famine queen

"Xu Ayue's daughter is named Fanqiu, and she picked it out from more than 100 names in the dictionary. She undoubtedly loves Fanqiu very much, but... her husband wants to abandon this child .”

"He thinks that even though Fanqiu has a strong restraining force, a child who can't love...will never be able to repay his parents in the future. So he thinks that the loss should be stopped in time, and the child should be sent out in exchange for a high foster care fee , and give birth to a new child."

——The so-called adoption fee is actually a well-packaged statement, and it is actually a reward for selling a child.

"Xu Ayue was not a particularly assertive person when it came to her husband, but she was not willing to compromise on Fanqiu's matter. She even decided not to have children because of this. But also because of her decision, Let her husband make up his mind and sell his daughter while she is at work."

"Xu Ayue almost went crazy when she found out that Fanqiu was gone."

"After learning that her daughter was sold, Xu Ayue divorced, took her husband to court, and successfully sent him to prison. Then, she took up the burden and started the journey to find Fanqiu."

"From that moment on, Fanqiu's end was actually doomed."

"On the way to find Fanqiu, she relied on restraint to help the police arrest many traffickers, and also helped many parents who were also looking for their children. Although after knowing her restraint, those who were helped did not choose to thank them publicly, but Thank you on a private social account, and still withhold your name."

"But there is no airtight wall in this world. No. 11 years of looking for her daughter, a passer-by posted a video on social platforms of Xu Ayue turning into a white ball to help the police arrest traffickers. The video became popular overnight. Xu Ayue became an Internet celebrity at the time, and some people even found out her experiences in those years. For a while, she became a heroine praised by the whole Internet."

"There was no chance for Xu Ayue to react, she died amidst these praises."

"I was born at this time." Speaking of this, the corner of Bai Pang's mouth curled into a mocking smile. "It's funny to say, Xu Ayue has been looking for her daughter for 11 years but I haven't found it. I didn't even bother to look for her, so I just met her."

There was a bit of sadness in her eyes and she said: "At that time, Fanqiu was 12 years old. Her adoptive parents died unexpectedly. The brothers and sisters of her adoptive parents wanted to sell her. She fled from home to Tai'an Temple and was rescued by Nan Wu. She has nowhere to go, and with such a restrictive force, she is likely to be sold in the orphanage. Nan Wu took pity on her and adopted her."

"I observed Fanqiu quietly in the dark, watching her live a simple but happy life. I scoffed at her on the surface, but my heart was very stable. I know that I am different from other evildoers. There is no hostility, but I don't want to admit that I have inherited the feelings of the main body. I am a villain, how can I have feelings?"

"Nan Wu was a person who made me feel unbelievable at the time. He was like a real holy monk. He had morning classes every morning and evening, and his three meals a day were simple tea and light food. The clothes he wore were all patched. He doesn't even have a decent monk's uniform. But he is happy with this kind of life and has no complaints."

"Fanqiu is the only exception in his life. From the beginning to the acquaintance, they have become a relationship that is not father and daughter but better than father and daughter."

"Fanqiu is aware of her constraints, but Nan Wu knows that her constraints are not being able to love others. He doesn't know that every favor he treats her is poison that drives her to death."

"I knew this, but I just thought it was a good show. Then, as I expected, Fanqiu died. For Nanwu, who was like a father in her heart, she rushed to death willingly. .”

"Before she died, Nan Wu asked her why, why she didn't stay away from him even though she knew she couldn't love her."

"At that time, Fanqiu said...she said: Love should not be stopped."

Bai Pang suddenly laughed and said: "She smiled happily until she died. She smiled and called Nan Wu's father. She said she was so happy. She used her own restraint to eliminate all Nan Wu's memories related to her. She condensed her restraining power into Wang Qiu and gave it to Nan Wu."

"What is Wangqiu?" Bai Tonghua couldn't help asking.

"Wang Qiu." Bai Pang lowered his eyes and said, "The so-called Wang Qiu, that is, the invisible autumn, is a disappearing existence."

Jin Mang was thoughtful, "Nan Wu remembered Fan Qiu, so he thinks he deserves to die?"

Fatty Bai nodded.

"When did Nan Wu's body be taken over by evildoers?" Jin Mang asked.

Bai Pang was stunned, then smiled and said: "He has always been a villain. Nan Wu's body died of a high fever when he was three years old, so he was born. But he should be the most honest villain in the world , is also the most evil person in the world. He grew up in a temple like an ordinary child, and he really regarded himself as a monk. If it wasn't for the appearance of Fanqiu, he might still be a monk until his death .”

"Nan Wu doesn't remember Fanqiu. He only remembers that he was looking for someone. He doesn't remember Fanqiu's name. He only remembers that the other person is very important. He always said that he was lost and wanted to find that person quickly. But he didn't remember. Fan Qiu has already spit out a big mouthful of blood and died in his arms, and has already slept in the back mountain of Tai'an Temple."

"What about you?" Jin Mang is not surprised that Nan Wu has always been a villain, but what she cares more about... She asked Bai Pang: "In this story, what role do you play?"

"I..." Baipang's tears had dried up, and she said with red eyes, "I am a repentant."

"The moment Fanqiu died, I realized, I realized that I am Fanqiu's mother, and that is my child."

"I watched my child die before my eyes!"

"I can obviously stop it, but I just didn't do anything!"

She covered her face and said, "I... so damn it."

Jin Mang was silent.

There is no need to ask any more questions about the rest, whether it is why Bai Pang and Nan Wu become companions, or why she feels that she deserves to die when Nan Wu dies.

As far as Bai Pang is concerned, Nan Wu, the person Fan Qiu valued the most during his lifetime, has probably become the only sustenance in his life.

——That was the person my daughter wanted to protect, that was the only person who gave her warmth and love, that was the murderer who led her to death...

And... most importantly, that was the only person who had a relationship with her daughter, the only way she could get close to her daughter.

Nanwu is the only trace of Fanqiu's existence.