The days of being a spiritual mentor in Meiman.

Chapter 1099 Father and Son (26)
Howard fell silent, and after waiting for dozens of seconds, Schiller asked, "Is this the whole conclusion you have drawn?"

Howard thought about it again, and then said: "I'm not a person who pays close attention to my emotions, so I'm sorry, but I can't provide more reference factors."

"It doesn't matter." Schiller didn't mind, he said: "Most people don't have the ability to clearly analyze the causes of each of their emotions and the results they can lead to."

"When most people feel uncomfortable, they always feel inexplicable. Maybe they know some rough reasons, such as being annoyed by something or disliking someone, but they can't analyze the cause and effect in detail. I don’t know what kind of consequences my own emotions will lead to.”

"If everyone had an extremely detailed analysis of their own emotions, there would not be so many people suffering from mental illness in this world. Most of the mental illnesses are actually undetected or unable to The processed emotions accumulate in the heart, resulting in the result."

"So, at a certain period of time, you suddenly feel inexplicable negative emotions filling your heart, but you can't find out the source of it. It's actually quite normal."

Schiller didn't look at Howard, but picked up the wine glass, looked at the water in the glass and said:

"Many people regard human psychology as something magical or mystical. Whenever they suddenly feel sad, they will always wonder whether there are some mysterious factors affecting themselves now?"

"But in fact, emotional logic is a relatively rigorous logic in logic. It is like a transmission system with a precise structure, and the rotation of each part will drive other parts."

Schiller explained the matter in the easiest way for Howard to understand, and he went on to say:

"It's just that everyone's emotional logic drive system is composed differently."

"Some people have only five parts in the whole system. When the first part moves, the fifth part moves immediately. At this time, when he focuses his attention on the last moving part, he can easily Analyze why this part moves."

"There are only five parts in the first place. Even if you use the exhaustive method to check them one by one, you can still guess."

"However, some people's transmission system may have [-] parts, and it must be divided into several parts, which are nested together. In addition to physical occlusal collision, there may be remote signal control."

"At this time, after one of the parts moves, the final result may be that the other part will not move until half a year later."

"And when the last part moved, he went back and looked for the reason why this part moved, and all he got was a loss."

"Because. No matter how talented a person is, without professional training, there is no way to reversely deduce the cause of tens of thousands of parts through the result."

"And the cause of many mental illnesses is actually that people who are emotionally sensitive and have tens of thousands of parts, one day later, they suddenly find that they have a lot of negative emotional parts and start working non-stop. Looking forward for parts, but can't find anything."

"On the one hand, I suffer from negative emotions, and on the other hand, I feel at a loss because I can't find the cause of the negative emotions."

Howard listened carefully all the time, he kept looking into Schiller's eyes, but for him, the example Schiller gave could be called straightforward and simple, and it was really easy to understand.

And Schiller finally stopped looking at the wine glass, but looked directly into Howard's eyes and said: "You think that the sudden negative emotions you had that night were because of the information you received during the day, but it probably wasn't the case."

Howard's eyebrows gradually frowned, Schiller looked into his eyes, and said very seriously:
"It is very possible that it is the result of the transmission of tens of thousands of parts. The transmission process may be more complicated than you think, and the time for the first part to move may be earlier than you think. many."

"How did you come to this judgment?"

Howard tapped his fingers on the armrest, and the atmosphere in the room began to become a little anxious. Obviously, the disagreement between the two on a certain conclusion made them change from a relationship between a doctor and a patient to an argument between Party A and Party B. hand relationship.

Howard felt that the reason he felt sad that night was actually because of the sudden rebirth that made him feel guilty, but Schiller pointed out that Howard's negative emotions that night may not have come from what happened during the day. Probably earlier.

"I believe you have your own understanding of logic." Schiller remained gentle, without any haste to prove his point of view. He first affirmed Howard's level, and then said:

"In this case, you can listen to my reasoning. If there is any part of it that you think is unreasonable, then you can immediately interrupt me to refute it. I won't be angry."

Howard blinked and said, "So, can a psychiatrist accept a patient's doubts? I thought it was you talking and I listened. I can't speak until you finish the diagnosis."

"Mr. Howard, I think you are a bit overestimating the quality of the patients I met. In fact, patients who can quietly listen to me after a sentence are rare."

