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Chapter 964 Chapter 960 "There are loquat trees in the courtyard."

Until Zu Li spoke first:
"You have to grow up to be a person you can be proud of."

Lin Yuzi's lips changed from pale to rosy, and even bright red.

Lipstick was applied to her lips, and Zurich's eyelashes were very close to her.The exhaled breath hit her face.

"You will grow up to be a free man."

The bright red color smeared her lips, so that the lips would no longer lose their color.

"Shout out to Shiratori, you've grown into a fine person..."

Su Lixian's fingers began to tremble. Gradually, her singing became lower and lower, and her eyes became darker and darker...

"pat".

Lipstick fell to the ground.

A long streak of bright red was drawn from Lin Yuzi's lips to the side of her cheek.

"Boom."

The glass bottle fell to the ground with a crisp sound, and the light of the starry sky still flows in it, condensing the long history of mankind.

Lin Yuzi didn't pick it up, she bent down, trembling and crying silently.The tightly clenched fist pressed against his throat, as if it could suppress the grief and anger overflowing his whole body.

……

Su Lixian has been in a coma for several days since then, and even when he was awake on the way, he refused to feed Lin Yuzi.She wanted to leave the remaining food to Lin Yuzi, so that Lin Yuzi could finally take out the special medicine.

She even proposed that after her death, Lin Yuzi could eat her body.

During the No.14 day in the cave, both of them seemed to have a premonition.Lin Yuzi hugged Su Li and sat under a ray of sunlight, listening to her faint panting, which became smaller and smaller.

Su Lixian was unable to speak, so Lin Yuzi finally asked.

Regret?
Su Li moved his fingers slightly, writing slowly on Lin Yuzi's palm.

--Do not.

Lin Yuzi asked.

Li Xian, if you had the chance to do it all over again, would you take Su Shize's glass bottle?

Zurich wrote first.

--meeting.

Lin Yuzi asked again.

Do you want to say something to the family that I can take out for you?
Zu Lixian moved her fingers with difficulty, and she couldn't write too long sentences.She could only write short, concise sentences.

Lin Yuzi felt itchy when she moved her fingers slightly. Su Lixian's handwriting was very heavy.

——Wen, Sheng.

— Mom, Mom, love, you.

Lin Yuzi felt as if she was falling.

Falling in this cruel and glorious battle of civilizations, falling in this vast and insignificant human love.

She choked up her voice and said tremblingly.

Li Xian, you will always be my best friend.I love you too.

Zu Lixian seemed to be smiling.

Her facial muscles were so stiff it was hard to tell if she was smiling or not.But Lin Yuzi felt that Su Lixian must be smiling, and the smile must be beautiful, even if she couldn't see it.

With a slight movement of her finger, Lin Yuzi got the answer.

Love.

The first word is written lightly and slowly.

Love.

Then, the same second word was written faster.

Love.

Finally, the third word is written very quickly.

Su Li first wrote three "love" in her palm.

Love - the answer to all questions.

Regret?
——Because of love, there is no regret.

Li Xian, if you had the chance to do it all over again, would you take Su Shize's glass bottle?

——Because of love, I will accept it.

Do you want to say something to the family that I can take out for you?
——I want to dedicate all complicated and trivial words to "love".

I love you.

So everything was answered.

The most famous occultist in the world has completely closed her eyes, and the last trace she left in the world is three "loves".

Her doctor's best friend hugged her tightly, and the lipstick on her lips brushed her cheeks, as if a bright flame was burning around their eye sockets.

"Love……"

Only repeated choked sobs echoed in the empty cave, and there was only one life left in the cave.

At this moment, Lin Yuzi finally understood why Su Lixian looked at her before.

At that moment, the moment when roses were mentioned, the most famous mystic in the world was not thinking about the bright future of the future, nor his own life.

She said that if she wants to live, what she pities is not her own life, but Lin Yuzi's life.

——If Su Li died here first, Lin Yuzi would be the next to take over the fire.And once he took over the fire, it meant that Lin Yuzi would also become the next "Mr. Su Li" to die.

