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Chapter 759 Chapter 750 Eight · "Pioneering Undead (5)" (Silverepic leader plus more 2k)

[Some people are arrogantly praying for immortality,]

【But he doesn't know that his life has merged into the lives of others. 】

[I only vaguely recall that before many simulations, my eyes were not so cold, and my attitude towards life was far less frivolous than it is now. 】

【…】

【—But why do I have to bear so many undead? 】

【—But why do you want me to see such a purgatory? 】

[I will bury those who follow me in a country buried in ice and snow. 】

[This is the land where they were born and raised. 】

……

Day 292 of the war.

You step through the rest of the work of humans stepping into [[-]D], setting up some special programs.

Day and night are constantly changing in the cycle of time, and you walk alone between death.

"..."

On the battlefield with flying flags, you look up and see endless wildfires, people's wailing and pleading for help pour into your ears and fill your chest.You feel unspeakably bitter.

It turns out that the disappearance of life is just a moment.It disappeared in a flash, and it was not as tactful and sentimental as written in the epic.

It turns out that you can literally witness the deaths of tens of millions of people.

It turns out that when you kill an enemy, what you feel is not refreshment, but heaviness and fear.

"Help, save me..."

"You are the embodiment of the will of the world, please save us..."

"Akto...Master Akto..."

The color of blood leaks out from behind the gauze. You stand among the wounded and watch their lives go by. The calls for help in your ears are loud and loud, and you can't hear any laughter.

Staring at the gray wall, you suddenly want to escape at this moment.

In fact, you can ignore them, or you can activate the dawn system without using your own life.

You still have a chance to escape.

When you hesitated, a child slowly raised his head, his skin was surrounded by blood-colored gauze, leaving only a pair of dark eyes, looking at you.

"...God, my lord." He called you like this, even though his arms were broken, he still rubbed against his young body, crawling toward you like a dying worm.

"Slap".The black and white family portrait fell from the child's pocket.

Like the last straw that broke the camel's back.

You think of the little soldier who died before your eyes a long time ago.

Then you think of Yue, and Kai, and Tretia.Thinking of the dawn system poured by your life.I remembered the black and white tombstone and candy jar.

The bronze pocket watch adorned with a gold chain trembles slightly around your waist, making a clicking sound, and you lower your eyes.

"It's over."

You talk to yourself, your throat chokes, your hands clenched into fists, and you slowly knock on your heart,
"I can't escape..."

……

On the 304th day of the catastrophe, a girl with blue eyes was brought to you, her name is Dong Anan.Her whole body was tied up, but her eyes were extremely tense.

She is a good experimental subject, a commoner girl.As for why she was reduced to become an experiment, you don't care.

You found that she has been very quiet, even though you operated a very painful mechanical detection, she has never said a word.

"You never seem to ask me questions. For example, why am I experimenting on you, and when will you be able to leave," you said.

Under the bright light, the instrument makes a "didi" sound, and you push the needle out of the liquid in your hand.

The girl was lying on the experimental bed, her whole body bound by straps.

Her pupils trembled slightly, and her jaw lifted slightly: "I'm not interested in my future. Akto, you killed my relatives during the catastrophe of the century, and my whole life exists to kill you. The reason why I was tied into your laboratory was also because I kicked your stone statue, so I was arrested by your soldiers in the name of 'disrespecting the gods'."

"You remember the cataclysm?" You were surprised.

The tails of her beautiful eyes drooped slightly: "I have a little impression."

You don't remember who her relatives are.You will not kill innocent people indiscriminately. If her relatives are killed by your hands, that relative must be the first to target you.But this kind of thing, there is no proof, it is not clear.

If she hates, hate it.

When you untied her, she bit the back of your hand without hesitation.

Her limbs are limp and weak, only her teeth are sharp, like a wild cat exhausting all vengeance, she frantically bites the skin on the back of your hand, as if destroying your hand can satisfy her, revealing hysteria Despair and anger in Lidi.

You watched her calmly until your left hand was bitten and bloody.She let go with some hesitation.

Under the bright incandescent lamp, her green pupils were like swaying flower shadows, glowing with a very beautiful color.

"Why did you..." not push me away?
Her mouth moved, her mouth was full of your blood.

"Dong An'an, I need you." You said: "I want to print qualified personality data from you as a two-dimensional anti-virus program. This requires your will to cooperate with me."

