Koi boss krypton gold in the survival game

Chapter 273

Only Qiao An understands that she is not a monster, she just doesn't like her current life, very much...

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Many dark nights, Joan quietly came to the kitchen, picked up a knife, and prepared to end it all.

But the horror of death still made her timid.

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In early autumn, when Joan was in sixth grade, she fell in love with a boy.

So, she wrote this hidden thought on a small note.

But when she was cleaned by her mother, she turned out from under the bed.

Mother read out the letter word by word in front of her.

Finally, he looked at her teasingly, "I didn't expect your grades to be so poor, but you have so many thoughts."

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The sunlight outside the window was good, but it couldn't shine into Joan's heart.

She felt that winter seemed to be coming earlier, and she shrank her neck from the cold.

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Before the sixth grade started, her mother talked to her, and she said to Qiao An, "This is a very critical year for you, and it is also a turning point in your life. You know it, a prestigious school!"

"It's not that you don't like this family. If you are admitted to Bi'an Island No. [-] Middle School, you will live in the school in the future. I also want to exercise you."

Live in school?

leave here?

God knows how happy Joan was that day, she was as happy as a happy bird.

After a whole year of hard work and forgetting to eat and sleep, she finally got admitted to the legendary No. [-] Middle School of Bi'an Island, but this was the beginning of her nightmare.

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Bian'an Island No. [-] Middle School has exams every month.

Every exam, students' grades in various subjects and various rankings will be sent to parents.

Joan attends classes in the class during the day and goes to the school gate to make up lessons at night.

Twelve hours of study a day, she dare not relax a minute.

Because other students have also lived like this, the students of Bian'an Island No. [-] Middle School are not worthy of rest.

Even so, her grades still fell short of her mother's requirements.

Every time she came home from vacation, she still had to face her mother's ugly faces, endless scolding, and even beating and scolding.

The mother would say while beating, "A dutiful son comes out of a stick."

I don't know if this sentence was meant for her or Joan.

In the past few years, the mother's scolding will add to the father, she will say.

"Georgetown, Joan is just like you, that's what you are today."

"How did I meet you father and daughter? It's really embarrassing."

Joan and Dad lowered their heads, doing housework without saying a word.

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In the evening, Joan washed the dishes and sat aside to do her homework.

Everyone in the family was eating melon seeds and watching TV. My mother didn't forget to scold Qiao An while eating melon seeds, "It's so fake. If you study like this, how can you be like this now?"

"I'm annoyed when I see you like this, how can I have a daughter like you."

Joan's pen froze, her nose was sore, but she held back.

How could there be such a daughter as her——

Yes, why does she exist in this world?

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The evening wind was very cold, Qiao An closed the door of the house, found out the previous New Year's money, and put it neatly on the table.

She wrote a long letter to her parents, telling them to return books, explaining badminton lessons, telling them to use the money, and finally she wrote.

If there is an afterlife, let's not meet again.

She chose to jump from the window, like a free bird.

Under Qiao An's pillow, there were ten notebooks of the class rules she was punished by the teacher for copying because she didn't ask for leave to go to the bathroom because of her urgency.

　[This episode is believed to be felt by many people. This is the life of many students now, but I don’t want you to become Joan, and don’t choose Joan’s path. ]
　　
　
(End of this chapter)