That's why Mr. Su Li looked at Lin Yuzi like that when he was painting roses.Because she feels guilty.

Sorry to involve you in this civilized war.

Sorry for making you the next link the fire.

I'm sorry I didn't survive and you were forced to accept the same fate as me.

sorry……

I am so sorry.

"..."

A moment later, a beast-like roar came from the silent cave, which was so sad that it didn't seem like a human being.

The hot water dripped onto the ground, and Lin Yuzi seemed to have turned back into a child. According to her instinct, she hugged her best friend who was still warm, rubbing her cheeks over and over again, and her pupils were out of focus.

Her hand was close to Mr. Zu Li's heart, on the heart that was no longer beating - stay for a moment.Then he touched the glass bottle in the inner bag without hesitation.

until—

An old heart is broken.

A new Firebearer is born.

……

"Yuzi, we are admitted to the same institute! That's great."

"Yuzi, I like that guard surnamed Liu. Although he can't speak, others have persuaded me that his family conditions are too poor. But I just like him. I think that if I like someone, I can't shy away because of his financial conditions. It depends on his character. I like him very much."

"Yuzi, what do you think of the name 'Wen Sheng'? I hope that in this cold age, my child can become a person who pays attention to these words. I hope he becomes a gentle, kind, righteous and compassionate person. people."

"Yuzi, do you like roses? My lover gave me a bouquet, let's see it together."

"Yuzi, it's good to have you by my side."

"Yuzi, come and help me decide what to wear today..."

"Yuzi..."

"Yuzi..."

"..."

……

Lin Yuzi raised his head.

The blue glass bottle lay in her hand, stuck between her and Zurich's chest, it shone with a beautiful blue light.

as if--

A beautiful blue rose, Zurich's favorite.

Holding this "blue rose", in the white snow between the gaps, in the cold and silent cave, Lin Yuzi endured the weakness and hunger all over her body, and slowly showed a smile.

In the silent cave, the unfinished song of my best friend rang out.

……

"Son, boy, please don't be gone forever, please don't be gone forever."

"I can't live up to their wishes before they left, I can't help but walk into the spring..."

……

Your consciousness is ignited because you are human,
There is silence when the firewood is burned.

……

【No.48 link the fire · Yuzi Lin】

……

Lin Yuzi's life did not last long.

After being rescued by the Human Self-Saving Alliance, she quickly chose the next suitable fire spreader—Dr. Su from Daoyacheng Counseling Center.

Daoya City is her hometown.Since she was a child, she heard a secret rumor from the old people in the neighborhood, saying that Li Mingyue, the bishop of Daoya City, has the power to fight against gods.

When the oracle is issued, the gods will bypass Inaya Castle, as if it is not a place worthy of attention.But Lin Yuzi knew that if things went wrong, there must be demons.

Lin Yuzi gave the glass bottle to Dr. Su in Daoya City.Dr. Su has a clean background, often cooperates with the Human Self-Salvation Alliance, and can test Li Mingyue without any trace.

Because of the hidden wound left on the way to escape, Lin Yuzi died of illness soon.

Before she died, she came to Su Lixian's tomb with her sick body, humming folk songs.

Others put down the chrysanthemums silently and sadly, but she put down a bouquet of bright blue roses, like a strange species in the crowd.

Holding a bright red umbrella, she sang in the gray rain, with bright lipstick on her mouth.Among the mourning crowd in black and white, she is the strongest color.

After Lin Yuzi died of illness, her tomb was next to Zu Lixian.

The two tombstones stand side by side in the rain, as if a pair of close friends have been standing here for a long time.

……

People say that Ms. Su Lixian is Ms. Lin Yuzi's best friend.Ms. Lin Yuzi is Ms. Su Lixian's best friend.

The pioneers are full of regrets and bones, buried in a tumultuous spring.

……

【No.49 link the fire (fire spreader) jihe su (Su Jihe)】

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Su Mingan broke away from No.40 eight paintings.

At this moment, his lacrimal glands were sour, but he didn't shed tears. He just stared at the No.40 seven paintings and No.40 eight paintings.