"Why did you choose me?" she asked coldly.

"All the initial values ​​of [two-dimensional] must be docked on the basis of [three-dimensional], so I need to continuously simulate the appropriate initial world values. I must keep these two dimensions in a coherent state when they first contact, [ The same is true for the anti-virus program in [[-]D], I need to find a coherent person in [[-]D], you are the most suitable person I have ever seen." You said.

"I don't understand." She frowned.

"Stupid." You say.

Dong An'an gritted his teeth and said nothing.

And you just looked at her lightly.

"Dong An'an, if you promise me, then I can be killed by you before I die of old age, and satisfy your desire for revenge." You said: "This time will not be too far away, at the end of this year at the most, I will open [Two] In the world, I will lose my vitality and die of old age quickly."

You saw her expression change from anger to doubt, and finally you were completely shocked.

Maybe she doesn't understand why you, who have supreme power, have the will to die.

"You..." she said.

"Agreed?" you said.

"Why should I believe that you will die..." Her pupils trembled.

"Because I like to see everyone alive, are you satisfied with this reason?" You said lightly.

She did not speak.

You hugged her, gave her the link device, and started rubbing her values, letting her bite your shoulders and collarbone like a little madman.She still seems to hate you.

"Hate me, then hate..."

……

Day 312 of the war.

You are sitting in a wheelchair and coughing.

The aging of the soul makes you often forget how to stand and how to walk.Most of the time, you will need a wheelchair to help you move around.

You have configured an administrator account and a personal AI to assist your bionic body in action, and you named it "Xike".

Dong An'an has been obedient a lot.Maybe she saw you working all night.She realizes that you really aren't selfish.

Sometimes, you will take her out to let the wind go, and she will push the wheelchair for you.Now it's winter, and the trees around have already withered into the appearance of burning fire sticks, only a little bit of fiery red wintersweet blooms in the wind and snow.

Your reflections flicker in the puddles, shrouded in crystal mist.

"...I'm sorry, I still hate you." Dong An'an looked down at you.

She still can't let go of her hatred, you killed all her relatives.If she doesn't hate you, it's a betrayal on her part.

"It doesn't matter, I will leave it to you to kill when the time comes." You said.

You are doomed to die at the end of the year.That being the case, it is better to stab her twice before she dies, it is a matter of zero cost.You don't want her killing intent to go bad so the stats aren't perfect.

She was in pain every time she was rubbed.You feel that you should pay something to her.

"Can you make a contract, you promise to allow me to take revenge." Dong Anan said.

"Of course." You said, "The inseparable killing intent in your soul is why I value you as an antivirus program."

You reach out and hook her up.

"I allow you to kill me, Dong An'an." You said: "If one day, you find that I have changed, you are welcome to kill me."

This is a ridiculous killing contract.Put it outside, it will only make people laugh.But both sides of the contract are very serious, your eyes meet, and her hands are shaking.

You take her hand, which is full of bruises and frostbite.This is a girl in the last days, her skin cannot be smooth and delicate.

You rubbed her rough fingertips to signal her to calm down.

The "killed" looked calm, but the "killer" trembled extremely, as if his position had been switched.

——What an absurd and solemn contract, full of twisted and ugly obsessions and murderous intentions, making it impossible to see any beauty, but so determined that it cannot be destroyed.

Human beings need your life to turn on [two-dimensional], and they also need her as an "antivirus program".You are all indispensable.

The last afterglow of the night slowly sinks, and the last trace falls behind you.

Her eyes were like shells being knocked open, and the light reflected finely.

"I'm sorry." She said something.

"It's okay." You said.

"I bit it out...does the wound still hurt?" She asked in a low voice.

"There are too many wounds, I forgot." You said.

……

Day 318 of the war.

You meet the long-lost Noah.

When you almost passed out in the lab, Noah suddenly appeared and held you up.

"You still worry about me? Didn't you say that you are against my ideas?" You panted and looked at him with a smile.

You see extremely complex emotions in his eyes.with bitterness.His cold hand touched your forehead, and then he let go as if he had been electrocuted.

His eyes caressed your thick dark circles, your paper-pale face, and your skinny body.Anger appeared on his face.

"Do you have to die? Do you have to push yourself to death?" Noah questioned you, and he took you to the rooftop and gave you a blowjob.

