Doomsday Paradise

Chapter 1022 The reason for killing Lu Ze

When there is a vacancy in Lu Ze's personality, all human beings who are encountered by "Vacant Positions" will be forcibly drawn into his body and become one of his personalities.After becoming a personality, once he is expelled by Luyan, he can only die without the ability to resist.

In this way, Luyan's pride is not unreasonable: unlike the traditional fighting route, the abilities she developed cooperate with each other to form a closed loop of power. In theory, she has the ability and conditions to put any human being under their absolute control.

Octo was right, God was really unfair to people.

At this time, Luyan seems to have overcome a difficult game, a small face is white and red, full of pure joy of escaping from death.

"It's incredible, isn't it?"

She let go of her hands and turned over, and she was not in a hurry to get out of the water. Instead, she sat down in the green water of a lake, her eyes sparkled, and she looked more like a satisfied child than ever.

"I also know, but my ability is just like this... I am blessed by the heavens. Is your expression starting to feel wrong? This ability is especially cruel to you real people, because your real body will be dispelled It is far more difficult to become a complete body with fake blood and fake flesh than ours, which is a personality from the beginning."

Lin Sanjiu couldn't say a word at this moment, as if she had forgotten how to speak - Bliss hurriedly got up and grabbed her arm, her face was even paler than her.

"Miss Qingzhong," Luyan glanced at her and snorted disapprovingly: "Do you know what I don't like about you the most? No matter what you do, just do it, don't hesitate to come back later Yu, I’m so sorry. You didn’t want to die just now, so you stopped her, what’s wrong? You also helped me out, although you didn’t mean it, but at least I’m not angry with you, so you should be lucky.”

"You clearly said 1 minute!"

Bliss was unexpectedly furious, and a slight blush appeared on her snow-like cheeks: "When I stopped her, your [Vacant Seat] should not be ready yet!"

"You two are so stupid," Luyan giggled—not a mockery, it was the laughter of an innocent little girl proud of her cleverness: "Why do you start at 1 minute as I said?" Is it time? In fact, I started preparing as soon as I entered the instance, just waiting for a chance to ensure my own safety, and then I can activate the ability."

She glanced at Lin Sanjiu again, seeing that the latter was still in disbelief in shock, and then stood up from the water.

"Go back," Luyan said to the other personalities, "We have a new companion today, remember to welcome her inside later."

Only Bliss remained motionless.

She neither looked at Lin Sanjiu nor Luyan, she just lowered her head slightly, and the fingertips holding Lin Sanjiu's arm tightly had already turned white due to exertion.Her whole body was trembling slightly, which made her look more like a red cloud like smoke——Luyan didn't rush her, instead, he glanced at her and turned his gaze back to Lin Sanjiu.

"Well, don't you want to go in and see what the black world we've been trapped in all this time looks like?"

The joy on Luyan's face faded slowly, and he became expressionless again, like a sculpted plaster mask: "...our personalities can't see each other, can't see the outside world, and don't know what we rely on Those who survive, let alone know why they are alive, can only float hopelessly in the darkness. You will soon see the dark room that Feng Qiqi described to you. But there is one difference... what does it feel like there? Nothing. The smell of the trees, the coolness of the water, and the wind that I smell now... I can’t feel anything inside, just like a person is buried alive but cannot die, or his consciousness is trapped in a vegetative body.”

The little girl couldn't help trembling slightly: "I—I don't care even if I kill you, but thinking of sending you in... I actually feel guilty." She sighed lowly.She didn't feel guilty when she killed others, but for the first time, she felt a little unbearable: "I won't let you live in it for too long. No one deserves to be exiled in that kind of darkness..."

Lin Sanjiu slowly raised his head.

She was in an unprecedented shock at this time, and even the anger seemed to have faded for a while, leaving only a blank in her mind, and she only heard [-]% to [-]% of Luyan's words intermittently.After the consciousness was exhausted, there was no chance to recover, so Teacher Yi was naturally gone; otherwise, she could ask Teacher Yi, what state is she in now——

Why didn't she become a personality?

Yes, no matter how proud and happy Luyan is, no matter how much she thinks that she is already in his hands, Lin Sanjiu can clearly feel the fact that she has not become one of the personalities at all.

Of course, she really doesn't know what it's like to be a personality; but after Luyan called out the empty space to wait for that conversation, for a moment, Lin Sanjiu tried to enter Lu Ze's body—she planned to enter Lu Ze's body later. Jump out, grab Luyan nearby, and kill her with one blow before she can expel herself.

But she was unsuccessful.

Is it because you have just become a personality and are not very flexible yet?

She allowed Bliss to support herself, and only tried a few more times in silence; logically, this should be one of the instincts of a personality that is self-taught, but she still didn't feel any difference.She is still her, still the same as a few minutes ago...

