The days of being a spiritual mentor in Meiman.

Chapter 1406 Return of the Old Days ([-])
Jessica woke up from a trance and felt a chill on her cheek. She stretched out her hand and wiped the tears with her sleeve, trying not to look at the concerned eyes of the other three.

"Damn don't look at me like I'm a little girl who doesn't know what to do, you goddamn men, don't treat me like a weakling, stop trying to manipulate me!" Jessica yelled, but she quickly covered her mouth again. He wiped his face, parted the gap between his fingers, exposed his eyes and said, "Never mind, it's not about you, it's about that damned sadistic Purple Man."

"It's okay." Riley gently held her shoulders and said, "You are a victim. It's normal to break down and cry. We fully understand it, and you don't need to hide it."

Jessica's expression became a little dazed again, as if she remembered something, Quill asked curiously, "Did you see him?"

"Are you referring to the black sun?" Jessica pursed her lips, hesitated and said, "If you are referring to the hallucinations that you see in a dream, yes, I have seen them."

"What did he say?"

"He didn't say anything, he doesn't seem to be able to speak." Jessica shook her head and said in a little confusion: "But I instinctively felt that he could be trusted, so I told him my story, about... ..."

Jessica took a deep breath, and it seemed that she still couldn't say these words well. This was once the pain buried in the deepest part of her heart.

"Everything about me getting kidnapped, being mentally and physically abused, and going through the end of the day...I talk a lot, like a soccer mom praising their kids, omg he can't talk, Otherwise, how can you bear my complaints?"

Jessica covered her face and said as if blaming herself: "He is a bit like a tree hole in the traditional sense, well, I think so, I hope he won't be offended."

"But I can tell my secrets to a demon god, not my parents, right? Because my good or bad has nothing to do with a god, maybe he doesn't listen or care, but my parents can't, if they know It would be very sad what happened to me, so I can't tell them."

"Haven't you tried praying to God before?" Quill asked, "Isn't the principle the same?"

"Actually I tried." Jessica swallowed and said, "In the process of controlling me, I would wake up occasionally, but I knew I couldn't move, so I said in my heart, God, come on Help me."

"But I know God won't come, if he really loves me, he won't let me down to this situation, but I'm actually easy to cheat, if he let me see a thing with wings and a halo Come, even if it's just a hallucination of my trauma, I'm willing to tell him everything."

"Perhaps, that black sun is a god using illusions to perfuse human beings, but even so, I am happy. After all, in the first ten years of my life, people didn't even have the slightest patience to perfuse me."

Jessica wiped the tears from her face with the back of her hand and said, "Thank you for letting me find a way to talk, although I know it won't help the current situation, and I may have wasted this opportunity."

"No, Jessica." Riley looked her in the eyes and said, "You can help us the most by giving up your negative self-destructive attitude. You don't realize how strong you are."

Jessica tightly held the gun in her hand, but Riley shook her head and said, "You don't need to use a gun at all, I said to use fists."

"You should try it, girl." Quill raised his chin at Jessica and said, "Punch him in the face, or something, and you'll know how capable you are."

Riley stood up, flexed her wrist and ankle, and beckoned to Jessica. Jessica was still unwilling to put down the gun, but finally she hesitated for a long time, threw the gun aside, and began to flex her wrist.

Jessica punched Riley, but not in the face, but in the chest, she didn't use all her strength, and she didn't fly, but Riley flew out anyway.

Of course, if Riley fought back, he should also let Jessica fly out, but since he wanted to test his strength, he didn't fight back.

When Riley got up from the ground, he patted the dust on himself, coughed hard twice and said, "God, if you had used your fists earlier, there wouldn't be so many troubles, you are stronger than Jin Bin Much more, and you can fly."

Jessica muttered a few words, sat back by the campfire and said, "Maybe it's just that you're underweight, you should eat more."

"My muscle and bone density are dozens of times that of ordinary people. You just hit a truck with a light punch."

"Actually, I've known for a long time that I have such power." Jessica lowered her head and said, "But please believe me, I didn't use it before, not because I didn't want to use it, but because the influence of that damned control freak remained in my mind .”

"He wanted me to forget my powers so I couldn't fight him so I wasn't able to use my powers before, but it's better now. People always say talking out makes people less stressed. I think it is."

"Perhaps, this is also a blessing on another level." Quill got up from the ground, rubbed his aching forehead and said, "He gave us three truths, comforted you, and even a little It's empathetic, isn't it?"

"I always think we shouldn't tease him like this." Xu Shangqi also stood up, and then half-knelt down to extinguish the bonfire, with Riley helping him.

