Trafford Buyers Club

Chapter 2951 [To Me]

In the magnificent Hall of Stars, Chu Rui stood in front of the scales at a loss, and when she was about to say something, the witch had already spoken.

It doesn't sound very reliable to fold up and down.

"You want to save people, right?" The witch with the wand dodged and walked down the steps, and appeared in front of the scales, with her hands wide open, "No problem, I can satisfy you with anything."

"T-really..." Chu Rui's expression was almost full of anger and joy.

The moment she raised her eyes, the witch suddenly appeared in front of her veneer, raised her chin with her fingers, and said with a chuckle, "But what can you give me?"

"I..." Chu Rui opened her mouth.

She seemed to have exhausted all her courage before walking into this magnificent hall - she had no time to think about more things - about the sacrifices.

Sacrifice... Kaguya Qianfeng directly used human life as a sacrifice, or it was an important material on the high-level aliens killed on the way to escape.

But that is Chiho Kaguya who has the ability to obtain sacrifices... She, what does she have?
"I... can I gather the sacrifices for you in the future..." Chu Rui said timidly, "I... I don't have any money or treasures..."

"You and yourself." The witch narrowed her eyes and interrupted directly: "For me, the soul that is willing to sacrifice for others is the most valuable. You can choose to give up yourself, one life for another, then what do you want?" The person who needs to be saved, I can guarantee that he will be alive immediately."

Chu Rui didn't know what to say, and stood there blankly.

"How, have you figured it out, do it or not." The witch smiled teasingly, "If you hesitate, you can leave here now, and come back later when you find an equivalent treasure or sacrifice—of course , I don’t know if Brother Huai’an you want to save can persist until then.”

Chu Rui subconsciously looked at the calm and balanced scales, and her habitual avoidance made her mutter to herself: "It's difficult...is there no other way?"

"I don't know about other places, but I don't have it here." The witch sneered, "Before you want to have the best of both worlds, you must first have the ability to break the rules, but unfortunately you don't have it. Your purpose is already very clear when you walk here Yes, just to borrow my strength. But why should I help you for free."

Chu Rui looked embarrassed.

"Your hesitation proves that you still miss yourself. You came here because you couldn't convince yourself that you would die." The Witch of Scraps said casually: "After you know the result, you still want to have both, that is selfishness and greed... Little princess, you might just be your own little princess."

Chu Rui fell down and sat on the hall in an instant. The witch's words were not profound, but they were like a sharp knife, piercing her heart.

"It's really a real and ugly person." The witch narrowed her eyes, like a shadow attached to herself, and stuck herself to Chu Rui's body, and whispered in her ear: "But we don't need to blame ourselves And guilt, because this is what we look like. The great deeds of the saints you said are true, but there may only be one such saint among thousands of people, so it is no big deal to accept your own selfishness and ugliness. Abandoning your big brother Huaian is the most correct choice for you. You have already obtained the black card, and when you have more powerful abilities in the future, just like your former master Chiho Kaguya, whether it is plundering or not, It doesn't matter if it's a disregard for human life... because I will serve you."

"give up……"

"Yes, give up this unrealistic idea." The witch's magic voice sounded slowly, "You are a woman, what's wrong with you only loving yourself? In this world of power, you want to survive, for your parents, for your own sake. What's wrong with me... It's just this world that's wrong!"

"It's the world that's wrong, not me..."

"That's right, it's only this world that's wrong, and Brother Huai'an." The witch lightly bit her ear with her lips, "Why did I save you beyond my means, why did I use my own death to let you die?" Anxiety... Why did you appear in front of your eyes even though you have no ability to protect you? You are in the dark, you have never seen the light, why did you become that fleeting meteor?"

A drop of hot tears silently fell from the corner of the little maid's eyes.

At this time, the witch gently grabbed her hand, "Since he chose to save you at the cost of sacrificing himself, then please ask him to carry out this belief to the end, right?"

"You...what are you going to do..." Chu Rui seemed to have been drained of all her strength, she didn't even know if it was her own hand that was raising it, or it was because the witch was grabbing her arm...

"Sacrifice, sacrifice to me your brother Huai'an." The witch whispered softly: "Look, he is by your side, like a living sacrifice, the best sacrifice you can get at your fingertips .A person who died in order to allow you to survive, shouldn't you allow his wish to be fulfilled. Let him...be your wealth and fulfill everything you have. Sacrifice him, and you can leave this place immediately In a dangerous place, you can go back to your parents immediately, and you can go back to a carefree life... Everything will be so beautiful."

