infinite blood core

Chapter 208 I am a monster! ! !

The stand-in boy stared at everyone: "I don't need to say more about the current situation, in fact, everyone knows it in their hearts."

"Holding unrealistic fantasies and hoping Jisha and Zhenjin will save you, this possibility is too small."

Everyone was still on guard, but their eyes flickered, showing slight hesitation.

When the young ones talked about their hearts, Jisha spent a short time with them, and her performance became more and more unbearable.Jisha has a strong desire to possess artifacts and is very unreliable.

But at this time, Jisha's smile came from the fourth floor: "Hehehe, substitute, if you want to rush up to die alone, that's fine. Do you still want to convince them to come with you to die? You are all about the situation. Guessing, so you can't be sure. You just want to bully them and let them share the risk for you?"

"Don't be fooled, everyone! Lightning disorder will kill you. Even if you charge up, are you going to kill me and Jin Jin? Kill a priest and a Templar? You are fighting for the Empire. Enemy. Even if you win and survive, you will be wanted by the Shengming Empire. From now on, you will only be able to live in fear and fear. Once you are caught, you will be punished by a more cruel punishment than hanging!"

Of course Jisha wouldn't sit back and watch the young man incite others. His words made everyone hesitant even more.

The stand-in boy looked at Zong Ge, he needed support, and Zong Ge was obviously the most prestigious among them.

But at this time, the orc frowned and said nothing.

Zhen Jin laughed and laughed, "Substitute, do you still think it's me? You are not a Templar at all, nor a noble at all, you have vile blood flowing in your body, why do you let them follow you? You are just a A stand-in, a tool. You actually want to respond to all calls and lead a group of people to deal with us? Did the lightning just make you stupid?"

Zhu Jin imitated Jisha, and after mocking the young man, he continued to shout to others: "He just wants to use you. He can survive under lightning, how about you? You can't be deceived any more!"

"I swear by the honor of the nobles, you can all be saved!"

"Trust me, I'm a Templar, and he's just a stand-in, deceiving you all the time!!"

The crowd stirred.

The substitute boy sighed in his heart.

Zidi once said on the fourth floor that her understanding of the situation was not wrong at all.When the needle gold exposed his identity, the loss was huge.People will not trust Zhu Jin, and they are more wary of substitutes.Now their eyes are flickering when they look at the substitute boy, and they all suspect that he has ulterior motives.

"You've been deceiving us in the past time together. Who are you?"

"What exactly do you want?"

Zong Ge finally spoke, his brows were deeply wrinkled, and his voice was low.

The crowd fell silent, all waiting for the boy's answer.

They used to be obedient and even fanatical toward the young man, but now their faces are indifferent and suspicious.

The boy took a deep breath.

He still looks like needle gold, blond and blue-eyed, and looks handsome.But he was very embarrassed. He was injured, bloodstained, and struck by lightning. There were many dark spots on his clothes and skin.

"Jiasha, Zhenjin and the others are right." The boy said the first sentence.

Everyone almost thought they heard it wrong.

But the boy repeated: "What they said is not wrong at all."

In a low, slightly hoarse, but frank manner, he slowly said:

"I'm not needle gold."

"I'm not a genius either."

"I have no noble blood in me."

"I'm not a Templar."

"I had a beautiful woman by my side, and I thought she was my fiancee. But she wasn't, she was essentially a conspirator."

"I'm not your leader either. Because I'm not qualified to lead you."

The crowd is quieter.

If the teenager denies or avoids these facts, he will get more suspicion and guard.

But now, people are starting to listen carefully to what he has to say.

The teenager then showed a bitter smile: "Who am I? I used to ask myself this question constantly."

"However, until now, I can't answer myself at all."

"My original memory has been erased, and my current memory has been instilled by others, and it is still incomplete."

"You all know your names."

"I'm not as good as you, because I don't even know my own name."

The boy's sad tone made everyone stare at him.

"Even my own appearance is someone else's. I should have been modulated and transformed by the war monger."

"Actually, as you can see, I'm a lycanthrope, at best a rather special lycanthrope."

Having said that, the substitute boy paused, took a deep breath, and seemed to be gathering courage.

"I'm a gun scorpion."

As he spoke, he stimulated the demon core in his heart, red light poured out, and a dark golden hard scorpion shell mutated.

At night in the desert, the gun scorpion boy was eating golden granite, and his heart jumped: "It's delicious, delicious!"

The sudden change made everyone exclaim, and most of them took a big step back.

"I am an acid green lizard."

In the forest, the green lizard boy practiced his tail flick.As a result, the injury caused pain in the buttocks and coccyx the next day.

The young man suddenly changed his tail, everyone exclaimed again, and many people couldn't help but take a step back.

"I'm still a manta monkey."

The boy grew bat wings and bat ears.

That night, the moon was shining like water.For the first time, the manta monkey heard countless wonderful sounds and felt the profound and moving beauty of nature!
Everyone was continuously frightened, the exclamations became smaller, more people stopped in place, and few people subconsciously retreated.

"I'm a monkey-tailed brown bear."

