Turn over from love

Chapter 156 Do you know why you can't sing well?

Night enveloped the entire bustling city.

The streets are full of traffic, and the colorful neon lights are brilliant in the night.

Lu Zhou sat in Ye Fangfei's car and went to Qin Yi's home.

Quiet pervades the entire car.

Perhaps it was because of the conversation before getting in the car that the atmosphere between the two was no longer as comfortable as when they first met.

Ye Fangfei was sitting on the left seat, with her head lightly leaning against the car window, her gaze fell on the passing scenery outside the window, she might be thinking about some philosophical issues in life.

Lu Zhou guessed.

He didn't bother her, stared at the traffic in front of him, and remained silent throughout.

I don't know how long this state lasted, but a short ringtone of the mobile phone interrupted the dull atmosphere in the car.

Ye Fangfei came back to her senses, she picked up the phone and looked at it, a new message came in, she didn't respond, and turned off the screen again.

Probably feeling that the atmosphere in the car was strange, she asked the driver to play music.

I don't know what happened to the driver's playlist. The first song that came out was actually "Summer".

Ye Fangfei was taken aback for a moment, and Lu Zhou's eyes slowly moved to the car stereo.

The familiar music they had interacted with once made the two people in the car regain their natural conversation.

On a whim, Ye Fangfei sang this song to Lu Zhou face to face, and asked him if he had improved a lot from the last time.

"No." Lu Zhou replied sincerely, "The emotional grasp was better last time, this time... I can't even hear the throbbing in your singing."

Ye Fangfei gave a low "oh", at this moment, she suddenly had the idea of ​​giving up challenging her emotions.

If you can't sing well, you can't sing well at all.

She hates this feeling.

Just wasting time and energy.

She turned her head slightly, looked out of the window again, and fell into a brief silence.

Lu Zhou looked at her side face quietly for a while, and said in a low voice, "Do you know why you can't sing like you did before?"

Ye Fangfei turned her head slowly upon hearing the sound, and met his gaze.

"Music is subjective and lyrical." Lu Zhou smiled at her and said.

"If you are now feeling disappointed about the emotion you want to grasp, and the intensity of this emotion is not small. If you want to substitute the emotion of this song through brain fantasy, then the feeling brought by the fantasy must be offset Just get rid of your current emotions, otherwise the taste of this song will not be the feeling you want."

"You can't hedge now, so when you sang just now, I heard the reluctance, and the complicated and struggling emotions hidden behind the technique."

Lu Zhou's voice sounded in the car, neither high nor low, coming slowly.

After listening to his words, Ye Fangfei was silent for several seconds.

The last sentence is harsh to the ears of musicians.

But he is right, she is feeling this kind of entanglement in her heart now.

Obviously the person involved is in front of her, but when she sings this song, she needs to try hard to imagine the happy time they had together, to find the throbbing, joy, and refreshing feeling of the breeze blowing on her face.

This gave her a strong sense of fragmentation. The point is, those feelings of forced memories through the brain can no longer offset the emotions in her heart at the moment.

Hey, I have to say that sometimes, he really understands what she's thinking in her heart, and he can hit the nail on the head many times.

But does he only understand her?Still know a lot of people?

When this thought came to my mind, it felt very subtle.

Ye Fangfei wanted to sigh inexplicably, but she didn't. She just nodded to Lu Zhou and said, "Indeed."

She did not deny that she was not in a good mood at the moment.

"Have you ever seriously thought about why you can't sing love songs?"

Lu Zhou's voice came again, making Ye Fangfei stunned for a moment.

Have you thought about it?
thought about it.

why?
Ye Fangfei pursed her red lips lightly, and subconsciously rubbed the power button back and forth twice with her slender fingers holding the phone.

The light in the car was not good, but Lu Zhou's bright black eyes stared at her without blinking, not letting go of the emotion that flashed in her eyes.

The music echoed in the car, covering the silence that permeated the two.

After a while, Ye Fangfei smiled lightly.

"I thought about it, but I couldn't find the answer. I think it might be the lack of genes."

"When God opens a door for you, he will also close a window for you."

She turned her head away from looking at him, her eyes fell on the front, and her voice was accompanied by music.

She lied.

She is still very good at this lie.

She had avoided all kinds of temptations and inquiries from the psychiatrist, but now she thought it would be easy to cheat a man who had only known her for a short time.

At this moment, she wanted to end this topic.

I don't want to talk anymore.

So she turned her head and told him with a cold profile that it was time to change the subject.

However, some of the things she thinks are just what she thinks.

"Feelings and emotions, the essence of music is to express these contents."

"If you can become a musician, then this person is sensitive to feelings and emotions, and must have strong empathy."

Lu Zhou still didn't take his eyes off her face, and didn't intend to change the subject.

"A musician who is emotionally and emotionally numb must have no spirituality or beauty in his music."

"If you can reach today's heights in the music field, if you can resonate with other emotions strongly, and if you can sing music that expresses other emotions and emotions so well, then you must be able to sing love well."

"God didn't actually close your empathy for love, it was you who forcibly closed the window."

His voice seemed to have thorns, piercing her eardrums over and over again.

Ye Fangfei unconsciously closed the hand holding the phone, her eyes were filled with moist starlight, shining against the afterglow of the neon lights on the roadside.

She secretly took a deep breath before turning her head to look at Lu Zhou.

In the faint light, the surprise that she was trying to suppress flashed in her eyes. She stared at him, trying to look into his eyes, pull out his inner thoughts, and see his true nature clearly.

"who the hell are you?"

When she spoke, her voice was imperceptibly hoarse.

This sudden question almost broke Lu Zhou's defense.

There was a slight soreness in his nasal cavity. At this moment, he felt the urge to hug her fiercely.

who am I?
I am the one who has come to you across time.

Lu Zhou said silently in his heart.

He smiled slightly, and stretched out his right hand pretendingly towards her.

"Hello, I'm Lu Zhou, a man who has been hiding in the dark for many years, trying to understand music."

He tried to dissolve the atmosphere in the car at the moment by joking.

Ye Fangfei didn't take his jokes this time.

She stared at him intently without blinking.

Lu Zhou finally withdrew his hand and suppressed his joking expression.

"The words just now are just my personal guesses based on my understanding of music. I'm sorry if I offended you."

"What I said just now is actually to convey my self-righteous idea. I want to say that since you have resolutely chosen to close that window, there must be your own reasons."

"If it doesn't feel good for you to turn it on, you might as well turn it off."

He said solemnly.

Ye Fangfei suddenly burst into tears.

She didn't want him to discover her emotions, so she suddenly turned her head and looked out the car window.

"Thank you for your suggestion." She whispered back.

You are the first person in this world who makes me not want to open that window.

You are also the first man in this world who makes me suddenly have the urge to open that window.

Ye Fangfei thought to herself.

A crystal teardrop slowly slid down her left cheek.

She kind of wanted to ask him: Was the real reason why you didn't get out of the car to confess your love that day also because you saw the unknown side of my heart?
But in the end she didn't ask.

At this moment, the car fell into silence again.

She turned to look out the window, and he turned to look at her.

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