Chu Rui's eyes were lost, and she let the witch hold her palm, and slowly stretched towards the scale... This is the space of thoughts, but at this moment, she could clearly feel Huai'an tightly held in the entity. The temperature of big brother's palm.

Rough...spacious palms.

"That's it, put it down gently, slowly, and your dream will come true, it's easy, it's easy..." The magic voice sounded slowly: "You won't feel guilty, this is what you deserve, You won't be disturbed, because you will soon forget, because we are used to forgetting pain, and time... time will heal you."

- Wang!

——Wow!
The sound of a dog barking suddenly came to mind in this nearly myriad of holes - Chu Rui suddenly raised her head, and broke free from the witch's hand.

The Witch... The Scrap Witch was startled.

At this moment, Chu Rui lowered her head, held her heart tightly, and left this magnificent hall in an instant - no sacrifice... no deal.

"This... TM can roll over?"

The witch looked at the absolutely balanced scales in a daze, and was speechless for a long time.

……

The person at the desk frowned, and with his incomparably keen senses, the girl seemed to [come back] again... He looked around suspiciously, but couldn't see a clue.

However, Chu Rui was silent at this time, but at some point there was a black card in her hand——in front of the desk clerk, the girl gritted her teeth and tried hard resolutely, trying to tear the black card open.

It was very hard, extremely hard, but she still couldn't tear the black card, even if it was only slightly bent.

"Such a thing...I...I don't want it!" She didn't give up, but exhausted her insignificant strength, "I...I want to rely on myself!"

Ka-!
On the black, incomparably tough card, there was a small crack in an instant, and then it burst like an irresistible blow!The card that was torn into two halves burned itself instantly without leaving any traces.

Chu Rui took a deep breath and held the palm of the young Huai'an again. She stopped crying, but silently grabbed the wide and rough palm and pressed it to her forehead, "Would you blame me for not being able to bear it?" You will blame me, right... But Xiaorui is such an ordinary person... Brother Huai'an, you must hate me, hate that I don't care about you... So, wake up, wake up, beat me and scold me Me, you can wake up and take revenge on me...Let me use the remaining time to atone for your guilt and shame. Please...wake up."

A slight groan came from the young man's mouth at this time.

He was still unconscious, but only had a little reaction.

Chu Rui was full of grief and joy, "Brother Huai'an, you...you heard me..."

"You can't save him." Only the voice of the person at the desk could be heard calmly.

Chu Rui was startled, and found that at some point, the person who was at the desk had already stood in front of the young Huai An... He stretched out his palm, and a faint black light was emanating from his palm, covering the young Huai An's face. body.

"It's you...you can save Brother Huai'an!" Chu Rui was surprised and delighted.

"Save?" The person at the desk shook his head: "I don't know, but I can make him become like me... an apostle, no, maybe just half an apostle. Sorry, I can't fully understand it yet, but if it can simply make him He [lived], there should be no problem."

"Will...be like you?" Chu Rui asked tremblingly.

"Yes." The person at the desk nodded, "But it's not because of you, but I think that maybe I also need a companion... This person seems to have been with me for a long time."

"As long as I can survive..." Chu Rui muttered to herself.

At this moment, the palm of the person at the desk cracked instantly, and then countless ugly granulation sprouted crazily from the crack in the palm... The crazily proliferating granulation turned into tentacles covered with mucus, which came directly from the young Huai'an. Get into those wounds on your body.

"No!" Chu Rui was shocked.

However, the person at the desk glanced back, and an invisible force instantly lifted Chu Rui away... She instantly flew upside down tens of meters away, spit out a mouthful of blood, and when she looked up again, Brother Huai'an's The body is still completely filled by the terrible granulation tentacles.

At this time, when she saw the person at the desk, she seemed to see a formless, ever-changing... monster lurking in the thick black fog.

what--!
She hugged her head and let out a scream, as if she couldn't breathe... It seemed that something was devouring her heart.

"Good fear." The person at the desk took a light breath at this time.

"Weird, monster... Let go, let him go!" Chu Rui went crazy, without any moves, just pouring all the strength of her body into her legs indiscriminately - hit.

The person at the desk waved his hand casually, and Chu Rui was knocked out again... She was limp and weak, and most of her internal organs seemed to be damaged... Even her vision was mostly stained by the blood gushing out of her eyes.

blood red... dim...

--what……

--I see……

--turn out to be……

- incompetent man...

- No matter what decision you make...

——It's all...wrong.

She lay quietly on the green grass... and the world seemed to be turned upside down suddenly, her whole body fell... and fell into a pure white space.

