Turn over from love

Chapter 231 So Nervous I Forgot to Breathe

Lu Zhou's sudden turn of words made Ye Fangfei startled.

She was jumping for joy, and the champagne had already been opened in her heart.

But his word "but" gradually suppressed her dizzy joy.

"Other...anyone?"

She wanted to make sure she had heard correctly, and repeated what he had said.

"En." Lu Zhou responded in a low voice, "Is it okay?"

He asked her opinion again.

In fact, he didn't have much confidence in whether she would agree.

After all, his request was very inconsistent with Ye Fangfei's usual behavior.

If she refuses... then he chose to embark on another path to torture his heart tonight.

Therefore, he is apprehensive at the moment.

"You mean, don't even tell my family?"

Ye Fangfei frowned lightly, repeatedly confirming whether she had misunderstood what Lu Zhou wanted to express.

Lu Zhou pondered for a moment, nodded and said, "Apart from you and me, no third person will know about our love affair, including your family, your girlfriends, and your manager."

He emphasized every word.

And these words sounded very cold to Ye Fangfei's ears.

"You want to have an affair with me."

She expressed her understanding in another way of expression. At this moment, she felt as if she had fallen into an ice cave.

Hiding and sneaking, sneaking, is not the way she yearns for in love.

The three words "underground love" in Ye Fangfei's mouth hurt Lu Zhou's heart.

Of course he doesn't want to play any kind of underground love affair, and he is very clear that this is a difficult way for her to accept, but so what?
Tonight, she forced him to admit his feelings for her with no way out.

She asked him to make a choice tonight.

Either be her boyfriend, or never have another chance in the future.

He admitted and confessed, but new problems also appeared.

As long as Gao Ting'an didn't solve it for a day, they were destined not to have a romantic relationship in the sun.

He can't take this risk. "The enemy is in the open and we are in the dark" is what he thinks is a safer way to play.

Therefore, even if the relationship with Ye Fangfei is confirmed, they can only play the trick of secret love, and they must try their best to cover it up as tightly as possible.

"I don't want to, but..."

Lu Zhou felt a little uncomfortable when he said this. He paused, thinking about what to say so that she could accept it better.

"You still care about what my family thinks of you." Ye Fangfei interrupted him at this time.

Lu Zhou really wanted to tell her that the real reason was not this, but he couldn't say that, so he could only continue to make excuses.

"I'm serious about you, so I will definitely care about your family. Only those who don't care whether the two of them can make it to the end can really do it, right?"

"But I, Lu Zhou, are not that kind of person."

"and……"

When Lu Zhou said this, he suddenly thought of a point. After hesitating for a moment, he took a deep breath and continued:

"I have personally experienced the fact that the woman's parents tried their best to oppose the two people being together because they looked down on my origin. In order to separate us, they even found me in private and said something that hurt my self-esteem. That incident, after so many years, I think back It still impresses me.”

"At that time, there was not much difference in the family situation, but now, the difference between our family situation is even greater."

"Can you guarantee that your family will not do similar behaviors of suppressing and maliciously persuading me after knowing that we are together?"

Lu Zhou said with a serious face, doubling the psychological damage caused to him by breaking up with Li Jiayan for many years.

He spoke vividly, which made Ye Fangfei's heart ache.

It turned out that he had really suffered this kind of injury.

She had guessed in this regard.

However, it has not been personally confirmed by Lu Zhou, but it is only unilateral imagination and speculation.

Hearing him say this tonight, it was obvious that the scars he had suffered were still there, and she was inexplicably sad.

Although she thought that her parents were fairly open-minded and would not do such excessive things, she hesitated when he asked her if she could make a promise.

After all, she is not her parents herself. All the current assumptions that will not happen are based on the premise that she has not brought Lu Zhou to meet her family formally. What did she think?
She couldn't be sure.

The only thing she can be sure of is that she can be her own master.