The boy spread his hands, and everyone saw the red light surging and disappearing, and then the boy's hands became the sharp claws of the monkey-tailed brown bear.

Many late nights, the brown bear boy hummed and worked hard in the cave.

People did not retreat, fear and tension were reduced a lot, and there was a sense of surprise.

Cang Xu looked at the pair of bear claws, and seemed to have thought of a certain problem, and fell into deep thought.

"I'm a blade spider."

The boy turned into a sharp blade.

In the forest, the spider boy was in distress: "It seems that weaving webs for spiders also requires hard work!"

"My God. This is the truth!" Someone whispered, and he recognized it. This is the sword that is more and more commonly used in the fight between teenagers and monsters.

"I'm still a flying squirrel, able to discharge."

Electric light began to linger on the blade that the boy had mutated.

In order to be able to discharge electricity, he practiced hard for a long time, not hesitate to catch flying squirrels, endure electric shocks and try to find the trick to discharge.

"That's right, I'm a beast, and even a monster." The boy's expression was extremely heavy. At this moment, he felt as if he was naked in a world of ice and snow.

Just as he thought, people looked at him with intense panic, rejection, and wanted to stay away.

But it was also different from what he thought. In addition to the emotions of panic, rejection, and avoidance, there were many other emotions, which complicated the expressions of many people.

There was no sound coming from the fourth floor.

Jisha was also the first time he saw such a change in the boy, and he was very surprised.

The monster boy continued: "Although I am a beast and a monster, I want to be a knight, so I have always used the criteria of a knight to demand myself."

"I want to be a favored person, so I kept praying, but Emperor Shengming never responded to me."

"I want to be a nobleman, the sole heir of a big family. So I've been pushing myself to work hard to revitalize the family."

"I want to be a leader, so I try to charge forward and do justice with all my heart."

"How I wish I was!"

"I almost thought I was."

"but I am not."

"The memories that pop up in my mind belong to someone else."

"My name belongs to someone else."

"My fiancee belongs to someone else too."

"Waking up from my island, I'm living in a lie."

The young man smiled bitterly: "Do you know how shocked I was when I first became a beast!"

"I suspected that this was the awakening of the blood, and I also suspected that I had taken some kind of transformation medicine by mistake."

"When I found out step by step that I could become more and more, I was tormented."

"Fear, doubt, hesitation... I asked myself, why am I like this?"

"I don't want Zidi to worry, and I don't dare to tell the truth."

"How I wish it was a nightmare, but they really happened to me. I wanted to forget, but couldn't, because the harsh environment always forced me to use this ability."

"Gradually, I discovered that they were a part of my body, a part of me. I hated and avoided them, and I hated and hated myself."

"I sympathize with the big man because in him I see myself."

"When my companions become mad, I am most afraid. I am especially afraid that one day in the future, I will lose my mind, become wild, and kill the people around me."

The young man looked at Zong Ge and said honestly, "Someone just said that I lied to you, yes, I lied to you. If it is possible, I want to lie to you for the rest of my life. If it is possible, I am willing to deceive myself. ."

"Because I don't want to be a monster! I don't want to be a lycanthrope, a stand-in, a tool! I don't want to be excluded, I don't want to be hated, I don't want to be discriminated against."

Everyone was moved.

The teenager lowered his head, looked at his hands, and smiled bitterly: "Actually, there are many flaws along the way, but why did I only realize it now?"

"Because I want to lie to myself even more."

"I wanted to deceive myself that I was a noble knight with fine armor and a tall white horse."

"I want to deceive myself that I'm a nobleman. I have my own castle, a summer manor. And a beautiful and rich fiancée."

"I want to deceive myself that I have been favored and appreciated by the gods, and I want to prove that I have a firm belief."

"I failed."

"As you can see, I'm not."

"I am nothing!"

"I can only tell myself now: Hey, you idiot, don't lie to yourself, throw away your ridiculous, pitiful and unrealistic fantasies, you are not! Recognize the reality, you are not even an ordinary person, you are a transformed beast Human, a monster."

Speaking of this, the boy's eyes were obviously red.

This is his true expression.

The crowd was silent.

Everyone looked at the boy silently.

The alertness on their faces vanished, and the vigilant look faded away.

"Haha, you are very self-aware, stand-in." Zhen Jin's mockery came from the fourth floor.

People frowned suddenly, and many showed disgust.

But then, the boy's voice suddenly rose, and the conversation changed: "Although I am nothing, can I not even think about it?"

"I can't do it if I'm not,"

"I'm not, can't I try?"

Heart shakes.

"Hmph, wishful thinking." Jiasha was extremely displeased and reprimanded, "When a person is born, his identity and status are determined. You have to recognize the reality and keep yourself in order in order to obtain your own happiness. Instead, you are driven by greed and desire. , coveting something that does not belong to you, will inevitably end in a bleak and bleak end. This is your greatest original sin, and your belief in this is the root cause of social unrest. How can you have the face to say such a thing? Maybe you can still get redemption and peace by confessing your guilt now. forgive!"

Everyone frowned deeper.

The substitute ignored Jiasha and continued: "If there is a chance, I want to be a knight, I want to be a noble, I want to be a favored person. I want all of these, don't tell me, you don't want to!"