……

"I... Am I dead?"

"You're awake."

She turned around, but only saw a figure from behind...a man sitting with his back to her in this empty and pure white space, who was painting.

With black hair, the voice should be that of a young man.

The way to paint is...oil painting.

The palette in the palm of the youth is already colorful, and it seems that it has been painted for a long time.

Chu Rui subconsciously walked towards the black-haired young man who was painting, and asked cautiously, "Is this... the Immortal Palace?"

"This is the place where you died." The young man said calmly: "It is the most real place for you. You can have enough time to recall everything you have experienced here. Don't worry, there must be enough time Yes, and no one bothers you."

"remember……"

One door after another appeared in front of Chu Rui's eyes without any regularity, slanted, vertical, horizontal, and even stopped in mid-air.

"Open it and have a look." The young man continued, "Any one will do."

The voice seemed to have magic power, Chu Rui hesitated and stretched out her hand, and carefully pushed open the door closest to her.

—doctor, doctor!What happened to my wife... Definitely, must keep the big one!

——How can there be so many dramas, it's just an ordinary belly opening...

- that's it...

"This...this is?"

"What happened when you were born."

Chu Rui was stunned. Inside the door was a delivery room that didn't look very complete but was tidied up. She whispered, "So, I was born like this..."

Suddenly, a baby's cry sounded... Under the spotlight, amidst the amniotic fluid and blood, the baby like an ugly duckling has not yet opened its eyes, and is formally looking at the newborn world.

But Chu Rui already burst into tears unknowingly... It turned out that seeing her own birth with her own eyes was such a feeling, as if her heart was filled with something.

She subconsciously looked at the door next door, with a hint of hope, without any hesitation, she quickly pushed it open.

— old woman!Can you make milk powder?Didn't you say that the temperature can't exceed fifty?
——Can you go?After giving birth to a baby, she becomes an old woman. I think you hate being old after giving birth, right?

Chu Rui couldn't help laughing out loud, she wiped her eyes, and couldn't seem to smile: "It's still the same, I've been fighting since I was a child, it's so funny!"

Smiling and laughing, even the speed of wiping can't keep up with the speed of tears.

"This is me... what's wrong with me... I'm obviously very happy..."

She opened another door.

When I was babbling, when I started to walk... those are the easiest times to forget.

happy time.

——The boss ran away this year, and there are not many spirit stones left... This year, it's really sad, hey!
——The spring is gone, the harvest in Lingtian is almost ready, maybe you can catch your breath... Xiaorui, good boy, take some dumplings and send them to that child in Huai'an, that child is so pitiful.

——I can’t even get enough to eat, but it’s better to take care of others.

——You, you, you woman!
When you are unhappy.

——Let's set off fireworks!

— But... but where did the fireworks come from?
— I picked it up, look!Fairy stick!
--Wow!

When childhood sweethearts.

——No... I didn’t pass the exam, yes, I’m sorry.

——It doesn't matter, Xiaorui is the best of us!

The first time I didn't know how to go in front of me.

——You are so beautiful, can you be a maid for the big monk?

—but I...

——You just need to tell your family that you are doing cleaning in the rich man's apartment, wouldn't it be fine?You also need money to help your father treat his illness, right?
—Okay...okay.

When you are uneasy.

——This is... This is the latest fairy clothes!
——How, our master sent it.

I don't know why I started to get jealous.

——He worked hard to carry animal materials in the city gate.

——She is on the way to buy daily necessities.

When passing by.

—Have you thought about it?This time Master Qianfeng is back, so why don't you serve him?

——I... I'll think about it again...

Maybe... Maybe it's time for a change.

She closed the door in an instant... The sound was particularly loud.

"Don't you like these bad memories?" the young man who painted suddenly asked.

Chu Rui leaned against the door and sat down slowly, hugging her knees tightly, "I just don't like myself like this."

"There are still many things you like about yourself." The young man who painted the picture smiled slightly, "There are still many doors."

"No need." She lowered her head, "The more I like myself, the less I like my current self."

"Will it be better in turn?" The young man who painted the painting said again: "Leave only bad doors."

Chu Rui raised her head subconsciously, but she still could only see the young man's back—she had opened many doors of memory, from childhood to adulthood, it is reasonable to say that she had changed many positions...but she still couldn't see the other party's back Face - even if it is profile.

"Wouldn't that... be more painful." She muttered to herself, "Even if you die, you have to carry these bad memories with you."

