to revoke his decision?Even if she disagreed with his decision, so what?It was his own will, and he finally found a way out of the flood.

Thinking of this, she couldn't help but look at the gift bag again.

He was indeed too smart, and he seemed to understand her thoughts just by meeting her eyes: "Sister, when he made his decision, he hadn't heard your opinion. Let's find a way to restore him first, and you will be with him." He talked, if he still wants to 'immigrate', then we will respect his opinion and send him back - wouldn't it be better?"

At first glance, it does make sense—although on reflection, this approach is a bit arrogant.However, when Lin Sanjiu looked at the gift bag, what occupied her mind was not arrogance or not, but rather a suspicion: Is this conversation part of his plan to take her back?Or did she improvise and improvise when she discovered the truth?

She didn't doubt at all that if Bao Bao wanted to, he would have a thousand different ways to keep her in the database.It's not that she doesn't want to be by Li Bao's side, it's just...she doesn't want to just be by Li Bao's side.

Seeing that his words still didn't get the desired response, Ji Shanqing moved his body as if he didn't know what to do.He didn't show it, not at all—but Lin Sanjiu knew that he was afraid.

"After I put away the communicator,"

After a while, Lin Sanjiu finally spoke.Her voice was unusually low and gentle, which startled Ji Shanqing. "I have thought about it for a long time. I... I really don't understand you, or I should say, I don't understand you enough. You have only been in the world for the first few months, I can't imagine what kind of days it was, and I don't understand you. Know what kind of impression you will have on people. Before you even have time to form an understanding of the world, you have to survive in constant plots and counter-kills. But even if you are like this, I won’t take it apart after I say it When you... you still believed me."

Ji Shanqing stared at her blankly.

"Maybe you don't believe it completely, maybe you are still afraid at night, maybe sometimes you can't help but peek at my face and guess my mood. But you finally believed me. This is actually a very remarkable thing." Lin Sanjiu stood up slowly, and said, "I have always taken it for granted, and I have never said thank you."

Following her movements, Ji Shanqing raised his head, and his long hair slid down his back.

"Thank you," Lin Sanjiu walked in front of him, bent down, and pinned a loose lock of black hair behind his ear. "I have something that I should have told you long ago, I hope it's not too late."

"What... what?" His voice trembled slightly.Still scared—or, more so.

"It's my fault." Lin Sanjiu squatted down so that the two of them were at eye level.She looked at those eyes with fluttering eyelashes, as if she was looking straight into a lake, and the cool water could spread from her fingertips all the way to her skin. "You believe that I will not tear you apart, but you can't believe the other thing...that's because I haven't done enough. I didn't give you enough confidence to make you believe that I will always tolerate you and be with you .”

As she spoke, she stretched out her arms and gently pulled him closer.At first, Li Bao's body was stiff, as if he was still in shock and didn't fully understand the situation; as she bent her arms slightly, he seemed to finally understand—he moved slightly, tremblingly, along her He moved, put his chin on her shoulders, and didn't even dare to exert any force.

Even if he is not afraid of being taken apart, his clothes are still worn layer after layer.However, even with so many layers of clothes, his body is still light and thin, as if he can be carried away in his arms as long as he is rolled up.

"No matter what you've done, no matter who you've become," she whispered, her fingers slowly stroking the back of his head, "I... I'll be here. So, no more testing, no more worrying gone."

Maybe all children hope that their mother is only their own—she thinks that a gift bag that is only a few years old must be similar to this mentality.Everything he did was probably just seeking reassurance and peace of mind.In the final analysis, it was because the child didn't know that what he got was not a reward for being well-behaved, cute or smart; in fact, for doing nothing, it was something that belonged to him unconditionally.

"……elder sister,"

She couldn't see the look of the gift bag, but could only feel his body trembling under the palm of his hand, and even his voice trembled accordingly.She waited, thinking that the gift bag had something to say, but after hearing him whimper for a while, she still only uttered two words: "Sister!"

He suddenly raised his arms, wrapped his arms around her neck, and buried his face deeply in her arms.

"elder sister……"

　Kavin was caught off guard, and finally finished writing. When I finished writing, I found a little tearful (???)
　
(End of this chapter)