Turn over from love

Chapter 150 Selfishness
It was already night when Lu Zhou returned to his rental house by car from the airport.

He was so tired that he didn't bother to pack his luggage, so he threw it aside, took out his mobile phone and called his parents to report that he was safe.

Qin Fang finally got online with her son, and when she learned that he had returned home safely, she couldn't hold back her gossip, and asked a series of questions about the show.

In the end, of course, it is inevitable to ask him why no girl chooses to hold hands, why he didn't confess to Ye Fangfei, whether he felt inferior in front of others and flinched.

Lu Zhou prevaricated with the reason that "it's not suitable for dating now", he was too tired and hung up without talking to his parents.

Taking pajamas into the bathroom and taking a shower, the whole person is more refreshed.

The house with soundproof cotton installed was too quiet, so he turned on the TV to make the room a bit noisy, and then sat on the sofa, watching his phone while wiping his wet hair with a dry towel.

Wetalk had new unread messages coming in, he opened it and took a look, it was Pan Chengyi who sent a message asking when he would return to China.

He sent the four words [already returned].

Pan Chengyi: [Are you free tomorrow?Come out for a chat? ]
Lu Zhou: [Forget it tomorrow, let me rest for two days, I'm tired and paralyzed]
Pan Chengyi: [That line]
Lu Zhou got up to get the hair dryer to dry his hair, when the sound of the night news on the TV came to his ear.

"The latest economic bulletin, yesterday, Gaosheng Group announced that Gaosheng will initiate the "Letter to All Shareholders of Yichuang Group" on behalf of the three entrusted shareholders..."

Lu Zhou's steps suddenly stopped in place.

Originally, he wasn't paying attention to the TV news, but finally turned his head to look at the TV screen.

On the economic channel, the leadership of the Gaosheng Group appeared on the news screen, and it was not difficult for Lu Zhou to capture a face that was both familiar and unfamiliar.

Lu Zhou unconsciously clenched his fist with the dry towel, his veins bulging.

Gao Ting'an, founder of Gaosheng Group.

Lu Zhou met Gao Tingan for the first time in his life. He and Ye Fangfei listened to a shocking symphony orchestra performance on the way to Black Island on a luxury cruise ship that day in the show. Standing up, he raised his wine glass and greeted Ye Fangfei who was beside Lu Zhou.

The two of them knew each other, but they didn't seem to be familiar with each other.

This was Lu Zhou's impression of Gao Ting'an in his life.

At that time, Lu Zhou didn't know who this person was.

After a long nightmare on the helicopter, Lu Zhou completely awakened his memory, and realized that the dream was not the future, but the past, everything he had experienced.

Then, he finally knew that the man who appeared on the cruise ship, the man who booked the entire luxury cruise vacation, and the man who invited the top orchestra to play for his voyage, was Gao Ting'an.

In the last life, Lu Zhou actually only met Gao Tingan twice.

The first side, on the luxury cruise ship in the show.

On the second side, through the barred window, he was inside and he was outside.

Lu Zhou was still deeply impressed by that scene, it can be said to be unforgettable.

Gao Ting'an sat in front of him, lit a cigarette and exhaled leisurely, and looked at him with eyes that seemed to be able to see through people.

"It's really a pity that such a talented person has come to where he is today."

This was the first sentence he said to Lu Zhou.

Smoke curled up from his mouth, and Lu Zhou couldn't see his expression clearly.

"She begged me to help you."

"Since she has spoken out, let me put down the bottom line and help you once."

"If you really love her, don't disappoint her kindness, clean up the mess, go anywhere after you get out, and don't appear in front of her again."

As he said that, he smiled slightly, put out the cigarette butt, got up to leave, and after walking a few steps, he suddenly looked back at him.

"By the way, I also helped your ex-girlfriend along the way."

"you are welcome."

After speaking, he left, leaving behind an insulting look.

It was only later that Lu Zhou knew that this man, whom he had only met twice in that life, was the mastermind behind all that.

The economic news on TV is still playing, but it has skipped to the next bulletin.

Lu Zhou suppressed the anger that had arisen unconsciously in his heart, turned off the TV, and walked over to pick up the hair dryer to dry his hair.

He wasn't originally a member of Gao Tingan's dark territory, but because of his high-profile confession and high-profile love affair with Ye Fangfei, he became a top-notch sweet CP recognized in the entertainment industry. This is roughly the case, which attracted Gao Tingan's attention.

