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Chapter 1145 Chapter 5·"Sugar ()" (Thanks to the leader of "Yun Momo")

Yueyue said: "The power of life means 'near-eternal life'. No matter how serious the loss of life is, as long as you rest in time, you can live forever. Chaoyan's life was too serious and there was no time to rest. In order to extend her eternal life, The gods could only put her...in the deep sea."

"deep sea?"

"The deep sea is opposite to the starry sky. No matter how many humans are bewitched by the overlapping shadows, it is impossible for humans to go deep into the end of the deep sea. Therefore, it is absolutely safe for Chaoyan to sleep there. Of course, the water pressure and lack of oxygen in the deep sea, It makes it difficult for her to survive in the deep sea, so she is now in a... half-dead and half-alive state. When the power of life is restored, the gods will take her out."

Su Mingan heard it very familiarly: "...the cat in the box."

This is equivalent to putting Chaoyan in a hibernation cabin, maintaining a half-dead and half-alive state. As long as he remains close to death, he can survive until his life authority is restored.

But it was a deep sea with high pressure and lack of oxygen, and it had been maintained in that state... It was hard for Su Mingan to imagine how terrifying and painful it was.

Even now, Chaoyan is still in the deep sea. If Yueyue doesn't let go today, he may never know Chaoyan's situation. Chaoyan insisted not to absorb the life force of others and could not make ends meet, so he could only regain his life authority through this method.

"No wonder...it is clear that the power of life is almost exhausted. Why can you live on for a long time as long as Chaoyan gives you the power of life...This is not reasonable at all." Su Ming'an suddenly understood something. He raised his head, Staring closely at Yueyue's cloudy eyes, her heart skipped a beat.

He suddenly realized an extremely terrifying truth, and even his breathing became a little faster.

"So, you said you had the authority over life... but you were always lying to me? The authority over life is actually always with her!?"

His voice began to tremble.

Since the authority of life is being restored, how can Yueyue hold it! ?

……

["In my previous life, I have never lived to middle age or even old age. This time, I want to experience a complete life. I want to see... If nothing happens, I and my companions will grow old together until we are white. With gray hair, what would it be like to live a normal life like that?" Yueyue said. 】

……

[In the future life, if... we never meet again, she will... miss this moment forever. 】

[Miss him... the scene of growing old with her. 】

……

He suddenly realized that he had never seen her use her life authority once. Every time he brought up life authority, she would change the subject.

She has always said that she wants to experience the process of growing old...but what if...

Su Mingan's hands were shaking.

The white-haired person was silent for a while, and her eyes slid to the ground for more than ten seconds, until the peach blossoms outside the window fell on the white hair.

The peach blossoms fall and the warm wine turns cold.

She slowly raised her head and showed a girlish smile, which was a little playful.

"Ah."

"It's a lie."

"...You guessed it right."

……

Did he have a long dream that would wake him up whenever he opened his eyes?

Had he heard a ridiculous fairy tale that was no longer true as soon as he closed the book?

……

"..."

But why...

The white-haired man looked at him silently, seeing the pain in his eyes.

There seemed to be a voice roaring in her heart - if the power of life is not in Yueyue's hands, then her old age at this time is not due to her playfulness, but...

"..."

His hands were shaking unconsciously and his eyes were dim. He wanted to confirm this fact again.

"So...are you...really...growing old? Is this...the last...of your life?" He asked word by word, as if he was begging for something, and a large emptiness suddenly filled his heart.

Please, just shake your head.

Don’t smile like this…with an affirmative smile. Don't act girlish.

You are old...you are no longer a girl...

You do not want……

Laugh like this again.

Give me a negative answer.

He has always felt that if Yueyue insists on experiencing the feeling of growing old, then let her go. Just treat it as a life experience, which is also quite interesting.