"Then why don't you forget everything." The young man said again: "For the good and the bad, there is only a blank space left."

Chu Rui said in a daze: "It's okay...can I do this?"

"It is said that after a person dies, he has to drink a bowl of soup and forget everything about his life." The young man said slowly, "Then start a different life again with a blank space."

"After a person dies..." Chu Rui subconsciously said: "Shouldn't the soul go to the [Ninth Prison]? I heard the adults in [Qinghua Pavilion] say... unless it's a house, otherwise..."

"So it's a legend." The young man smiled lightly: "It will make people feel beautiful."

"Sounds good." Chu Rui nodded subconsciously, "If you can forget these..."

"Do you want to drink this bowl of soup?"

"I... can I? Didn't I say it was a legend?"

"Yes, it's a legend, but I didn't say it doesn't exist." The young man said while painting: "I like to collect some odds and ends, you can leave me your doors, and then I will give them to you A bowl of soup like this."

"It... what use are they to you?" Chu Rui asked blankly.

"Are they useful to you?" the young man asked suddenly.

Chu Rui pondered: "If I'm still alive, these things are probably...probably my most precious."

"That's right, it's the most precious thing." The young man stopped his hands at this moment, and the palette and paintbrush dropped to the sides at the same time, "It's everything that constitutes you, it's your complete life, and I think it's unique."

"I'm just so ordinary..."

"There will be people who like to record ordinary things." The young man stood up, "It's like this."

Chu Rui stared blankly at the completed painting.

That's what she looks like when she... wipes her nose and cries.

"It turns out that I look like this..." She approached subconsciously, reaching out to touch herself in the painting, as if to wipe away her tears in the painting, "I...would I cry like this in the future."

"I will cry."

"Will you... laugh?"

"Everyone laughs."

Chu Rui said softly: "Is it true that everyone, when they die, will... meet you?"

"I will meet myself."

Chu Rui tremblingly said: "I'm really... already dead."

"When you are dying, there is a lot of time here. You can stay here for a long time, but there will always be a moment when it ends."

"I seem to have a lot... a lot of things I want to do, but I haven't done it." Chu Rui smiled wryly, "I always feel that I am not reconciled."

"Life lost young will have more regrets than old ones."

Chu Rui said quietly: "But I...but I really don't want to..."

"That's why it's precious." The young man whispered, "It's like I snatched it from you."

"Where would I be if I didn't choose to drink?"

"Maybe it will become free soul power, supplemented by the guardian spirits of the major cities, or it may be taken to the [Ninth Prison]." The young man said indifferently: "Maybe it will gradually disappear without leaving any traces. There is no time for the soul to find its home."

"Why...why..."

"Because [Cang Lan] has no way of reincarnation yet."

"I don't understand."

"It's okay." The young man said in a young voice: "You can stay here for a long time, maybe you will figure it out."

"No need." Chu Rui shook her head, and looked back at herself in the painting.

I saw the girl in the painting's tears flowing slowly out of the painting and into her palm, like clear water scooped from a spring, swaying gracefully.

"I... In the future, will I meet my parents again... In, in the new world."

The young man slowly opened his hands, and in an instant an extremely huge door appeared behind Chu Rui.

Chu Rui stared blankly.

The young man said: "You will no longer be their child, but you will meet each other a few times in the vast crowd, but you don't care because you are no longer [Chu Rui]."

"So..." Chu Rui said in a low voice, "Then Brother Huai'an also... can I, can I repay him in the new world?"

"If you want." The young man waved his hand... and while waving his hand, the huge door slowly turned, and turned to the other side, "You will still pass by your parents in this life in the vast crowd But I will meet Zhao Huaian in the crowd."

"If, this is just a dream before I die." Chu Rui showed a bitter smile, "I really hope that this dream will not wake up."

The palm holding the tears was slowly sent to the lips.

Doors of memory gradually disappeared with the flow of tears, and Chu Rui muttered to herself in a haze: "Huai'an..."

The girl suddenly dropped her hands, turned around with a blank expression on her face, and walked slowly towards the open door. Following her steps, the door of memory disappeared even faster... from the memory that filled every place, but in twos and threes, to scattered.

The young man casually opened one of the few doors and looked in.

—— Huai'an, from now on you will be called Huai'an, okay?Brother Shou Huai'an said he was going to work part-time to support himself, so he won't accompany me anymore!
——Wow!Wang!
The barking of the dog and the laughter of the girl also disappeared along with the disappearance of the door of memory.

The young man walked up to the painting and wrote its name on it.

——[To me].

(End of this chapter)