"I don't think he would mind. It's amazing that in many beliefs, the presence of gods is always so strong." Jessica shook her head and expressed her opinion. She continued: "It's like these God desperately hopes to occupy an important position in the hearts of believers, and he uses various means to require believers to be pious."

"They endlessly require believers to regard the god as another high-ranking individual, and to weaken themselves as much as possible in order to give everything for him. Those complicated sacrificial ceremonies and lengthy prayer words are all for the purpose of destroying individuality and making people tame. "

"But I always feel that the black sun wants us to focus on ourselves. He wants us to have beliefs, but believe in our own beliefs." Jessica opened her mouth, as if she didn't know how to explain, but she still said with a kind of intuition : "It's not to regard him as another superior object, not to have respect for him, but to turn him into a part of ourselves, and then believe in a certain quality of ourselves."

"Maybe I will choose 'relief'." Jessica stroked her chest and said, "If I believe that I can ease my emotions, maybe I can be more powerful, and I think this is what he wants to see. "

"But I still don't understand, what good will it do him?" Jessica frowned suspiciously, and said as if asking herself: "Will he need our strength at some point? Will he need our strength at some point?" Will the sky reap the fruits?"

"I think he might be enjoying the process." Quill sighed softly and said, "You may think it's incredible, but we can't understand the demon god's thinking. They see the world from a different angle than us."

"Weak intelligent life seeks gains and losses, but perhaps higher existences have already abandoned these. They are like silent observers, and their original intention is to observe changes in the world, us and everyone."

"Like cultivation?"

"Like cultivation."

"I think you described him as too ruthless." Xu Shangqi objected, he clenched his hands into fists, coughed twice and said, "You didn't feel that when he was telling the story of this universe Some emotional ups and downs?"

"'Emotional ups and downs'? Listen to your words, who else would use this word here besides you? I really don't understand this." Quill shrugged and took out the previous Biscuits for Rocket Raccoon.

Riley also looked blank, Xu Shangqi frowned and said: "Is it only me who feels it? Black Sun doesn't like that damned Vendetta Alliance very much, but at most he is contemptuous of them, and he doesn't like Ma. Will, could feel a slight annoyance at him."

"You mean, he's human?" Riley asked, frowning.

Xu Shangqi nodded and said, "Of course, he is not just a question answering machine and a wishing well, he must have wisdom, emotion, and his own likes and dislikes."

"But we didn't feel it. Could it be your patent?"

Xu Shangqi curled his lips and said: "No matter what, I quite resonate with him. I heard that Captain Marvel is a hero before."

What Xu Shangqi was referring to was of course the movie "Captain Marvel". He didn't have a deep impression of this movie, maybe it didn't suit his taste when he watched it, but Captain Marvel should indeed be a superhero, not someone who just wants to satisfy his desire for destruction. Monsters of the entire universe.

"Do you think this is a kind of hint from him?" Jessica noticed something more subtle, she tilted her head slightly and said, "Maybe he doesn't ask for anything in return?"

"Is this the reward he asked for? We must also deal with Ma Weier. I can only say that if this makes him happy, it will serve multiple purposes. I hope he will be happier. Maybe next time I have something When you are troubled, you can also use him as a tree hole." Riley raised his eyebrows and said.

"So, we are considered to be the dependents of this ancient one? No tentacles, no tumors, and even no powerful power, that's it?" Jessica said.

Several people walked along the sewer to the exit, Riley shook his head and said: "This is the best, since I have worked in the Holy of Holies for a while, I have been an out-and-out atheist, you don't even know that group of demon gods How stupid, annoying, and difficult to communicate."

"If there is such a god dictating above my head, I might really not be able to resist giving him a punch. Now it's fine."

"Our topic is back to the original point. Since you haven't got a strong force, how are you going to deal with Marvel and the Vendetta Alliance?"

"Knowledge and truth are the most powerful forces." Riley said: "From this story, we know several weaknesses of the Vendetta Alliance."

Riley went on to explain: "First, we know that this kind of madness can't pollute the machines, so Riley can make robots to deal with them; second, there are survivors on the earth, it should be a group of robots, and we can unite with them Against the Vendettas; third, they are planning to invade other universes, maybe we can find a way to interfere with their decisions."

"Don't let them invade other universes?"

"Let them invade the universe we want them to invade."

"But neither universe should be..."

Xu Shangqi stopped suddenly, he stared at Riley with wide eyes, Riley spread his hands and said with a smile.

"There must be a universe that welcomes them...the membership gifts for this quarter haven't arrived yet."

　sorry for the lateness

　
(End of this chapter)