Prehistoric Calendar

Chapter 1076, I will not stop...
The world in Hao's eyes has really been completely separated from others.

As he continues to use the Haotian Mirror, there is no difference in color in his vision, and the whole world is gray, no, not even gray, all colors have been stripped from his world, and at the same time Hao is basically Confirmation, things like people, or the existence of life, are really extremely complicated things. Not only will emotional feedback be determined based on experience, memory, hormones in the body, etc., but it will even be based on perception. Decide.

With the loss of color, Hao is in a state of lack of emotion every day, similar to a certain case he has heard, it seems to be the kind called depression, he did not understand this disease before, it is said They don't want to do anything, they don't even want to live. In Hao's view, this is completely nonsense. People have to live, right?It's not like you don't even want to live, right?How could there be such an absurd thing.

But now Hao knows, there really is such a thing as depression, there are really people who are unwilling to do anything, even to live, no, rather than unwillingness, it is more appropriate to say that it doesn’t matter, what do they It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter whether they are alive or not, they have lost interest in everything. In fact, they have no problem with their minds, they can think, and they know that something is wrong with them, but they can't control this state of being uninterested in everything .

Hao is similar to this, but his situation is much more complicated. He is deprived of various things by the distorted state. As the number of times and time he uses the Haotian Mirror continues, the more things he is deprived of, So far, he has been deprived of almost all the concepts of color, and at the same time, he has been deprived of the concept of color in his memory. At the same time, he has been deprived of the concepts of cold and heat, part of the concept of pain, and most of the taste. concept.

In fact, Hao is not sure whether he has been deprived of the concept of emotion, because this is a kind of self-isolated evidence, as long as his concept is deleted, then he can only confirm himself from the perspective of a third party. However, when it comes to the level of emotional idealism, how can others know how his feelings are?
Every day, Hao will recall his past in the palace in his mind, especially the past with Ai Yi, every bit and every drop, even if the heartache is so painful that it cannot be added, all will be recalled, because compared to this pain, he is more Afraid that his memory and his past would be deprived of this distorted state, this is simply a more terrifying thing than killing him, he doesn't want...he absolutely must not forget Ai, forget that past!

After sleeping for this period of time, Hao explored the information in this distorted state, and made a summary of this distorted state. At present, he has drawn several conclusions about this distorted state.

First, the distorted state will present "real" vision. This kind of vision is not real vision in the sense of magic. I saw a yacon fruit growing on a snow-capped mountain. This fruit is crystal clear in the eyes of others, and its water is very beautiful, but in Hao’s eyes, this yacon fruit presents some philosophy and spirituality. From a logical concept, first of all, it carries the mischievousness of life, secondly, it is cold and stubborn, and then there is the rotten breath from birth to the end. Although it is very light, this rotten breath is like the most unpleasant smell, even if it is just a Every little bit makes Hao stay away, and this is the taste that every life carries, including himself. The distorted state will make everything appear real in this way, which should not be seen by life visual state.

Second, the distorted state will deprive the holder of will, memory, reason, concepts, etc. These things, for example, Hao now doesn’t know whether he has many memories or details have been erased. Now he can only recall every day, keep a diary, and compare with ordinary people to confirm his lack. He even suspects that some of his One day everything will be erased, including his own existence. At that time, I am afraid that there will be no trace of his existence in this world, including the past, present, and future. None of the memories will exist, that is real annihilation, an extermination from the root that is even more exaggerated than death.

Third, in the distorted state, some things will appear and disappear out of thin air, which does not pay attention to logic, science, or magic at all. For example, Hao often appears strangely somewhere in the body, such as eyes, mouth, and Ears, or some incredible organs, or unspeakable organs, these organs will appear out of thin air, and then disappear out of thin air, even Hao doesn't know what organs he should have, and what organs he shouldn't have. Now he is Isn't he still the original him, or this kind of him who disappears and reappears organs is the real him?Moreover, the manifestation and disappearance of this distorted state is not limited to himself. When he woke up one morning, he held an apple in his hand, and then the apple disappeared without knowing it. It's gone, it's just an apple, the most frightening one was when he was half asleep, he touched a hard object in his hand, opened his eyes, and saw a 23-hedron, a structure that shouldn't be in a three-dimensional space at all. What was shown, and as he saw this 23-hedron, almost in an instant, everything in him began to collapse, from the physical body, to memory, to cognition, everything began to collapse, and he disappeared at this moment , and then after he woke up, the 23-hedron had disappeared, and he, who should not have existed, appeared intact, as if everything before was a dream, but Hao knew it was not a dream, because he obtained part of the 23-hedron Knowledge, very weird, indescribable knowledge, is simply not like what should be in this world.

