famine queen

Chapter 267 Destined
Jin Mang tilted his head, as if...whether it is father or grandparents, their restrictive power actually has no offensive power?

She asked, "Are all the restrictive forces non-aggressive?"

"Of course not." Jin Xi said: "There are many kinds of restraints. Although offensive restraints are relatively rare, they are not without them."

What he didn't say is that this kind of people are either active in the political arena, fighting in the army, or in prison, and rarely appear among the people.

Jin Mang said: "I want the restrictive power of attack."

"Why?" Jin Xi was stunned.

Jin Mang said seriously: "Because I want to protect my father, grandparents and grandparents."

She couldn't help but sigh in her heart, except that she was either an old man or a reserve old man in the whole family, and she couldn't be a salted fish if she wanted to.

Jin Xi blinked, suppressed the sudden burst of tears, reached out and touched Jin Mang's head and said, "Father only hopes that Xiao Guoer will be safe and healthy."

He wanted his daughter's conditioning to protect herself, but he didn't want her conditioning to be aggressive.

The deep country is not peaceful. The country sees singing and dancing, and news reports are thriving, but the war on the front line has never stopped.

Because of the existence of restrictive power, all those who have offensive restrictive power will be trained and sent to the front.

Even those people in the political arena basically retreated from the battlefield.

He only had such a daughter, so he was reluctant to let her go to the battlefield.

Jin Mang didn't know what Jin Xi was thinking, so he suddenly asked, "By the way, what is mother's restriction? Does she have restriction?"

She was asking casually, but found that Jin Xi's face was frozen.

"Father?" Jin Mang looked up at him.

Jin Xi pursed his dry lips, hesitating whether to muddle this topic, but...

Xiao Guo'er will know about Qingyan sooner or later, especially since she is going to kindergarten soon.What happened at the beginning caused a lot of discussion among the people around, and those children would inevitably know something from their parents. Instead of letting Xiao Guoer hear some half-true and half-true words from others and get misunderstood, it is better to tell her the truth first .

"Your mother... Her restriction is to have children." Jin Xi said with some difficulty.

Jin Mang's eyes widened suddenly.

So, her mother didn't die because of dystocia, but... As long as she is born, she must die?
"Your mother has always loved children and wanted to have a child of her own. Because of her family background, she didn't have a restriction test at the beginning. Until we got married, she lived a very carefree life. Later ...Because of your grandma's request, I took her for a restriction test. No one expected such a result, and we almost broke up. Later..." The most important words came out, and Jin Xi's next words were Well said.

At this point, he paused before continuing: "We had agreed that we would never have children in this life, and we would find a way to adopt a child. But for some reason, every time we go to adopt a child, something unexpected happens. , or the car broke down halfway, or it was inconvenient to travel due to thunderstorms. Once a social scandal suddenly broke out in the orphanage we were going to, and the child we were going to adopt was taken back by the biological parents. Time and time again, I I also gave up on the idea of ​​adopting a child."

"But your mother doesn't think so."

He looked down into Jin Mang's eyes and said, "Your mother thinks this is a kind of destiny, and she is destined to have a child of her own."

Jin Mang couldn't help holding his breath.

Jin Xi hugged her into his arms, and said softly: "During the physical examination, the doctor told your mother that she will be menopausal in three months. After she comes back, she will discuss with me and stop all contraceptive measures."

Until now, he can't forget his wife's gaze at that time, it was so bright, so desperate.

"She said it was destiny if she could conceive a child before menopause."

"I was originally against it." Jin Xi took a deep breath and said, "But your mother was soon diagnosed with breast cancer, and the doctor said to..."

He was embarrassed to say the words of breast removal to his daughter, so he blurted it out.

"Your mother is the editor-in-chief of the fashion magazine M&J, and her restriction is the eyes that discover beauty. Therefore, she has her own insistence on beauty, and she cannot accept that she has become imperfect no matter what."

"In order for her to agree to the operation, I agreed to her previous proposal. But I made a request to her: If she is not pregnant, she will have the operation."

Jin Xi raised his hand to cover his eyes and said, "I thought your mother's chance of getting pregnant was very low. After all, she is a cancer patient and is about to go through menopause. Who knows..."

Jin Mang's expression was blank, she didn't expect the truth to be like this.

but……

"If my mother didn't give birth to me, there should be a great chance of surviving, right?" she said.

Jin Xi was taken aback. He thought it would be good if his daughter could understand, but judging by her appearance...it seemed more than that?
She can even catch the point.

"Yes, but your mother is unwilling." Jin Xi sighed and said, "She is determined to give birth to you."

Jin Mang couldn't tell what was in his heart.

"When mom left...do you still love me?" Of course she knew that Mo Qingyan loved her, and she knew it from the choice she made.Moreover, she also recorded a birthday greeting video and letter in advance, and she can receive a birthday greeting from her mother every year.

But... those are all prepared in advance, the moment life is gone, will she still love her?
Could it be that he hated her?

Just like she once wanted to ask her grandparents, did her mother resent her before she died?
——No matter how big-hearted she is, she will still yearn for maternal love. It's just that she is open-minded by nature and doesn't like to dig into corners, but it doesn't mean she doesn't care at all.

Jin Xi was stunned, and he was even a little surprised, "Xiao Guoer..." He never expected that a child who was only four years old would actually ask such a question.

How precocious this is.

Thinking like this, he didn't dare to delay at all, and replied: "Of course your mother loves you, and she couldn't take her eyes off you until the last moment."

"For her, you are her most precious treasure. It is not me, but you that she can't let go of."

"At the end of her life, her biggest regret is not being able to grow up with you."

"Xiao Guo'er, don't underestimate your mother, she didn't choose to give birth to you on impulse."

"You are the treasure she decided to exchange with her life after careful consideration."

"We gave her countless chances to regret it, but she never wavered."

"You have to believe that she loves you more than her life."

Jin Xi looked at her without blinking and said, "Because I can't believe how sad she would be if she knew that you doubted her love for you."

(End of this chapter)