The red building is so arrogant

Chapter 836
afternoon.

Baoyu lay on the bed tossing and turning, unable to sleep, first lamenting about the attacker, and then worrying about Baochai.

I don't know when, a flash of inspiration suddenly flashed in his mind, and he spliced ​​these two things together:
It is known that sister Bao regrets marrying her, and she calls Brother Jiao in her sleep and dreams; It is unlikely that he will leave her a son and a daughter.

Does that mean that as long as you don't care who the child belongs to...

Putting the last condition on, Baoyu suddenly felt that everything seemed to have the answer, but the problem is, such a thing is too...

How could someone in this world indulge his wife and take the initiative to conceive someone else's child? !

Impossible, absolutely impossible!
Even though Jia Baoyu had made up his mind to abandon his wife and son from the very beginning, and had no intention of raising this child at all, it was still difficult to accept such a thing.

But if you don't do this, how can you cut off the mortal relationship and transcend everything? !

Jia Baoyu only felt that all internal organs seemed to be knotted, so he got up and went to the study room, first picked up a pen and wrote down the words "let go, complete" on the paper. wastebasket.

But he sat in front of the desk for a while, and couldn't help but spread out the rice paper, and re-wrote these four words.

This time he stared at it for a long time, finally slowly rolled up the note, threw it on the corner of the table, and lay down on the desk with his head in his hands and depressed.

After an unknown amount of time, he repeated the previous action again, but this time he stared at the four words for a long time, instead of grouping them together, he wrote down the four big words with force on the back of the paper: Rarely confused.

But it is easy to write, but it is difficult to really practice it.

So after he finished writing, he stared again for a while, and suddenly got up with a long sigh and went back to the bedroom, lay on his back on the bed and stared at the roof with blank eyes, and didn't even move when Musk Moon called him to eat at night.

Musk Moon was worried that he would suffer from hysteria again, so she quietly reported it to Mrs. Wang.

Mrs. Wang had to be silent for a long while, and then replied "understood", and then there was no further comment.

Sheyue had no choice but to lay a bed beside the bed and guard Baoyu all night.

Baoyu didn't sleep all night, and she didn't dare to close her eyes all night.

At dawn, the sleepy upper eyelids were fighting with the lower eyelids, trying to support themselves, when suddenly Baoyu sat up straight, and was about to go out after putting on her shoes.

Musk Moon was taken aback, and hurriedly got up and asked, "Second Master, where are you going?!"

"Go and find Sister Bao!"

Jia Baoyu answered decisively.

She Yue was taken aback for a moment, seeing that Baoyu had already left the bedroom, she hurriedly followed up and cautiously asked, "Is there anything you want to talk to Second Mistress? Do you want to discuss it with your wife first?"

"Need not!"

Jia Baoyu shook his head resolutely: "I have already thought about it. Since I want to see through the red dust, what can I not let go of? Amitabha, Bodhi is not a tree, nor a bright mirror. There is nothing in the first place, so why bother to stir up dust."

He changed one word in the verse of the Sixth Patriarch Huineng, in order to express his intention to let go of everything and not get involved in cause and effect.

Although Musk Moon listened ignorantly, she sensed the danger from the Amitabha Buddha, subconsciously grabbed Jia Baoyu's arm and said anxiously: "Second Lord, you, you won't be fascinated by those principles and Zen again, right?!"

Baoyu smiled at her sideways, shook his head and said, "You don't understand."

As he spoke, he broke free from her hand lightly, and strode forward with his legs again.

She Yue hesitated, and ran back with her skirt in hand, telling Fang Guan to report to his wife quickly, and then she ran all the way to catch up.

Along the way, she was afraid that if Baoyu saw Baochai, the tip of a needle would touch the wheat awning, but when she got there, Baoyu had a kind face when she saw Yinger who came out to pour the washing water.

It's just that there is a faint distance in that smile.

"Please trouble my sister to go in and report, and say that I have something important to discuss with Sister Bao."

After hearing this, Ying'er held the washbasin and looked at Baoyu in amazement. Seeing that his round face was somewhat dignified, she hesitated for a moment, dropped the washbasin and said, "Then you wait here." .”

With that said, he turned and went back into the house.

"Humph~"

Musk Moon was originally relieved, but seeing her attitude, she couldn't help but snorted coldly: "It's really unruly, you don't even call the second master."

Baoyu, on the other hand, acted as if he didn't care about anything, and even took a leisurely look at the layout of the courtyard—it was originally used as a wedding room, and the courtyard was decorated with colorful flowers, but now most of the rare and exotic plants have been removed. , only a few pure flowers are left.

This is exactly what Xue Baochai likes, and it was like this in Hengwu Courtyard before, and her boudoir was even jokingly called "Snow Cave".

At this time, Ying'er turned back again, and greeted with a half smile: "Grandma asked you to go in and talk."

Baoyu immediately walked in.

Musk Moon also wanted to follow in, but was stopped by Yinger's cross arm.

Sheyue flattened her mouth, and had no choice but to stay outside the door and listen to the movement with her ears pricked up. She was going to rush in to persuade the fight when there was a commotion inside.