Ye Fangfei shook her head lightly, giving Lu Zhou an answer.

Seeing this, Lu Zhou breathed a sigh of relief and continued to attack.

"You say that I was bitten by a snake for ten years and I was afraid of well ropes, or you said that I didn't have the courage to face the difficulties that are likely to happen in the future..."

"But this is me, I don't want to take impulsive risks before I am not fully prepared, and the result may be to run away in the end."

"Feifei, if I choose to be with you, I will be serious. I will work hard to make myself stronger. When you are willing to take me to meet your family formally, they will no longer look down on me because of my background." , but will recognize me."

"That's what I want."

"So, now is not the right time to let them know that we are together. Our secret love is only temporary, and when the time is right, we will open it openly, okay?"

Under the star-sparse night sky, he held her thin shoulders with both hands, and said solemnly.

Ye Fangfei was convinced by him little by little.

"I can keep my family members from knowing, but can't my best friends know? They are my very good friends. I just ask them not to tell others."

She made a final struggle.

After all, she always finds it weird to be in a secret relationship.

This is her first real relationship, but she has to hide it from the public, and she can't share her happiness with others, which makes her feel a little unspeakably wronged.

Lu Zhou: "The reason why a secret is called a secret is that it cannot be known by a third person. Can you be sure that someday they won't leak it after drinking?"

Ye Fangfei: "..."

Lu Zhou suddenly thought of something, looked at her with a smile, and asked, "You know I'm 100% sure that you like me, when is it?"

When the subject changed direction, Ye Fangfei's face turned hot, she was stunned for a while, she didn't react for a while, she shook her head blankly, "When?"

"The day you were drunk." Lu Zhou raised the corners of his lips and said unhurriedly, "You told me yourself, you said you liked me."

Ye Fangfei's face instantly became hot.

"So, do you believe that there are impenetrable walls in this world?" Seeing her embarrassed, Lu Zhou joked.

"Then according to what you said, there is no need to keep it secret. Who knows that one day I will be drunk and unconscious and tell my family about us?" Ye Fangfei raised her chin slightly and retorted.

Lu Zhou shrugged and said, "If this is the case, there is no other way, then I can only accept my fate."

Seeing his dejected look, Ye Fangfei couldn't help laughing immediately.

Lu Zhou raised his eyebrows and looked at her, "But...you became such a hooligan after you got drunk last time, don't you have a long memory? Do you dare to get drunk again?"

Ye Fangfei blushed, and muttered to quibble: "I'm also...not a rascal..."

Lu Zhouyang smiled and said: "Oh, you may have forgotten your rather rascal behavior, that's all, let me save face, I just remember it myself, so I won't tell you."

Ye Fangfei can actually remember some, but she bites the bullet and doesn't want to admit it. After all, it's too embarrassing. Hey... the past is too bad to look back on.

She avoided his direct gaze, turned her head to look at the mountain road when she came, and murmured hotly: "Remember what these things are for...you forget it quickly."

Lu Zhou smiled softly.

"So we're done with that?" He confirmed aloud again.

"Huh?" Ye Fangfei turned her head to look at him, without turning her head for a moment.

Seeing her dazed look, Lu Zhou smiled, raised his index finger and stroked the bridge of her nose lightly, "I will be your secret boyfriend from now on."

This sudden intimate movement made Ye Fangfei's body slightly stiff.

Her little heart was beating wildly, her face was red and her ears were hot, "And then?"

She foolishly asked three words.

"Then?" Lu Zhou tilted his head slightly as if thinking, and then said with a smile, "Then you can no longer flirt with other men, and keep a proper distance."

"Besides you, when have I flirted with other men?" Ye Fangfei raised her eyebrows and complained, "It's you, there are a lot of Yingying Yanyan around you, and you are not honest at all."

Lu Zhou suddenly felt wronged, "It's all work-related, don't be jealous."