At that time, Lu Zhou was only interested in art. He didn't have much interest in business, and he didn't care much about money. The money he earned was either invested in charity, or it was all invested in music, stage and creation. He was only busy with To make up for the regrets of his first life, busy with falling in love with Ye Fangfei and enjoying a happy life.

The sudden reversal stunned him. The first time he heard Gao Tingan's name was Ye Fangfei who told him.

At that time, things had developed to the point of no return, and she cried and said to break up.

The day he and Ye Fangfei officially announced their separation, the entertainment industry was shaken.

At that time, Lu Zhou thought that this was enough of a nightmare, but he never expected that there would be a backup.

He had already fallen into the trap without knowing it, his foundation was too weak to resist, and the day he was ruined, he felt that his life was like a joke.

Gao Ting'an killed him as easily as crushing an ant.

Why do you have to push him into a desperate situation?This is probably where Gao Tingan's abnormality is.

But Gao Tingan finally let him live.

Lu Zhou thought that Ye Fangfei's intercession for him was only one of the reasons, the main reason was that he was not on the devil's main chessboard, and was killed by mistake. He was ignored.

If he doesn't want to be implicated, Lu Zhou can choose not to provoke Ye Fangfei in this life, enjoy his music, play his stage, look down on the previous wind and rain, and stop worrying about other people's life and death.

But he couldn't stand by and watch her knowing that she would fall into the quagmire.

In his last life, he failed to protect her well, and even became a handle. In this life, he wanted to work hard to prevent that tragedy.

After drying his hair, Lu Zhou went back to bed to sleep.

Just then, a new message came in on the phone. He picked it up and looked at it. It was a new chat window, prompting: [You have added FiFi as a friend, and you can start chatting now].

Lu Zhou stared at the interface, stunned for two seconds, then heaved a sigh of relief and smiled.

Finally passed.

He immediately sent an emoji of a kitten poking its head in greeting.

Lu Zhou: [I thought you would not agree to my friend request]
After a while, the chat box of the other party shows that it is typing.

Fifi: [? ? ? ]
Fifi: [Then you still add]
Lu Zhou stared at the chat box and smiled, and typed: [Got to try]
Ye Fangfei on the other end of the phone was also lying on the bed at this time, staring at the new reply on the chat interface, she hummed, and then typed a reply.

Ye Fangfei: [Can you add me? ]
Lu Zhou: [Yes]
After sending this word, Lu Zhou threw away the phone, and quickly got up from the bed. He dug out the laptop from the suitcase and carried it back to the bed, and started to operate it cross-legged.

Turn on the computer, open the arrangement software, and export a previously prepared arrangement, all in one go.

Then he logged into the computer version of wetalk, dragged the newly exported arrangement into the "FiFi" chat box, and then pressed the Enter key.

He waited for the file to show that the upload was complete before he typed and sent:
[When you were in the RV, you said you liked the arrangement of this version of "Say No"]
[I tuned it out with Midi, send it to you]
[If you think it can be used, you can ask the musician to record a version]
After the text was sent, after waiting for a long time, there was no movement from Ye Fangfei.

Lu Zhou was not in a hurry, put the computer on the bedside table, lay back on the bed with the mobile phone and waited for the news.

Another few minutes passed, and finally the phone vibrated, and Ye Fangfei called back.

Ye Fangfei: [Have you returned to China? ]
Lu Zhou: [I'm back, I just got home and finished my work]
Ye Fangfei: [Did you reproduce the arrangement just after you came back? ]
Lu Zhou: [No, it was adjusted on the plane]
Ye Fangfei: [Thought you had the technique of avatar]
Ye Fangfei: [I just listened to it, it’s pretty good, try this version at the next concert]
Ye Fangfei: [Thank you]
Lu Zhou: [with little effort]
After sending this message, there was a long silence between the two.

It was a delicate feeling, and he knew it.

The two participated in a love drama together, and they were still in love with each other on the show. Neither of them confessed their feelings to each other clearly. With hidden temptations and expectations, in the last episode of the show, neither of them Whoever takes that step first.

It seems to know what the other person is thinking, but he is not sure whether his guess is completely correct.

Ye Fangfei was like this, and so was Lu Zhou.

Lu Zhou knew that he would definitely disappoint her if he chose not to confess his love, but he had a certain degree of psychological certainty about whether the disappointment at this stage was completely irreversible, but he still didn't dare to guarantee it.

