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Chapter 910 Chapter Nine Hundred and Eight · "Laugh."

Although he just took a casual look at the church yesterday, Su Mingan remembered the names of all the students.

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【"Only study and exams can change the future... If I can become a leader, I will definitely promulgate laws and regulations to make ordinary people happy."】

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This is what Taomeng said yesterday when she took the vows, and Su Mingan still remembers the expression on her face when she said this.She is a girl with a loud voice, and the whole church echoes with her crisp voice.She studied very hard, even when she was bandaged, she kept her head buried in her books.

Obviously she was about to take the college entrance examination, but she jumped down today.

Looking at the face of the corpse, Jiang Xiaoshan staggered a few steps pale.

She opened her mouth and called softly in disbelief:
"Peach dream...?"

Why did you kill yourself?

You can take the college entrance examination tomorrow, right?You can change your destiny tomorrow, can't you?
How many times have you told me at night that you want to study hard and get good grades in order to change the fate of people like your parents... But why did you choose to take a leap at the dawn of dawn, on the eve of the college entrance examination? And down?

It's obviously a little bit close, isn't it?

"What is the reason for this girl to commit suicide?" The soldiers lowered their heads and recorded.

"According to the data file, it seems that it was suddenly found out yesterday that she failed the examination. Her grandfather once violated the god's arrangement of death, so her resume is stained, and she will not be able to take the exam for the rest of her life." Another soldier said.

"As for it? Isn't it that they can't take the exam? This kind of child is too fragile, and commits suicide if there is any problem. He really has no sense of responsibility." The soldier said.

They stuffed her into a cloth bag like a piece of pork.

No one cared about the struggles she had gone through in her heart, no one thought about how she would live in the future if she didn't even have the chance to take the exam.

Su Mingan stared at the blood-stained cloth bag, and he suddenly understood——

Why did Taomeng end up starving to death at the age of 22?

——Because since she was born, she never had the chance to take the exam to change her fate.

The gods cannot be wrong.

He is cruel enough to give you a little light, making you think that victory is tomorrow.But I suddenly told you that the outcome of your death has already foreshadowed your whole life.No matter how hard you struggle, it is impossible for you to break your "destiny".

No matter how hard you study, how many times you get up at [-] a.m. to memorize, how many times you try to copy your notes, your chance to struggle - has been deprived from the very beginning.

In the end, Taomeng chose the bloody resistance.

For the last and only time in her life, she violated the arrangement of the gods.Today, I jumped down and violated the tragic fate of being starved to death at the age of 22.

If you die early, the death ending will be invalid.If she gave up the struggle early, the gods could no longer watch her suffering.

... This was already the last roar in her short life.

She didn't even tell anyone, she didn't cry and scream, she just left the church quietly in the morning without complaining to anyone.If the students had not come out in droves looking for her, her death would not have been caught by any of her companions.

"There is another witness here!" A soldier noticed Su Mingan next to him: "Be careful of spreading negative emotions, make him laugh."

Several soldiers saw Su Mingan.A soldier walked towards Su Mingan and patted him on the shoulder: "Young man, don't be so sad, just smile."

Su Mingan looked at the blood-stained steel bars and broken organs on the ground.He raised his head slightly, holding the doll that had turned red.

Blood dripped down the back of his hand, which was hot for a while.

The soldier stretched out his hand, tugged at the corners of his mouth, and showed a forced smile, like a clown's funny mask:
"Come on, learn from me, laugh, laugh. Children, laugh."

[The world has gone crazy. ] Su Mingan thought.

"Laugh out loud! Boy! Don't make this expression, you will bring trouble to the front line, you know? Don't be sad, don't spread negative emotions, laugh!" The smiles on the soldiers' faces have begun to twist: "I Let me tell you, there was a very funny thing a few days ago, when we were dealing with the corpse, the corpse was not wearing underwear, hahahaha..."

They laughed, obviously to divert attention, but it seemed to become their true heart.

[Laugh happily in the face of tragedy. 】

The bloodstains on the ground were extremely glaring.

