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Chapter 34 Happy Death Day (End)

Xin Ran has no memory of his mother, since Xin's father had hired a nanny to take care of him, the nanny was a rough woman who beat and scolded him frequently because he would not sue.

This was his first impression of women—rough, harsh, and uncertain.

After entering junior high school, Xin's father brought a second woman, He Hongmei, who was still rude, but even more terrifying than the nanny. She not only imprisoned her son, but also prohibited Xin Ran from going to school.

She took Xin Ran away from school on the grounds of transferring to another school, but she wanted him to be He Bing's companion.

Ah, He Bing, Xin Ran thought disgustedly, he is as disgusting as He Hongmei, he is like a child who can't grow up, dare not resist his mother, all the resentment and complaints rush towards Xin Ran.

The sound of rain outside the window continued, and there were muffled noises in the room. Xin Ran smelled blood, his expression remained unchanged, but he caught a glimpse of He Bing's pale face for a moment.

At that moment, he seemed to understand something, got up and walked out, He Bing begged him behind him, "Don't open the door, I don't want to see, please."

Xin Ran opened the door.

The bloody smell soaring into the sky, the dreary humidity, and He Bing's desperate face constituted Xin Ran's deepest impression of that night.

After death, Xin Ran was trapped in this old house. He watched He Hongmei kill the tenant by deception, and watched one tenant after another walk in with cold eyes, endless loop.

Until that day when he opened the door, he saw the girl's white and calm face in the dim light.

She has a smell that he hates on her body, Xin Ran wants to explore that mysterious existence through her, but her attraction to Xin Ran is far greater than others.

Xin Ran often thinks, why is she so calm, why is she so peaceful, why is she completely different from those women he met?
She will not be cloudy, not hysterical, and even the occasional weak posture is just right.

Xin Ran wants to keep her, he has long been tired of everything in this long cycle, but there is an existence he hates even more outside, he wants to keep her, they will experience all this together, share boredom and joy.

But the moment the sharp knife was stabbed into the heart, Xin Ran heard her say "Happy Birthday", and suddenly lost all the strength of persistence.

Her heart was empty, her knife was far from that powerful, it was Xin Ran who flinched, and he wanted to let her go.

He is a thousand paper cranes stained with blood and has lost the ability to fly, but she is not.

He knew that he couldn't keep her, his body was already shattered, his heart was already covered with scars, and he couldn't bear the same injury a third time.

Xin Ran wandered in the dark for a long time, he often touched his heart, thinking about what he should do next.

Once the predicament is broken, he breaks away from the cycle, but this world is disgusting, he is a lonely wandering ghost, and he doesn't know where to go.

He finally went to find Zhao Yutang.

Xin Ran thought, he let go, he knew he was wrong, she couldn't let him go anymore.

He knew Zhao Yutang well, knew how to use his weak state to give her a sense of security, and knew how to put the reins in her hands.

He is willing to put shackles on his neck, as long as the person holding the key is Zhao Yutang.

He Hongmei often said that it is safe to be buried in the ground, and safe to be buried in the ground. In order to prevent him from being liberated after death, he was bled, dismembered and frozen, but in the end, he was liberated in the fragrance of roses.

Zhao Yutang doesn't like roses, because the flowers are too difficult to serve and the fragrance is too strong, but she knows that Xin Ran likes them.

(End of this chapter)