I work as a teacher at a girls' school in Tokyo

Chapter 315 Knowing It Was Wrong, But Still Going On

Keep moving forward on the wrong path... In fact, Miss Shinohara is not the only one who does this.

Looking at the opposite girl who was looking at him expectantly, Hirakawa Tetsufumi thought a lot at this moment.

He first thought of Hisada, and thought of his responsibilities as a teacher.

Then I thought of Shinohara Shiori, the things that happened to her, from the beginning, to the daily relationship, from the activity room with the sound of the trumpet, to the campus corridor under the dusk, this is the relationship between him and this student's daily life.

It's not very special... But, those gazes and emotions that he didn't notice, when he looked back now, he realized that these were actually shining in his memory all the time.

Miss Shinohara was actually watching him the whole time.

Even though she understood that her own emotions might not be answered, she still couldn't help it, and her steps forward began to lean towards him, and her gaze from other places was cast on him... This is Miss Shinohara's insistence, In other words, capricious.

Even though he knew the rain had stopped, he still made up a lie that it was still falling without changing his face; he even lied to him to go to the summer festival and poured everything into it without hesitation, even though he knew that it would be over after all.

Unauthorized kissing, unauthorized opening of the dream... Even though at that time, this young lady didn't know what the so-called dream was.

All she knew was that he responded to her.

As fake as it may seem, she's sunk in it.

Until the dream was shattered, the two of them in reality, as if they were standing on an ice field, facing each other... came to an abrupt end.

Hirakawa Tetsufumi began to plan to resign, and Shinohara Shiori began to try to look away.

Everything is going to the other side of the dream.

However, perhaps it is true that a person can deceive others, but he cannot deceive his own heart.

The sudden end of the dream, but the emotions in it did not just disappear like a bubble.

After all, it is not a dream.

The arrival of the second dream was initiated by the eldest lady, but it was actually the result of two people who couldn't give up getting close to each other.

I am ashamed of this student, I am ashamed of this girl, and I can't let go of this girl, so everything is possible.

The two who had gone far came together again, and opened up their fantasy dream in the space isolated from reality.

But this time Hirakawa Zhewen couldn't let go of the eldest lady.

He knew it was a mistake, he knew it was wrong, but he couldn't restrain his heart, and couldn't escape his love for this girl.

Even now, sitting in front of this girl, ready to make his own choice, Hirakawa Zhewen still understands quite clearly what he wants to say, what he wants to do, and the relationship between him and this young lady. is distorted and wrong.

He's a teacher, the girl's teacher, even though he's resigned.

And he also has a girlfriend, a gentle and lovely girlfriend, if the general expectations are correct, he should never appear here.

However, it is still the case. A person can deceive others, but he cannot deceive his own heart.

If he can't let it go, he can't let it go. Those memories that come to mind, those physical touches have already firmly bound him to the girl in front of him.

This is an inescapable emotion.

——Perhaps, those girls who tried to make up their minds in their hearts to look away from him and play the trumpet alone felt the same way during the time he didn't realize it?
She thought about giving up several times, but the fiery emotion finally made her return to him.

Tetsubun Hirakawa also thought about ending this ridiculous thing several times, but he finally sat here, opposite Shiori Shinohara, and wanted to give the girl his response.

So the two of them are actually the same person, knowing that they were wrong but still relying on the inner impulse to go on like this wrongly, he has no right to blame this girl.

In fact, in the final analysis, the vast majority of people are like this. It is a human nature that is difficult to overcome, and it is a self that cannot be abandoned. If people can correct their mistakes, there will be many perfect people in the world.

However, the reality has proved that those roads that are clearly marked as "wrong" always welcome batch after batch of passengers, and then they can't go back.

These mistakes can always make people paralyzed and sink, and make mistakes.

After all, Hirakawa Tetsuwen still couldn't resist the hot emotion of the girl in front of him, and sank into it—maybe, from the day of summer vacation, when he was in the stairwell by accident, he suddenly understood how hot the girl's feelings for him were, He was destined to meet this ending.

All empathy comes from understanding, and once you understand something, you can't help but think about it, try to analyze it, and then...

He understood Shiori Shinohara's doomed wrong emotions and her persistence that never gave up, so he could hardly blame the girl.

