Siren Blade

Chapter 227 Whether to Resurrect "It"

Blue Bird wants me to revive "it".

As shocking as this statement may seem, there are good reasons for it.

She has been looking for ways to prolong my life, because I have less than a year left to live.But at the end of the day, why is my remaining life so short?The permanent damage caused to me by the fanatics using the power of the true spirit is only second, and further, it is only an insignificant part of it.The real reason is that after losing the connection with "it", my specially transformed body cannot continue to receive support from "it".

Just like a car will no longer start after running out of fuel, my physical body will lose power in the near future.That kind of fuel is irreplaceable, even if there is a one in ten thousand probability that I can find an alternative fuel, I don’t know what form it should be delivered to what part of my body along what route.It can't be said that pouring gasoline on the outer shell of the car or the driver's seat can be regarded as supplementing the energy for the car.I have the same reasoning here.

And even with the above reasons, it is shocking enough that Jade Bird would actually ask me to revive "it".Since Qingniao regards itself as my lover and loves me from the bottom of her heart, it is self-evident how vicious and taboo "it" is in her eyes.It's just that after experiencing the blood-biting thing, I can be considered to have a certain degree of resistance to the "outrageous" of the blue bird, and I will not be surprised by it under the premise of anticipation.

Yes, I expected this.

In fact, I shouldn't let the blue bird know that "it" can be resurrected, because I don't want to prolong my life, let alone resurrect "it" by myself.In the eyes of others, I am a demon whose mind is manipulated by charm. Once "it" is resurrected, it means that I may fall again; In a negative sense, it is equivalent to personally pushing me towards my "past self".

However, if this is only a matter related to my own life, that’s fine. The problem is that Baiju also told me that if "it" is in a state of death for a long time, it will slowly realize its ghost identity , and finally brought to our world a horrible disaster that is unimaginable in terms of scale and shape.

In other words, resurrecting "it" is imperative.

Then, I have to announce these extremely important information to the people around me who can be trusted, and this is not just my private matter.And on this basis, it has become an almost impossible task to hide the blue bird alone.Qingniao is a very keen person. She is not only a serious main-level law enforcement warlock, but also has an innate intuition as a super genius. She will definitely see the truth soon.So it's better to be honest now.

It's important to note that I still have absolutely no intention of resurrecting "it" in my lifetime.

According to the information provided by Baiju, it can take as short as two years and as long as four years, and the binding force of "it"'s body on its essence will be completely disintegrated.Originally, since it was the information provided by the enemy, I shouldn't believe it without hesitation, but this time corresponds to the remaining lifespan after I disconnect from "it".For this coincidence, I have a lot of assumptions in mind, but even putting aside those assumptions, this coincidence itself can be evidence of the credibility of the information.And since I have a lifespan of less than a year due to the interference of fanatics, I can wait until my death and then resurrect "it" by others.

In fact, I have the desire to resurrect "it" with my own hands.

However, I am afraid that I will return to my old self, and I am also afraid of the self who is eager to resurrect "it" in my heart.

What's more, if I am with "it" again, what will the blue bird do?

So far, I have been running around in order to die on the road to fighting against evil, wanting to accept real punishment, but how can I accept such a "reward" with peace of mind?

"I will not resurrect 'it' with my own hands." I said without hesitation, "Besides, the knowledge of resurrecting 'it' is in Bai Ju's mind, and Bai Ju can't tell me everything. Even if I plan to pass To obtain the ability to kill and refine souls, one must have the strength to kill Baiju himself. But even Lie Que can't defeat Baiju, let alone me?"

"This is just an excuse for you. You just don't want to live. If you really want to live, you will think on the premise of 'defeat Bai Ju with your own hands no matter what', because even if you fail, the ending will not be the same. If it gets worse, it will be ushering in death." Qingniao spoke to me in such a very direct tone, she completely read my heart, "Not only are you not afraid that you will not be able to defeat Baiju, on the contrary , you are more likely to be afraid that if you really defeat the white horse, you will get the knowledge to revive 'it'."

Her words were like stripping off all my clothes, so that I could only stand naked in front of her, and after she finished speaking, she looked at me, and her tone became weak again, which made my heart shake even more, "Next year ...By next year, you will disappear, I will never see you again, I don't want that..."

"...So, is it okay to revive 'it'?" I asked, "I'm really not brainwashed, but I must also admit that my feelings for 'it' do appear to be brainwashed from the outside world Same. So after resurrecting 'it', I may also betray you, and hunt humans for 'it' again, feeding fresh human flesh to 'it' as before."

"No, there is still a way... You can hunt human flesh for her without betraying us." She said, "Just treat those criminals who have committed serious crimes and demon warlocks who don't want to die as food objects. Although the current security bureau does not expressly allow this kind of behavior, in order to prevent ghosts from other worlds from brewing huge disasters because they cannot imitate creatures to eat, the security situation will definitely allow it, and at the same time, doing so will not violate the law of occult. Teacher After knowing the inside story, I will definitely nod and agree.”

Her plan has a certain degree of feasibility.The me in the devil period and the current me are actually mostly the same psychologically. The difference is that the me in the devil period has the necessity to hunt humans for "it", and for "it" itself, It is enough to overwhelm all the moral and conscience obsessions in my heart.

