I am God!

After passing through the not-so-wide black storm and black snow embers, it was still a harsh and cruel winter outside, with cold currents and cold winds blowing into the distance, and broken ice floating on the sea.

Helfas walked in the cold wind and ice and snow, falling from the sky to the distant continent.

After hearing Chulando's experience, he had a tingling feeling. Even though he had left there, he was still surrounded by strong uneasiness. He didn't know the root cause of his uneasiness. Perhaps it was because of this that he Only then did I feel uneasy.

They are so similar.

They all came from the wilderness, became kings of all living beings, and were also regarded as gods.

After they knew a certain secret, they could no longer go back or stop, as if they were being driven forward by something.

They once didn't know where they came from, who they were, or even what they were.

They all seem to have some kind of mission.

Helfas was wrapped in the wind and snow, and his eyes became more and more dazed. Chulando's words kept echoing in his mind.

"Was I ever a madman?"

"You just stayed in the dark for too long."

"I am happy that the bird people can finally survive in this world, not from my own shelter and giving, but by relying on their own strength."

"They call me a god, and they call me Chulando who created civilization. I have to do something for them, and I hope I can do my best."

How could Helfas not feel frightened? After listening to the story belonging to Chulando, he seemed to see another himself.

The horizon in the distance gradually became clearer, and he gradually got closer to the sea.

Across the ice, he vaguely saw a man standing on the shore.

"Is there anyone who hasn't left yet?"

He thought he was a member of the previous exploration team, but as he approached the edge of the continent, he discovered that the person was definitely not a member of the exploration team.

His footsteps did not stop, and through the wind and snow, the other party's shadow gradually became clearer.

It was a woman wearing a loose white skirt. The light-colored headscarf could not cover her long hair. She held an umbrella to block the falling wind and snow, but she had the look of walking on the street under the drizzle in June. The comfort of the alley.

Her dress might have looked inconspicuous among the crowds in the city, but at the end of the snowy country, she immediately seemed independent from the world. The wind blew her skirt, making her look a little thin.

Helfas came from the sea and looked at the other party: "Witch?"

The other party nodded: "My name is Lilian."

Helfas's guess was not wrong, the other party was indeed Sky Witch Lilian.

Helfas asked again: "Are you coming to see me or to see him."

The person Helfas spoke of was naturally Chulando not far away. The other person's wisdom was given by the witch in front of him, and it was she who sent Chulando into the world in the glass jar.

Witch: "I came to see you and take a look at him from a distance."

Helfas: "Aren't you going up?"

The witch looked at Helfas as if she also had the ability to read Helfas's mind and read Helfas's heart.

"Do you think that someone like me who came from the previous era is really indifferent enough?"

Before Helfas could reply, the witch continued speaking.

"but."

"Have you ever thought that he would not be happy at least in the beginning."

"Even every period of his life was once happy, but the happiness he once had turned into a shackles at the moment he lost it."

Helfas has seen many pairs of eyes, each pair of eyes showing something different, happiness, resentment, confusion, wisdom, love or something else.

But in the eyes of this witch, he saw something that transcended everything, but he couldn't tell what it was now.

The witch said: "One of my ancestors once said that I can never get something, but I can't accept losing it."

Helfas: "The false witch."

She said, "You know?"

Helfas: "I saw her story on Skyport."

The witch nodded: "Do you think this is right?"

Herfas: "People are always gaining, and they are always losing, whether you want it or not, whether you think it is possible or not."

The witch continued: "The root of all human suffering lies in loss. Gaining and losing occur at the same time. Whatever you choose, you are destined to give up."

"An immortal gains and possesses the most things, but he also loses the most things. He continues to gain and lose over the years."

The witch raised her umbrella slightly and looked at the black funnel-shaped storm in the distance.

"I asked Chulando what he wanted, and he said he wanted to experience what it's like to be a human being."

"I told him what he would lose while gaining wisdom, and what would be the consequences of becoming a human being with fiery emotions."

"He made a desperate choice at that time."

"At that time, he was so eager. He was so blessed with wisdom when he was born, and he was so happy that I even envy him."

"He had a choice before, and he chose to be a human being; he also has a choice now, and in the end he still chose to immerse himself in his own world."

"Every time he takes a step forward, every time he makes a choice, there is no way he can go back to the past."

Helfas: "According to this, the immortal gods have the most to lose."

The witch held an umbrella: "Gods have lost everything before. How much of your past can you hope to keep in those long years? Beyond gains and losses, what is left in the end is the eternity you can hold on to."

"Understand?"

"Just like Chulando, I can give him wisdom and strength, but I can't give him a heart that will never be erased by loss."

"My only regret is that I didn't expect that when he came out of the glass tank nine days later, he would directly integrate all the life species and jump to level four or above. He would no longer forget the past and enter reincarnation again and again."

"He can abandon the past and start over, but he can't let go of the past. He can choose to move forward, but he loses the motivation to move forward."

"He no longer calls himself Prison Bird by his previous name."

"It really becomes a bird imprisoning itself in a cage."

The witch said the most regretful words and closed her eyes slightly, and the wind and snow in the sky seemed to gradually calm down.

"It is really a sad thing to allow a person who has no desire for God to have eternity like a god."

this moment.

Helfas finally understood what he felt in this witch before.

In her eyes, life and death are just the wind and frost passing through the hem of her skirt. She has witnessed the destruction and rebirth of the world. She is used to seeing the rotation between the sea and the mulberry field.

But this doesn't mean anything. No matter how much you experience or how long you live, it doesn't prove anything.

But she possessed the desire of God over the years.

