endless debt

Chapter 804 Curse
In the bustling bar, the loud music and the conversation of the crowd came and went one after another, and the silhouettes of people became more and more blurred against the background of lights and smoke.After a night of carousing, their emotions were burned again and again until there was nothing left.

The light of the bar has turned into a soft and warm yellow, the music is gradually subdued, the harsh noise has done its duty in the air, and it has turned into silence. The waiters in charge of the bar have already started to clear the cups and clear the table. They also gradually left and returned to their lives.

At this moment, the bar became extremely deserted, and there was a faint smell of alcohol in the air. The tired man was sitting in the corner, quietly tasting the liquid in his glass. There was no one around him. The objects of communication and communication have all left, leaving him with only infinite loneliness and loneliness.

There were fewer and fewer figures around him, and the man's face was slightly tired. He lifted his cup and took a sip from time to time, and glanced at the gradually brightening sky outside.

The man has been in this bar for several hours, and as time goes by, he seems to be trapped in a group of strangers, fearing the feeling of being forgotten from the bottom of his heart.In the corner, a person was quietly reminiscing about today's carnival, but he couldn't help but feel that these emotions became meaningless after the end.

In the aftermath of the carnival, he was still alone, looking up from time to time at the backs of others laughing and laughing. To be honest, he envied this group of people, but he didn't want to gain his own satisfaction through social circles. He understood that for For the undead, this kind of satisfaction is only for a short moment, maybe after the blink of an eye, these people will be very old.

"Is this the curse of immortality?" Threi sighed in a low voice, his eyes became a little blurred, "Everything has become slow and fast, meaningless."

Party, kill time, let alcohol numb everything, and then at sunrise, feel the nothingness of life with the only conscious will.

This kind of thing has been repeated countless days and nights in Se Lei's life. He always thought that he was used to it, but when the cycle came again, Se Lei still felt pain because of it. It was an instinctive twitch.

It was painful and very vivid, as if telling Seri himself that he was still alive.

"It's like sick people cutting their wrists with knives..." Thorey murmured.

The more he thinks about all this, the more Serey can feel the pain and uneasiness in his heart. He knows that his suppressed emotions will erupt under the influence of alcohol, putting him in a confused situation, but after holding it in for a long time Inevitably need to release.

In the first few years, Threy liked to fight with other people with the strength of alcohol. With the advantage of being undead, he was always the winner. Later, he became more numb, and even lost the motivation to punch. Now, he only cared about hugging the women and lying in their tender home, but gradually, even these Thurleys lost interest.

With the passing of time, Serley can clearly feel that his desire, energy, and motivation are being crushed and consumed bit by bit. Now that he is drunk, his emotions are like a cold corpse, without the slightest emotion. ups and downs.

Thorey realized all of this, he was approaching death in a different way, a death of insensibility, numbness and despair.

It's really scary to think about it.

Standing up and moving his body briefly, Seri walked out of the bar. Outside the bar was also a familiar look, he had seen it thousands of times.

The sky was gray, and the whole city was in a state of silence. There were fewer vehicles and pedestrians on the street. Only sporadic car lights and street lights barely illuminated some areas. The wanderers on the street corners had already returned home. The lights have also been quietly turned off.

However, as the sun rose slowly, the city began to wake up from its deep sleep, the sky gradually brightened, the color of the morning light changed from light gray to light blue, and the whole world seemed to be turning from darkness to light.

Threi quickened his pace, the sun rose and the city woke up. For many people, it was a scene full of vitality, but such a vibrant scene was poisonous to Threi.

"It's like a running wild dog, but you and I both know that we can't escape, it's doomed."

Thurley continued to whisper something, like asking and answering strange words.

The surrounding street scene began to change, and under the influence of alcohol, some strange thoughts rose in Se Lei's mind.

Threi is very clear that he is an existence that is not limited in time and space, he can stay anywhere, and he can also directly observe the changes of time.

He is a noble night clan lord, with an immortal body, he will not age, get sick, or die. However, this seemingly attractive "eternal life" has brought him endless loneliness and pain.

With the passage of time, Serai saw countless people leave him. He once had close partners and lovers, but they were all separated from him in the long river of time. He observed the changes of the world and the rise and fall of civilization, But he can't really fit into the world until he feels completely alienated from it, until he begins to wonder if his existence has any meaning.

Exhaustion and pain often linger in Seri's heart. He once longed to end this long life, just like now, as long as he slows down, as long as the sun catches up with him...

It's like a crazy life and death chase.

Thinking of this, Se Lei laughed at himself, this kind of life-and-death pursuit has been staged countless times in his past days.

But every time Threi has defeated the God of Death and lost to his own cowardice.

He really is a coward, just like his father.

Under such contradictions, Threi began to doubt whether "immortality" was really meaningful, and he began to think whether his existence could be called "life".

His life doesn't seem to have any real purpose and meaning.

The first ray of sunlight fell, it first shone on Seri's clothes, and then passed over his neck, a burning pain was released quickly, and spread along the nerves to the whole body.

The pain from the sun far exceeded the limit of all pain sensations, but Threi did not respond at all, his skin began to turn gray, like burnt firewood, a little thick smoke rose, and then the ashes shattered, revealing one by one A sunken blood hole.

Threi could clearly feel the warmth of the sun behind him, until the bright fireworks ignited on his skin, the pain that went deep into the bone marrow and the instinctive fear made him unable to control his body anymore.

Threi's pace became faster and faster, and he even ran wildly until the shadow covered him again. He bent over and panted in pain, and then a great sadness and self-blame rose from the bottom of his heart.

Every time he survived, Threi always doubted whether he really had the courage, his confidence was riddled with holes, and his dignity had been burned away.

Raising his head, Serai noticed a familiar figure standing not far away, he blocked the way, staring at him.

"What an embarrassment, Thurley."

Bologo said, he woke up early, just wanted to ask Seri something, but he didn't expect to see him in such a mess.

"Yo, Bologo, are you back from a business trip?"

A confident smile rose from Se Lei's face, he was completely different from himself just now. He straightened his long hair, and his steps became steady and firm. In a few seconds, he changed from a drunk to a dignified man. identity of.

"I have something to ask you," said Burrog.

"Many people have come to see me for a while," Threi shook his head, "I'm sorry, Bolog, I can't say anything, this is the rule."

"Then I can tell you another thing," said Burlogo.

"Next time, I'm very sleepy, it's time to go back to bed."

Thurley directly passed Bologo, looking at his back, Bologo said loudly.

"We have made some progress regarding the Night Clan. Lebius said that they are called Rebellious King's Court, led by a high-ranking Night Clan named Regent."

"Olivia!"

Bologl called her name, and at the same moment Thrai halted.

"Is she related to rebelling against the royal court? After all, she is also a night clan who left the land of eternal night..."

Threi turned his head, the drunkenness in his eyes was gone, he is the noble night clan lord, the son of the night king, alcohol has never affected him in the slightest.

"I also saw a name that was erased by you on the "Dawn Oath", a name that was not bound by the oath, could that name be Olivia Villeris?"

Burrog organized his thoughts and made inferences.

"Cerei, did your kindness at that time create a new empire?"

(End of this chapter)