The wind on the roof was extremely cold, and the iron frame swayed, and the sound of steel became a thin line in his mind.The boundless curtain enveloped everything in the world, and his blond hair was fluttering in the wind, like tongues of flame wantonly curling up.

You are surprised that you hid the news that you will die from almost everyone.Noah actually knew.

"If you don't cherish your life, you will... regret it sooner or later." Most of his face was hidden in the night.Like the silence before the storm.

And you just smiled and said: "If I can not die, of course I don't want to die."

Noah looks at your face.He seemed to be detained for something, and his expression was very lonely.

His voice is very slow:
"Asa. I have always had a dream...to become a bird. Freedom and unrestraint are the qualities I admire the most. If you die for any responsibility or emotion, it is too inferior. So I hate that you become become such a person."

In the cold night wind, he reaches out to you:

"You still have a chance. Come with me, get out of here, I'll take you to the freest place, don't worry about anything else."

You have never seen him so solemn.

There are no rough scars on his palms, no frostbite, and they are a pair of well-protected hands.He has great strength and can easily protect himself in troubled times, so naturally he cannot understand your sacrifice.

That hand is very close to you... You don't need to lean over, you don't need to use force, you can hold it.In that palm, there seems to be a bright and brilliant tomorrow.

As long as you hold on to it.

As long as you... hold it.

You reached out and placed your hand lightly on his.

The moment you catch his hand, you feel as if you have become a bird, and the night wind is the feathers growing on your arms, making a "swish" sound in the quiet night.You saw the excitement in his eyes like tears of joy, but after a moment of silence, you still spoke:
"Feel sorry."

"I can't go with you."

"..."

At this moment, it seems that a gust of wind blows into you.

Completely blown away.

"What a person gains and loses in this life is never involuntary." You said: "Respect my decision. Go and pursue your freedom, aren't you a bird? I don't care what I do."

Noah's hand lost all heat in an instant.

His gaze sank to the city-state below, and then to the battlefield and ruins in the distance.He suddenly felt a belated pain, bitter, desperate, tumbling emotions clinging to his heart.

He finally realized that you were really irretrievable by him.

"Good," he said.

"Then if [[-]D] is activated, are you willing to enter it, help me manage human beings, and protect them?" You said.

"Hmph." Noah smiled coldly:

"When [Two Dimensional] is turned on, and I see the first side of your bionic body, I will absolutely arrest him and beat him up."

"Please feel free, I'm sure he won't be angry," you say.

Noah said: "But before that, please enjoy your last time with peace of mind, and don't tire yourself down..."

His words were not finished.

You have fallen backwards.

He stretched out his hand, pulled your body, and pulled it to his side to make you sleep more comfortably.

You can't see his complicated eyes.

Before falling into a drowsy sleep, you heard his indistinct voice, which rang in your ears, mixed with choked sobs.

"...Stupid, so stupid."

"Why should you die for an illusory spring..."

"If it were me, I wouldn't..."

……

The war started for 332 days.

You have done the final job.

Today is December 1th of the first year of the catastrophe, the penultimate day of opening [12D].

It's also the penultimate day of your life.

Over the past few months, you have created some androids.For example, Tretia's bionic people, Yue's bionic people, in this way, it seems that they are still alive by your side.

All the work done, you open a copy of "On the Origins of Human Faith and Inequality" and read the last book of your life.

After thousands of simulations, your soul has lived a long, long life, and you have experienced so many things that you have forgotten many things.

what is your hobby?What was the first book you read?Which story impresses you the most?Which song is your favorite...

These "personal" hobbies have long been blurred in your memory.

Some people say that there are countless "personal hobbies", such as what games, songs, and TV shows...these add up to form a "person".This is proof that a "person" is different from other people.

But you've forgotten what's yours alone.

——You have been forcibly pulled out of the category of a "person", nailed to death in people's focused sight, flesh and blood withered in the statue, showing the appearance of steel and stone sculpture.Nothing that is yours alone can awaken the burden in your soul.

"I chose this path to bind myself."

"I chose this responsibility to be borne."

"So, become an empty shell, become a statue..."

You close the book in your hand, it is no longer interesting in your eyes.There are so many sails in your eyes, and nothing can surprise you.

"...is my wish."

Ginkgo leaves fall on your shoulders.

It is called "living fossil".

You think, maybe in the eyes of people, you will also become a "living fossil" in human civilization.Not withered, not decayed, always living in a corner of the world, fulfilling everyone's expectations.

