Cosmic pro

Chapter 449 Sea of ​​Suffering and Hope

"My memory is wrong?"

Xu Jingming, who was in mid-air, gradually calmed down, "It seems that the situation is already serious!"

"At the beginning, I purified my mind to build a foundation, and then condensed my mind. So far, I have condensed it eleven times." Xu Jingming thought, "The road to condensing the soul is difficult. The more you go, the more you need to tolerate, and the difficulty of refining impurities continues. promote."

Inclusive, refined, concise.

There is little tolerance, and refining is relatively easy.

"I want to contain the 'Dark Primordial Star'. The bigger the information contained, the deeper the impurities will be. Every time I condense my mind, I need to contain more information and refine more impurities. If I can't refine it, there will be a lot of impurities , will make the mind impure." Xu Jingming's face was solemn.

"Those who have been inherited from "Xuyuan" have no high-dimensional pollution and abnormal emotions, but it is still difficult to grasp the power of the inner world."

"that's because……"

"If you want to condense the power of the inner world, the massive amount of information it contains is enough to evolve your own inner world. It is extremely difficult to completely refine so much information." Xu Jingming also understands why the Void Protoss can take this road. Very few succeed.

Seeing this path clearly does not mean success.

"The Void Protoss, even if they fall into a bottleneck and find it difficult to advance, they will not lose control. After all, impure minds are not a big problem. Many tenth-order source beings have insufficiently pure minds." Xu Jingming thought.

"But I'm in a bottleneck, and I'm in big trouble." Xu Jingming was annoyed.

"My spiritual power, on the one hand, suppresses the chaos of high-dimensional pollution, and on the other hand, suppresses abnormal emotions."

"The more you practice, the more impurities you have! It's hard to suppress chaos and abnormal emotions at the same time." Xu Jingming had a headache, "And now, I'm starting to have memory errors. This is a sign of loss of control."

"How to do?"

Xu Jingming thought about it.

"Actually, after my mind is high-dimensional, the impact of pollution has been relatively small." Xu Jingming thought, the stronger his mind is, the easier it is to suppress the chaos of pollution.I am strong, but the enemy is weak!
"Abnormal emotions are the big problem. Because abnormal emotions use my 'psychic power' as the soil, the stronger my mind, the stronger the abnormal emotions."

"And with time, the accumulation of abnormal emotions has more and more influence on me."

Xu Jingming analyzed it carefully.

Abnormal emotions are the core key!

"Over the years, I have also tried to vent my painful emotions. Although it has some effect, but now it seems that the effect is not enough." Xu Jingming's eyes were cold, "In order not to lose control, there is only another way - to assimilate it!"

"Assimilate abnormal emotions! Make it part of my emotions."

"Painful emotions are part of me, so they won't mess with my mind anymore." Xu Jingming made a decision.

He didn't want to choose this path at first, and he has been resisting abnormal emotions and venting abnormal emotions.But looking at it now, he has no choice!
"Taste all kinds of pain, get used to pain, pain is part of me, and abnormal emotions become normal emotions."

"At that time I shall regain absolute sobriety."

Xu Jingming looked down at the mineral planet, and then disappeared out of thin air.

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In the blink of an eye, six years have passed.

Weiang Star, an ordinary living planet.

In a tavern, the boss 'Ning Wei' sat on a chair outside the tavern, looking at the passers-by.Suddenly he saw a tattered beggar, and the beggar's eyes fell on him.

"Huh?" At this moment, Ning Wei felt as if his soul had been seen through, which made his face change drastically. He had too many secrets in him, and he was not allowed to reveal his identity at all.

"In the past three days, I have walked through 1329 living planets and observed hundreds of millions of living beings. The pain in your heart is the most intense among the living beings I have observed." The tattered beggar approached, "Would you like to lend me 3 minutes."

Ning Wei stared at the beggar in front of him: "What are you going to do?"

"Possess your body and suffer from your pain." The beggar said, "After that, I will grant you one wish."

"Fulfill one of my wishes?" Ning Wei looked at Xu Jingming. He could feel the horror of this beggar. The most powerful person he had ever seen in his life was far less terrifying than the beggar in front of him.This made Ning Wei laugh, a little maniacally, "You want to feel my pain? If you can feel it, then come."

"Don't resist." The beggar said, looking at Ning Wei.

Ning Wei only felt that the eyes of the beggar in front of him seemed to lead to a universe, and he was lost after following him.

At this moment, the area where the two of them were located was covered, and other people on the entire planet could not see or enter here.

Seems like only 3 minutes.

But with Xu Jingming's spiritual power, he spent 532 years in the memory of 'Ning Wei', incarnated as Ning Wei, and experienced everything he had experienced.

3 minutes passed.

Ning Wei suddenly woke up, and saw the beggar in front of him laughing wildly: "In the sea of ​​endless suffering, still don't give up hope? Hahaha, like a donkey, watching the carrot in front of me keep running forward, running and running, The donkey kept looking at the carrot until it died, and it would never eat it."