The world is not eternal, but something deep in her heart will never change.

This witch looks a little fragile in the cold wind, but when you look into her eyes, she seems to be staring at the stars, which can make you breathless.

That feeling comes not only from strength, but from something telling you that you are the ice and snow that is easily worn away by the wind of time, and she is the unmovable mountain under the ice and snow.

Finally, the witch stared at Helfas and asked.

"You have embarked on the eternal path to becoming a god."

"Black-haired man, is there anything eternal that you are willing to give up everything for?" This question seemed to be torturing Helfas's heart.
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The end of the continent.

The witch had left, but Helfas still stood there for a long time.

At the end of the sentence, he was already afraid to look into the witch's eyes, like something too fragile afraid of colliding with something too strong.

At that time, he could only say thoughtfully: "God's desire."

Witch: "You seem to have heard of it. Did Anissa tell you?"

Helfas: "You know Anissa has seen me?"

Witch: "I knew everything when I woke up."

Sure enough, these witches seem to have the power to monitor the world.

Helfas: "Do you know what Anissa wants to do?"

Witch: "I don't know. I probably know what she did outside, but we can't sense what she did in the Tower of Babel and the Kingdom of the Gods. But I have some feeling that she wants to leave this world." !”

Helfas: "Are you going to stop her?"

Witch: "As a regulator and part of the world, her departure is not allowed, but these things have nothing to do with you, so don't get involved."

Helfas: "Can't you convince her?"

Witch: "What should you use to convince a being who has awakened the desire of God?"

Helfas: "She indeed has the desire of God."

Witch: "There was no such thing, at least not when she last fell asleep."

Helfas was stunned for a long time. He had heard Anissa call herself a mortal again and again and talk about the desires of God. It turned out that not long ago, she was actually a person lost in the years.

It turns out that the witch Anissa, who was mysterious and unfathomable in the eyes of Helfas, faced another witch from an older era and era, just like Helfas, the human god, faced Anissa. Generally speaking, the confidence and mystery are instantly removed and it becomes real.

He suddenly wanted to laugh, but then suddenly remembered that the other party had at least awakened the desire of God, and he was still lingering in the same place.

Helfas thought for a long time, and finally shook his head.

He told the witch his answer to that question.

"I want a lot of things. I want to see the ideal civilized world. I want to know the secrets behind me. I want to know what kind of person I was. There are so many."

"But there is nothing that is so firm that I can give up everything and not waver even for hundreds of millions of years."

The witch nodded: "That's right, you are still an ascendant who is looking for the path to God."

When she said this, she didn't have that kind of arrogance, but it was like saying, you haven't grown up yet.

Helfas felt a little ashamed. He had lived for two thousand years, but when he talked about it in front of a witch who had crossed over from the previous era and witnessed the destruction and rebirth of the world, it suddenly became too insignificant. .

At the end, he asked the question he had always wanted to ask: "Do you know who I am and where I come from?"

The witch shook her head firmly: "I don't know."

Helfas: "You must have guessed something, right?"

Witch: "Yes, all I have is speculation, but the vague speculation may lead you in another direction. I think it is wiser not to say anything."

"Even if you have just embarked on the path to godhood, you should have understood the principle of not arbitrarily interfering with other people's fate."

The witch looked at Helfas and suddenly said to him.

"but."

"I can give you some advice."

"If you don't have the determination, don't move forward. It might be better to stay where you are and wait."

"Sometimes, when you see the truth and secrets, you can't go back to the past. The more you know, the closer you are to the abyss."

"Actually, are truths and secrets really so important sometimes?"

Helfas: "Know everything to make the choice you want."

Witch: "Maybe you have no choice at that time."

The Sky Witch roughly got to know Helfas through a conversation. She also had a lot of things to do of her own, so she held an umbrella and gradually disappeared into the ice and snow.

Like a praying priest during the rainy season, she blends into the changes in the climate and migrates to distant places.

In the wind and snow, her last voice came.

"Normally, as supervisors, we will not care about you, nor will we easily interfere with the normal operation of this world. After all, you are still just a mortal."

"But when you reach the mythical level, you can no longer stay in this world and the earth."

Helfas: "Why?"

The witch said: "The will of the Lord."

Helfas stood there and thought about the conversation just now, trying to extract more information he wanted, so he stood there for a long time.

It wasn't until the dark night fell that he stepped out of the night and entered the darkness of the kingdom of the gods.
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In the kingdom of the gods.

Helfas recorded the new profession as a system in the civilization machine. He also reached an agreement with Chulando at the end of the Snow Kingdom. At least the other party would not resist the bird people using the power of his laws to become New professionals.

On the civilized plane, the sealed book on the side asked Helfas.

"What is the name of the new professional?"

Helfas thought for a moment and finally spoke.

"Winter Bird."

"Winter Summoner."

From this day on, a new profession appeared on this land.

The sunny bird drives away the endless rain, the rain bird travels with the rain to where it is needed, and the moment the winter bird appears, it means the arrival of winter.

Cloud Kingdom.

Some people in the small town watched the snow falling from the sky. They had never seen snow before and were very surprised.

Although the snow is very small, it begins to melt when it falls on the ground.

"what is this?"

"Snowing."

"Is this snow?"

"How can it snow in the Cloud Kingdom? There has never been snow here?"

The business travelers from afar stopped and told them the news they knew.

"Because the bird that imprisoned winter released winter."

People raised their heads, as if they really saw the strange shadow of the winter bird in the sky.

The bird lingers in the ice and snow, and it imprisons winter. Wherever it goes, it is the cold winter season.

but.

It itself seems to be trapped in winter. (End of chapter)