But after Baoyu and Baochai met, they were surprisingly calm, or indifferent.

In fact, Baochai has been waiting for the past few days, but it was not Jia Baoyu, but Mrs. Wang—she thought that Mrs. Wang would come to her door if she could not get an answer from her. It was Jia Baoyu.

But Baoyu came to look for her at this time, what would it be for?

After pouring a cup of tea with her own hands, Xue Baochai asked calmly, "You came to see me, what's the matter?"

"I……"

Baoyu hesitated for a moment, and then said decisively: "I want to let go, and I want to fulfill my sister!"

Baochai's face changed color slightly, but she calmed down again very quickly. She lightly moved the teacup in front of her with her plain hand, and said calmly, "So, you plan to make peace with me?"

"This……"

Jia Baoyu was stunned for a moment, then scratched his head for a while and asked in doubt: "Didn't it mean that our marriage was hand-picked, so we can't just get along with each other?"

Xue Baochai realized that she had guessed wrong, and she didn't understand Baoyu's purpose, so she waited quietly for him to give an answer.

Seeing that Sister Bao didn't answer, Jia Baoyu didn't bother with this matter any more, took a deep breath, and said guiltily: "If I hadn't been obsessed with ghosts and ran to my wife to talk nonsense, my sister might have married Brother Jiao long ago. For Qin Jinzhi's sake."

Xue Baochai raised her eyebrows slightly. In fact, she herself denied this matter first, but Baoyu's riot did cause the marriage to officially fall through—but at this time, why did Baoyu come to bring up the old matter ?
Baoyu said again: "Compared with Xiangyun and the third younger sister, it is not surprising that my elder sister will regret it. Now I am determined to escape into Buddhism, and I will never pay attention to this mundane world from now on. This can help my elder sister make up for her original regret. "

Only then did Xue Baochai understand Baoyu's intention.

Regarding the absurd suggestion made by Mrs. Wang, she has always been most worried that Baoyu would not accept it, but she never expected that Baoyu would offer to "help" herself!
She subconsciously probed, "Who told you to say that?"

Immediately, I felt that my reaction was not right, so I added three points of anger and asked: "What are you trying to do?!"

"I, I think..."

Don't look at Baoyu's calm and composed look just now, it can be seen that when Sister Bao got angry, he softened all of a sudden, and said in a low-key manner: "I don't mean anything else, I just want, I just want to help my sister find someone to rely on before she becomes a monk." .”

"What to rely on? How to find it?!"

Xue Baochai pressed on every step of the way.

"It's, it's..."

Jia Baoyu became more and more flustered, almost daring not to face Baochai again, and wanted to run away as soon as he lost his sight.

Seeing this, Baochai stood up first and said forcefully, "If you don't speak clearly here, then we will discuss it in front of my wife!"

"Don't, don't disturb your wife!"

Baoyu waved his hands wildly, and managed to persuade Baochai to sit down again. He shrugged his shoulders and shrugged, "Sister, please don't be annoyed. I really have no other intentions. I just want, just want..."

He took a deep breath, tried to calm down, and then gritted his teeth and said, "You see, although my elder brother died young, my sister-in-law also had a brother Lang by my side, and my becoming a monk is almost as good as dying, so I just wanted to find someone to rely on for my sister for the rest of my life..."

"how?"

Xue Baochai sneered at him and said with a sneer: "Second Lord, you are pitying me, wanting to give me a child, and then play a full game of abandoning your wife and son?!"

"No no no!"

Seeing the coldness in Baochai's eyes, Jia Baoyu quickly explained: "I want to fulfill my sister, how is it possible, how is it possible..."

"You fulfilled the left sentence and the right sentence, what exactly are you trying to accomplish?!"

"This……"

Jia Baoyu lowered his head and said in a low voice, "I heard that my sister has been calling Brother Jiao's name in her sleep and dreams recently. Maybe, maybe... If Brother Jiao is willing to take care of you, you, your mother...mother and son, will definitely be able to." ..."

wow~
Suddenly, Xue Baochai violently threw the table over, pointed to the outside and shouted: "Shameless! Get out, get out!"

Baochai can understand Mrs. Wang. After all, Mrs. Wang is afraid that she will reveal what she has done to her when she returns to her mother's house, so she makes such a bad move.

But what about Baoyu? !
He took the initiative to run and said that he wanted to 'perfect' himself, but in his heart, what did he think of himself? !
What kind of person would he be if he readily admitted this matter? !

Seeing that Baoyu was stupefied and sitting there motionless, Baochai simply went around and kicked Baoyu on his round stool, kicking Baoyu upside down, then pointing outside and shouting again: "Go away, what are you going to do?" I get out!"

At this time, Sheyue and Yinger rushed in, one protecting Baochai, and the other hurriedly supporting Baoyu.

At this time, Baoyu became sober again, and tried to explain again: "I, I have no other intentions, I really want to fulfill..."

"roll!"

A vase slammed over, rubbed against his feet and fell to the ground, shattering into pieces with a crackling sound.

Baoyu was so frightened that he jumped three feet high, and happened to be pulled by Sheyue again, so he hurriedly ran down the donkey down the slope.

(End of this chapter)