Therefore, he has been taking care of her as she is getting older with an extremely relaxed attitude. He regarded her changes in time as a game for her own entertainment - anyway, she had control over her life and could become younger at any time, so he agreed to let her experience the feeling of growing older. Therefore, whether it was her increasingly weakened eyesight, the wrinkles on her face, the fallen teeth, the increasingly stooped back, the increasingly harsh cough... he felt that it was no big deal, just a " Experience” is her wish.

But he never thought... maybe there was a possibility that she had lied to him. She even pulled the gods to trick him too.

She didn't just want to experience the feeling of aging.

Rather, she is really... getting older.

This is her...

real life.

She has no ability to rejuvenate.

She had been lying to him.

He remembered what he said before, "Why on earth do you want to become an old man? Isn't it good to stay young like Chaoyan?"

She just smiled and said: "In this way, I can experience the feeling of growing old together with you..."

So, this is also...a lie.

She had been lying to him the whole time.

"……fraud."

Words on the verge of collapse were squeezed out from the gap between his lips. He held her shoulders viciously, like a child, and the thin bones creaked:

"……fraud."

...You are all big liars.

Noah lied to me, saying that he would not die for the world, and then he turned around and ran towards death. Lin Guang lied to me, saying that he was just a selfish traitor to civilization. As a result, every word in his diary was filled with love for his friends. Lu Shu also lied to me, saying that he would not put himself in danger for me, but in the end he almost disappeared too...

They were all the same, regardless of what I thought, and rushed straight towards the cliff. Even if I try to stop them, they will tell carefully prepared lies and even force me to push them down with my own hands.

…They are all big liars.

Now, it's your turn to lie to me.

His eyes were red.

...I never thought you would lie to me.

"The only thing I never thought was that you would lie to me... Yueyue."

In the silent room, the only sound was his hoarse voice, like a wounded beast.

"I thought... no matter how big the matter is, no matter how desperate the future is... we can... explain it clearly."

"You just need to make it clear to me in advance that you have no authority over life, and this is your last life..."

"I will really try my best to help you survive."

"I thought we really..."

He stretched out his hand and squeezed it weakly, as if he was holding something, but also as if there was nothing——

"...Hold happiness."

"But actually...it's also a lie."

"Pah." She hugged him suddenly, wrapping her fingers firmly around his back.

She hugged him so tightly and with so much force that she almost melted into his bones. A head full of white hair sunk deep into his facial features, itching and prickling to the point of making people cry.

"Don't say that, don't say that..." She hugged him tightly, her voice brushed against his ears, and repeated: "Of course you belong to happiness, you are the only one who deserves happiness..."

"I'm afraid that if I tell you, you will do something impulsive. Because both God and I know... you really can't find a way to do this..."

"Ming'an... we are really afraid that you... will do something crazy to squeeze yourself..."

His eyes were red, and Su Mingan couldn't control his long-suppressed senses, and his throat felt wet and hot.

He always wonders why he and Yueyue always live like the last day of the world, when they clearly still have such a long future. But he never thought that this was really... the "last day".

Her fingertips were cold, her pulse was weak, and her purple blood vessels were bulging.

He could barely touch her heartbeat, the old man's heartbeat was really light.

The silver hair scraped across the outline of his face, as if wiping away the dust on his face.

He stretched out his trembling hands and wanted to hug her back, but stopped the moment he touched her rickety back.

He didn't dare to hold it.

It's like hugging a colorful bubble. Once you hug it tightly, you're afraid it will break.

"...Why." His voice trembled. It was as if he was asking her, and he seemed to be asking himself why.

Why happiness is always short-lived.

Why is the truth always dripping with blood?

Why is the world so cruel...after people sink into happiness, they must be forcibly pulled up again?

"...Because you live too soberly, you are too afraid of love, you are not like a happy fool, and this will make you suffer for the rest of your life." A thin voice came from the side of the ear.

She seemed to be feeling regretful... Why was Su Mingan so keen that he had to discover this at the last moment. If he didn't bring it up, she wouldn't have to say it.

Maybe, he could think...that their time was perfect. They spent a happy life together, and in the end it was her fun to "experience aging".