[Laugh crazily in the face of death. 】

In the cloth bag, crimson blood seemed to seep out faintly, and a few black hairs leaked out of the pouch, like swaying water plants.

Through the piercing, one can vaguely see Taomeng's face, her eyes are still open, wide open, bloodshot in the eyes, and there is still a bit of doubt in the eyes, as if wondering, what she sees in her eyes Everything, why is it like this.

[Laugh humbly in the face of the gods. 】

The refugees in the distance raised their heads slowly, but there was nothing in their eyes.

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[The survival of the race... alienated people into lunatics. 】

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"Haha, hahaha, laugh, boy, you—"

"Is it enough to laugh?" Su Mingan said.

"Huh?" The soldier froze for a moment, then laughed loudly: "Of course. Don't we just have to laugh?"

--Of course.

——Can’t we just laugh?

"Because people are dead, so you have to laugh?" Su Mingan said.

"Yes, it is precisely because we saw the dead that we laughed like crazy," said the soldier.

So, in their eyes of doubt, incomprehension, and expectation.

——The black-haired young man holding the doll gave a soft, sticky laugh twice.

His voice didn't sound like a laugh, but more like a low growl.

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In front of the colored windows of the church, a bishop dressed in pure white chanted prayers.

The students on both sides lowered their heads, and no one spoke.

In the center of their line of sight is a small black box containing a necklace in the shape of a heart.There were no coffins, no flowers, and no corpses.

Tao Meng committed suicide and violated the fate arranged by the gods.So even if she died, the files would be included in the criminal record, and her body would just be ground up and not returned to the church.Li Mingyue couldn't even erect a monument to her publicly, because she was a sinner.

"sinner".

A girl who was deprived of all opportunities to change her destiny and lost her chance to take an exam.If she chooses to give up her life because of her foreseeable tragic life, she becomes a "sinner".

Su Mingan stood among the students, looking at their faces.

"Do you still have faith?"

In the silence, Jiang Xiaoshan's voice was very clear.

The students looked at her instantly, her words were too disrespectful.Even if they thought so in their hearts, no one dared to say it.At this time, Jiang Xiaoshan, who is usually timid, said such words.

Li Mingyue stopped praying and looked at her quietly.

"Do you still want to believe in it?" But Jiang Xiaoshan just repeated these words, she stared blankly at Taomeng's small box, her eyes were already red.

"Do you want to continue?"

"What am I... believing?"

"What does the church... believe in?"

"What do humans... believe in?"

The clear voice echoed in the empty cathedral, and the sun shone through the colored windows.

The only sound in the air is the sound of people breathing.

"Go back and rest, the college entrance examination will be held tomorrow." Li Mingyue said.

He didn't praise Jiang Xiaoshan, nor scolded her.Just let them go to rest.So, they didn't stay any longer, and left here silently, like a group of lambs driven by invisible things.Jiang Xiaoshan murmured confused words and followed the crowd step by step.

Su Mingan raised his head, and he once again looked at the most conspicuous stained glass in the church - a blue-eyed angel descended to the mortal world, reaching out to the demon in the abyss.The angel's expression is noble and compassionate, as if with tolerance and love for everything, he is wearing a white robe and white gloves, and stretches out his hand towards the falling devil.But the black-eyed demon had a ferocious expression. Its body was embroidered with terrifying blood-red pythons. A cross was nailed to its neck like a pendant, and a blood-red curse was uttered from its mouth.

The background of the stained glass is a colorful ring, like a long snake encircling angels and demons.It is also like a faint city in the sky.The color of the glass is half pure white and half blood red. This interweaving of colors is like ice and fire, which attracted Su Mingan's attention.

"Wen Sheng." Li Mingyue said.

"Huh...?" Su Mingan came back to his senses.

Every time he sees this piece of stained glass, his eyes are drawn.

"Perhaps your choice to leave the small town is correct. Only by leaving can you have a chance to change." Li Mingyue said.

Su Ming'an said: "Godfather, today some people say that I am the king of alien species..."