"It's the same with you." The beggar pointed at Ning Wei, "I always look at hope, but I can never touch it."

"Without hope, you have committed suicide a long time ago. But it is also because of hope that you have experienced more pain." The beggar smiled strangely, "The relatives died, the hometown was slaughtered, the civilization was shattered, and you were escorted to the slave planet as a star life. Joining the rebel army, the rebel army failed again and again... Your heart has long been riddled with holes, you have long been a walking dead, and you can still hold on, just because of that little hope?"

Xu Jingming laughed, his eyes were red.

"I'm not willing to die like this, I want revenge, at all costs, I want revenge!" Ning Wei stared at Xu Jingming.

"Haha, I feel the same way." Xu Jingming smiled, laughing a little crazy. With the method of the soul, my heart melted into his body, and I felt the pain of Ning Wei's life in 3 minutes. Ordinary Yuan life would go crazy, but Xu Jingming did not. Already used to it.

In the past six years, he has traveled around the universe one by one, looking at countless creatures with his eyes, looking for the ones with the most painful emotions. At first, he was greatly stimulated, but Xu Jingming became crazy every time he felt possessed.

He would even rather be like a beggar, allowing countless creatures to discriminate and hate him.

Immersed in all kinds of pain every day, Xu Jingming has already adapted, and the impact of abnormal painful emotions has become weak.

"Your wish is revenge, right?" Xu Jingming looked at him.

"Yes." Ning Wei looked at Xu Jingming, "If you have read my memory, you should know what I want most."

"You want all the enemies who slaughtered the people in your hometown to die!" Xu Jingming nodded, "Okay, 325 years ago, slaughter all the executioners in your hometown, as long as they are still alive. I will kill them all, leaving no one behind." .”

Ning Wei couldn't believe it, could the other party really do it?
"Tomorrow you go to collect information, and you will find out about their deaths." The beggar turned and left.

More than three hundred years ago, those who carried out the massacre were not old and dead, and there were a total of 739 starry sky beings who were still alive, including two of the eighth-order starry sky beings.

Although the massacre was a secret, and although the 739 of them were scattered throughout the galaxy, Xu Jingming was able to search for a lot of secret information when he traveled planet by planet, investigated clearly, and locked down each target.

In one day, all 739 people died.

Whether it's an eighth-order star life in command of the space fleet, or a noble son of the royal family, or a businessman who goes to other star alliances for business.

As long as it was the starry sky beings who carried out the massacre, they all died.

The rebel army has always regarded these people as the target of revenge, and naturally collected most of the other death information quickly.

"The executioners are all dead?"

"That demon is also dead?"

Many people in the rebel army were fooled.

"Haha, dead, all dead."

Ning Wei received information from the rebel army in the tavern, and after an hour of whispering at night, he committed suicide.When he finally touched hope, he no longer had the strength to live.

The beggar-like Xu Jingming stood outside the tavern, silently watching Ning Wei, who got his wish, finally chose to commit suicide.

"This is your final ending. Death is a relief for you?" The beggar smiled. "What is pain? No matter how great the pain is, as long as there is a little hope...you can resist it."

"The sea of ​​bitterness is boundless, but there is a boat to cross, and the name of the boat is 'Hope'."

"But in fact, if there is no hope, the pain will become despair. There will be no more pain." Xu Jingming smiled crazily, "Hope is a boat, and hope is also the source of pain, hahaha..."

"next."

Xu Jingming continued to wander in the universe, looking for life planets one after another, looking for those with strong enough painful emotions, and then possessing them to feel them.

Although he seemed to be getting more and more insane, feeling the difficulties of those people's life in just 3 minutes at a time, Xu Jingming was actually becoming more sober.The impact of the abnormally painful emotions on him became smaller and smaller.

He knows exactly what he's doing.

"I am in a sea of ​​suffering, but I also have hope." Xu Jingming also has his own worries in his heart.

For these years, he has not been close to his hometown, nor has he visited his family.

"One day, I will solve the pollution and solve the trouble of abnormal emotions."

……

The beggar-like Xu Jingming walked everywhere.

"Will you lend me 3 minutes?" Xu Jingming found the painful emotion strong enough every time, "I will grant you one wish."

Satisfying the wishes of these suffering people time and time again, Xu Jingming also realized something when he saw what they did after their wishes were fulfilled.

Finally one day.

The beggar-like Xu Jingming was walking in the city when he saw three figures appearing in front of him.

One is the vice president of Chimeng, the other is the deputy island master of Fanxi, and the other is the guard of Baiyu.

"The three most powerful managers have come here together." Xu Jingming looked at them and smiled, "Is it because I have made too much trouble in the past six years?"

"Junior Brother." Vice President Chi Meng frowned slightly, "You have lost control."

"Out of control? No!" Xu Jingming smiled happily, "I feel sober like never before."

(End of this chapter)