the only savior

Chapter 181 The whole world can only see you
The girl's eyes were closed tightly, and tears kept falling on Zhang Xiaoman's body.

For a person who has been blind for more than a year, just such a little light has already satisfied her heart.

All of a sudden, those past events that had been sealed in the bottom of my heart all surfaced in Lin Sisi's mind one by one.

That nightmarish car accident, the departure of her parents, her own life, dreams, and everything she once had had all vanished into thin air.

The pride and indifference in the past, just like the clown who laughed at herself all the time, turned into sharp knives, piercing her heart all the time.

In this year full of darkness and loneliness, Lin Sisi's personality has never changed from the past. From the once confident girl who always strives for the first place in everything, she has become timid, cowardly, and prone to blush. little girl.

No one can imagine what it means to lose everything for a normal person, and how horrible it is to live with only darkness and loneliness for more than a year.

There were even many times when she thought that it would be better to just leave this world and end all the pain.

But when the cold blade touched her wrist, she finally became timid.Having experienced death once, she is afraid of real death, the kind of coldness, coldness, loneliness, and despair that can swallow up all the courage and hope in this world.

Lin Sisi didn't commit suicide, she didn't dare to face that horror, so she could only choose to be strong.

In more than a year of her blind career, she went from collapsing and crying at the beginning to becoming numb and persistent.

She didn't know how many tears flowed in those corners where no one was there.

Because she was unwilling to mingle with others, she couldn't even hear sympathy and ridicule, and all that accompanied her was endless darkness.

However, in this darkness, a man's figure suddenly appeared. This figure not only approached her life, but also saved her life.

Until now, this man has even appeared in front of her eyes. In this gray world, only he is so eye-catching.

The girl's emotions that had been suppressed for more than a year erupted immediately, and all the sadness and grievances turned into tears at this moment, scattered on that figure.

Zhang Xiaoman looked at the crying hysterical little girl in front of him, and was a little dazed for a moment, he raised his hands and didn't know where to put them, feeling very embarrassed.

Zhang Xiaoman feels that his deception skills have always been very powerful, which is inherited from his genes.

For example, Pei Liuye, who has been a fortune-teller for half his life, and his mother, who has a doctorate in public relations, are all closely related to Huyou.

And he himself will also become the Lord of Stars who fools the world, and establish a powerful organization against alien species.

However, the ability to flicker is inherited, but some emotional things are not enough. After all, it is not without reason that the mother and fetus have been single for 25 years.

If it were any veteran in love, they might already be discussing what their children's names will be in the future.

Gently putting his hand on the girl's back, Zhang Xiaoman didn't know what to say for a while, so he could only pat her and say some comforting words without nutrition.

……

After a while, Lin Sisi's tears finally stopped.

After such a vent of emotions, the whole person will become much more relaxed.

"Yes, sorry..."

The girl blushed and said in a low voice, with her head down, she didn't know how to face this man, and she herself was just in love.

Touching the skirt of his clothes that was wet from crying, Zhang Xiaoman smiled helplessly: "It's okay, it's fine to cry about some things, and it will be even more uncomfortable to suppress it in your heart."

The room returned to calm again, and the dog outside who had been listening curiously with its ears up went back to the kennel again.

After a ten-minute buffer period, Lin Sisi finally calmed down, Zhang Xiaoman looked at the time, and then revealed another purpose of this visit.

"Brother Xiaoman, do you want to learn to draw?"

The girl looked at Zhang Xiaoman curiously, and now with the blessing of spirit detection, she was able to correctly capture the latter's position.

"Yes, there are some things on the formation that require me to draw the formation through painting, and I must use a brush, so I want to come to you for advice on drawing skills, and borrow some painting tools by the way .”

Lin Sisi readily agreed, and she immediately invited Zhang Xiaoman to come to her studio, which was the previous room.

After listening to the other party explain some basic drawing skills, Zhang Xiaoman took a piece of drawing paper and began to try to draw the logo of the Star Alliance.

The paintbrush in his hand is also made of soft hair, and it doesn't seem to be much different from a brush—it's something that he can't control anyway.

Thinking back to some of the essentials that Lin Sisi had just said, Zhang Xiaoman wrote down the pen slowly, and with a swing of his arm, a crooked "circle" just appeared on the paper.

"This……"

Zhang Xiaoman's eyes froze, and the corners of his mouth twitched involuntarily.

"It's okay, the circle at the beginning is the most difficult to draw, it just needs more practice."

Lin Sisi was comforting beside her.

Then, according to the method she taught, Zhang Xiaoman first drew a cross auxiliary line, and then drew a circle through the four points on the side.

however……

"Wait, why does this look like a square to me... No, it looks like a rectangle!"

Lin Sisi burst out laughing upon hearing this.

"That must be because your auxiliary line is drawn crookedly."

Zhang Xiaoman couldn't help but feel a little ashamed, painting is really not something that a layman can play with.

……

after an hour.

Looking at the drawing paper in his hand that was covered with crooked circles, Zhang Xiaoman felt a little bit crazy, the Spiritual Enlightenment Formation hadn't even started yet, and the round edge on the outside alone got him stuck.

"This is too difficult..."

Depressedly, he put down his paintbrush and rubbed his sore wrist. For some reason, he suddenly remembered a story he had read.

"I don't know that the big guy who is suspected to be a time traveler has been painting eggs for several years..."

He muttered softly, but saw Lin Sisi fumbled for a while, picked up the paintbrush on the table, and lightly turned her wrist on a piece of paper - she didn't even see her arm move - a woman who looked extremely The standard circle just appeared in the middle of the crooked four images.

"I'll go! Are you drawing it now?"

Zhang Xiaoman looked at this scene in surprise, his mouth opened wide.

"This...it's nothing, I just draw a lot and I'm familiar with it...you can do it with more practice."

Lin Sisi blushed and whispered.

Looking at the symbolic circle in front of him, Zhang Xiaoman couldn't help sighing:
"If I have one-tenth of your level, I don't have to worry about it. You are so powerful, or I just ask you to help me draw this magic circle..."

(End of this chapter)