Turn over from love

Chapter 123 Memories kill, cry into tears

After completing the customs clearance task, the next step is the free time for the guests.

On the way back to the homestay, Li Jiayan was very happy.

Fighting for the first place today and having the privilege of a secret date tomorrow is her wish today. The long time she was trapped in the maze of Claw Valley made her have no hope of winning the first place. surprise.

Now Li Jiayan, sitting in the car going back, is not thinking about whom to date tomorrow at all, because her answer is quite clear before she gets the date privilege.

She turned her head and glanced at Lu Zhou who was sitting next to her. She was probably tired, and he had already fallen asleep.

In fact, she is also very tired, but she is not sleepy at all now, her brain is extremely excited, and all she can think about is which city is better to go to tomorrow.

Ah, now she really wants to get her mobile phone back, so that she can search which city is the most fun and suitable for them to go on a date, and then look for dating strategies... It's a pity that I don't have a mobile phone, so I can only make plans based on my impressions .

The car drove all the way, and before returning to the hotel, it passed through a small street with unique scenery. Li Jiayan knew that after returning to the hotel, it would no longer be a world of two people, and she suddenly didn't want to go back so soon.

So she woke up Lu Zhou.

Lu Zhou woke up with hazy eyes, probably because he had a lot of dreams in a short period of time, messy, his brain was not clear enough, he couldn't figure out where he was for a while, and his temples hurt suddenly.

Li Jiayan saw that he didn't react for a long time, and he looked a little naive just after waking up, so she burst out laughing.

"Why are you so cute when you wake up?" she said.

I really want to reach out and rua his head.

Lu Zhou frowned lightly. He would wake up now. He raised his hand and rubbed the position of his temples, sat up a little more, and his voice was a little hoarse when he first spoke, "Are you there yet?"

Li Jiayan shook her head, "Not yet, but look outside, this street is so beautiful, I want to go down for a walk, can you come with me?"

Lu Zhou turned his head to look out of the car window, and glanced at the scenery of the street. It was indeed a pretty small street.

The temples were still tensed and torn, and Lu Zhou felt that he should go outside the car to get some air, which might relieve some pain.

He agreed, and the two got out of the car and walked for a while, breathing fresh air, Lu Zhou felt much better about himself.

His mind was not on the scenery of the street, but thinking of those messy dreams before, true or false, which confused him.

Li Jiayan walked for a while and felt her feet were a bit tired, so the two found a place to rest and sat for a while, watching the people coming and going on the street.

"If only we had money, we could go buy the ice cream in that shop, order a cup of coffee, and sit here and enjoy it slowly."

Li Jiayan rested her chin on her right hand, looked at a shop on the corner of the street, and said with a smile.

"Do you still remember? The first cup of coffee I treated you to was when I received my first part-time salary at the bar."

She suddenly recalled her past memories and turned to look at him with a smile.

Lu Zhou's eyes fell on the shop in the corner, and he pursed his lips and smiled, "I remember that it was the first time in your life to earn money by yourself, and you were very excited at that time."

The memories from many years ago were recalled again, Lu Zhou's brain felt tense at this time, and there was really too much information stuffed into his mind today.

"Haha, indeed, it was the first time I really spent my own money, and it felt so good."

Looking back on the past, Li Jiayan couldn't help laughing.

The two were silent for a while, quietly watching the people coming and going on the street, and suddenly Li Jiayan called Lu Zhou's name.

Lu Zhou looked at her inexplicably.

"Suddenly want to hear you sing, can you sing a song for me now?" She blinked her big black eyes and said.

"Want to hear what?" he asked.

Li Jiayan smiled brightly and thought for a long time.

"Or just sing..." She hesitated, but couldn't say the title of the song when it came to her lips.

Lu Zhou waited quietly for the title of her song.

Finally I heard her say: "Just sing your own song, "First Love"."

Lu Zhou looked at her for a while, nodded, and said, "Okay."

"That year..."

Lu Zhou raised his head slightly, his eyes fell on the sky, and he sang a cappella without accompaniment.

Li Jiayan followed his singing, shaking her body, with a slight smile on the corner of her mouth, unknowingly, the scenes of that year became more and more clear.

The happiness that belongs to youth wells up in my heart, which is unforgettable.

But at the end of the song, her tears fell unconsciously.

"Reality forces us to grow
too caught off guard

The wonderful publicity of youth

Became the sugar we remembered later
no need to regret

sing bravely
I will write my blessings in

postcard without address
See you again after many years
I won't miss each other anymore
Yesterday is like a passing cloud

smile and say goodbye

......"

The clear singing sounded on the street, and the passers-by cast curious eyes, and gradually some people stopped to listen.

When Lu Zhou sang, his eyes kept falling on the sky illuminated by the setting sun. The sunset glow tried hard to bloom its splendor in the blue sky with the last corner of his eyes, but it carried a color of regret.

To be precise, this is a farewell love song.

The tune has a strong youthful sweetness, with the taste of happy sparkling water and bitter coffee, with regret and freedom.

this is life.

Studio--

[Woo woo woo, sing this song again in the same frame of first love, it's really abusive]
[It's over, I have a bad feeling, is the CP I'm drinking going to BE?]
[A cappella is nice to hear, but it’s also nice to cry]
[This song is really good for breaking up the graduation party, crying to death]
[Why should there be regrets?Let's get together and make up for the regrets of youth! ]
[Jiayan, why did you order this song, are you making trouble with yourself]
[Laughs and says goodbye...a song he wrote himself, he's saying goodbye!Woohoo, please don’t]
[brings back memories of my first love, hey]
……

The singing gradually ended, and the last note lingered.

The sparse applause of passers-by rang out.

Lu Zhou looked at the distant sky in silence for a while, then gradually withdrew his gaze and looked at Li Jiayan.

Li Jiayan's make-up was already in tears, the moment he saw him turn his head, she pursed her lips and burst into tears again, really wanted to just hide in his arms and cry bitterly, saying to him, "We grow up, Let's love again", but reason told her, no.

The emotion he conveyed to her by singing made her feel as if he had completely let go.

This is the point that pokes the scar in her heart the most.After so many years, he has let go and can face it freely, and she has let go too, but why?Why can't she let go now.

The emotions that were once exciting are re-discovered, and new ones are superimposed, making it even more addictive.

But he acted a little calm.

This is the point that makes Li Jiayan the saddest after she wakes up and realizes it.

It seems that the past is already the past, and the only way to restore it is to create new heart-warming memories.

Seeing Li Jiayan crying like a tear, Lu Zhou thought that to be able to cry like this must be because he understood the meaning of his song, right?

He smiled at her, and jokingly said to ease the atmosphere: "This is the legend, is it hard to hear the song and cry?"

When Li Jiayan heard what he said, she couldn't help but burst out laughing, her nose almost came out, she quickly sniffed her nose, raised her hand to cover her face, and became anxious, "Yes! It's so annoying to hear crying! Ah, it's so annoying, why am I Order this song."

"You ordered it yourself, ask me?"

Lu Zhou tried his best to use a relaxed tone to transfer the sad emotions between the two that should not be immersed.

"It's all your fault, can't you write some happy songs?" Li Jiayan hummed and blamed, covering her face without letting go, "Damn it, I must be ugly now, you get me some tissues, otherwise I dare not I've met someone."

Lu Zhou smiled and jumped off the high chair, and went into a nearby shop to borrow tissues.

Li Jiayan looked at his back through her fingers, she thought, as long as they work hard, they can go back to the past.

(End of this chapter)