Why does he have to live so soberly?

Why did he insist on getting to the bottom of it?

She patted his back gently, like soothing a cat. Breath leaked from the pale lips.

The sunlight streaming in from the window illuminates the light spots floating in the air.

His shoulders shrugged, and her patting on the back slowly stopped.

"Listen to me." She whispered: "...I won't die."

Su Ming looked at her calmly, with no trust in his eyes. He almost forgot that she was no longer the blank slate girl, she had already lied to others. This time, even her life and death can be deceived.

"Although the authority over life is not with me, I am an observer. As long as my soul is not exhausted, I will not die due to the end of my body." She whispered: "Observer...&@*! &”

Her voice became a garbled mess.

Su Mingan's pupils shrank. Yueyue also realized something, and changed her words to a way that could pass the trial: "Because at this level, what matters is the life span of the soul, not the life span of the body. You can also change a body when the body is on the verge of aging, as long as the soul It'll be fine as long as your lifespan is not exhausted, right? I can't tell you in detail, but in the end, I will definitely come back to see you."

Su Mingan was silent for a while.

"...You are lying to me again." He whispered: "Don't learn from Siboer, it will be difficult to achieve good results."

"I'm not lying to you, not this time." She held his face: "This body of mine will indeed grow old, but I will be in front of you again soon. I just need to change my body. This is The Power of the Observer.”

Su Mingan was speechless.

As a special observer, Yueyue certainly did not spend so many years in vain. Perhaps, she had communicated with the organizer many times and even reached some deals.

"..."

The silence lasted for a while before Su Mingan spoke:

"Okay, I believe you."

"When this body of yours expires... I will wait for you to come back."

"Don't let me wait alone. Don't wait until decades later for me to realize that you lied to me again."

Yueyue nodded.

"But if something goes wrong, could it be...that this is your last life?" he asked.

"Nothing will go wrong, don't worry." She replied.

Su Mingan stared at her for a long time.

In her obsidian eyes, you can vaguely see the tranquility after the storm. Only at the closest distance can you feel the burning soul hidden in the darkness.

"Don't lie to me." He emphasized.

Tears flashed in her eyes, and then she laughed.

"Ah."

They were silent for a long time.

The wind blew up the comic book on the table, leaving traces of blood on the pages. A golden-black figure flashed in the shadow in the corner of the room, and then fell silent again.

……

It’s been 58 years since the Heavenly Generation.

Her hair was completely white.

Su Mingan repeatedly emphasized that she would definitely come back to him after her death and find him.

……

It’s been 59 years since the Heavenly Generation.

Her face became very old.

She touched her face, pulled Su Mingan, and asked, "Doesn't it look good now?"

"No." Su Mingan whispered, "To me, it's all the same."

It’s all the same…always the same.

……

It’s been 60 years since the Heavenly Generation.

Her eyes also began to lose sight.

She sat under the peach blossom tree and spoke slowly: "Ming'an, my eyes can't read comic books clearly recently."

"I'll read it to you." Su Mingan pushed the wheelchair.

He was holding a comic book and was about to read when she impatiently interrupted him.

"I can't see the pictures...what's the point of just listening to the words..." She muttered: "I haven't cleared my game routine yet. Hey, where did my phone go..."

She was right.

When a person gets old, he does look like a child. Every trivial matter has to be mentioned over and over again, including the temperature of the tea. Although she may have just been affected by her body, not her intention. Su Mingan couldn't laugh or cry. He never expected that she would walk in front of him. It was clear that his body was barely surviving, but she was actually faster than him.

The artillery fire outside became more intense. He was thinking that she was very old and he could not continue to use a frail body. Even if there is a risk of being discovered by the double shadow, he will return to the Holy City soon.

But looking at her look, Su Mingan suddenly noticed.

...Perhaps, this is the peaceful future that is likely to befall them when the world game does not happen.

Symphony No 6 In A Minor.

Finally he saw it.

(End of this chapter)