It's just that she didn't dare to think deeply about whether she was exactly the same as a few years ago.

Luyan made it very clear that as long as there is a vacancy for the personality, all human beings touched by the ability will become personalities.Lin Sanjiu was indeed touched by her ability, and it was impossible for this little girl to make a mistake in the "vacant seat"—there was only one logical explanation left.

...When did she stop being a "human"?

Didn't she already expel the part of the genome planted by Nu Wa from her body?

Lin Sanjiu gently removed Bliss' cold fingers, and slowly stood up from the water.Now Luyan is not afraid of her at all, and let her come to him.Maybe it was because she remembered the dark world she didn't want to recall, the little girl's face was numb, she just kept kicking the water with her feet, as if reminding herself that she still had a sense of touch.

"I... I became a personality just like that?" Lin Sanjiu asked softly.

"Yeah," Luyan didn't look at her, and his eyes fell on the hut of the pedal boat rental point.

"At first, I thought about killing you, or turning you into a puppet, but there is no difference between the two... But I didn't expect you to become one of the personalities in the end. If you would rather die, it's not impossible for me Satisfy you... After my plan is completely completed, I will let you go."

"What's your plan?" Lin Sanjiu stopped, "I know why you killed Martha. But why did you kill Lu Ze? Why did you kill me? You couldn't say it before, but you can say it now?"

"Wait a moment."

Luyan turned around suddenly, and pulled herself out of the conversation as if no one else was there; she climbed up to the shore, approached the dark window of the hut, and glanced inside for a few times——suddenly, a little voice rang out from the copy speaker. The bewildered voice probably has never seen such a thing before: "You, what are you doing?"

"I've been curious since just now, and it's all because she dragged me. I haven't seen anything that is responsible for running the copy... Well, you are not a human being, nor an animal," Luyan said while leaning in, and the upper body almost disappeared. In that window—she seemed to be groping inside: "Come out, let me take a look, what are you? I really want to know."

She has just turned a person into a personality, and everything is still hanging in the air, and anything can happen; but Luyan's top priority now seems to be to take a good look at the copy host.

The copy creature seemed to be forced to nowhere by her, and the loudspeaker continuously heard the sound of panting; seeing that it hadn't come out, Luyan suddenly withdrew her body, turned her head and shouted at Lin Sanjiu: "Hey, come here Blast this house away!"

With a sullen face, Lin Sanjiu approached behind her step by step.

"...Blow away? Are you not afraid of the consequences?"

"Don't be afraid," Luyan's fingers quickly tapped on the window sill, and glanced at her: "Even if there are any consequences, the puppet outside will not just watch us die. Let me see it!"

"Then tell me, why did you kill Lu Ze?"

Lu Yan sighed helplessly.

"I want to go to 'Pippi Shrimp's Super Sensual World', but he wants to go to '50s old black and white movies'."

Lin Sanjiu almost thought he heard it wrong.

"...The world you want to go to is different?" She almost felt a little funny, "Just because of this?"

"You don't understand at all! I just want to go to that world!"

Luyan turned his head abruptly, and shouted sharply: "I said before, everything you take for granted and don't take seriously, the wind, the soil, the water, the blue sky... are all me - when all the personalities are in his body, I can't feel it at all. Yes, I haven’t become a perfect body for a day, and even my feelings are hazy and weakened several layers! No matter how hard I try, the sweetness I taste is weaker than yours, and the colors I see are also weaker than yours. Fuzzy—how do you people who are born with everything understand how I felt when I touched animal fur for the first time?"

Her anger erupted suddenly, changing her bright eyes and smile at the corners of her mouth, her eyes were dry and blood red.

"I just want to get rid of other people's control over me. I just want to be a person who can dominate myself. I just want what you have since you were born! Is this too much? Why do you stop me? I remember The parents, friends, and school here are as real as your memory, but they never existed. What about me? What am I? What is the point of my life?...Didn't you ask what my plan is, Let me tell you, it is very simple, it is to live as a real person without any worries, go where I want to go, and no longer have to be forced to follow others and do things according to others. You know that to become a fully How difficult is it? Without external help, it is almost a lifetime. Why do I have to be controlled by others for a lifetime? Even if I can only live as a human being for one day, it is better than this false and meaningless appearance!"

At the end, she almost choked up: "I, I never asked to be a personality, is this fair to me? Wasn't it Lu Ze who brought me into this world but didn't let me feel the world? I Just want to be free-"

Lin Sanjiu closed his eyes.

"... Lu Ze never asked for a split personality."

When she uttered these words softly, the 【Painting style mutation version with a ding】had already stuck to Luyan's body.

　I've been writing so well lately...

　
(End of this chapter)