Prehistoric Calendar

Chapter 805 Plan
Apollos felt that he was really going to see a mental illness. Since the short vacation 30 years ago to today, he felt that his spirit was getting more and more wrong, his dreams became more realistic, and the reality became more illusory.

He always felt that the whole world was wrong, that was wrong, even if it was just cooking noodles in the refrigerator, he felt that the whole thing was wrong, and he was going crazy.

In the past two days, Apollos became more and more afraid. He couldn't tell what the source of this fear was. It was obviously a very peaceful and peaceful daily life, but it filled him with fear of everything, so much so that he didn't even want to leave the house. He didn't even dare to go out to the living room, so he could only nest in the bedroom and tremble.

Something is wrong, this is the biggest source of his fear, and he is full of this unknown fear of everything around him.

For this reason, Apollos did not have a good way to deal with it, because this kind of mental fear became more and more intense. Even if there was no disease in his body, this powerful mental oppression also made him lose weight , and his spirit became more and more unstable. Although he did not regard walls as flesh walls and chopsticks as tentacles as in Cthulhu's novels, he also became more and more afraid of everything around him, even looking at the clock would Make him tremble all over.

Apollos is also trying to save himself. He searched various articles and self-help methods on the precursors of mental illness on the Internet. Yes, he thinks that he is still not mentally ill, because he is still afraid of all these things, and he can understand them reasonably. Nothing is threatening, so he can only be regarded as mentally ill, not already mentally ill, and he feels that he can still be saved.

Then all kinds of self-help methods, including meditation, memory, logical analysis, and even math problems, did not work for him, what to do or what to do, but one of the small things made him completely determined, that is, to go to a professional mental hospital information, or actually go to a doctor.

One of the times when he was saving himself was to count the numbers, and then memorize them silently, testing his mental state in the simplest way. As a result... he actually recited the numbers as one, two, three silently. ...It wasn't until he counted to thirty or so that he suddenly came to his senses, and then he felt cold all over his body.

At this moment, like the mental patient in that movie, he read the numbers into an illogical one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eighty-nine, which made him really scared.

The next day, that is, 164 hours after he silently recited the numbers, he finally came out of his bedroom, tidied up and washed up, and after wearing what he thought was the most appropriate clothes, he finally left his safe. house, heading towards the largest and most formal mental hospital.

This psychiatric hospital is said to be opened by the government, but there are many large business groups investing in it. Apollos didn't pay much attention to it before, because mental illness is meaningless to an ordinary social animal. He has to care about it. There are too many things, such as my own marital problems. For a person like him who is already three years old, it is a tragedy to be unmarried, especially watching those people who are over 4 years old on the Internet showing affection , he really felt that he was very sad.

But this time, he had a mental problem. After checking the most detailed information, he confirmed that this mental hospital is definitely not simple. He even believed in the shady theory of the government on the Internet, because who has ever seen the use of the most elite special forces? Guards, even building bunkers, mental hospitals equipped with missiles?

Why had he never noticed anything wrong with this mental institution before?

Apollos submitted his identity certificate at the entrance of the mental hospital, and then briefly explained the reason for his arrival when asked by a serious soldier. The question was very complicated. He first slapped the soldier twice, and then A six-syllable code was found from the soldier's wailing, and then he was hit by the soldier's forehead on the nasal bone...

In short, after this set of reasonable procedures was completed, Apollos got a used light rail ticket that was torn off by a third, and then entered the mental hospital.

Apollos' plan today is very simple. He wants to check his body and evaluate his mental state. Of course, he intends to fake part of his illness. After all, he just wants to cure his mental illness, not really want to cure it. Check yourself into this mental institution.

After walking in from the entrance, Apollos walked into a long corridor with severe mental patients being imprisoned on both sides.

Along the way, Apollos was looking at the mental patients on both sides. Obviously, the layout of this mental hospital is very reasonable. Entering the entrance is to detain the most serious, violent and terrifying mental patients, and then pass through this long corridor. , is the cafeteria, then the toilet, and then enters the place where the doctors work, and then enters the inpatient department for mild mental patients. This is obviously a very reasonable hospital layout.

Just seeing these, Apollos nodded slightly, and then he walked in this corridor, he wanted to pass quickly, because after all, there are real mental patients here, the kind of existence that is not human in spirit , he doesn't plan to stay with them for long.

And as soon as he entered the corridor, Apollos heard all kinds of crazy language from the mental patients detained on both sides of the corridor. It was a kind of crazy language that he didn't know what he was talking about, not nonsense. Because nonsense can also be understood by people, at most people don’t believe it, but these crazy words are different. It is a kind of horrible thing that makes people want to beat or tear something when they hear it. If it must be described, it is about It is similar to rubbing back and forth on a piece of glass with the sharp part of scissors.

The sound here can make normal people scream, and Apollos had the same reaction at the beginning. He even wanted to cover his ears and run quickly through this corridor, but after he stepped into this corridor, his walking speed But gradually slowed down.

Inexplicably, listening to the crazy words of the mental patients on both sides, he actually felt some peace at this moment.

Since he was on vacation, the increasingly serious sense of fear actually slowly relaxed at this moment, so that he instinctively wanted to spend more time in this corridor, so his walking speed became slower and slower instead, and He began to listen carefully to the words of the worst lunatics.

At this moment, Apollos once again thought of the Cthulhu series of books. The old gods and outer gods in it are enough to distort the soul and spirit of human beings. Some pictures, some characters, and some words can be created. Being a lunatic, he suddenly felt that he had become like this at this moment, because he felt that the words of these mental patients who didn't know their meaning could actually give him peace?

(I might really be on the verge of becoming psychotic, why? What did I do?)

Thinking about all this, Apollos should have felt terrified logically, but after listening to these words, his heart gradually calmed down, and this contrast made him feel so uncomfortable that he wanted to vomit.

"one two three four five six seven eight nine……"

"Rabbits are so cute, they lift their ears and cut arteries..."

"One plus one is indeed equal to two, so what the hell are the two extra apples in my hand!!!"

"I proved that the mass-energy equation is correct, absolutely absolutely correct..."

Listening to these illogical words, Apollos was not the wailing sound of normal people communicating, but inexplicably, he understood the meaning of these words, and then, he heard a sentence, and a sudden rush to the door Hit the sound.

"God, hahaha, you're finally here. Sure enough, this place is the safest place. You didn't lie to me. Then what's the next step? What are you going to do next?"

The moment he heard the sound, Apollos felt a bang in his head, and his whole body trembled, as if he was going to faint at any time, but he stood still in the next moment, and then continued without turning his head. Walking forward, as if nothing has changed, only the voice behind him seems to be howling.

"Don't go, don't go, take me with you..."

"I have done meritorious service for the collective, I have shed blood for the collective, I want to leave, I want to leave..."

The sound became more and more miserable, and Apollos continued to walk forward steadily. Gradually, the sound disappeared, and he heard a "normal" wailing sound in front of him.

(End of this chapter)