The girl who travels fast is equipped with a money-making system

My name is Gu Tingfeng, and I grew up in a deep house since I was a child. I know very well that in this world, no matter what you want, you must pay the price.

Before the age of eight, my mother was my God. She used her thin body to support the lives of our brothers and sisters. However, when I was eight years old, my father's concubine came to the door. Since then, my mother's life has become more and more difficult stand up.

But at that time, I was still too young to do anything. I could only allow my mother to be killed. Before my mother died, she was bedridden all year round. There was no one available around her. My body had become extremely weak, as if the wind had blown It would be like falling ill, but my father never came to see his mother, and accompanied Aunt Lin every day to have fun in the small courtyard.

From that time on, I decided that in the future, I will definitely make my father regret it, let this family be under my control, and let my sister grow up carefree.

Later, when my grandmother came back, Aunt Lin did not become the mistress of the Gu family as she wished. Seeing how my grandmother berated my father, I knew that rights are such an important thing.

I began to try my best to play a good son and a good grandson in my grandmother's eyes. Only in this way can I get the love of my grandmother and let us brothers and sisters have a chance to breathe in this man-eating Gu's house.

I suppressed a lot of my nature, I can't have something I particularly like, and I can't show my thoughts casually, because once there is a flaw, Gu Mingcheng and Aunt Lin will have an opportunity to take advantage of it.

Until the appearance of that girl, she seemed to be different from all of us, seemingly obedient, but she had her own unique way of doing things.

The first time I noticed her was actually earlier than I thought. Together with her young lady, the talented girl from the Yan family, she made fun of the young lady of the Su family, and even humiliated her in public.

Later, she never thought that she would save Xiaoyue. Seeing her casually teaching those murderers who came to kidnap Xiaoyue, there was no trace of fear in her eyes.

At that time, I only thought that she would be a good maid who could protect Xiaoyue well.

It wasn't until she was so skillful in researching the dead that I felt for the first time that she was actually more powerful than I imagined. She knew a lot of knowledge. Although she didn't change her treatment of the dead, she had enough knowledge to treat other people. Kindness.

At that moment, I knew that I couldn't keep her. Sooner or later, she would leave Duke Gu's mansion to open up a new world that belonged to her.

In order to let her get in touch with me, I deliberately gave her the best shop of my own. Sure enough, I became her partner. At that time, I was already tempted, but I thought I was just curious and didn't I didn't take my feelings seriously, maybe because of the suppression of my feelings for so many years, I actually didn't know what I wanted.

The war came so suddenly, it seemed to be predestined, so I decided to go north to participate in the battle just like that. During the few months at the border, Miss was like a Gu insect, devouring me bit by bit With strong willpower, I began to constantly think of that girl, the girl who is always bright.

When she faces me, she always has a formulaic respect, which is not engraved in her body. More often, she looks at my life and everything I do like a bystander. The actions seemed to be within her expectations.

Several times, I tried my best to accomplish something, but I wanted to see approval in her eyes.

So, I began to dream, the protagonists in the dream, without exception, were her and me. I dreamed that we lived together in a farm house in the countryside. She was teaching the children how to feed chickens and ducks, while I was repairing Our house, but after waking up from the dream, I know very well that this can only be a dream. I can't give her the scene Xu Zhiyi once dreamed of. Even if I reach the highest position, I can't give her what she wants. .

Then, soon, I dreamed that I was married again, and the bride was her. She was wearing a bright red wedding dress, looking at me with a smile, and then I hugged her and spent a beautiful wedding night, but When she woke up the next day, she was gone, and the person beside her was replaced by Yan Suyu.

After waking up from this dream, I feel lost. In fact, I know very well that my bride will probably only be Yan Suyu. Jingzhong has already sent me a letter. In order to help me guard the Gu family, Yan Suyu lived in the Gu family alone. If I don’t marry her , it's not fair to her.

But I feel a little resentful towards her in my heart, why should I take care of my affairs? If she doesn't care, maybe I still have a chance to choose.

In order to defeat the Gui Dynasty as soon as possible, I did not hesitate to risk my life, let the enemy think that I was injured, and took the risk to attack our camp, but I won the bet.

On the day when the class teacher returned to the court, I was more excited than ever. I urged the horse under me to run fast. Ze Qi kept reminding me to slow down, but I just couldn't slow down. I just want to see you soon to her.

It turned out that I was right to be faster that day, if I had been later, maybe I would not have seen her, the man stood in front of her with a knife and she fell to the ground, all I saw was her Panicked expression, so regardless, just shot the man to death on the street.

Blood spattered on her face, she was still the same as I remembered, she calmly wiped off the blood on her face, and then just said a simple sentence: "Are you back?" It made me really feel that I have come home .

I dawdled and didn't want to leave her side, but my grandmother let Xiaoyue come over, and I had to go home.

I didn't expect my love to be so obvious. It was so obvious that Yan Suyu noticed it. She was very understanding and said that she could accept being a wife with Xu Zhiyi. Deep down, I know very well that she probably won't accept it.

After I really said it, when she did not accept it, the loss in my heart was so obvious, but she didn't notice it at all, and even sent Xingchen and Xingyao back. She no longer accepts any kindness from me. Keep a distance from me, and even return the house to me.

That was the first time I felt powerless from the bottom of my heart, just like when I was eight years old, I couldn't save my mother, and I couldn't grasp her heart. With the last trace of luck, I went to the temple in the middle of the night I found her wishing card on the wishing tree, and when I saw that strange name, I knew that my last sliver of luck was gone, and she never belonged to me.

So after I got married, I never inquired about her again, I wanted her to disappear completely from my life, so that I could feel better in my heart, and it would be more fair to Yan Suyu.

But when I got news about her again, what I got was that she left the capital and went to live in seclusion in a place that no one knew about, maybe with that man named Jiang Muye.

My heart is in a dull pain, but looking at Yan Suyu who still insists on helping her with family affairs every day after pregnancy, I can't say anything. Maybe this is the reason why I lost to Jiang Muye. I have too many responsibilities and obligations, and I can't do it. I will leave when I say leave with her, I hope she will live happily with the person she loves in the world she likes, and may she always have a smile on her face!