At present, he does not plan to enter the public eye in the form of a relationship with her, even in private.

Hiding love in the entertainment industry full of sights?nonexistent.

Even if you can hide it from the audience, you can't hide it from the people around you.

There is no impenetrable wall in the world, who is the inner ghost?
Besides, it is impossible for Ye Fangfei to agree to conceal the love affair.

She is not the kind of person who does things in a sneaky way. If you really ask her such a request, she will definitely ask why. How will you explain it then?

Say "I don't think I'm good enough for you yet, we'll make it public the day I am good enough for you"?Then she will definitely reply: "I think you are worthy, and you are worthy."

Or go all out and say, "I was reborn, Gao Ting'an did us a lot of harm in my previous life, in order not to draw his attention to me, let's have an underground affair first"? ? ?
Really, Ye Fangfei would probably look at him like a monster, right?You will definitely ask with a puzzled look: "How do you know Gao Tingan? Why did Gao Tingan want to kill us?"

Maybe she'll take him to a psychiatrist in the end.

Difficult.

Therefore, Lu Zhou felt that the safer way was to get along with friends.

But he has selfishness towards her. Even if he wants to reverse the tragic ending, he doesn't want to appear in her life as an unrelated identity. He still hopes that in this life, the man she loves in her heart will still be him.

If she reopened it again, and in the end, she fell in love with someone else, then his life would feel like it was for nothing again.

So, at the end of the show, he still provoked her.

It doesn't matter if you say he is selfish or playing tricks on people's hearts, he just wanted to return to her in a better way to make up for his biggest regret in his previous life.

Now that the show is over, Ye Fangfei must have some pimples in her heart, but she can agree to his friend application, which shows that there is still a chance.

If you don't get rid of the knot in her heart, it may be difficult to get close to her in the future.

In fact, right after the show ended, he wanted to talk to her, but there were too many people around, and she was emotional at the time, so she didn't stay on the set for a long time, so there was no good communication opportunity at all.

Now that a day has passed, I believe that everyone's emotions are sorted out.

[Are you mad at me? ]
Lu Zhou hesitated again and again, and finally sent Ye Fangfei this sentence.

It took 2 minutes to get a reply after sending the message.

She sent a puzzled emoji over.

Lu Zhou: [Locked in the atmosphere of the show, it is easy to have a drawbridge effect. I think that both of us should return to reality and think calmly. We should not make impulsive choices in such an environment, so we made that choice at the time]
Lu Zhou: [If possible, can we continue to be friends without worrying about it in the future]
After sending out two paragraphs, there was a moment of silence before the other party replied.

Ye Fangfei: [If you're not friends, what else do you want to do? ]
Lu Zhou: [Stay.GIF]
Ye Fangfei: [The choices we made at the time were considered even]
Lu Zhou finally breathed a sigh of relief when he saw the last words she sent.

Lu Zhou: [As expected of you.GIF]
Lu Zhou: [Prime Minister can punt a boat.GIF]
Ye Fangfei on the other end was lying on the bed and saw the two funny emoticons sent by Lu Zhou, the corners of her mouth slowly curved up, and she typed and sent them:
[No, I'm actually not very tolerant]
[After all, Zhang Chen is still on my blacklist]
Lu Zhou couldn't help laughing when he saw the word "Zhang Chen".

Lu Zhou: [Just out of curiosity, what serious things did he do that you want to block him? ]
Ye Fangfei: [He is really too noisy]
Ye Fangfei: [Even if I don’t reply to him, he can still send me 99+ messages a day]
Lu Zhou: […]
Ye Fangfei: [Ban Shou.GIF]
Ye Fangfei: [So I can only block it]
Lu Zhou: [haha.GIF]
Lu Zhou: [Good job]
……

In another direction of Jinghua City, Zhang Chen, who had already returned home, sneezed suddenly at this moment.

He rubbed his nose, then pretended to be frustrated and continued to accept the baptism of his mother's thoughts.

"Cheer up!" Jiang Yuanyuan rubbed Zhang Chen's head vigorously, and criticized:

"Your dad said that he didn't expect you and Ye Fangfei to be successful this time, so there's no need to look downcast. You didn't cause much disappointment in your dad's heart this time."

The corners of Zhang Chen's mouth twitched, not only did he not feel comforted when he heard this, he was also very angry.

