Life in the world of film and television

Chapter 195 The Seed of Doubt
Zhang Anren realized his hesitation and hesitation, which made Jiang Nansun sad and disappointed.After returning to school, he hurriedly carried his things and went to make amends and apologize. With his eloquence and attitude, Jiang Nansun's heart softened.

After three days of cold war, the relationship returned to normal.

It's just that cracks have been created and seeds of doubt have been planted.

Coupled with the environment around Jiang Nansun, the family members including parents and aunts don't like Zhang Anren, and the only good friend Zhu Suosuo also has a bad opinion of Zhang Anren, thinking that he is not worthy of Nansun.

Being in such an environment all day long, coupled with what he has just experienced, has had a great impact on Nan Sun, and it is difficult to return to the carefree love mentality of the past for a while.

Her heart became more and more sensitive, and when she got along with Zhang Anren, she no longer simply thought of nothing, but would consider why he did this?The purpose of doing this is whether you really love yourself!
No one is perfect. Once you have a skeptical attitude and look at a person with an inquiring eye, you will eventually find many shortcomings.

The same goes for Jiang Nansun, who lost the filter and aura of love, looked at Zhang Anren again, and found that he also has many shortcomings, and there are things she doesn't like, which are quite different from his appearance under the filter of love.

I can't help but feel a little lost and frustrated.

However, she is not someone who gives up lightly. Although the relationship is much colder than before, she still works hard to maintain it with Zhang Anren, adjusting and relaxing her mentality.

It's just that the reality is cruel, and the relationship can continue to be maintained and slowly repaired.The lack of money allowed her to see the reality of society.

Jiang Nansun used to live a carefree life, spending money lavishly, and she also looked like a rich girl among her classmates, and she lived a life that everyone envied.

In addition, she is generous, and often buys snacks and fruits to share with classmates who sleep in the same class. Although some people may be envious and jealous in private, on the surface they greet her with a smile.

Although she hasn't made any good friends among her classmates over the years, Zhu Suosuo has always been her best girlfriend and friend, but the relationship with her classmates is still good.

Originally, this state could be maintained forever, but Nansun had a problem, and his living expenses were only two thousand, so he could no longer be extravagant.

I used to buy snacks and fruits for everyone, but now I don’t have them; I used to go to restaurants every three days, but now I can only eat in the cafeteria;

These situations are naturally not difficult to be discovered, and some people even speculate that her family has changed. Although most of the students have a good attitude towards Nansun, there has not been much change.

There are always some people with bad character who look down on the poor and envy the rich.

In the past, as Bai Fumei, Nansun was high above the ground, and he had a short mouth for eating people, so he could only hold back when he had bitter words.

Now, naturally, he has no scruples, and all kinds of ugly words come out of his mouth.

For the first time, Nansun saw the cruel side of society. In the ivory tower, she was still her classmate. When she was sad, she could only hold her grievances in her heart.

The predicament she encountered was more than that. On the one hand, the messages from classmates and the slander behind them were on the one hand, and on the other hand, the money in her hand was really not enough to spend.

Two days ago, she ran out of cosmetics, and a set of commonly used brands costs several thousand yuan. With her current living expenses, she can't afford it or use it at all.

But she is already used to using this brand. Whether changing to a low-end brand will affect her skin is another matter, and the psychological gap is unacceptable for a while.

Zhang Anren also knew about this matter, he didn't know what to think, and he didn't react. Perhaps for him, Jiang Nansun spent thousands of yuan to buy a set of cosmetics, which was incomprehensible to him and exceeded his consumption concept.

Even if you have this spare money in your hand, you are not willing to use it in this regard.

However, he didn't say anything, and asked Jiang Nansun out two days later.

"Nan Sun, my current income is not high, and I don't have much left after paying off the mortgage. If I save some of it, I can still support you with fifteen thousand a month."

As he spoke, he handed over an envelope containing money.

"The money is not too much, plus your living expenses, if you don't have too many extra expenses, it should be okay."

Jiang Nansun looked at the envelope full of mixed feelings. She resisted her father's arrangement and wanted to be with Zhang Anren. As a result, all her cards were suspended, and her monthly living expenses were only two thousand.

At that time, in front of her father, she was full of confidence and vowed that what would happen if she left home, she had Zhang Anren, she would definitely not let her be wronged, and she could live a more wonderful life.

