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Chapter 777 Chapter 770 Six · "I'm back. Welcome back."

"..." Su Mingan remained silent.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." North Lissel kept apologizing, his painful voice echoing in the stairwell.

"You saved me, why should I apologize." Su Mingan said.

"I'm sorry. I saved you because of my own selfish desire." North Lissel said.

"If it is saved, it is saved." Su Mingan said lightly.

No matter what thoughts Bei Lissel had in mind, if he was saved, he was saved.Besides, for Beiliser, he always thinks of Lu Shu after his death, so he can't hate it.

He saw a scarlet flash on the back of North Lissel's neck—the nine seats all have some authority, whether it is to open the central control room or other rooms.

Soon, the two arrived in a dark room. Bei Liser opened the door with authority and gave Su Mingan a few bottles of medicine.

"In the medical room, there are medicines for recovery." North Lissel said.

Su Mingan took the bottles and jars as promised.

It was already midnight at this time, and white thunder flashed outside the window, and the windows of the medical room were not closed. Every time the thunder passed by, the room would light up for a moment.North Liesel's white hair was soaked with snow, like the feathers of a dead bird.He stared out of the window in a daze, his pupils were brightly illuminated by the thunder, as if caught in memories.

"How many years ago, it was also such a night. It was raining heavily outside the window. You came back from the battlefield with wounds all over your body. At that time, I did the same thing to find medicine for you..." After a while, Bei Liser uttered a voice full of pain. It was lonely, his fingers rested on the window sill and bent slightly, as if trying to grab something.

"At that time, there were not so many people following you, and you were still Asa Aktor, not some other cold god. That time...how wonderful."

His head drooped slightly, his voice mixed with pain and confusion:
"But why do you have to bear the lives of so many people?"

"I still can't understand, but just because you are that kind of person, I can't leave you. I'm not like Noah, who can part ways with you because of disagreement, I just can't... let go of you."

After taking the medicine, his body began to feel warm, and the wound healed at a speed visible to the naked eye. Su Mingan looked at Bei Liser with misty eyes through the light, and said:
"you……"

"I'm sorry," North Lissel said, "I just miss you so much."

So he will live in an extremely selfish way, waiting at all costs.

So he will abandon all arrogance and submit to a "god" he does not recognize.

He is selfish, selfish to the extreme.For all his unselfishness has been dedicated to one man, and there is nothing left.

There was Xiaomei's live broadcast outside the window, but Su Mingan couldn't hear Xiaomei's voice clearly.He leaned against the wall panting, waiting for the wound to heal.

He checked Arman's sword a little bit, and it was indeed damaged, but it was not a major problem. After using a few equipment repair stones given to him by the player, the sword quickly returned to normal.

In the darkness, Bei Lissel lowered his head and looked at something in his palm, which was a candy with colorful sugar wrappers.

Half of the white-haired boy's face was hidden in the thick darkness, with only one lifeless eye exposed.

"In fact, everyone has told me quietly... They don't want to be human anymore. They think human beings are too bitter. But I told them that the wine will be very fragrant, the sugar will be very sweet, and the breeze in the world is very soft, blowing on them like a mother Gentle touch." North Lissel said in a low voice:

"During the long wait, in the valley, only they can sing and dance, like a fairy tale, accompanying me. They are like my brother and sister."

"I know this world is terrible. No matter how hard the civilization that has come to an end can turn the tide, it cannot escape its fate. So sometimes, I wonder, is it best to let them continue to be home appliances?"

There was deep despair in Beiliser's eyes, he pinched the shirt on his left chest:

"Is it not so painful if you don't become a human being, if you don't become a human being?"

"Should I freeze myself and bury myself in the ground, so I won't be so sad? But how can I see you with my eyes?"

"Asa."

His voice trembled:

"...can you answer me?"

Su Mingan put down the medicine bottle.

He actually understood the reason why Bei Liser came to save him regardless of life and death.

--wake up.

All the motivation to support North Lissel's survival is to believe that Asa will come back.But tonight, his dream was completely shattered.

His broken soul just wanted to seek the last trace of warmth.This state is more like "lucid dreaming". He knows who the person in front of him is, but he still comforts himself that it is the reflection of a dream.

he is fantasizing,

Fantasy "He just dreamed of Su Mingan, and the person in front of him was actually Asa", not "He just dreamed of Asa, and the person in front of him was Su Mingan".

Su Mingan looked at Bei Liser, as if seeing Lu Shu whose soul had been emptied.The two looked at each other silently, one with clear eyes and the other with hazy eyes.Even the moving air is quiet.

Beiliser didn't get a response from Su Mingan, but he didn't show any sadness, he just stood on tiptoe.

In those blue eyes, there is still the loneliness that can keep watch all night.

"I have nothing now, my fellow home appliance people are gone, my valley is gone, I only have you left."

"Can..." His voice pressed against Su Mingan's eyes, "Can you call me 'Xiao Bei' again?"

Su Mingan's pupils seemed to have faded slightly, showing an extremely dark gray, and he could clearly hear the resonance of his own soul.

In a trance, he seemed to really have a sense of Akto's empathy, and he knew exactly what tone Akto would use and what he would say after connecting.The one in front of him seemed to be a white-haired boy holding out a medicine bowl to him.The young man coaxed him to go to bed as soon as possible, and told him how could the medicine taste good.This is the picture in memory.

……What's wrong?
... the sequelae of emotional resonance?

Had he never come out?

The resonance lasted for one hour, four and 10 minutes...how could he come out so quickly?
"Xiao Bei."

He spoke, and the voice and tone at this time were almost exactly the same as Actor in the emotional resonance.