"Since he looked down on me from the very beginning! Why did he let me go on that shit show to show jokes to the whole country?!"

Jiang Yuanyuan raised her hand to cover his mouth, "Shout louder, your dad will hear you later."

"I heard it when I heard it! He looks at me to death, so I can't be angry anymore?" Zhang Chen was furious.

"Your father didn't look down on you, he just wanted you to practice more, otherwise, what would he do with all the effort and money?" Jiang Yuanyuan comforted in a low voice.

"Mom, I'm not stupid, so don't make it up for him. He spent the money just to marry the Ye family and make up for our family's shortcomings. Who are you fooling?" Zhang Chen held his breath.

Jiang Yuanyuan choked, "There are two reasons. If the two of you can make it, of course it will be the best of both worlds. If the marriage fails, the responsibility is not on you. Ye Fangfei doesn't care about you at all."

"I don't like her too!" Zhang Chen calmed down a little, and threw the sentence leisurely.

Jiang Yuanyuan: "..."

She looked at her son a few times, and laughed, "You don't like her? I think you are very good at her on the show."

"I was just pretending!" Zhang Chen stretched his neck, "Didn't you say that? I want to create an infatuated and dedicated ex-boyfriend in the show, right?"

Jiang Yuanyuan: "You know how much of it is acting."

Zhang Chen: "I'm really good at acting, but I can't say that I don't like her at all. She is quite attractive. Unfortunately, she is too arrogant. Let me bear it for a while, I can bear it for a lifetime? I definitely will I can't stand her temper."

Jiang Yuanyuan: "Indeed, it's good if the two of you don't make it, it will save you a lot of time."

Zhang Chen recalled his performance in the show, and became inexplicably narcissistic, "Mom, I think my acting skills can be used in movies, and I was thinking about whether I should invest in acting in a movie for fun?"

Jiang Yuanyuan: "..."

"Can you stop messing around? You have to plan things before you do them. How much investment money your father gave you has been wasted? How much did you earn back?"

Zhang Chen: "..." No more words.

……

At the same time, there is also Li Jiayan who is also accepting the criticism of her parents.

When she got home, she was exhausted, and was dragged by her parents to ask questions.

"Even if you want to get your ex-boyfriend back, there's no need to put yourself down so low. Don't you feel ashamed to cry on the show to keep him? If I had known you would be like this on the show, No matter what I said at the beginning, I would not let you on this show."

Li Jiayan's mother taught the lesson with a solemn face.

Li Jiayan was already in a bad mood, but when her mother said that again, her eyes turned red and her emotions became agitated.

"Why am I ashamed?"

She yelled back at her mother.

"I beg you, don't ask me for your own favorite standards, okay?"

"If you didn't strongly stop him at the beginning, he would have been my man long ago. Do I need to go grab him with others now?"

Li Jiayan lost control of her emotions completely, tears came out.After tossing and tossing in the show for so long, her emotions are already very sensitive, but now she is doing this again, she feels wronged.

Her parents were dumbfounded by her appearance.

Both sides were silent for a long time, and finally it was Dad who broke the silence.

"Yanyan, sometimes when you think about things, you take things for granted and are too idealistic."

"After being tempered by society, people will become very realistic. Don't think that you can make that exception."

"Do you think that even if we didn't prevent the two of you from being together, your ex-boyfriend has achieved nothing in the entertainment industry for so many years, would you really not have conflicts with him, would you really not break up?"

"Love has no bread, how long do you think it can last?"

"Now that he has gained fame by showing off his talent on a show, you realize that he has a bright future, so you subconsciously think that if you didn't separate back then, you would be safe and sound for so many years, right?"

"Okay, let's say you never change your mind about him. What about him? Will he never change his mind about you? He is popular now. Look at the show, the last few women are interested in him? You Are you sure he is really so dedicated to you?"

Li Jiayan gradually became less emotional, what her father said was not unreasonable.

"It's useless to say this now, he didn't choose me."

She stopped talking to her parents and went back to her room to lock herself up.

Her father's words kept lingering in Li Jiayan's ears, and Lu Zhou's rejection of her at the end of the show, "I am no longer the 18-year-old Lu Zhou" also appeared repeatedly in her mind.

That's right, no one is the same person they were back then, and my father is right, if Lu Zhou stands taller and needs to look down at her, will she really be able to walk into his heart?
Li Jiayan suddenly had an idea: she can also stand taller.

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