In the painting, Su Li is holding a harp in his hands, lowering his eyebrows slightly, with beautiful flowers and trees behind him.The blue glass bottle lay in the inner pocket of her heart, exuding a bright halo.

Lin Yuzi in the painting is sitting in a cave, holding lipstick in her hand, as if someone outside the painting is being painted by her.She smiled with crooked eyebrows and bright lips, as if she had never been in a desperate situation.

Su Mingan seemed to see the mother with wings growing from her back, and she spread her wings and flew away from the cave.She soared freely in the wind and left death with the special medicine.And everything he saw before was just a false story, they all survived.

But he knew that the two were no longer there.What he saw was indeed the last scene before their death.The story is not perfect, the reality is not a fairy tale.

His eye sockets were slightly sore.

"Su Mingan..." Nuoer who was beside him saw Su Mingan's slightly changed expression.

"I'm fine." Su Mingan said.

He once thought that Su Li was the original mother of his mother, an irresponsible lunatic.But he found that Su Lixian was indeed a good mother.

He thought back to Su Lixian's tombstone in the picture. There were a few lines of small characters engraved under her tombstone, which should be a passage that Su Lixian thought of when he was in the research institute.

……

[Wen Sheng. 】

[If you have the opportunity to come to your mother's grave in the future, please allow your mother to say sorry to you.It is mother who chose the world and stayed away from you. 】

[When you grow up, you will definitely hate your mother.I hate why my mother didn't come back, I hate why my mother didn't call you, I hate why my mother has the time to plant flowers and draw pictures... Mom can only say to you, I'm sorry.It is your mother who cannot participate in your life. 】

【Too many people's memories are in my mother's mind, chaotic and painful.Mom kept memorizing it over and over again, so she couldn't forget your name. 】

【Mom wants all the children to grow flowers and paint in the future, instead of being forced to obliterate history and destroy all art paintings. 】

【What kind of person you want to be in the future, your mother won't tell you what to do.Mom just wants you to be happy. 】

【It doesn’t matter if you become a pianist, a security guard like your father, a researcher like your mother, a teacher, a cleaner, a doctor, an anchor, or a clerk. 】

[Mom didn't want you to become so great, so she gave birth to you. 】

【wish you happiness. 】

……

Family love can never be replaced, it is a scar... always reminding him that you have lost it, or that you never had it.

When Su Mingan recalled the passage on the tombstone, his heart felt as if he had been hit by something, and there was a dull pain in his heart.

People are not afraid of losing, but afraid of not being able to find a substitute.

He couldn't find any substitute for feelings like "maternal love".What most people have, he is forever missing.

But I think of Su Lixian's smile, the appearance of Su Lixian kissing the photo, and the "love" that she wrote in Lin Yuzi's palm when she was dying.Su Mingan felt that the gap in his heart seemed to be filled. Although there was still a big hole, it was still leaking endlessly.

In Daoya City, the dense sycamore tree outside Su Wensheng's window was transplanted by Mr. Su Li when Su Wensheng was born, and it was a joint gift from her and her husband Liu Chongping.As time passed bit by bit, the sycamore tree grew taller and taller, and it was as graceful as a cover.

It always stands there.When Su Mingan came, the plane tree outside the window was still there.

——There is a loquat tree in the courtyard, which was planted by my wife when she died, and now it is as graceful as a canopy.

He pressed his hand against his heart, as if there was also a blue glass bottle there.It is also known as "Hope of Mankind".

Then he suddenly realized at this moment——perhaps long, long ago, his heart had become this glass bottle instead of any other warm flesh and blood.

"Su Mingan." Noel said.

Su Mingan looked up.

"In your eyes, I see a bright future. It shines like a star," Noel said.

Su Mingan was slightly taken aback, and said softly, "Is there something in my eyes?"

Noel nodded and pointed to a painting.

"Some things will last forever, even if they are destroyed again and again, they will still come back to life." Nuo Er's eyes resembled Lin Yuzi very much.

He smiled slightly.

"Such as your eyes, such as sparks, such as, love."

(End of this chapter)