Fast Transmigration: Black Moonlight Sharks Are Crazy in Shura Field

Chapter 268 Self-Cultivation of Love Tribulation (73)

"I no longer exist." Xue Xingchi asked sadly: "In your heart, what am I?"

"You just need someone in Feng Jun's position... No, it can't be a human being, there will be emotions, joys, anger, sorrows and joys, but you don't want to care about the emotions of these people at all, you just want me to be a decoration, as long as you are quiet Just sit quietly on the high hall and smile, right?"

Ling Chan didn't answer his question, she said cunningly: "What am I in your heart? You can't even do this little request, how dare you say you love me?"

Xue Xingchi's complexion became even more bleak, he heard gurgling sounds in his ears, as if blood was leaving his body, and his face and lips lost all color.

Ling Chan frowned and said, "Why are you so fragile? You can't bear such a trivial matter. How can you be my Fengjun?... You should think carefully about it yourself."

After she finished speaking, she turned around and was about to leave. Xue Xingchi stretched out a hand behind her, and was about to grab Ling Chan's sleeve.

Ling Chan frowned, avoiding coldly.

Behind her, Xue Xingchi still wanted to catch up, but was blocked by the palace servants. Ling Chan could hear the voice of the palace maid blocking Xue Xingchi, she was unmoved, and walked away calmly.

……

Xue Xingchi felt that he seemed to be locked up.

Ling Chan didn't ground him, let alone restrict his freedom of life, the world is so big, he can go anywhere.

But he doesn't want to go anywhere.

He just wants to see his wife.

Yes, Ling Chan refused to see him.

Xue Xingchi had waited for her at the foot of Wushan for nearly ten years, and had parted with him for a long time, but they were just strangers at that time. He thought that he would become Feng Jun, and he and Ling Chan would be able to be intimate together. It is said that the emperor of Yan Kingdom has always had a close relationship with his Feng Jun?

Why did he become an exception when he came here?
Xue Xingchi felt that the world was gloomy.

Ling Chan didn't belittle him, humiliate him, didn't provoke him to attack him...she just didn't see him.

Xue Xingchi could no longer accept it.

So he was suppressed by Fuyaoguang.

Unlike the emotional clone, Fu Yaoguang is just a calm person.

He conscientiously fulfilled the duties of serving the emperor, taking care of the harem for the empress, comforting the people, and spreading kindness.

The end of the year is coming soon.

On this day, according to the usual practice, the emperor was going to worship heaven and earth on the sacred mountain in the outskirts of the city. Now that the empress had Lord Feng, the two should worship heaven and earth together and comfort the world.

Ling Chan had to take Feng Jun with her.

Fu Yaoguang held Xue Xingchi's skin and waited from sunrise to sunset.

He listened to Ling Chan's team marching out of the palace, and waited until the ceremony and music in the palace played the song, congratulated the emperor and prayed for blessings, successfully wishing that the coming year will still be smooth, the country will be safe and the people will be safe.

The sun has already set to the west, but there are no lights in Changning Palace, Feng Jun sits in the shadow of the first life, quietly silent.

His face was extremely pale, as if his blood had been drained from his body, and he was nailed to the seat as rigidly as plaster.

The female officer couldn't bear it, she said in a tactful way: "Feng Jun still needs to pay more attention to his body, it's so late, let's go to bed early."

Fu Yaoguang nodded, and said flatly: "She announced to the public that I'm sick, so I can't go?"

she?
"How can you be disrespectful to His Majesty?!" The female officer was displeased, and she could see Feng Jun in the shadow turning his head silently, the stars in his eyes were like shattered ice.

She sighed, a little helpless: "Your Majesty knows that you have been feeling unwell recently, and specially asked you to rest in the palace, because you feel sorry for Lord Feng!"

Fu Yaoguang had long since disbelieved this set of rhetoric.

He said: "You're right, I do feel unwell, I should rest more, and thank Your Majesty for my kindness."

Fu Yaoguang stood up, and could almost hear the crackling sound of the stiff bones in his body.

He sat too long.

Fu Yaoguang seemed to be a wandering spirit, or else he was floating and fell into the bed.

The female officer called the imperial physician to diagnose and treat Feng Jun, and prescribed a prescription for him to take regularly.

After all, how could His Majesty lie?He said that Fengjun is sick, Fengjun is sick, since he is sick, he should see a doctor and take medicine.

The medicine juice placed in front of him surged with a strange aura, he picked it up and gulped it down.

The female officer in front of her seemed to be relieved.

The female official is a high-ranking official, one of the Shang Palaces. She has stayed in this palace for decades. Fu Yaoguang also thought about wooing her and turning her into one of his own. It provides a lot of convenience for Fuyaoguang's form in the harem.

Fu Yaoguang felt that he should have subdued her.

Now it seems that it is just my own illusion.

Master Shang Gong is truly loyal to the Empress.

After all, it is very disrespectful to worship the heavens without Fengjun, but the people of Yan Kingdom are used to it.After all, after the death of the overlord's empress, there hasn't been a situation where the master of the harem participated in offering sacrifices to heaven for decades.

But Ling Chan's situation is special, she is a demigod walking in the world, she is the belief of Yan Kingdom, so what if she deliberately doesn't bring Feng Jun?

What about being disrespectful to the gods? ?
Anyway, she herself is a true god in the world.

But Shang Gong still didn't want the Queen's reputation to be polluted in the slightest.

Being so loyal, I didn't see anything special about the queen taking her.

In other words, everyone under the Queen's belt is equally tolerant and distant.

What's the point of holding up a heart eagerly and letting her smash it into pieces?
Fu Yaoguang really couldn't understand why he liked Ling Chan.

Ordinary people say this is a happy thing, but now when he thinks of Ling Chan and chews Ling Chan's name, what comes to his heart is only boundless bitterness and pain.

It was an emotion he had never felt before.

In other words, he once had it, but he threw away these feelings and made it become another person in the mortal world.

Even so, he still couldn't let Ling Chan go.

Those complex emotions surged in his empty chest day by day...and turned him into something beyond recognition.

Fu Yaoguang had a premonition.

He probably wants to merge with Xue Xingchi.

He used to be able to easily peel off and throw away these negative emotions, because these emotions have nothing to do with him in essence, because these emotions are a collection of all negative emotions in the world, and they were given to the sky by heaven.

And now.

Fu Yaoguang himself understood, pain, greed, anger, jealousy... these bitter tastes.

The heart of Lord Yaoguang, which was originally as clear as a mirror, was stained with dust.

He has negative emotions.

He attracts negativity.

So Fuyaoguang and Xue Xingchi were going to merge.

Then, what kind of person will this brand new Fengjun be?

In short, it won't be him who is going to be overwhelmed.

Fu Yaoguang was lying on the bed, his face was pale, his voice was weak, he looked like he was dying of illness, he said in a hoarse voice, "Can you tell me about the Empress? I want to see her."

Shang Gong saluted respectfully: "Your Majesty is busy with official duties, please forgive me."

Shang Gong turned around and was about to leave. Fuyao Guangqiang stretched out his hand to grab her with all his strength, Shang Gong immediately said: "What's the matter??? Your Highness, let go!!!"

While the two were tugging, there was a loud bang, and Fu Yaoguang fell to the ground.

Shang Gong was startled

Fu Yaoguang refused to give in, he gritted his teeth and said, "I beg Shang Gong to intercede for me!"

(End of this chapter)