For her, apart from his unrestrained liking, his heart ached.

Always watching him quietly where he didn't notice, always struggling with the boundary between reality and heart.

And, when the first dream ended, the ignorant girl stood there, looking at his back as he went away alone... No, because he blocked the eldest lady, she didn't even look at his back If not, it ended inexplicably.

How would she feel then?

As long as you look at it from the perspective of Shiori Shinohara, all you can really feel is pity.

So, now, after the end of the second dream, Hirakawa Tetsubun really can't blame Shinohara Shiori.

He likes Shiori Shinohara, and he wants to give this young lady his own response—a response in reality rather than in a dream.

And knowing that it is wrong, but still have to go on.

"Shiori." The upper and lower lips parted, and a soft voice came out.

The voice sounds a little dry.

Hirakawa Zhewen pursed his lips and swallowed.

With Shinohara Shiori's eyes on him all the time, without any deviation, he spoke again.

"Should, how should I put it..."

"To be honest, even though I had made up my mind before coming here, when I face it now, it's really... difficult to speak."

"Are you nervous seeing Shiori?" Shiori Shinohara blinked her eyes and raised the corners of her mouth.

"If you want to say nervous...maybe a little bit." Hirakawa Zhewen's voice was light and slow, "I don't know how to say it, my heartbeat is a little faster, and when I look into your eyes, I will suddenly feel at a loss at a certain moment... "

"It shouldn't be nervous, right?" Shiori Shinohara interrupted suddenly.

Hirakawa Zhewen looked at her.

The girl smiled slightly: "It's because I like it."

Hirakawa Zhewen was taken aback for a moment, then laughed too.

"Well, it's true...not nervous, but liking...I like Shiori."

"..."

Shinohara Shiori flicked her long hair and placed a strand of hair over her ear.

"It's quite rare to see such a straightforward Mr. Hirakawa."

"It shouldn't be uncommon, right?"

"It's only been a few times in a long time, and, except in the dream, every time Hirakawa-sensei is so straightforward, it's to reject Shiori."

"..." Hirakawa Tetsuwen was dumbfounded.

After thinking about it, it seems that this is really the case.

Once he admits in reality that he likes this eldest lady, it will pave the way for the next rejection... Really...

Hirakawa Zhewen couldn't help chuckling.

He responded to Miss Shinohara's gaze and said, "But this time is an exception."

Miss Shinohara tilted her head in confusion: "Is today an exception?"

"Hmm..." Hirakawa Tetsufumi looked at Shiori Shinohara, pondered, and then shook his head, "No, it should be said that the past was the exception, and from now on, all such things will be the norm."

"What does this matter refer to? What does normality refer to?" The eldest lady followed closely.

"Do you want to explain in such detail? Shiori is playing dumb, right?"

"So what?" Miss Shinohara admitted with a light smile, "Ms. Hirakawa told Shiori, right? Be more frank when expressing it."

"...I was anti-educated." Hirakawa Zhewen sighed, "That's fine—but..."

He looked at the position beside Shiori Shinohara.

"Can you talk a little closer?"

"This..." Shinohara Shiori glanced at her side, then turned back, her eyes seemed curious, "Why did Mr. Hirakawa approach?"

"Come closer to talk, right?"

"Frankly speaking?"

"Hmm... because I like Shiori, I want to get closer."

Miss Shinohara smiled and nodded lightly.

"Then Hirakawa-sensei, come on, because Shiori also likes Hirakawa-sensei."

"..."

From being not frank at the beginning to what she is now, this eldest lady has really changed a lot.

……

Just like that, Tetsufumi Hirakawa left the seat opposite Shiori Shinohara and came to her side.

The distance is quite close, and with just a glance, you can see the fair and beautiful side face of this young lady... and her flat chest?

Hey, I didn't look at it on purpose. I just sat next to it. I still have the advantage of height. From top to bottom, no matter how flat it is, I can notice it, right?
——Although I have to say, there are also reasons why I have seen it with my own eyes and touched it with my own hands.

Human beings are somewhat nostalgic, and pay special attention to the things they have come into contact with.

Shiori Shinohara looked at him.

"..."