Everyone was shocked.

"If you don't want to, what are you going to do on the wild continent?! Travel long distances, cross the ocean, take huge risks, and go to a place full of war risks?!"

"I'm a monster, I'm rejected, but what about you? Haven't you been rejected? Haven't you been spurned, disgusted? Haven't you been crushed by the powerful? Haven't been deceived by life? Haven't been deceived by your ideals , Have your dreams tortured you?!"

The young man suddenly asked a series of extremely fast questions, making the audience silent.

The teenager took a deep breath, his tone softened, and his eyes were deep and authentic: "We are actually the same kind of people."

"We were born ordinary." The boy looked at Bai Ya.

Bai Ya's face was red and excited.

"We are rejected and disgusted by others." The teenager looked at the big man.

The big man's eyelids trembled slightly.

"We were betrayed by our relatives." The boy looked at Cang Xu.

The old scholar narrowed his eyes.

"We never get fair treatment." The boy looked at the orc.

The half-orc's breathing had grown heavy.

"We have also committed crimes, so serious that we can't forgive ourselves." The teenager looked at Spirulina.

Since the boy woke up and stood up, Spirulina has been half-kneeling on the ground, looking up at him at the moment.

"We were spurned, exiled, wanted, mocked. So what?"

"Shouldn't we think about it?"

"Shouldn't we do it?"

"The reality has made us so miserable, life is so bad that we can't bear it, we can only get better if we think about it."

The boy looked around at everyone in front of him.

"In fact, we've been trying."

"We fell to this island together, we fought side by side. We hunted for food and water, we were poisoned. We struggled in the desert, hunted by beasts, we fought back the army of monsters in the camp, we traveled long distances , gather supplies along the way, we build new ships in small valleys, we set sail to break through difficult obstacles in the alchemy factory."

The teenager paced in front of the crowd, recounting his experiences from this period of time.

"What are we doing?" The boy opened his arms and asked again.

"We want to live."

"But it's not enough!"

"Far from enough."

"We still want to live better!"

"I've always thought this way, I don't believe you don't want to!"

"Shut up, shut up. You devil, you are deceiving people, you are so rebellious. Your sins are too great, and if you make mistakes like this, you will not be redeemed!" The words made him extremely angry.

The boy smiled slightly: "Devil? Yes, I am!"

He patted his chest and boldly admitted.

Then, he pointed at the crowd in front of him and said loudly, "But it's not just me. Each of us is a devil and a beast!"

"We want to live, to live well, to have plenty of food and water, to have the status and glory of being a superior person, to have artifacts, and to have monstrous merits. So, you too, my priest!"

In an instant, Jisha's pupils shrank suddenly.

The teenager shouted: "On this island, we are lost, we are sleepy, we are hunted and killed like dead dogs. We are so tired that we collapse, only for the hope of a new ship. Countless rainy nights, we Let's pray together that it will be sunny tomorrow."

He then stomped his feet and pointed to the ground.

"This is the mysterious island of the War Trader. There are not only man-made magical beasts, but also devils and monsters."

"We seem to have lost our way in our lives, but in fact, we always know in our hearts how we need to move forward."

"Everyone, listen to your inner voice!" The young man patted his chest excitedly, "What do you want? Are you here to die obediently? Do you want to surrender? To trust such a priest? Like a dog Wagging your tail, begging him to give you a chance to live? Then, he swallows all the credit, just like the owner eats all the meat and throws the bones to the dog, will you eat it?"

"Bone, big men don't eat bones, big men eat meat." The big man opened his eyes in a daze, he was woken up, he saw the boy and others, but he didn't react for a while.

"I'm not qualified to lead you. But I want you to listen carefully to your inner voice. What do you really want?"

"Do you bow your head and stop, or stand up and resist?"

The crowd was dead silent.

But this stillness was different from before.

As long as you listen carefully, you can hear people's thumping heartbeats and heavy breathing.

"Dad, you're still alive!" the big man shouted, and he stood up in ecstasy, but because of the dizziness of his movements, he couldn't stand still, and he half-knelt on the ground again.

The stand-in smiled at him, then looked at the crowd again.

He didn't speak any more.

He is waiting.

then……

He's been waiting!

"Master, no matter who you are, you have always been my master!" Lan Zao shouted, standing up.

"You saved my life, too many times. I am willing to follow you, my lord." Bai Ya said loudly.

"You are more suitable for knight and noble status than needle gold, I always think so." Cangsu said leisurely, wiping his lenses.

"You are a hero, our hero." Mu Ban took out the burst crossbow, and the people around him moved a few steps, subconsciously staying away from him.

Zong Ge took a deep breath, took a step forward, stared at the monster boy, and said solemnly: "This is the most moving speech I've ever heard before. Let's fight together again..."

The big man stood up, and Zong Ge came up, followed by San Dao.

Cyanobacteria, Cangbeards, White Buds...

All gathered together.

Reunited with the young man.

And this time.

The boy is no longer a needle gold, no longer a Templar, no longer a nobleman, no longer a favored one.

But... a monster!

(End of this chapter)