"[People always have to move forward. Whether it is responsibility or shackles, I will not hesitate.]" Su Mingan said, his voice seemed to resonate with Akto:

"[How they look at you, whether they look at you high, low, or hostile, should make no difference to you.] Xiaobei, after I leave, I don't want you to be sad."

"The sky is clear and everything is revived. Spring is such a joy. It's just that the spring is cold and we need to hold on for a while."

Xiaobei's pupils moved slightly.

His eyes were like a piece of ice that was painful to the touch.

He waited for so long that his soul was dry.

If it is said that Actor reached the extreme of soul life in thousands of two-dimensional test simulations and became an old man in soul, Xiaobei approached the extreme of soul during the long wait.The years are long, and the heart is rotten.

He seemed to want to reach out, but stopped when he was about to touch it.In the end he just asked timidly, his voice as light as a feather:

"Asa."

"Then, do I still smell of herbs?"

Su Mingan was startled.

He couldn't smell anything, and even if there was something like cedar and herbs, it had already been covered by blood in this rainstorm.All calls are suppressed, all wounds are buried.

"Not anymore." Su Mingan replied.

"Yeah." Xiao Bei said, "It should."

His face was full of tears, like the vertical and horizontal moonlight, and the shattered light in his eyes was like a long-standing rotten tree that was about to collapse due to overwhelm.

"This rain." He said softly:
"After all... it's too big."

the next moment,

Su Mingan suddenly heard footsteps coming from the door. He was about to take Xiao Bei to dodge together, but Xiao Bei suddenly exerted force and hugged him tightly, without moving.

An invisible gust of wind pierced through Xiao Bei from his back and protruded from his left chest.At this moment, Xiaobei's eyes were full of relief.

At the door of the medical room, the god who had already arrived took back the Gale Bird with an indifferent expression.The mechanical army surrounded the door of the medical room.

"I found it, traitor." The god withdrew his hand.

Su Mingan raised his head, moved his pupils slightly, the corners of his eyes and half of his face were spattered with scarlet blood.Xiao Bei leaned against his shoulder, hugging him tightly with both hands.Those pair of azure blue pupils had long lost the desire to live, as if they were just waiting for the gods to catch up and strike.

The blood was dripping and spreading on the ground, Su Mingan could still feel the hot wind on his shoulders, and Xiaobei's heavy breath sprayed on his shoulders, like a fire that had not yet burned out.

"...I remember a long time ago, this place was called the eleventh district. There are not so many buildings, and most of them are dead woods."

"At that time, there would be white birds hovering in the sky, and ugly wild flowers growing on the ground... But I think it's so beautiful, and I want to see it again..."

"Xiaobei." Su Mingan said, "The world of ruins is too cold, wild flowers only bloom in spring."

It is winter.

Xiaobei's hand trembled slightly.

Outside the glass window, there seems to be beautiful snow-colored trails falling from the sky.There was a toothache sound of "click" from Su Mingan's side, and the surrounding walls, tables, medical cabinets... all began to freeze.

Frost condensed at the door, blocking the gods and mechanical army who were about to attack.

Three seconds later, the medical room was completely icy white, like a paradise of ice and snow.Thick ice walls surrounded it in all directions, preventing any artillery fire or bullets from penetrating.

"Yes, it is indeed...winter." Xiaobei said stutteringly.

On his back, icy frost spread out. They freely condensed, ground, and then turned into ice flowers blooming on his body.They took root in his flesh and grew, presenting their final beauty to a man who was never here.

The frosty flowers are frozen between the ice and snow, and the petals are slender and curly, like icy blue manjusawa - this seems to be the flower language he wants to express.

Yuanguang flickered beside Xiaobei, the wide wound on his back and the blood were congealed, his voice became lower and lower.

The penetrating wound on the chest exposed a big hole, and the flesh and blood inside could be seen. The god's attack was so ruthless that even the heart was broken.

"But I've seen spring a long time ago." Xiao Bei whispered.

On the far shore, that person should still be waiting for him under the ginkgo tree.

It is agreed that if that person does not come, he will wait for him... until that person appears in front of him one day, until the life of the soul ends.

"You must come, you must appear, you know? In the valley, there will be a man named Bei Liser, who will keep a piece of spring for you. You must remember me..." Xiao Bei whispered:

"Asa, I've been waiting for you for a long time. It's been so long that I've become demented..."

Maybe they've been waiting for each other.

"..." Su Mingan didn't speak, Xiaobei gradually turned into ice in his arms.

He will not keep Bei Liser, for Bei Liser, this is not "death", but "reunion".Even, dying in this familiar medical room was the ending arranged by Xiao Bei for himself.

Su Mingan's expression was mixed with a trace of undetectable pain.He couldn't even estimate what mood he was in now, should it be pain or pleasure?
He finally understood why Xiao Bei was always half asleep and half awake, and that was not evading the facts.

It turned out that it was a symptom of dementia.

Xiao Bei, Bei Liser——like Akto back then, exhausted the lifespan and time of his soul, and forced himself to wait until his soul died in thousands of Kaiustas.

One love is the world.

A man who loves is a man who loves the world.

If you wait all your life for the world, I will wait all your life for you.

"Thank you."

Xiaobei's warm breath spewed on Su Mingan's shoulder:
"Thank you... for always tolerating my rudeness."

"En." Su Mingan responded.

"One last time, can you?"

"it is good."

……

"Asa." Xiao Bei said.

"Xiaobei." Su Mingan said.

After this conversation.

There was no more wind on his shoulders.

Between the ice and snow, the white-haired boy who had frozen into a human shape leaned on his shoulder, his eyes still open.

In those blue pupils, there seems to be a sky far, far away. Thousands of ice flowers are in full bloom, welcoming the sunless winter night with smiles on their faces...

The boy waited for a figure that had not returned for a long time among the ice flowers.

……

"I am back."

"Welcome back."

……

(End of this chapter)