Paranormal Investigation Notes

Chapter 266 Fetish

Barely calming down, Zhou Tianyang also returned home.

It was already three or four o'clock in the morning before he finally fell asleep.But before eight o'clock in the morning, he had already woken up, and he didn't feel sleepy at all.

He left home and drove to a certain hospital in the urban area.

After some examinations, old classmate Wang Xu looked at the examination results and said to Zhou Tianyang who was sitting across from him, "Old Zhou, we are all at this age, and we have a little nervous breakdown or something. It's normal, don't be nervous."

"Old Wang, I..."

Zhou Tianyang was still a little worried.

"From the results of the examination, there is nothing wrong with it. I think you are just too tired. You are usually too tense. After a long time, it is normal to have some illusions. But you are weird enough. I have seen it and liked it. I’ve never seen anyone who likes to look at star maps.”

Wang Xu joked a few words: "When you were in high school, didn't you really like to see that class girl in our class, what's it called? Didn't you still treasure his photos, hiding under the covers every night, hehe."

Zhou Tianyang ignored the ridicule from his old classmate, and was still a little nervous: "Old Wang, I don't look at the star chart for a day, but I feel my heart is scratching my heart and I feel uncomfortable all over. This, is there something wrong with it?"

Wang Xu thought for a moment: "After all, there is nothing wrong with your nerves. Then, if you are still worried, you can go to see a psychiatrist. It may also be some kind of occupational disease."

Occupational disease?
An occupational disease for astronomers?

Finding that he couldn't get any more help from Wang Xu, Zhou Tianyang could only stand up.

"That's fine, I'll go and have a look again. Let's go, let's have a drink together when we are free."

After bidding farewell to Wang Xu, Zhou Tianyang's car stopped in front of a psychological clinic after a while.

This psychological clinic is famous for its expensive fees, and each of the psychologists in it has several brushes.Zhou Tianyang had heard about the neighbor's family. The child of that family seemed to be depressed for a while, to the point of committing suicide, so he came here to look after it.

A doctor in his forties, wearing gold-rimmed glasses, looking gentle, professional and friendly received Zhou Tianyang.After carefully inquiring about Zhou Tianyang's condition, doing some tests, and filling out some questionnaires, the doctor came to a conclusion.

"Mr. Zhou, your situation, in my personal judgment, may be a type of 'psychological perversion'."

"Inverted? What do you mean?"

The doctor explained: "The most common condition, you should have heard of it, is 'sexual inversion'. In modern society, there are many young people who call themselves pantyhose lovers, beautiful legs, etc., and like to see girls wearing stockings , even when the partner does not wear some designated clothes, the normal married life cannot be completed, etc. This is a kind of sexual inversion, commonly known as fetishism.

Others, such as necrophilia and pedophilia, are sexual perversions.The main reason is that in the early developmental stage, stimulated by some external signals, people mistakenly associate sexual desire with other things.This kind of thing has different degrees of seriousness.More serious ones will violate the law, such as necrophilia and pedophilia, which need to be severely cracked down.

As for sock fetishes, leg fetishes, etc., as long as they don’t interfere with the normal life of other people and are only controlled between themselves and their partners, then it doesn’t matter. It belongs to the scope of private interests and does not require external interference. "

Zhou Tianyang felt a little unacceptable: "Sexual desire? You said that I like to read star charts, is it also sexual desire?"

The doctor continued to explain: "It doesn't have to be sexual desire. I'm just giving an example. It's a normal desire of the human body itself, which is connected with some other irrelevant factor."

"But I've never been fine before, never like this."

"You can recall carefully, did you receive any stimulation before this situation happened? Is there something that touched you a lot?"

"But doctor, I am not alone in this situation. There are more than 20 students in my laboratory, and they also have the same symptoms as me."

The doctor was startled, then pondered for a long time, before saying: "This may be some kind of group psychological effect, you should have heard of the term 'mass hysteria'. Under certain circumstances, a certain group of people , psychological effects are contagious..."

Zhou Tianyang felt more and more ridiculous, more and more unbelievable.He interrupted the psychiatrist's words, dealt with a few words casually, and left directly.

An hour later, he sat down with another therapist.He described his symptoms again, emphasizing that his students also had the same symptoms as himself, and after receiving some examinations, questionnaires, and inquiries, the psychiatrist said: "You and your students have been under pressure recently. too big."

"pressure?"

"You should expect a lot from this observation, right?"

Zhou Tianyang was startled.

As far as expectations are concerned, they are indeed huge.He also expects to produce several high-level papers through this observation.With a high-level thesis, it will be much easier to apply for project funding. As participants, my students will have a smooth future whether they stay in school or join other teams after graduation.

Not to mention how difficult it is to apply for the observation time of the Mercury Space Telescope.He almost begged his grandpa to sue his grandma, mobilized various relationships, and waited in line for a full year and a half before he had this opportunity.

"That's right." The psychiatrist said: "Everyone in your team has extremely high expectations for this opportunity, and this expectation has turned into pressure. People are under high pressure for a long time, The psychological self-regulation mechanism will play a role.

Hiding in the conference room and looking at the pictures of star charts is the manifestation of the psychological self-regulation mechanism.Because when looking at the star chart, you don't need to think about work anymore, and you can relax your mind greatly.Well, maybe it can be said that you and your students don't really like looking at star charts, but like an environment of 'totally relax, no need to think about work'.

It’s just that the matter of looking at the star chart meets your needs, which creates the current situation, making you mistakenly think that the star chart has some magical power that is attracting you. "

These words caused Zhou Tianyang to think deeply.

It does seem to make sense...

Is it really too much pressure recently?

"Then what should I do?"

"It's simple."