Su Mingan still trusts Li Mingyue, and he wants to ask Li Mingyue what he thinks.

After hearing this, Li Mingyue's expression was calm.

"What do you think about this matter?" Li Mingyue said.

"I am a human being, and only a human being. What I have seen now are scenes of alien species harming human beings, and all people who treat me well are also human beings. Therefore, if there is no particularly large reversal, I will stand On the human side." Su Mingan said.

"Then act according to what you think." Li Mingyue said.

"But am I really the alien king? Godfather." Su Mingan said.

Move slightly away from Mingyue's sight.

"You are not." Li Mingyue said.

"Okay." Su Mingan nodded.

No matter what Li Mingyue thinks, at least judging from Li Mingyue's answer, Li Mingyue is more inclined to deny it.

Saying goodbye to Li Mingyue, Su Mingan returned home.

There was no sound at all in the house, and the girl was lying on the computer desk.The afternoon sun was glaring, but she slept soundly, she must be exhausted to the extreme.

When Su Mingan saw it, the interface on the computer screen looked familiar—it was an interface similar to PR (editing software).It seems that Lolo Su fell asleep while editing the video.

There were some pill boxes scattered on the table, with the words [Bupropion] and [Paxil] on the surface of the pill boxes.

As soon as Su Mingan approached, Su Luoluo woke up with a start.Her first reaction was to reach out to put the medicine box away before raising her head.

"Little Yunduo is back?" Su Luoluo said.

"...Do you need help?" Su Mingan knew what kind of medicine it was.

"You saw it." Su Luoluo clenched the medicine box tightly, lowered his head and smiled wryly: "Actually, I don't need any psychological comfort. I am very tired every day. If you can help me end the pain and close my eyes completely, I really want it." Say thank you."

"Don't say that." Su Mingan couldn't see it at all.Su Luoluo, who always likes to laugh cheerfully and comfort others on weekdays, also has this idea.

"Little Yunduo, you seem to be in pain, but you always like to comfort others." Su Luoluo said.

Su Mingan looked at the system mirror and restrained the expression on his face.

"By the way, where did Xiao Hei go?" Su Mingan asked.

Since Su Wensheng cannot be revealed as Su Mingan, Lu Shu's real name cannot be revealed either.So Su Mingan asked Lu Shu to use a pseudonym.And Lu Shu thought about it, and named it "Xiao Hei".

"Xiao Hei went out to buy tea." Su Luoluo said, "Is his name really that? Why does it sound like an animal's name..."

"He likes this kind of name." Su Mingan lifted the subject: "Okay, let me help you see how the video is doing."

"Does Xiao Yunduo know how to edit?" Su Luoluo asked in surprise.

"Hmm..." Su Mingan said softly, "I used to like making game videos too."

"Then why don't you do it now?" Su Luoluo asked.

"..." Su Mingan didn't speak.

Su Mingan opened her anchor homepage and took a look. She has released a total of more than a dozen videos, and each video has 30 million views. The results are already very good.

But when he opened the comment section, he immediately caught sight of a bunch of trolls.Compared with Zhai Xing's video platform, these remarks are many times less friendly. Dirty words such as "chicken", "face", and "one night" can be seen at a glance.It seems that only her gender is left in the eyes of these people, not her achievements and efforts.

"It's an eyesore." Su Mingan said in a low voice.

At this time, he suddenly saw a flash on the phone screen, and the negative comments in the comment area disappeared immediately.

A line of words appeared on the screen:

[I deleted them for you, my dear Wen Sheng. 】

Su Mingan felt cold in his heart.

The gods are clearly watching all this all the time, and can even notice his whispers, but they don't care about all the tragedies that happened on this land.

"Hasn't a guy named Su Rin approached you yet?" Su Mingan whispered.With Su Rin's temperament, it's time to go to the gods.

Flashing words on the screen:
[I don't want to see him.I do not like him. 】

"Don't like him, like me?" Su Mingan said.

Flashing words on the screen:
【Um. 】

【like you very much. 】

(End of this chapter)