She thought that she was desperate for Zhang Anren and quarreled with her father until she got to this point.Zhang Anren will definitely be like her, for her courage and persistence, spoil her like a princess, and do everything for her good.

Now it seems that she is thinking too much, and the other party is very restrained and sober in love.

Also, how many people in the world are full of ideals like her, who only care about love and ignore reality.

Sighing lightly, Jiang Nansun pushed the money back while feeling disappointed.

"No need, Anren, you still have to repay the mortgage. There are a lot of places to spend money, so keep it."

Zhang Anren naturally disagreed, and handed over the money again.

"Nan Sun, this is not a lot of money. I can afford it. Besides, it's my wish. Just accept it."

Jiang Nansun shook his head: "Thank you, Anren! I just took a lot from Suosuo, and now I have money, so there is no need."

Said very resolutely pushed the money back.

Looking at the resolute Jiang Nansun, Zhang Anren suddenly felt a little lost. He didn't know what he was doing right now, and what image he would leave in Nansun's heart.

However, if he waved his hand and spent tens of thousands of dollars on his girlfriend, it would be impossible.

First of all, he didn't have much savings in his hand, and he had to pay off the mortgage. Living in a big city like Shanghai, he had to have some reserve funds in his hand for emergencies.

The second is his character. He always has a plan in doing things, and he is unwilling to take risks. It can also be said that he is cautious.

This kind of personality is liked by those who appreciate it, and hated by those who don't.Too fussy, follow the rules.

But Zhang Anren didn't want to take any risks. He managed to get out of the small place and gain a foothold in Shanghai, an international metropolis. Being able to gain a foothold here is his first goal.

He will not take any chances until this goal is accomplished.Even if he seems petty and fussy, he doesn't care.

Although love is important to him, it is not everything. His character makes it impossible for him to be desperate for love.

His love is indeed very restrained and rational, and his investment is also very restrained.Even if there is a change in the future, there will not be much loss.

It's just that this kind of restraint and rationality is difficult for Nan Sun, who has the illusion of perfect love, to understand and accept.

Seeing Zhang Anren leave with some disappointment, Jiang Nansun was also in a complicated mood, with a lot of thoughts, and finally sighed softly, and dialed Zhu Suosuo's phone number.

What she said to Zhang Anren just now was just an excuse, and she didn't ask Suo Suo to borrow money, but now, she has to speak.

After making an appointment to go shopping together, Jiang Nansun picked up his mood and continued to go to class.

The two met in the afternoon, and Jiang Nansun briefly introduced the recent situation without going into too much detail. Zhu Suo's keyhole was red, and he hugged Nansun distressedly.

"Zhang Anren is really not a thing. You almost fell out with your family because of him, and your card was suspended. That's what he did to you. He used to say nice words about how much he loves you, but now let's see if some of them are true. "

Jiang Nansun looked away instead: "I don't blame Zhang Anren, it's because I think love is too important and take it too seriously, thinking that he will be as desperate as I am."

"Now it seems that he is very restrained and sober in his love. I am too involved and not sober enough."

Zhu Suosuo said: "Nan Sun, do you want to break up with Zhang Anren? I support you. This kind of man is not worthy of you at all. If you break up, find a better one and make him mad."

Jiang Nansun shook his head: "I haven't reached that point yet, but my life has changed too much recently, I have been exposed to many bad things, and I found that Zhang Anren is different from what I imagined, a little tired and scared."

As he said that, thinking of the experience during this period, his eyes turned red.

The two good girlfriends huddled together.

After chatting for a while, Jiang Nansun was in a better mood, and the two went shopping together again.

Zhu Suosuo spends a lot of money on weekdays and is less reliable than Jiang Nansun in spending money. Although Li Mu paid her a high salary, she doesn't have much spare money.

After spending several thousand to buy a set of cosmetics for Nansun, there are only a little over two thousand left in his hand.In the end, the two thousand was given to Nansun to subsidize daily expenses, leaving only the fare to go home.

She didn't care if she had a cousin. At the same time, she was still thinking about drawing a month's salary with her cousin to subsidize Nansun.

The two are like sisters, and she can't see Nan Sun being wronged.

(End of this chapter)