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Chapter 272 Empathy
After clicking play, the soothing and soft piano prelude slowly spread out, creating the warm and long-lasting mood of this song.

Then came Li Xingruo's gentle and unique timbre, singing with a kind of eloquent emotion: "There are so many people in this world, and there is a door open among the crowd."

When Li Xingruo uttered the first line of lyrics, Su Mengyuan's eyes lit up immediately. It was this feeling, and it was the same feeling as the chorus he had heard before!
There are no fancy arrangements, and no obscure words and sentences. The lyrics focus on a straightforward and straightforward.

"My squinted eyes will last forever, the blue morning when I first saw you."

The second line of lyrics rang in Su Mengyuan's ears, and with Li Xingruo's singing, the lyrics of this song appeared in Su Mengyuan's mind like a painting.

Su Mengyuan's ears were still listening to the song, but the consciousness in his mind was gradually brought back to the past.

It was a blue morning, and it was a sunny day. It should be late spring and early summer. It was too long and she couldn't remember clearly.

Sleepy-eyed, I got up in the morning and walked on the road to school with tiredness, and in that early morning, I met the him in my memory at a corner, without too much gossip and twists and turns, just the corner When the two of them passed each other, they looked at each other deeply. They didn't say much, and they didn't even say hello. When they met for the first time in their lives, everything was plain and beautiful.

"There are so many people in this world, so lucky, I have us."

To this day, Su Mengyuan still thinks that being able to meet and know him among the billions of people on this planet is the luckiest thing in his life.

Because there is such a person, I know what is love and what is growth.

"The morning and evening in this long fate often make me look into the distance and be fascinated."

From the time we first met to the present, ten years have passed. It’s been too long. I can’t remember many of the good times with him. Facing the morning and evening, I think of it in a trance.

Su Mengyuan and the former him did not make it to the end. There are many factors that hinder the two parties. The families and careers of both parties are the factors that hinder the two parties from reaching the end.

The two places are separated, thousands of miles apart, and they are far away from each other.

When the other party is needed most, the two parties often have no way to appear in front of the other party immediately. As time goes by, the words of the two parties begin to gradually decrease.

The phone calls that I must have every day have gradually changed from one hour a day to half an hour, 10 minutes, and then I didn’t even have a phone call a day because I had nothing to say.

Later, the communication on WeChat also began to gradually decrease, gradually becoming flat, and the relationship between the two people was like two parallel lines that intersected, and began to gradually drift away.

"Ash leaves are floating in the pond, watching the plane go to a distant country with a bang."

Until one day, the gray leaves fell from the branches, hovered in the air, and finally floated in the air. There were ripples on the pond, and the engine of the plane was rumbling, and he completely disappeared in his life. No more contact.

"The footsteps of the promenade of time shouted, and when the lights were turned on, there was no one left"

In those long years, the self in the memory is happy, and the life is lively. They also traveled together, met in the dining hall after school, and celebrated festivals together. They not only shared joy but also gave encouragement at low tide. The daily life is trivial and sweet. Warm.

But when the lights came on, it had been several years since the breakup, the once-school dining hall was still bustling, and the train could still reach the destination of the trip, but there were no more of them.

After all the joys, sorrows, sorrows, and no sharing with the lover, there is an instant emptiness and silence.

"Flashed a few frames in the evening wind, the past, has it disappeared in the speeding rotation?"

The image of memory still flashes past his eyes frame by frame like an animation frame from time to time, and the years and months continue to pass by. From the clear imprint at the beginning to gradually blurred, Su Mengyuan can no longer remember the last time the two of them communicated. When, even most of the past, she had already forgotten, and only a rough outline and a name remained of the face that once haunted her in dreams.

"When you walk in the high beam, you are clear, and there are so many people around you, but the world is silent."

Su Mengyuan listened to the song and stared blankly at the front. At this moment, she seemed to see a figure slowly walking towards her. His body was full of light behind him, and the figure of that person was still full of sunshine. Just like the blue morning when I first met him.

