Siren Blade

Chapter 48 Desire and Shame

The anti-charm talisman that the blue bird gave me has no effect on this dream of charm.In the final analysis, the blue bird's real strength is fighting, not making talismans; while the succubus's strength is charm, and using talismans to deal with her is to compare your own shortcomings with others' strengths.Maybe this talisman is useful to deal with the ordinary charm of the succubus, but this dream is obviously the ultimate move of the succubus who is fully prepared and fully prepared, and the anti-charm talisman was instantly turned into coke in the confrontation.

Still, even the charred amulet was enough to make me realize I was in a dream.

At the same time, I also understood the way of thinking of the succubus.I'm afraid she still can't understand what opposite sex I am interested in, but she should think so, it doesn't matter if she can't understand, even if she doesn't understand, I understand after all.So she weaves this dream, in which "what I want to see myself" will appear.She wants me to charm myself, the flesh in front of me is the "it" in my memory.

But she was wrong after all.

What can really charm me is the thing that even I can't understand.

In the five years that I have been with "it", I have never been able to distinguish the sincerity of "it", nor my own sincerity.

These bodies in front of me are only what I can distinguish, especially after I realize that this is a dream, these bodies look even more vain.What is contained in it is not "it" at all, but the hopeless humanity of me.

I closed my eyes silently, and when I opened them again, those physical bodies disappeared.On the opposite side, there was another black figure.Just like the devil in the dream, his whole body is black, like the shadow changed from flat to three-dimensional.

"Are you waking up from your dream again?" He could actually speak, and he made the same voice as me.

"If I procrastinate here, the middle man will take the opportunity to kill me." I said.

He gave a negative answer, "No. No matter how long you have passed in this dream, it will be an instant to the outside world."

"Do you think I'll believe you when you say that?" I asked, "You are the incarnation of charm magic?"

"I am yourself. You have already realized that only what you want to see will appear in this dream. The reason why I appear is because you don't want to wake up." He said, "At the same time, you I also understand that what I said is true, and you cannot fail to notice this kind of life-threatening matter. The passage of time in a different space depends on the sense of time, and this dream is specialized for this nature. You may You will still die at the hands of a middleman, but before you die, you can stay in your dream for as long as you want."

His voice gradually became bewildering, "Don't you want to die in the battle with the evil enemy? The current situation is just right. The story of the devil Li Duo has already ended in this rainstorm, and even if it continues, it will be nothing more than Let’s continue, you might as well stay on this last page forever and enjoy it until you get tired of it.”

"In that case, the two people outside will die too," I said.

"At the same time, you will never be able to get that hand back... Is that what you really and selfishly think?" You will be resurrected because of this. Even if you can be resurrected, you don’t want to go back to your past self. Why don’t you stay here so that you can satisfy all your desires without hurting anyone.”

"You actually regret it very much. Why didn't you listen to the words of the blue bird? Why did you wake up from that dream... It would be great if you continued to be a college student who knew nothing about Li Duo. You can obviously become a hunter in the dream. Devil, fight against those unforgivable villains and monsters, and finally become the hero you dreamed of among flowers and applause. When you die, you are satisfied because you have not done anything to be ashamed of your heart " He continued, "But what now? Li Duo, an innocent college student, has turned into a villain Li Duo with all his bad deeds, and even made himself ashamed. Why is he so sinful that he can't live again? Why hasn't he been brainwashed? Is it all voluntary? Enough is enough, I don’t want to torture myself anymore. All the murders were done by hypnosis and brainwashing, and those victims just smashed their teeth and swallowed them in their stomachs. Don’t come to me. Even the Security Bureau released me without charge, so I must be right."

He "stared" at me with a face without facial features, "—these are your real thoughts, aren't they?"

"Yes, these are my real thoughts," I admitted without hesitation, and went on, "But if these thoughts are true, then realizing how despicable and deeply ashamed they are , is it a false thing? Could it be that only the desire in my heart is my own thing, and the shame in my heart is not my own thing? Absolutely not. Since you are myself, you cannot deny these words of mine. "

"But don't you think it's tiring to live like this?" He asked, "It's easier to stay in the dream than to be so entangled."

As he said, it would be easy to accept this kind of dream.But my life has never been frivolous enough to depend on such things.If you can never separate your entanglements, it's okay not to.That was also my punishment.

Besides, if I want to be greedy for these ostentatious things, then I have already chosen to indulge in the siren dream.

The reason why I didn't indulge was because I had already been captured by a bigger dream.That weird dream of wandering alone in the forest in the middle of the night, under the gaze of the silver moonlight, having ecstatic sex with things that seem human but not human.

However, whether it is the dream of the blue bird retaining me, the dream of the siren, or the dream of "it", there is only one result in the end.

Although there were thousands of words in my mind, in the end, I only said one sentence, "Dreams will wake up."

Hearing this, the devil was silent for a while, and then smiled, "——you can also understand?"

"Could it be that you are..." Before I could finish my sentence, I saw him suddenly summoning a huge black shadow axe, rushing towards me and slashing at me.

I quickly blocked it with the Siren Blade, and the moment I blocked the blow, the world in front of me shattered.From the ruins of the building and the heavy rain, I returned to the previous different space, and the demon in front of me became a middleman, and the weapon that attacked me changed from a black shadow ax to a long bone knife.

I woke up from the dream.

Everything before was a question and answer within my consciousness, and "the devil" was nothing more than another period of thinking in my mind.However, I still want to believe that I was approved by someone and pushed gently behind me.

