Girls disguised as boys mixed boys' school

I don't know how long I have been in a coma, but one day when I opened my eyes in a daze, a glaring sunlight came in from the window!

Looking at the surrounding environment, I know that I am still alive!Close your eyes again and think!Did he still not look at himself when he was sick?Or are you busy preparing for your wedding right now?Forget about me, right?

"Baby! You're finally awake!" Grandpa hugged me excitedly!It can be seen that he has not slept for a long time!Because of me?There is still someone who will worry about me, right! "Just wake up! Just wake up! Don't think about the past!" Grandpa burst into tears excitedly!This time it's real!It's no longer eye drops, it's crying for me!It turns out that there are still people who will worry about me!But will he leave me too?Thinking of this, I reached out and hugged Grandpa tightly!

He kept yelling "Grandpa! Grandpa... Grandpa! Woohoo! Grandpa!..." Tears kept streaming out!There is still a certain fear in my heart. Mom and Dad are gone, and grandma is gone, so only grandpa is left, isn't it?

"Don't cry! Don't cry! It's all grandpa's fault! It's all grandpa's fault! Grandpa shouldn't have let you go to that school! You shouldn't!" Grandpa shook his head desperately!

Enough hugs and enough crying!Gently let go of me, and said softly: "Baby, do you still remember the Xue family's house rules?" I looked at Grandpa in surprise and nodded! "Then follow the house rules! You have a good rest! The car will be waiting for you outside!" After speaking, he took a lot of people away from my room!

Still have to let go!Right!Can't you just look at me again?I really don't know how I would live without you, the one who was gentle with me before, the one who would get angry at me when I moved his hair, and Katie who quarreled when we met, is it still you?Why don't you come and ask my forgiveness?Or do you love her more than me!Or you just play with me! ?After the pain, you have to try to let go. Why is this family rule so heartbreaking? You can see someone in one minute, have a good impression of someone in an hour, and fall in love with someone in a day!But it takes a lifetime to forget someone!Why are you still so cruel to me? I lost my parents since I was a child, isn't it pitiful enough?Why do you still do this to me?Thinking of this, my heart keeps shaking!Pulled back the quilt, walked out of bed gently, came to the computer desk, turned on the computer, and wrote:

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My heart really hurts!

A lifetime is really long for me: even you yourself don't know his period, so please don't use it to promise others at will!

The next life is just a pain for me: if I can, I hope that I don’t have the love of the next life and the previous life, please don’t use the next life to exchange it!

Life after life is just an extravagant hope for me: will you still remember things after you die?Will you still wait for me?Don't want to think about it, let alone dare to think about it!

Sometimes God is true and fair!

Whatever you lose, he will let you gain!

However, sometimes he is selfish and unwilling to intervene in everything in the world!

My heart really hurts!I naively thought that he would protect me for the rest of my life, but I was wrong, very wrong!

My heart is really tired!Confused actually learn to trust him!

Tired and in pain, let me learn to accept the rest of the pain!

Let yourself remember the rest of the pain forever!

I sometimes tell myself that maybe the next guy will be better!

Isn't that what my brother said?But are his words feasible?A brother who changes girlfriends faster than changing clothes, what kind of sister will he have?

Love it!But it also hurts!

The deeper the love, the deeper the pain!

I am so envious, really envious, those couples who are one after another on the street!They are so close!

I walked to the bridge of the Seine in pain, and what I saw was no longer water!Suddenly, I remembered...there are so many rivers and rivers here, could it be someone's tears too!Really ridiculous idea!

Laugh at yourself, this will make your heart feel better!But getting more is indeed tears!

I have read too many novels and too many touching plots!I wish I was one of them,

Although hurt, but still got his true love,

I don't want to be treated like a treasure by others!What I want is no longer friendship, family affection, love, I just need someone who is willing to quarrel with me!

Even if you and I have no chance in this life!

I want to reply back to how I was before, but the harder I try, the more I will remember the past with him, the things he has forgotten!

Tears flowed down my face, the pain in my heart was worse than the pain in my body...it was hard to recover!

The cute, lively, innocent girl from before will no longer be there

Now there is only one; a cold girl who is no longer willing to trust others!

I thought a lot and lost a lot!However, it also bears a lot!

I don’t want to be that kid who was bullied anymore, I’ve grown up, I have my own wings, I can go wherever I want, right?

Maybe I'm not brave at all. Thinking of these things, I can only choose to escape!

Because I am not as brave as I think!I am a girl after all!

It also needs the love of the other half!Isn't it!

I love you!Even if you have regretted it, I still love you deeply!But this time I choose to let go! !

Send it to parents in heaven! "

By the time I finished writing, there were no tears left on my face!It's all gone!There will be no more!This time I have to learn to lose!But only this time!Love makes me only understand pain!Maybe it shouldn't be!Take the printed paper in your hand and walk out of the room!The people who are already standing outside are the ones who know me best!They are all here!

"Miss, balloon!" Qin'er handed me the balloon in her hand!I put the paper into the balloon and got on the car that grandpa prepared for me!

Xuejia Grassland:

There is a person standing quietly on the grassland, holding a balloon in his hand, I have been standing there for an hour!The wind is always blowing like this!The sun has been shining!My heart still hurts!Let the last tear drop from your face!Shout to the grass:

"Ikatie! I'm going to try to forget you! I don't want to be your girlfriend anymore! I want to let go! Just let go and it won't hurt anymore! Just let go and it won't hurt anymore! No more!  … ...No more!" Close your eyes, let go of the balloon in your hand, and watch its figure go away!Why?Didn't grandpa say that as long as you let go, you'll be fine?Why does my heart still hurt!There is a feeling of reluctance!Or because of love!Try...try...try not to love!But do you really not love it?

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Why!Reluctantly updated a new one!I don’t know if it’s well written or not!Hope you guys like it!

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