Finally, the distorted state will confuse his time, which literally confuses time. Inadvertently, maybe hours have passed around him, or he may feel that most of the day has passed, but in fact even a few minutes None, the most strange thing is that the people around did not change their speed because of this, Hao did not feel like watching slow motion or fast motion, the time he experienced seemed to be constant, so Hao did not I don't know if his time has really increased, or some kind of perception illusion in his distorted state. If it is real, why the people around him have not changed at all. If it is just a perception illusion, why are there several times When it was extended, did he really do something that could only be done after a long enough extension?
These are the conditions of the distorted state that Hao summed up, and today, he discovered another characteristic of the distorted state, which is the ability to "see" fate.

Just today, he "saw" the fate of their team. At the beginning of the fate, a superhuman from all races discovered their traces, and then a strong spirit descended. This strong spirit possessed a great magical power, It is stored by the existence of the peak level of ordinary saints, and its power is very huge. The most important thing is that after this great magic is used, the saints will temporarily focus their attention on this place.

As a result, different branches of fate unfolded. Hao tried to use tactics to divert the sight of this spiritual position and lead it to other places. The future of this fate will increase the luck of their small team. In the mountains, bad luck turns into good luck, and it happens to be the only valley plain in the mountains. There is geothermal heat rising here, and the surrounding high mountains form a barrier to block the cold wind. There are lakes melted by mountain snow, and the land is fertile with volcanic ash. In addition, it is far away from the outside world, and there are no troubles from thousands of peoples. The team can recuperate here.

In this fate, they recuperated for decades. During this period, Hao also personally led the team to leave the mountain several times. Each time, he secretly brought in human beings from the outside world, or the lost companions in the great transfer. The number is small, or they are indigenous primitive humans. After decades, there will be a population of nearly one million. Hao also borrowed the successful experience of the forbidden area before, and slowly began to climb the technology, especially using Yang Lie's warrior model as a template , made a simplified mecha, and also made a simplified version of the jump device.

Luck slowly increased, and with the end of the eternal night, this luck was not covered by thousands of races, so it was exposed between heaven and earth, and the Holy Throne descended directly, completely razing this valley to the ground, and Hao also died here ...

The wheel of fate is starting again, this time Hao has tried everything, even if his current physique has been destroyed by distortion and will no longer be as strong as before, but he still relies on the strength of Haotian Jing and the team, Zhi, Yang Lie, the foot man They fought desperately to kill this Soul Myriad Clan, and avoided that great magic trick, but because of this they also exposed his whereabouts, even in the eternal night, the holy place, the high-level holy place, the innate saint The position, as well as the old gods of the past, all descended, each of them wanted to capture him alive, in order to take out all the secrets and legacy of the great lord, so a great war broke out in these [-] mountains, and the entire infinite mountain range was smashed into pieces. In the lowland plain, Hao and his team also died here...

At the beginning of the reenactment of the wheel of fortune, Hao neither killed the ten-thousand-race spiritual position, nor revealed his whereabouts, and even forced the people not to enter the valley, but the accumulation of luck could not be shifted by his will, and the team avoided it. Danger, there will be luck coming, even if Hao Zhongtu has been deliberately avoiding those blessings, opportunities, and blessed places, but this luck is still so messy, in the third year of wandering in the wild, there are several people in the team Babies with great luck come, and all of them are talented. They can walk in [-] days and speak in [-] days. But with their birth, a catastrophe befalls the team, and the last one dies. In the disaster, even the foot boys died so much that they lost the number of resurrections. In the end, only Hao was left hiding with these children, and Hao also died in the pursuit of thousands of people. He didn't see what happened to the child...

The wheel of fortune begins again, the wheel of fate begins again, the wheel of fortune begins...

People around were surprised to see Hao's hair change from black to gray, from gray to white, and then from white to black again, and his image also changed from young to old, to old, and then regained youth again, as if in a blink of an eye he was It's been a few rounds like that.