The psychiatrist was confident and confident: "You still need to relax completely, and don't think about work for the time being. Well...you can even have some stimulating therapy.

For example, lower your expectations for this matter.If you can, you can announce to your students that the project has changed and will be handed over to another team, after which you will no longer be responsible.

In this way, the bottom line can be drawn and the pressure brought about by this matter can be completely eliminated.Afterwards, you can take your students to do team building, go out for a few days, and I will prescribe you some peace of mind medicine. If you work together, the situation should improve.

As for yourself, you still have to rely on yourself to do a good job of psychological construction. "

Zhou Tianyang hesitated for a moment, and finally made up his mind: "Okay, let's do this."

The students were young and they were horrified when this happened.As a teacher, I must be responsible to the students, and I cannot let this matter affect their future lives.

As for myself, at the age of 50, my psychological endurance is always stronger than those young people.I should be able to do a good job in my own psychological construction. The most important thing is to adjust the psychological problems of the children.

Three days later, the holiday is over.The students came to the laboratory again.

Looking at the listless and preoccupied students, Zhou Tianyang suppressed his desire for the star map and announced the next arrangement.

Hearing that this project will no longer be in charge of their own side, the students were not angry, disappointed, nor relaxed after suddenly unloading the burden.They just looked at Zhou Tianyang blankly, as if they didn't have any thoughts in their hearts.

"It's like this. We have completed a lot of basic work in the early stage. The superior decided to give us another five days off, and provided a special fund for us to do a team building. Now there are several alternative goals, everyone Where you want to go, you can vote."

The students voted absently, and finally chose a place called Dalong Mountain.

The natural environment there is beautiful, you can drive through, you can camp, you can have a picnic, and it is also a good place for group building.

After finalizing the destination, Zhou Tianyang once again announced the dissolution, and asked everyone to gather at the gate of the building early the next morning.

The team building started as scheduled.On the first day, everything was normal, but the students didn't seem to be in high spirits.On the second day, Zhou Tianyang arranged a camping and picnic.In the evening, surrounded by more than a dozen tents, he commanded the students, lit a bonfire under the leadership of the tour guide, grilled meat, drank beer, and moved open-air karaoke, held a Live singing competition.

With the combination of these elements, young people should be very excited.But the actual situation is that the scene is not lively at all.The students sat blankly, and when it was their turn to sing, they sang a song in a perfunctory manner, while the students who acted as the audience applauded sparsely, no matter how much the tour guide tried to mobilize the atmosphere, it didn't work.

Zhou Tianyang was full of anxiety.This kind of anxiety, one is from the indifference of the students, and the other is...

The second is where it came from, even he himself doesn't know.He always felt that there was an evil fire in his heart that had nowhere to vent, and that there was a desire that could not be satisfied.

He had been trying his best to control himself, but in the end, the night ended hastily.

At night, he tossed and turned and couldn't sleep.By accident, he took out his phone again and pulled out the star map.

but……

The picture displayed on the phone is not good enough.

He sighed and got out of the tent.

In summer, the mountain forest is cool and pleasant, even a little cold.After walking a few steps, he saw light shining from almost every tent.

He had a bad premonition in his heart.Walking to Wang Yue's tent, Zhou Tianyang unzipped the zipper and saw inside, Wang Yue who was lying in his sleeping bag shivered all over, and quickly put away his phone.

"What are you looking at?"

"No, nothing."

Wang Yue muttered, looking very guilty and fearful.

"Take it out and give it to me!"

Wang Yue handed the phone to Zhou Tianyang.Zhou Tianyang looked, and sure enough, he saw the star map.

"I don't sleep in the middle of the night, what are you doing watching this! This project is no longer ours! Don't worry about it in the future, why are you still watching it!"

There was a little crying in Wang Yue's voice.

"Teacher, I can't control it. I still want to watch it. I don't know why. I just want to watch it... woohoo, I know this project has nothing to do with us, but I just want to watch it..."

Zhou Tianyang controlled his emotions: "These two days... all the students are like this?"

"Yeah, everyone followed like a demon..."

Zhou Tianyang felt a chill in his heart.

The project has ended and is no longer under the management of our own team.The pressure and expectations of your own team should have completely disappeared.But in this case, can the students still not control their desire for this star map?
I have a desire in my heart, which is easy to understand.After all, I know the truth and know that this project is not over.But why do students also have desires?
why?
How is this going?

why?
Zhou Tianyang turned on the lights in the car, and called all the students together overnight.

After asking one by one, Zhou Tianyang got a definite answer.Things are just like what Wang Yue said, these two days, even though the task is over, the students still can't control the desire in their hearts.

Gritting his teeth, Zhou Tianyang said: "I have consulted a psychiatrist, and the psychiatrist said that this is because of too much pressure and has nothing to do with anything else! Everyone should cooperate with the doctor's treatment and do a good job of psychological adjustment. In the next few days God, I ask everyone not to think about that star map as much as possible, since you are out to play, play it seriously, have fun! After a few days, you will be fine!"

On the second and third days, sure enough, the students' mood recovered and the atmosphere became a little more lively.But on the fourth night, a group fight completely buried the previous friendly atmosphere.

The cause of the matter is very simple.A student accidentally bumped into another student.The student pushed him directly, pushing the student down.After that, the two started fighting, and the rest of the students seemed to be ignited, not only did not advise, but also joined the battle group.

A group fight of more than 20 people broke out here at the campsite.

The tour guide eagerly comforted them, and Zhou Tianyang also tried his best to order the students to calm down, trying to calm down the situation.but……

Unknowingly, an almost uncontrollable desire erupted in Zhou Tianyang's heart.

He also wanted to join in, have a good fight, and vent his emotions.

(End of this chapter)