"What's going on, why is he moving? Didn't you charm him!" The man in the middle shouted and backed away.

The succubus stood not far away, and shouted in disarray: "He broke through the dream by himself...it's impossible! He should have seen what he wanted the most, how could he refuse!"

While chasing the middle man, I looked around.At this moment, the time is still the moment when I was captured by the enchanted dream. The girl has disappeared, while Joan is still standing not far away, staring at this side dumbfounded. As for the middleman, he probably showed up after seeing me being enchanted. .

The succubus quickly took out the bone whip and attacked me, and from another direction, another middleman rushed to attack me.That's probably the ontology—I'm so aware of it.

He didn't choose to kidnap Joan first, probably because even if he successfully kidnapped him, as long as the clone was killed by me, the main body would also die.The last suicide method can no longer be used on me, and he has no confidence to use hostage tactics against me, so he had to focus on me first... Unexpectedly, he was helped by his own moral disadvantage.

However, I will win.

The moment the succubus' charm dream tactics failed, they had already lost.

It's useless even if three people besieged me.Although the superiority in numbers made them temporarily evenly matched with me, the bone knife of the avatar of the middleman and the bone whip of the succubus were completely shattered in the collision with the siren blade, and the situation quickly fell to me again.Seeing this, the succubus finally couldn't stand it anymore, and shouted: "I don't want to fight with this kind of baffling guy anymore, you like to beat yourself up, I have to go!"

After finishing speaking, she ran away in a panic, and disappeared in the depths of the different space, never to be seen again.The middleman shouted anxiously: "Bastard!"

"How did you wake up from the charm? I can't accept it, how can a person like you break free!" He gritted his teeth and turned to me, "That charm will let you see what best suits your desires, as long as you are in the heart Anyone who has desires will be addicted, without exception! Don't you have desires? Impossible! What kind of spell did you use!"

"Desire is a true thought that comes from my heart." I said to him as well as to myself, "but isn't shame also a real thought that comes from my heart?"

He seemed to be hit on the most sensitive sore spot, "Shame? That's just something imposed by society, it's someone else's thing!"

"Didn't you say it before? No matter who it originally belonged to, as long as it falls to you, it is yours." I said, "But now I want to label it with someone else's label and return it to me as it is." Society, do you count as a perverted murderer like this?"

"Nonsense!" He went crazy, and the clone next to him suddenly exploded and turned into a blood mist, and then turned into a bloody phantom and poured into his body, making his whole body swell even more.

Immediately, his explosive power increased sharply, and he swung the long bone knife at me with all his strength at an extremely fast speed.

In the different space, he couldn't continue to use the tactics that trapped me in the different space, and he couldn't escape from my hands.The last way left for him is to bet that he can defeat me with a blow of his own life.

In the next moment, the winner will be decided.

The head of the man in the middle was smashed together with the long bone knife, and the headless corpse hit the distant wall along the inertial motion, unable to move anymore.
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Afterwards, I found the other half of the mirror shard from the body of the middleman, and found a safe enough place to hide Joan and the others.Then he left the different space just like Qiao Licorice did last time, and contacted the security bureau to rescue them.

The girl who was replaced by the succubus was found near the battleground.The succubus didn't kill her, maybe it wanted to use it in other places, but the unknown plan was over, and the girl was lucky enough to save her life.

The person from the Security Bureau who was in charge of rescuing the two was Qiao Licorice. Under my protection, she reopened and entered the entrance when I returned to the real world, and equipped them with some amulets and props that I couldn't understand.

"Although the substances in the different space will disappear after being transferred to the real world, as long as a sufficient amount of spirituality is injected in the correct way, it can be maintained for a period of time. As long as the body is recovered with a normal diet during this period, it will be fine. The reason why it is okay for us to breathe air in a different space is because such a small amount of matter can be maintained by the human spirit." Qiao Gancao explained to me in this way, "Of course, this method has limitations. The reason why Persephone can return to the earth for half of the year is because she eats very little in the underworld. If people eat and drink in a different space for too long, they will completely become residents there. At that time, even if we use this method, we will not be able to return.”

"I have another question." I said, "Why do the spirits and spirits in different spaces not disappear in the real world?"

"This is a question that even warlocks find it difficult to reach a consensus, but there is such a controversial statement. All spirituality is actually the outflow of the real spirit, and all matter is the illusion of the real spirit. The spirit body It is composed of spirituality, so it will not disappear; while the illusion of matter will disappear because it is transferred from one dream to another." She said, "For true spirits, the different space is just a dream, and the real world It's a bigger dream."

"Is it a dream..." I was noncommittal.

Joan was shocked that his sister was also a warlock.And Qiao Gancao, even though he panicked when he heard that his younger brother was trapped in a different space, he looked extraordinarily calm at this time, which is really admirable.After that, it was another busy work. We found two mirror fragments in the different space again, and used them as keys to return to the real world.

Under the influence of Qiao Licorice's amulet and props, neither Qiao An nor the girl had any accidents.Seeing this, we are also relieved.But just in case, the two of them had to go to the Security Bureau for further processing, and after a period of time, they had to have regular physical examinations until it was confirmed that all the different-dimensional substances in their bodies had been replaced with real-world substances before it was truly over.

So far, the incident has come to an end, but there are still many unresolved questions.

For example, why is the middleman so obsessed with Joan, and what motive does the succubus support the middleman; more importantly, what is the connection between the middleman and the old bone...

It is also very simple to understand these, just ask the memory of the intermediary.

Another night, I entered the siren's dream again.

(End of this chapter)