The two were close at hand, one bowed his head, the other raised his head, suddenly fell into a short silence, and there was a subtle atmosphere around.

Ye Fangfei suddenly became nervous and her heart was beating wildly.

Is...is something going to happen?

As a result, when she was most nervous, she suddenly heard Lu Zhou say: "Tell me, will there be paparazzi secretly taking pictures here?"

Ye Fangfei: "???"

What an ugly topic! ! !

She really convinced his brain circuit.

"No, how could the paparazzi get in here, you think too much."

She is a little speechless, man, where is your romance?
What paparazzi are you talking about at this time!

Shouldn't...should...

What should it be?This is outside!What are you thinking!

Ye Fangfei, you are really tricky!

There are two little people fighting inside of her.

The night was getting late, and the cold was getting heavier.

Ye Fangfei didn't wear much, and Lu Zhou felt that it was inappropriate to stay on the mountain for too long.

"It's late, are you going down the mountain?" He said.

Ye Fangfei was stunned, huh?This is the end?
But...but tonight is her confession night, it's not...they haven't had time to be sweet, are they going to separate so soon?

She was a little unwilling.

"I want to stay a little longer," she said.

"It's late at night, I'm afraid you'll be cold." Lu Zhou saw her reluctance.

"Then let's go and stay in the car?" She blinked her eyes, raised two fingers, and said softly, "Just stay for another 10 minutes."

How could Lu Zhou stand her like this, pettingly raised his hand and rubbed her head, agreed, "Okay."

He opened the door to let her into the car first, and he also bent over and got into the car.

In the airtight environment, it was much warmer, but the atmosphere also became more ambiguous.

Ye Fangfei suddenly felt that she didn't know where to put her hands and feet.

Eh?How strange.

She felt like a little girl, something she had never been before.

Love is a wonderful thing.

Thinking of this, she couldn't help secretly laughing.

Ah, she is truly in love.

It was just that the two had just confirmed their relationship, and she began to feel that the atmosphere between her and Lu Zhou had become delicate.

There is a sense of restraint that the relationship has become closer but she doesn't know how to get close for a while, but she is not as free and easy as before when everyone didn't reveal the relationship.

She even suddenly became a little confused about how to start a conversation with him?
Just when her mental activity was extremely active, her hand was suddenly touched.

Ye Fangfei froze all over immediately, her eyelashes trembled slightly, she held her breath, and didn't even dare to lower her head to see what was going on.

Then the next second, her hand was tightly wrapped by a big warm palm.

"!!!"

He is taking the initiative to hold her hand!

Ye Fangfei forgot to breathe.

Then she told her that his fingers slowly got into hers.

The warmth slowly spread from the palm of the hand, spreading to the limbs and bones.

Ye Fangfei felt that she was so nervous that she almost suffocated at this moment.

In fact, it was not the first time he held her hand. They actually had more intimate contacts than this before, but those all happened inadvertently or in emergencies.

The feeling at that time was completely different from the feeling at this moment.

Now is the first time that they took the initiative to get close after they made their relationship clear.

He interlocked her fingers.

The man's hand gave her a very different feeling, a little rough, big and warm.

Ye Fangfei pursed her lips, so nervous that she could only feel the touch from her palm silently, and lost the ability to speak.

Lu Zhou could sense her nervousness and couldn't help laughing silently.

That's just how people do it. When you value something too much, you will involuntarily be nervous when you get it, and hold it cautiously.

She has no real love experience, and the contact with men and women's emotions is actually only in theory, and she has never practiced it in real life, so when love really comes, she seems green and ignorant.

Well, in fact, when he fell in love with her for the first time, it was like this.

As a soul awakened from another world, I tasted the taste of love for the first time. I was jerky and nervous. Everything was ignorant and probing by instinct until I became proficient.

Lu Zhou held her hand even tighter. Her hand was soft and delicate, and it felt inexplicably comfortable in his palm.