Schiller looked very helpless, and he continued: "Among the patients I have come into contact with, your IQ, patience, and mental stability are among the best I have ever seen."

Howard nodded. Looking at Schiller's expression, he knew that he must have many stories. However, he was more concerned about his own problems, so he said, "Speak, doctor. I will listen carefully."

Schiller nodded and began his own deduction.

"Let's start with the results. First of all, you think that the source of your emotions is guilt towards your family and children. Then, if you want to analyze this emotion, you can't do without the situation of your family and children."

"The situation of the Stark family is not complicated. Your parents died young and left your only son. These few words can roughly sum up your situation."

"You think that because of your early death, you missed a certain stage of Tony Stark's life, plunged him into pain and decadence, and made him spend a very sad time, but now, you have returned intact , you feel, this is unfair to Tony."

Howard nodded. This inference is correct, and it basically summarizes the logic of what he thinks is the generation of negative emotions.

"Then, next, please answer my question. You can tell the truth or cover up, but please answer according to your first reaction." Schiller took out the medical record and began to record.

"The first question, before you died, you should have suffered from severe alcohol addiction for quite a long time. If I guessed correctly, you were alive during that time, but you failed to treat Tony Star Ke had any company, so, during that time, did you experience similar negative emotions?"

Howard narrowed his eyes and began to recall, but after a while, he shook his head and said, "Alcohol has ruined my sanity and left me with almost no complete memory, so I really don't remember if I have ever had a similar experience." Negative emotions."

What he didn't expect was that Schiller didn't ask again, but asked another question: "In the time line, before you started drinking, did you have similar negative emotions?"

Howard rolled his eyes to one side, remembering.Said: "... probably not."

Schiller nodded again, and Howard felt that if he looked at it according to this logic, then his inference was correct. When he was with Tony, he didn't feel this way. The negative emotions were not because he missed the company. Guilt?
However, Schiller did not affirm his meaning at all, but continued to ask: "So, when you were with Tony, did you have any other negative emotions?"

Howard's expression froze for a moment, but then he shook his head and said, "No, there are almost no negative emotions. Those are very good memories."

"Almost none, that is to say, still?" Schiller asked again.

"I'm a person. I can't just be happy. Even when I'm with my son, I will definitely have all kinds of troubles." Howard spread his hands and explained.

"for example?"

"For example, difficult business rivals, pressure from scientific research and innovation, differences with Maria over some trivial matters, etc." Howard gave some examples intermittently, all of which are very common.

"So. Please tell me, when you and your son were staying together to do something, how long did you concentrate on and not think about these troubles at all?" Schiller asked again.

Now, Howard had a hard time recalling it. It could be seen that he seemed to have thought of some answers, but he didn't know whether to say it. After a while, he almost gritted his teeth and said, "A few minutes Bar."

"Okay, let's push the timeline forward. When Stark Industries was at its peak and Tony was very young, how long did you spend playing with him focused on?"

this time.Howard was silent for a long, long time. For about five or six minutes, the expression on his face gradually became serious, obviously finding that the answer was different from what he had imagined.

It wasn't until Schiller tapped the table lightly that Howard came back to his senses. He looked into Schiller's eyes and said:

"When Tony was very young and not very sensible, I could even play with him for five or six hours, forgetting all my troubles and not being able to think of any troubles. That was the happiest time in my life."

Schiller nodded again and said, "So, please compare how the number of troubles you faced changed when Tony was young and after he grew up? Did it increase? ?”

Howard fell into a long silence again, and it took a few minutes before he said: "No, it's completely the opposite."

"When Tony was very young, Stark Industries was just in its infancy. At that time, I was under a lot of pressure, and I didn't even know where the future lies..."

"In the period before I was entangled by the military, Stark's industrial politics was at its peak, and I was proud. At that time, I had almost no opponents, and I was not even so busy at work."

The more Howard spoke, the more serious his expression became, and in the end he even became dignified. He asked softly, "...Why?"

"Why, when Tony was very young, I loved him so much, and even playing with him became my spiritual sustenance to get through a painful day, but after he grew up, every time we started a topic, we couldn't talk about it. In five or six minutes, I remembered those annoying tasks again?"

(End of this chapter)