As long as the two are solved at the same time, the resurrection of "it" will change me very little.

However, this solution only solves the former, but not the latter.

"This method only resolves the risk of me betraying 'you', but it does not resolve the risk of my betraying you. After 'it' is resurrected, it is entirely possible that I will turn around and fall into the arms of 'it'." I asked, "I Not only will I dedicate my body, but I will also dedicate my heart. From now on, I will only want to linger with "it", and I will not think about anything other than "it" Thinking about it again, even if you appear in front of me and 'it', I may stop glancing at you... In your opinion, is such a thing acceptable?"

Blue Bird may generously allow me to have a physical union with Biting Blood, but she will not have such a tolerant attitude towards my spiritual union with other opposite sexes.

Although she did something to force herself last time, in order to allow me to accept myself, she tried to let me accept biting blood.But she must also be very clear that even if I really accept Bite Blood, the most important and unique thing in my heart is still the blue bird.But this time things are completely different. The most important and unique figure in my heart may change from a blue bird to "it".

Jade Bird's request to me at this time is equivalent to pushing 100% of my body and mind into the arms of other opposite sexes.

Sure enough, the blue bird showed an expression of extreme struggle and pain.

However, after a while, she actually said, "I think... even that's okay."

Even though I was mentally prepared, her words hit my brain like a lightning strike.I couldn't help being speechless, and then said: "To you, I am..."

"It's not like that." She interrupted me first, and then said, "I love you from the bottom of my heart, and I don't want to push you into the arms of other women, but everything has an order I will never say that even if I watch you die, I don’t want you to be taken away by other women; on the contrary, even if you will be temporarily taken away by other women, I want you to live first. Because only living is everything The premise of happiness. Then, this time, I must snatch you over."

"This time?" I asked.

"I used to think that as long as she died, you would be completely liberated, and when I confessed to you, I also thought that I could slowly get all your hearts... But I was wrong, even if she died, she would still be free." Still occupying you, I can't drive her away. Or, because she is dead, I can't defeat her no matter what." She said, "So this time, I want to get rid of her alive. Take you back from my side."

At first, I couldn't understand what kind of thinking she had to give that answer, but now even I can understand it.If the positions were reversed, I might have the same train of thought as Jade Bird.

But that doesn't mean I agree.

"You said before that if I die on the way to fight against evil, you can accept it." I said.

That's what she said the day after she cursed me after knowing that I had paid my life to Saber Tooth.As long as it is what she said, I remember it clearly.

"I did. But I don't think it's right for you to be doing this," she said.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

"Even if it is death, I hope you die to fight against evil. Because that is happiness for you, and I will try my best to convince myself to be proud of you. After all, as long as you walk on this dangerous road , even if you extend your lifespan to a hundred years, you may die next year due to encountering a strong enemy. This point cannot be changed even if you become very powerful now. Equality comes to all." She said, "But there is a difference between dying to fight evil and dying to fight evil. I want to change your mind at least, and less than a year is too short a time It's..."

"Assuming that I really have a way to defeat Baiju and get the knowledge of resurrection, Lie Que will not agree to let me resurrect 'it'; on the contrary, he is more likely to let me copy the knowledge from my mind and wait until I die I will revive 'it' later. That way I can avoid the risk of my rebellion, which is the safest choice." I said.

"No, the teacher won't do that. Because in the past five years, the siren has never shown pollution by your side. Didn't Baiju tell you that even if she provided human flesh regularly, she would It will pollute the surroundings from time to time, but it never happens when she is by your side. Baiju thinks this is because you are feeding her human flesh, and you are still breeding with her day and night , let her fully immerse herself in the experience of imitating creatures—however, who can guarantee that Bai Ju's hypothesis is correct? Maybe you have shown other characteristics that are enough to make her quiet, so after her resurrection Your presence is also necessary when you are in love." She said, "And she has an ever-changing nature, in front of you, she presents a weak posture of the opposite sex, but in front of Baiju, she presents the posture of a huge monster. There is no guarantee how she will appear after the next resurrection, and what kind of creature's habits she will imitate. But if you resurrect it yourself, it is entirely possible that she will present herself in the same way as she gets along with you."

She gave a conclusion, "In any case, the resurrection of the sea monster is imperative, and your own existence is also indispensable."

"No... Actually, there is no need to resurrect." A method gradually emerged in my mind, and the source of this method was the move used when biting blood to plot against dawn.

She looked at me strangely, "But if you don't revive her, the real her will be liberated..."

"Then let 'it' be liberated." I said, "It's just that it needs to be liberated in another place."

"Another place..." Blue Bird was puzzled.

"Why can't we rocket 'it' into outer space?" I said.

Hearing this, she was stunned, even if she certainly hadn't imagined that there was such a method.

Now that Bite was able to teleport Dawn into outer space in an attempt to make it never return, we can do the same with "it".

I felt a deep-seated resistance at the thought of using this method against "it."On the other hand, this method seems to be really useful, and if successful, it will be enough to eradicate the threat of otherworldly ghosts from this planet once and for all.

"So... what about the siren?" After a moment of silence, Blue Bird finally asked the deadliest question in the literal sense, "If you die, what will that child do?"

(End of this chapter)