All aspects are kneeling and begging the villain heroine to be a person

Chapter 1875 Suddenly Became a Big Sister (1)

"I have been kidnapped all my life, kidnapped by my parents' nurturing grace, kidnapped by my identity as a big sister."

"I can't see the hard work of my parents. I always want to share the burden for them. After all, they gave birth to me. The elderly parents who are getting worse and the younger brothers and sisters make it hard for me to ignore them. Gradually, I have completely fallen into a moral dilemma. The trap, life is self-sacrifice and dedication. Even if I suddenly wake up occasionally, I will be oppressed by the trivial matters of life and forget it. I can’t be cruel to face them.”

"People around me say that if my parents gave birth to me, I will repay my parents for the rest of my life."

"My parents said that I am the eldest sister, so I should take care of my younger siblings. My younger siblings will definitely repay me when they grow up, and they will never forget me as an older sister."

"At the beginning, I also showed reluctance, but I was not filial in all kinds of words, my parents raised me for nothing, and my parents' pitiful faces. I was bound and surrounded by these accusations, and I was gradually transformed by them. Became the hardworking person."

"When the younger brothers and sisters grow up, what the parents say is that I, the eldest sister, should take care of them more. When they are dying, they will also be told in the same way, as if I owe them a natural gift."

"Looking back on my life, what have I gained?"

"In this life, I have lived too tired."

"In the few days before I died, I hated myself a little. Why couldn't I be more cruel? No one cared for me. They didn't care about me. They just pretended to be pitiful, kidnapped me and oppressed me with family affection. Why didn't I resist? Why can't you go far away?"

Qianyan: "Being in the middle of the game, if you can't see the whole picture, you will inevitably be confused and be deceived by all illusions."

The sad expression on the face of the white-haired woman holding the teacup froze, she raised her head slowly, her eyes were a little puzzled, after a while, she lowered her head again, her voice was gentler than before: "I thought you would say poor There must be something hateful about people like me, they will spurn people like me, they will feel that I deserve it, or they will drive me out, and they will not help me realize my wish."

Qianyan took a sip from the teacup: "If you know the truth, but are still obsessed with it, and your wish conflicts with my ideas, you will be driven out. If your wish is to let your parents, younger siblings understand you and treat you well, Family reunion, this conflicts with my philosophy and will drive you out."

"That's not your wish, is it?"

The white-haired woman shook her head quickly: "I have been kidnapped for my whole life, there is no cure for having such a stupid wish."

"Then why should I spurn you? You are not a god, you are just a very ordinary person, who was mentally controlled by a group of people, and fell into the quagmire and couldn't struggle out. In the floating world, how many people can keep their heads clear all the time? They used to be Your relatives, you are soft-hearted, you don't want to see them suffer, this is human nature, besides, they are so good at pretending to be pitiful, brainwashing you all the time, and no one will remind you, you are so busy that you can't even eat a hot meal I can fall asleep on the pillow, so I don’t have so much time to think. When I come back to my senses, a lifetime will pass.”

The white-haired woman cried out loudly, yes, she was most sober during the two days before she died.

Lying on the hospital bed, looking at the ceiling, recalling her whole life, because these days are the most free, she finally figured it out.

However, it's too late.

"You can say your wish."

(End of this chapter)