The sound of footsteps came, and Xi walked to your side, covering your eyes with both hands.

"Guess who I am?" she chuckled.She doesn't know you're going to die yet.

"..."

You did not speak.

For you, this kind of pettiness is nothing but "boring". Apart from wasting time, there is nothing interesting about it.

She stuck out her tongue and let go of her hand: "Recently, I joked with you and didn't respond... Tomorrow we will leave this dimension. Let me show you the scenery of this dimension for the last time..."

She pushes your wheelchair, "cracking" across the ginkgo leaves on the ground, and crushes the golden carpet on the ground.

You talked a lot, like an old man who likes to reminisce about the past, retelling your past time over and over again.

You think about the nine of you traveling together in the first month.

You think of the vigorous and youthful attitude you had when you fought on the initial battlefield.

You think of the many rescues you've had with your mates, and there's always a kid tugging at your sleeve, like you're a very secure person.

You think of the green vines in spring, the people who lost their light in the dark, the wine that the moon gave you, the white birds raised by Noah, the people fleeing in droves like ants, and the green tea in Lin Guang’s hands .

you think……

You think a lot.

When I think of myself, I feel sad, when I think of myself, I start to fear, when I think of my whole body trembling, my fingers can't hold the handrail.

The night sky is high and far away, the sky and the earth seem to be glued together, the ginkgo leaves "rustled" and fell, and Xi suddenly stopped and yawned.

"I'll send you back to bed early. During this period of time, your day and night are reversed. After [[-]D] is turned on, you should adjust your biological clock." She said.

You smiled, secretly sour.

You don't have to adjust your biological clock anymore...

You have no next tomorrow.

……

12 month 31 day.

early morning.

heavy rain.

You say goodbye to your companions one by one, and let them step into [Dimensions] first.They will take one step ahead of most humans and reach [two-dimensional] first.

You lie to them that you will be there shortly.

This is a remote garden villa where you have cats and desserts and drinks under the ginkgo tree.You sit in a chair, wave goodbye to them, and watch them step into two dimensions.

The parting ark has arrived in hope.

Endgame doesn't need you.

Before Xi left, he smiled and waved to you, saying "see you later".

Her figure disappeared among the data, and quickly dissipated in the brilliance.

"I'll open the way for you first!" Fuyuan entered quickly, and he was full of confidence in the future.

When it was Beilissel's turn, he seemed to have a premonition, and suddenly grabbed your hand tightly:
"Asa, I don't know what your plans are, but if you don't come, I will wait for you... until you show up to me one day, until the life of my soul ends, or I become a madman."

His gaze is like a chain, tightly locking your stiff smile:

"You have to come, you have to show up, you know? In the valley, there will be a man named Beiliser, who will keep a piece of spring for you. You have to remember me."

He holds your hand, the bones seem to be crackling, and he persistently wants a promise from you.

But you let go of his hand and looked at him silently in the rainstorm.

Your sudden silence stung him.What did he realize.

"You-you!! Asa! You're not going to-"

His hands shook, panic flashed in his eyes.Before he can grab you again, you quickly activate the authority and send him into the second dimension.

After he left, you suddenly cried.

This is one of your most intense emotional outbursts.

It also makes you realize that you are not the incarnation of the will of the world—this is just a lie to convince human beings, but it tricks you into it, making you think that you have really become a god, and everyone's god.

You are just a human being with a physical age of 19.

Your name is "Asa Actor", a weary human being.

Except for Lin Guang, all your companions have already entered.

With no one seeing you, you can finally cry.

Lightning splits the air in half, rain and wind pierces your eyes, and the coldness of the world flows into your empty thoughts.

"Actually, I don't want to die either..."

There seems to be blood in the mouth, as if there is a knife cutting open your armor, leaving you dripping with blood.

"I also want to see spring, I also want to live, and I also want to witness with my own eyes that you have a better life and a happy family..."

"But it's too late... This is something only I can do..."

"Although I am young, I am sorry."

"But it's over."

"But it's over..."

In the torrential rain,
Your figure is obscured by the rain.

……

There is no perfect ending for you.

All the preparations you have made before, all the bright futures you have planned for mankind - are all based on "you must die".

The beautiful blueprints you have carefully drawn for them, the perfect two-dimensional worlds you have constructed for them a thousand times - you cannot step into it.

"Death" is your only ending.

best ending.

……

(End of this chapter)