After a long time, Hao's state stabilized, his eyes were still dull, his face was expressionless, he just silently looked at the people in front of him, and then he said to Zhi: "Zhi, it's time..."

Zhi was stunned for a moment, then he smiled in relief and said, "Really? I just didn't expect it to happen so soon."

"...You can go back on your word. If you go by the foot man, you can die a few more times at most, and you can also make sacrifices to offset this part of luck. Although you are one of the few people in the team with cyan-quality luck, you are not Irreplaceable..." Hao lowered his eyes, and he said indifferently, but there was a hint of inexplicability in this indifference, as if regretting, as if nostalgic, as if he couldn't bear the end of this banquet...

"No, after you told me the truth before, I have already made this decision, and I have clearly told you my answer."

Zhi turned around and walked towards the big team. As he walked, he said, "That's enough. No matter how strong a person is, his heart is as hard as steel. Under the despair of everything gone and everything shattered, he will probably be devastated." , God, your spirit has crossed the category of human beings, I can't do it... I'm not afraid to tell you, you can also laugh at my weakness, I can see my wife every day as long as I close my eyes, I They smiled at me in the wine shop, and then Wanzu came, I can't forget, how old is my youngest child, he died in my arms at the last step..."

Zhi’s voice sounded like weeping and laughing, and he was crazy. Suddenly, he turned to look at Hao, and then bowed deeply to Hao: “I can’t stop your decision and actions, but I also want to tell you, God , you walked a dead end that was so difficult that you could not see any hope. You will walk on the edge of hell over and over again, pushing your companions, your partners, your comrades-in-arms, and even your relatives and lovers over and over again. Enter this hell, until their bones fill the pit of hell, you can step on their bones to the sky... You will be struggling with slander, incomprehension, and resentment, and you will never have the right Your most sincere feelings, even if this is the case, will you still go on forever?"

Hao stared at Zhi with blank eyes. For a long time, he recalled all the memories of the past in Hao's mind, Mu's, Li's, his partners', Ziya's, the great lord's, and... Aiyi's. , They all looked at the beautiful human city and smiled, everyone smiled so brightly, and that human city is the most glorious and beautiful place, a collection of all goodness and beauty, he especially remembered that Prime Minister Ziya looked at the forbidden place He especially remembered the time when he admired the flowers, he especially remembered the day he married Ai Yi, he especially remembered the great lord standing in mid-air, smiling at this peaceful and prosperous forbidden place...

"I... Once I stop, the sacrifices of my companions, the great lord, Ziya, Ai, and the others will all be in vain. I will not stop my steps, even if I walk in the sea of ​​hell, I also want to keep going, as long as I don't stop, the will of my partners will always be alive, so..."

Zhi smiled, looked around, and suddenly grabbed a handful of snow directly from the ground, then clasped his fists at Hao and said, "I have brewed a lot of fine wine, but there is no wine at this time, what a pity, God , No, you should call your tribe by name. I remember when you first brewed fine wine, you mentioned by chance that your patriarch grandpa once named you, which is a combination of your name and clan name, but You want to change the name after finding the human city, now is the time, Hao, the human city is not destroyed, you are a hero, and this sacrifice includes yourself, I have a hunch, one day, you will put your Put yourself on the weight of the scale, and press it heavily as the last hole card, so, you... are the human city!"

"There is no wine at this time, just use snow instead of wine, Hao, go on, never stop, I am a coward, this is my limit, I am eager to see my wife and my wife soon Son, please forgive me for not being able to accompany you to the end, but if there is a spirit in the sky, I will definitely stand behind you, no, stand at your feet, turn into bones and stand on tiptoe of your dream, human city, Hao... Must not stop!"

Zhi drank the wind and snow in one gulp, then he laughed loudly, turned around and walked towards the team, then he pointed to the soldiers and civilians in the team who were most dissatisfied with Hao, and then called a few footmen, and then Turn around and walk to the rear of the team.

Hao watched obsessively, and waited until Zhi led everyone into the wind and snow, he grabbed a handful of wind and snow from the ground, and drank it in one gulp, the taste was like shochu, and his throat hurt...

"Farewell, Zhi."

"From today onwards, I am no longer Tian, ​​my name is Hao, and I... am Human City!"

(End of this chapter)