So many years have passed, people around me come and go, but there is no such person who can walk into my heart. Although the outside world is noisy, I still often immerse myself in the memories of the past in the morning and evening, looking for the figure of the past .

Su Mengyuan also knows that this kind of depressed life is not what he wants, but he is always immersed in the past and cannot extricate himself.

After all, with such a beautiful past, who can easily say let go and give up.

Many times, the past seems to Su Mengyuan to be like a dream. Every time the sun rises warmly, although Su Mengyuan still has a lot to say about the reunion in the dream, she also knows that she should wake up. Come over and fold the quilt, fold the memory, open the curtains to welcome the sunshine into the room and the atrium, start a new day and continue to live a good life.

She has been doing this all these years.

"There is such a person in this world who lives in my flying youth, and the long kiss soaked in tears often makes me think about it."

When the last line of the song came to an abrupt end, Su Mengyuan suddenly woke up from his memory.

Su Mengyuan wiped his cheeks, and found that tears were streaming down his face at some point.

Once, it was so beautiful and so regrettable.

Some people are lucky to meet them.

The most rare thing about this song is that it is easy to remind people of the past and the beauty of the past, and let people empathize with the song to express their emotions.

Especially with Li Xingruo's emotional singing voice and delicate expression, he not only sang the sadness and regret that cannot be loved, but also reminisced and thanked for the lost love.

Su Mengyuan picked up the paper towel on the table and wiped away the tears on his face, but found that his tears seemed to burst, and no matter how much he wiped, he couldn't stop it.

Su Mengyuan took off the earphones, propped his hands on the table with some broken hands, and buried his face in his arms.

I have been trying to live hard these years, trying to forget the past and that person.

But I never thought that after so many years, I have never forgotten those things, those times and that person.

Those memories just hid quietly in a corner of my heart, not letting myself find out.

Until this evening, when Su Mengyuan heard this song, those memories seemed to be summoned by Su Mengyuan's heart, and all of them came out at once, constantly hitting Su Mengyuan's forehead.

Su Mengyuan lay on the table, letting tears wet his sleeves. From meeting each other to falling in love, these memories contain plain, warm, beautiful, and painful pasts. Those past memories are like a revolving lantern in Su Mengyuan's mind. flashed.

After 10 minutes, it seemed that the tears had dried up. Su Mengyuan raised his head and sobbed at the computer screen, then moved the mouse with trembling fingers and continued to click to play.

It's been a long time since such a song broke her down like this.

But Su Mengyuan couldn't hold back the desire to continue listening. After listening to the song again, Su Mengyuan stopped crying.

This song made her think a lot, and at this moment, she really had a thousand words to express.

But the object of expression is not a fan, nor a fan, but a certain person.

Su Mengyuan was silent for a long time, and finally picked up his mobile phone, opened WeChat and stared at the chat box that had been chatting on the top for several years but had no conversation records.

Su Mengyuan took a deep breath, hesitating in his heart whether to try to send a message or not.

But she was afraid that this message would not be sent, or that her own message would be marked with a red exclamation mark after it was sent.

Su Mengyuan knows how to deceive himself and others, as long as he is still his favorite person, even if he is not chatting with him, then this person is still the person he once loved the most.

In fact, Su Mengyuan regretted it a long time ago.

She regretted her decision to separate from him at the beginning, and she has been regretting why she didn't dare to go to him directly to explain clearly.

But thinking that after so many years, the other party didn't even take the initiative to say a word to him, Su Mengyuan felt that he probably had a new life, so he couldn't bother him anymore.

Thinking of this, Su Mengyuan's originally determined thoughts began to hesitate again.

What should I do if the message cannot be sent, what should I do if the message turns into a red exclamation mark after sending, or what should I do if I don’t get a reply after sending the message?
Countless what to do flashed through Su Mengyuan's mind in an instant. Su Mengyuan pursed his lips and hesitated with his fingers on the keyboard on the phone screen.

For some unknown reason, Su Mengyuan subconsciously clicked on the other party's profile picture, and then the phone screen switched to the other party's personal homepage.