What a nostalgic touch.

There was a hot current in his heart, and countless memories flooded in. Thinking of the sweet past, his mood became complicated.

There is a hint of sadness in the sweetness.

The fate that was once deeply entangled with love can never be found again, and a new fate is just sprouting.

This time, we must cherish it.

With a smile on the corner of Lu Zhou's mouth, he turned to stare at Ye Fangfei's little face.

"Why is it so quiet all of a sudden? Are you nervous?" He asked knowingly.

Ye Fangfei pursed her lips, reflexively said: "No."

In order not to reveal her secrets, she turned her head and met his gaze directly.

Unexpectedly, he suddenly approached at this moment, and her whole body tensed up. At this moment, her heart was almost in her throat.

"You...what are you going to do?"

She felt that her face could boil an egg.

Heart thumping, thumping, really terrible.

Lu Zhou originally wanted to go over to check if she was blushing, but he didn't expect that she would turn her head at this time, and seeing her stuttering, he couldn't help being teasing.

"What do you think I want to do?"

With a hidden smile in his eyes, he asked in a low voice.

Her long eyelashes fluttered twice, "I..."

Just one word "I", and then there is no further text.

The lights in the car were not on, but Lu Zhou could also see the blush on her cheeks.

Seeing that she was really nervous, he stopped teasing her, smiled, and was about to sit up straight.

But the moment he moved away, Ye Fangfei, who was too nervous, closed her eyes reflexively.

Seeing this, Lu Zhou couldn't hold back, and a laugh escaped his throat.

Ye Fangfei noticed the change, slowly opened her eyelids, and found that Lu Zhou was laughing at her behavior. She felt that she was being teased by him, and she was very embarrassed.

"Lu Zhou, you are really bad!"

She snorted and shook her right hand, trying to pull it out of his palm.

Lu Zhou tried his best to stabilize secretly, but he didn't let her succeed.

Her embarrassing gesture inexplicably poked people's hearts, without asking permission, he leaned over and placed a soft kiss on her forehead.

She fell silent for a moment.

His breath enveloped her, and the warmth between her forehead touched her sensitive nerves.

At that moment, it was like fireworks blooming in her mind.

He... kissed her! ! !

"Stamped and certified, you can't escape, Ye Fangfei."

After touching and leaving, Lu Zhou looked into her eyes with a smile and said.

Ye Fangfei's eyebrows and eyes were stained with a smile, and her red lips curved into a beautiful arc. Sweetness flooded her heart, and she suddenly felt at ease.

At this time, a mobile phone rang suddenly in the car.

Both were stunned.

Lu Zhou found out that his cell phone was ringing, so he took it out to have a look, it was the call from his assistant Linda.

"Boss, why have you been here for so long? You won't forget me, will you?" Linda's voice came from the phone.

Lu Zhou: "..."

Ye Fangfei: "..."

The date was interrupted, and the two ended up going down the mountain.

Ye Fangfei drove Lu Zhou to the door of the master's house, and then he wandered to find an assistant outside the park, while Ye Fangfei drove to another exit to return to his home.

She sang along the way.

"...

I want to take you wandering and bathing in the sun

to complete the warm imagination
I like your cute appearance when you are willful

Like the sunshine cast in frustration
You are the cotton candy sweet dream in my heart

Don't let go of the hands that hold each other
......"

And here, Linda was driving Lu Zhou home, frequently looking through the rearview mirror and finding him giggling alone at the car window.

"Did the boss encounter something particularly happy tonight? He smiled so happily." Linda couldn't help being curious.

Lu Zhou recovered from the picture in his mind, and replied: "I made a lot of money easily tonight, is this something to be happy about?"

Linda: "Wow! That's how it is! Congratulations to the boss for getting rich again!"

Lu Zhou smiled, "I'll give you a bonus this month."

Linda's eyes lit up, and she kicked the accelerator, "Boss is mighty!"

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