Hirakawa Tetsubun turned his attention to the perfect face of the eldest lady very honestly.

"... Shiori."

"Why is Hirakawa-sensei nervous?" Shiori Shinohara gave him a strange look, "Shiori is not some monster that eats people."

"..."

Hirakawa Tetsubun touched his cheek...not hot, very calm.

"Even if it's a monster, it's so cute, you'd be willing to be eaten, right?"

"..."

The strange topic disappeared in a flash without a word from Miss Shinohara.

Hirakawa Tetsuwen also quickly returned to the topic.

"What I just said..."

"What does this matter refer to? What does normality refer to?" Shiori Shinohara reminded her.

"Ah, yes. Yes, this is it." Hirakawa Zhewen nodded, his memory finally came back to this moment from the previous dream, "How should I put it..."

He thought for a moment, then answered.

"From today onwards—every word I say about Shiori's love is an expression of my heart, and it is to get closer to Shiori. Those who like to pave the way for rejection are about to become exceptions gone."

"What else?" Shinohara Shiori looked at him.

"...and?" Hirakawa Zhewen didn't quite understand.

However, after staring at each other at close range for two or three seconds, the girl's eyes finally reminded Hirakawa Tetsuwen what to do.

Hirakawa Tetsuwen moved a little closer, and was about to get close to the girl's ear.

"I love you, Shiori."

"..."

The blowing wind was a little itchy, so Shinohara Shiori leaned her head on Hirakawa Tetsufumi's shoulder.

"Shiori likes you too, Hirakawa-sensei."

As she spoke, there was an uncontrollable smile on the corner of her mouth that belonged to a young lady.

"Then why do you say that now?"

"In order to respond to Shiori's liking, and to get closer to Shiori." Hirakawa Tetsufumi took Shinohara Shiori's hand.

In the reality outside the dream, this was the first time he took the initiative to hold the girl's hand.

This should be the best response, but Miss Shinohara is not satisfied with this.

She took Hirakawa's hand behind her back, holding it very tightly.

"You should know?"

"what do you know?"

"This is reality, not a dream."

"Of course I know that."

The mind is clear and clear, and the warm touch of the girl's slender hand held in his hand couldn't be more real.

"Then you also need to know that the dream can be justified. You didn't do it out of your own will, and the reality is not good enough."

"I didn't intend to justify - this is my original wish." Hirakawa Tetsufumi leaned close to Shinohara Shiori's cheek.

Even at such a short distance, close enough to clearly feel the heat emanating from the surface of the girl's skin, everything in front of her eyes was still so perfect.

Crystal clear eyes, slender eyelashes, flawless skin, pink and tender lips... everything about Miss Shinohara is intoxicating, and the smell wafting from her body is too overwhelming.

The tips of the noses touched together, and Shiori Shinohara's fair face gradually revealed a beautiful, extremely pale crimson.

"Have you really made up your mind?"

"Of course." Hirakawa Zhewen's answer was affirmative.

"Then have you really thought through the consequences?"

"I've already figured it out."

"This is the wrong path." Shinohara Shiori reminded.

"Then I choose to go down with Shiori."

"You know it's wrong, but you still want to continue?"

"Like Shiori, the feeling of liking has reached the point where I know I'm wrong and I have to go on."

Shinohara Shiori laughed.

"Then you are a terrible teacher."

Hirakawa Tetsufumi was also laughing.

"Shiori is also a bad student."

"That Shiori and Hikawa-sensei are really a good match."

"Yes."

"..."

"..."

Silently, the eyes met, the tips of the noses touched, and even the lips were pressed together.

When Shiori Shinohara breathed and opened her mouth, the sweet breath lingered on the tip of her nose.

"Aren't you worried about the dream?" Shiori Shinohara asked before kissing her.

"It doesn't matter anymore." Hirakawa Tetsuwen said.

"Ok?"

"Shiori, there is no need to distinguish between dreams and reality."

"Because I like you, whether it's a dream or reality."

"In the dream, I like you. But in the reality far away from the dream, I still like you."

"Shiori no longer needs to immerse herself in dreams, it's the same for us."

"..."

Shiori Shinohara didn't hesitate anymore, she kissed her.

(End of this chapter)