Then Su Mengyuan was stunned. He hadn't posted on Moments for several years, it seemed that there was a new trend in Moments.

Su Mengyuan clicked on the page of Moments by accident. Su Mengyuan clicked on this page almost every day. Those who are familiar can't be more familiar.

But at this moment, the background of his circle of friends is no longer the simple background of WeChat, but replaced by a photo that Su Mengyuan is very familiar with.

The place in the photo is a road they used to pass every day after school together, because that road is full of bougainvilleas, and as soon as the season comes, the street will be flooded with overflowing bougainvilleas.

At this time, Su Mengyuan would always coquettishly beg the other party to take various photos of him, and the boy agreed reluctantly and unlovingly.

Looking at the background photos in Moments, the doubts in Su Mengyuan's mind resurfaced again, and a smile flashed across his face.

Looking down, Su Mengyuan was stunned when she saw the circle of friends updated a few minutes ago.

"There are so many people in this world, so lucky, I have us."

This was updated in his circle of friends a few minutes ago, and Su Mengyuan lost his composure instantly.

Su Mengyuan is very clear about the source of this sentence, it is the song he just heard - "So many people in this world".

Is he listening too?
It turns out that he is still the same as before, and he will like the same things that I also like. A flash of joy flashed in Su Mengyuan's heart, but he has not changed.

But who is this sentence for, is it for someone else, or for yourself?
Su Mengyuan suddenly began to worry about gain and loss again.

But fortunately, Su Mengyuan thought of one thing, he can see his circle of friends, which means that he has not deleted himself in these years.

Messages can be sent.

After realizing this problem, Su Mengyuan suddenly became brave.

No matter who this sentence is for, you have to ask yourself.

Ask if you won't get pregnant, even if it's not related to you in the end, but you should care about what happened to your old classmates and old friends?
Thinking of this, Su Mengyuan gritted his teeth and switched back to the other party's personal chat box.

After thinking for a while, Su Mengyuan finally found an entry point that he thought was good.

"Do you like Li Xingruo too?"

After sending the message, Su Mengyuan anxiously waited for the other party's reply.

Su Mengyuan will be at war between heaven and man, what content will he reply to himself, or what should he do if he just ignores it, and should he send another "Are you there" to ask?

Afraid that he will reply, but also afraid that he will not reply.

Su Mengyuan's uneasiness did not last long, and the other party replied to the message.

"I like it, as long as it is something you like, I like it."

After Su Mengyuan saw the message from the other party, the corners of his mouth couldn't help but curl up in a nice arc. He wanted to reply him, but he didn't expect the other party to send a few more messages.

"Actually, since you became a music critic, I have been following you. I found that you have gained a lot of fans. I follow every piece of your music review, and I also watch every update of your life. Seeing that you seem to be living well, I can't afford to disturb you."

"But the longer we were separated, the more I missed us at the beginning, and I found that I couldn't do without you at all. So I quit my job, returned to the street we used to pass by, and rented a house there. Thinking about whether you will pass by here again, if I can take a look at you from a distance, I will be content."

Su Mengyuan stared blankly at the message sent by the other party, pursed his lips and remained silent, the tears that had already been shed seemed to swirl in his eyes again.

I thought of many possibilities, but I never thought that he would end up with this idea.

It seemed that he hadn't replied for a long time, which made the other party anxious, and then several messages were sent over, his tone full of anxiety and fear.

Su Mengyuan didn't read the message carefully, she cut out the chat box, and then called the other party.

"Yuan Yuan?" A familiar gentle male voice sounded in his ears, Su Mengyuan seemed like a lifetime away.

"Well, can you tell me about your thoughts and experiences over the years?" Su Mengyuan asked with a choked voice.

The other party was silent for a long time, and then spent 10 minutes simply telling Su Mengyuan how he missed him all these years.

"Then you're back, right?"

"Correct."

"Will you leave again?"

"Not anymore."

"Then what if your family doesn't like me?"

"It's enough that I like you, I've already moved out."

"Is it a bit uncomfortable to live alone, do you want a wife?"

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(End of this chapter)